oh hey! everything's oh well, good. i have  new crush!! hahaha. no aj-kun for now. i hate him, duh. i'm bitter. oh no honestly. it's sooo unfair! obedience's reco is our feast day while their feast day is our reco. i so hate it. especially since obe is where my crush's section is (oh a clue! a clue!) my codename is li-kun. hahaha. does it hurt that everytime that i see him, he reminds me of my 6th grade crush whose in america right now....oh well maybe not. and i soo think tht he's a boyfriend material. hehe,. christine-sensei and ojin-sensei is soooo love! wooot! super couple ever! 

Its been a rather uneventful week. Or rather, just as interesting as any other week, just less thought-provoking.

The GIC in-depth talk thing was pretty interesting, seeing that it dispelled quite a few myths I had about an investment banker or whatever you call those people working in the GIC. The Hwa Chong alumni (Weiwei?) made it sound a little too simple though >< I'll never be half as relaxed as her if I were in her place -.-

Ohh my future ><

The prelims schedule SUCK. >:( -WHODARESTONIAOMEABOUTITIWILLPOKEYOUTODEATH-

I'm really really really loving Code Blue ♥ Not cause of Yamapi (cause I think he's character sucks) but the whole genre and theme of the drama. The current episode was a bit.. creepy (the guy who faked all his illnesses) and womg if I were 白石 I think I'll just slap the person -.- But since I won't get into medical school anyway.. -bangs head-

And {O#@OH RFPO@UE${@(U{@(@!$#@ HIKARU. Hikaru in that black singlet and his omgodding-geogeous-sexy-AKABEEE-arms @.o He's actually more baka than I thought he is (and he reminds me of Weiming Weiqi -.-) and omg he must have a brain the size of a pea ♥ Chinen totally pwned him in the cup thing. And yes I finally realized he was really saying 'I'm water' T_____T

Yayy I'm starting to fangirl over Chinen too, not in the least because he seems to be on pretty good terms with Hikaru but cause he's so chibi and so 8D (I feel like some perv -.-)

And cause there're people like YONG XIANG stalking around, I think I shall start to friend-lock more entries :P

I NEED MORE EXCITEMENT IN MY LIFE HELPPPP.


ps. JOCE! In case you didn't read my comments, SORRY FOR DAOING YOU THAT DAY IN SCHOOL. My mind was completely boggled with other stuff so I wasn't really hearing / looking so I didn't register you until much later >< I'll buy the ice-cream from you when I see you next week!!

I finally got around to scanning some of my magazines that had Kuroki Meisa in them ^^

I HATE scanning magazines and I'm always scared to damage them, so they're not perfect. They turned out more than decent though.

14 files behind the cut. ^^

( Previews & download links )

I won't be uploading them in MF because my connection simply won't let me. Sorry.

I'm 23 today. Damn.

So far, out of all the things in my birthday wish list all I've had are sleep and hugs, but it's more than enough for now ♥

It kind of sucks having your period on your birthday and having your sister yelling practically in your ear the entire time because she seems to be in a bad mood of some sort and being told you can't use the PC freely until much later tonight and having internet curfew, but hey, what can I do.

Please give me fics and shiny graphics, guys. ♥♥♥

Like this one my brother made:



I opened my desktop to find THAT and ROFLFLFLLF. MY BROTHER WINS. It is about the only thing that's making me smile right now.

FICS AND GRAPHICS PLZ GAIZ. ♥

For the past couple of days, I'd been contemplating an f-cut because really, a lot of people I have friended... I don't talk to whatsoever. So really, how can we say we're friends if I don't even know you? So with that in mind, I pretty much massacred my flist. If you're still around, I must like you - and as such, muahaahah, suckers. You can't get rid of me that easily. XP Honestly, time goes on, people change - fandoms change, and we fall out of contact. Can't be helped. But it was good times, yo. Good times. :D

Code Blue:

Man, I just watched episode 3, its getting better and better I really love Code Blue <3 i still love the Nurse shes awesome when she gets mad ROFL

I know Mr Children will guest next week on MS for the manatsu SP of music station i hope they decide to sing HANABI XDDD

SHABAKE

so yeah ive read Tegoshi is gonna reprise his role in SHABAKE, bald tegoshi again roflmao anyways i saw in Johnnys Net, Takaki will also reprise his role too ^^;; his gay role

GREEN

LADIES AND FANGIRLS MY OFFICIAL COLOR NOW WILL BE GREEN ROFLLLLLL

my two daisukis are wearing green in groups:



kore destiny!!! my official color now is green because both of them are wearing GREEN ROFLMAOOO (I wonder if im green in eito too? LOLLL)

i felt soo kilig when the little girl was saying her favorite janiz artist was Yamachan, (feeling that it was me?) you can see yamachan waving and smiling at the cam even saying arigatou XDDD but i loved that part when she said "USO?!" ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLL omg i kept playing that performance over and over again seriously i have like 3 videos of that now, one HD LQ, one subbed one HQ ROFLMAOOOOOOOOOO I CANT WAIT FOR HEY HEY HEY ON MONDAY XDD

I saw this movie poster



and I can't believe that's Rose McGowan. I think I used to read Red Sonja before or did some research on it because it sounds so familiar but I have no idea why! But why have they cast Rose? I have never enjoyed her acting or liked much of what she did even though I was a fan of 'Charmed.'

And what have they done to her body? No way does she look like that in real life. Photoshop is really a blessing isn't it?

Well, enough of that, since there isn't much else to say about it.

Today I was at the Museum again and I haven't sweated that much in a long time. Hot and muggy everywhere I had to in wearing a black top. But at least during my lunch break I did manage to do some shopping! I bought a lovely dress and an amazing pair of shoes. I have taken pictures but I haven't been able to find the cable to connect my phone to my laptop, but as soon as I find it I will post some pictures.

But the whole day was so quiet then one hour before I was supposed to leave the till died so people obviously wnated to buy things and someone else wanted 2 whole books photocopied. I was amazed that I was only 5 minuted late in leaving. One of the lovely ladies that I work with laughed when it all began, since it's just bloody luck that the whole day was dead. I mean it was so dead I was doing press-ups in the main enterence. While playing music from my mobile. Throughout most of the day.

One day my press-ups won't look so painful, because I can just imagine what I would look like if someone saw me. Not a nice thought. My upper body strength is so ridiculous, but since I have been doing some exercise I can see some lovely definition in my shoulders and arms.

Next, it's time to work on the six pack!

I feel so restless right now. And so uncomfortable. I really need to have a shower and wash off all the crap of the day. And then read something which makes me forget everything else. But it is so hard to find something like that. That's why I am writing my own book. Hopefully that won't bore me.

They've stayed in my HEART for 2 years already (which I find it amazing because I'm not into Kpop).
So, I want to thank them. LOL.

Tae Yang.
Seung Ri.
Dae Sung.
T.O.P

and my baby, GD

You've got the ~NEWS~ in me.

SORRY SPAMMING ROFLMAO

Japanese style Hey! Say! JUMP XDDD btw YES THEY SANG A SPECIAL MEDLEY!!! i dont know if its with Bouken Rider *crosses fingers* but definitely they sang Your seed XDDD



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YES ITS BOUKEN RIDER AND YOUR SEED XDDD

THIS IS THE BEST FREAKING HEY SAY JUMP PERFORMANCE OMG I LOVE IT I LOVE BOUKEN RIDER!!!

you guys i realized Sandy doesnt have a community in LJ, so i just created one, will be updating her stuffs like dairy, photos on this community, hope to see you there ^^;;

sandara_park, sandara_park
sandara_park, sandara_park

lots to fix tho :x

good morning ^^ ( let's ignore that it's 13.00 already, it's morning for me xDD)
the othe ohotos

...Except. Except, I read kitsune714's amazing fic, and along with that, had Yamapi's no. 1 love song on repeat (taken from here) and that apparently got my creative juices working somehow. Granted, it is nearly 6 in the morning, I'm not sure what this fic is but it's ... something.

Translation to Manatsu no Kajitsu over here. It is lovely.
Slight "exchange" with cynicalism.

( Random Yamapi!het. Don't ask me, really. Late nights do this to me. )

Almost done first month of summer, meaning one month left..... meaning halfway done.... NOOOOOO~~~~

Breaking Dawn is coming out soon (yay~~~~~~) i can't wait. The epic ending of the edward cullen story. lmao.

Will be leaving for japan in.... 10 days from now... can't wait~ Maybe i'll see some jap stars ;)

I really know how to choose my books. I've noticed that i like vampire books... or books that involve wizards and vampires and werewolves and stuff. i blame twilight -3-. I've read another good book. It's called "The Summoning" VERY good book. It gave me a lot of chills, and way to go to me for choosing a book that has a sequel (is three parts) and won't be coming out til march 2009...... that just bites...... It's a really good book, i recommend it to anyone who's a twilight fan. Let me put it this way... i read 200 pages in one day... without knowing it. I kept on turning the pages one after the other. The good thing about this book is that the chapters are short, so u won't be easily bored in the chapters and count how many more pages u have to read until the next page or until you stop.

I've also watched the movies the Hulk, Mamma Mia, Wanted and... Hancock. Hancock had a shallow plotline... i'd give it 7/10 as an overall package. The Hulk was good, if u liked Ironman then u'll like the hulk. Wanted was freaking awesome. If you're a physics student and choose to watch this movie, please empty your head of everything you've learned because within the first 5 minutes of the movie, you'll see WHY.... if u keep the laws of physics in mind, then u will not enjoy this movie. Mamma Mia was an enjoyable movie, when i walked out of the theatre, i came out singing Abba songs. If you like musicals, this is a must see ^^. Anyways, that's all that's going on right now, nothing interesting, i'm bored as hell at home, BUT that doesn't mean i want school to come -3-.

The problem
The loophole
Lies.Within.Me.
Talking about it;
holding your hand;
it doesn't comfort me.
Actually,
it makes me uncomfortable.
Dear anyone and everyone,
Can you love a disease?
Isn't that what it means
to love all of me?
What is it like to feel alive?
What's it like to feel
a difference between my dreams
and my days?
What do I do now?
Living on the best I can.
I just wish I could write songs again.
I really want to.
I feel that even that
would save me just a bit.
I just some direction, maybe.
What you said today
about there being no hope
that this is endless
I don't want to believe it.
Because this is all for a reason, right?
I live this way for a reason.
As long as I know
me being this way has a purpose
I'll still give it my best.

August 3, Theme: VACATION
HOSTS: Koyama Keiichiro, Kato Shigeaki
Guest: Imai Tsubasa Hey!Say! JUMP's: Arioka Daiki, Chinen Yuuri, Nakajima Yuto, Yamada Ryosuke
Special Medley: "V.A.C.A.T.I.O.N"
NEWS' Summer song Medley: Koyama and Kato
And then, Hey! Say! JUMP performing their new song "Your Seed" to be followed by Yamada Ryosuke's solo "Ajia No Yoru".
Imai Tsubasa "DO ME CRAZY"
MAD will also be performing
Next, is Junior Nekketsu! and Junior Q and then ending.

August 10, Theme: Bouken
HOSTS: Koyama Keiichiro, Kato Shigeaki
Guest: Imai Tsubasa Hey!Say! JUMP's: Arioka Daiki, Chinen Yuuri, Nakajima Yuto, Yamada Ryosuke
Hey!Say! JUMP performs new song "Bouken Rider" in which the medley starts with Nakajima Yuto tap dancing and then sings "Sayonara Namida-kun" (Sensei wa erai's theme)
"MACK THE KNIFE" members joins "S.O.S" (WTF is with this junior unit names ;___;) performs 3 songs.
Imai Tsubasa will perform "Yume Monogatari" Band Version.
then Kansai Junior Q with the theme" The word i like"
Ending: Koyama, Kato and Daiki and Imai Tsubasa sings "Koi Uta"

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Wow, I heard Charice is scheduled to go to Korea again on August 17 for another Star King guesting ^^;; i wonder whos gonna be the guest ^_^ *cross fingers Big Bang* LOL

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HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

Man Taemin and Chris should battle in um a beauty pageant ROFl



*Taemin nomu yebuhh~~~*

I love work clothes. I always have. It makes women looks incredibly sophisticated and sexy. And that's why today I was glued to 'Gok's Fashion Fix'. What Gok Wan does is create 4 high street outfits to compete with 4 branded outfits. And usually the audience, who have no idea whose is whose can't differentiate between the two and when voting, Gok usually wins.

And since I've finally managed to get a job I am addicted to shopping for smart clothes. And what do you all think of this suit?



Ignore the fact that this model looks as if she's suffering from a sunburn, and concentrate on that amazing red suit. And what about those gloves and shoes? Even though this is the high street version I still can't afford to spend £80 on what is basically nothing more than a skirt and a jacket. But the skirt below is well within my price range.



At only £16 I won't fight with the sales assistant when they try to take my card or my cash. But that shirt is £140 and even if I have the money I would never spend £140 on one item of clothing. If I ever do I think I need a smack of reality.

I think tomorrow it is time for me to go shopping. Since the sales have started (ages ago), I think it's about time that I take advantage of them and my extra cash. Not sure that my parents would agree though!

that "person" actually is our neighbour!!! who lives under us

actually my parents currently head towards hostital with my sis.

well..what happened?

you know?.Usually if a big in quatratform glas breaks you put it into a rubbish and at least somewhere where nothing can happen and so on (I can'T explain it in eng sorry xD)
but our baka neighbour put the broken VERY BIG PIECE and VERY SHARP Piece of Glass into a normal paper bag to the salon (where people have to cross it when they for example get into the house)...

well..my sis fell down on that bag!!...luckly not with her head but with her feet but still..it's very dangerous...suddenly we heard my sis crying very loudly and ran to her..her feet was under blood..the cut was very deep I must say and big...it looked horrible and very painfull...
I'm very sensible when I see blood..my legs always get weak and I soon can't feel them anymore..and after I saw the wound/cut..lol..I fell down xD...

but it looked really..omg..

so tell me..

how the hell can a person be so brainless?!!

AND THEN now she also says "it's her fault! Why was she here anyway!"...I mean WTF?!! HUH?!!!!...HELO!!! ~~

omg it's pissing me off..

and still no message from my parents how she is ~~...
I hope it's not too serious!

I don'T wan tto imagine what would have happened if she would have fell on her head..omg...

actually I often say "After she were born my live got more difficult" but still she's my sis and small and sometimes cute...and she belongs to the family...argues and fights between siblings are normal anyway xD...

I hope to get news soon.

oh erm..yeah I have break now xD..buit we will go to Turkey (unfortantly) again..I don'T want xD...and there you know I won'T have an internet ~cryes~..

anyway..I will keep you informed xD...LOL

it's been a long time I wrote into lj and made a< proper entry..I dunno why I can'T do it right now xD..LOL

anyway
love ya all!
chu chu!
huggies~

Have a safe trip! I can't wait until you get back. :)

Oddly, after I came to a realization, I felt as though it was time for improvements.
So, the plan for the following two weeks vary slightly from the usual.
I think it's about time to let the past be the past and look forward to change.
Since I'm not working today, I guess I'll put things into motion.
Starting off, I'm cleaning the room, moving things around, and doing laundry.
After so many years of familiarity, I think it's finally time for the new to come.

I might be hiding in my shell for a while. I plan to work more for awhile.
I definitely need the money for my guitar and other future senior expenses.
Ah, senior year, you've come with many expensive gifts, blah.

Applications soon. I still have a chance to redeem myself, effort.

Subtle changes. One thing at a time. Take it slow.

`dolly

So I had a very interesting morning in class today.

So today we had to take our Unit 3 test before the Final on Tuesday. I got to about question 25 and then I was like "Man.. how many questions are there?" I flipped to the end and I see: Answers D,A,B,B,C,A,D... I was like.. wtf!? I sat there for a minute and thought about it. Then a girl gets up and goes to the professor and I watched the professor's face drop in utter shock. She then says "Okay, I'm going to have to cancel this test." And explained to the class.. whom many already knew. The professor than said she was going to wipe the points of the test completely from the total number and said that she was going to give us extra credit for being here for the test. And we left, 45 minute class and free points. WHOO!

What annoyed me.. was these two airheaded bimbos had the gull to complain. "We could've gotten perfects on our tests. God, why'd she tell her? BlahblahblahI'mretardedandfugginuglyblahblah." What the dumb duo didn't realize was that with the elimination of the test as a whole and getting extra credit would raise our grade even higher than getting a perfect on that test. They're so stupid it annoys me.

But yes.. these things only happen in movies. Seriously.

<3 John.

PS Apparently my break pads were worn. I don't know how long I've driven on them. All I know is that I heard metal grinding this morning while driving. Makes me worried about my rioter. Hopefully nothing is wrong with it. =( Poor Shinji.