April 10th, 2008
A few minutes later there was not a rabbit to be seen on the down. The sun sank below Ladle Hill and the autumn stars began to shine in the darkening east - Perseus and Pleiades, Cassiopeia, faint Pisces and the giant square of Pegasus. The wind freshened, and soon myriads of dry beech leaves were filling the ditches and hollows in gusts across the dark miles of open grass. Underground, the story continued.
Today I am not yet part of the earth, I'm still a little bit human. I'm not sugar and spice, not barking bones, not cracked on that sidewalk, blue, arms twisted out, bones pounded into dust, part of the city's dead, not now, not yet. I roll my eyes up, away from ground zero, see the nuclear glow of a sky rimmed with black. It's completely cloudless, and my star is not so lonely anymore.