| Lykke Li |
[Jul 17 2009 / 12:40pm] |
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I love her, thank you ru_glamour!
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| Arezzo |
[Jul 17 2009 / 12:22pm] |
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shirt Wesc, pantalon CP Company and dress Paul Frank. shirt Loreak Mendian, jeans Diesel, shawl Obey and shorts and shirt Lee.
Source: ViceMagazine
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| Sparks, Chapter Fourteen |
[Jul 17 2009 / 12:07am] |
TITLE: Sparks DISCLAIMER: I don't own GG. RATING: PG - 13 SHIP: Nate + Jenny of Gossip Girl SUMMARY: I'm really bad with summaries. Basically, this is a multi-chaptered fic that will map out what I think NJ's storyline should be like in season three.

( Click to read the last chapter )
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[Jul 16 2009 / 10:59pm] |
Maybe because sometimes you wish the pain were physical and stoppable rather than unbearably emotional.
Nonetheless, I did it today. I let go of the 2 year weight that has been holding me back for far too long.
"I loved you without knowing how, or when, or from where, I loved you simply, without problems or pride: I loved you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving" That was how much I gave. But it is loved, because it is now past.
Please be proud of me.
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[Jul 16 2009 / 8:33pm] |

happy birthday jaslyn ily, hope you enjoyed today it was so full of drama HAHA
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[Jul 16 2009 / 12:43pm] |
I totally forgot that we did Ice Cold Beer last Sunday before Shaun flew back to London! It was that that made L. lose her voice. :(
I blanked out during yesterday's Journalism paper. Hung at Om with my girls and the two B.'s after my paper. I love you both plenty. Waited another hour for D. to get done and everything seemed so lifeless yesterday. Everywhere was either a bad idea or closed. But it was okay. :) Of course.
Randomly now: And I don't understand why some people are so bloody annoying that they just don't get it that I do not want to talk to them. Stop coming up with lame and stupid statements. It's not only stupidity at its best but it is bloody, bloody annoying. Act your damn age.
That aside. I need to go back and zzzz. I don't know why I acted up last night and got so peeved. Then again, it kept replaying in my mind that I did not walk out of a commitment-less relationship, to get into yet another one with commitment issues and excess baggage. It's bloody tiresome, you know? I am exhausted from this same routine. It's been the same old thing every single time!
I wrote a letter today. Now it's about whether I have the guts. But like it or not, I have to do it.
I'm walking away, finally.
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[Jul 15 2009 / 11:52pm] |
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screw that. i'm happier starting from now :)
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| i am moving on to happier things |
[Jul 15 2009 / 9:46pm] |
this cannot go on
uhm how bout everything's just pathetic right now? i wish there were more things worth smiling about
anyw, today was such a busy day! ended it on a happy note though- dinner in town with jaslyn :)
man...i can't wait for hphphphphp i can't wait to see the luv of my lyf
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[Jul 14 2009 / 9:19am] |
blah. going to work in an hour. then meeting blair (if he shows up).
soooooo exciting = my life
payday tomorrow, i'm excited to buy sims 3 so i can be more of an occupied hermit and loser-nerd.
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[Jul 14 2009 / 2:55pm] |
Let's see. The past week... I can't exactly remember what I did.
So my PR paper was last Wednesday which really wasn't as bad as expected. (Because I could remember the points and concepts) And then I met D for more magic. (Or did I not? Can't remember.) There was also Chun Moo & Desmond's 21st which was at Aranda. Crazy fun. It's the same craziness at every birthday of theirs. Love the boys. :) Had to leave early for Journalism class the next day though.



 The cake that no one ate.
 The birthday boys! :)


Over the weekend, headed down to Orchard Central to watch D. perform. Supper followed by an impulsive decision to head to Cafe Del Mar... And the best part = I had class the next day. Darn tired in class. But Azhar's really a great lecturer.
Attempt to stargaze that night where D. freaked me out with his water magic. You really have to see him for yourself.
Now, I'm gonna head out and get my hair cut before I head home to study more for Azhar's Journalism paper tomorrow.
Love.
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[Jul 13 2009 / 10:21pm] |
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i am so fucking lonely.
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| name by carol ann duffy |
[Jul 13 2009 / 10:12pm] |
When did your name change from a proper noun to a charm?
Its three vowels like jewels on the thread of my breath.
Its consonants brushing my mouth like a kiss.
I love your name. I say it again and again in this summer rain.
I see it discreet in the alphabet, like a wish.
I pray it into the night till its letters are light.
I hear your name rhyming, rhyming, rhyming with everything.
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[Jul 13 2009 / 7:51pm] |
life works in a way such that you just can't have everything you want. i really shouldn't be feeling this but i'm feeling it anyway so well, just so you know, i'm sorry too. if i could make it better i would but unfortunately i'm not in any position to do so. i wish things didn't have to turn out this way, but now that it's like that i guess we can't do anything.
thnks fr th mmrs
ps i have a million questions to ask you but well under such circumstances i guess they will remain mysteries of life
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| I'm still alive |
[Jul 13 2009 / 12:21am] |
So for those of you who even remember me, I'm still alive and around. I started reading again and got really sad and missed writing so I am back! I'm going to start writing again and actually follow through this time. I'm working on two stories (I just switch off whenever I want to give up on the other so they're actually kind of progressing) one is a 1940's story (where Gerard's dad calls him a faggot for wanting to go to college and thinks working in a garage is a respectable job) called I'd Rather Have A Bottle In Front Of Me. The second is a pretty strange priest fic in which Frank is legally dead for two minutes and seeks out a priest for religious guidance when he's convinced he went to hell while he was dead. I don't have a title for it yet I'm thinking Ocean Sink but don't quote me on it.
Anyways, just felt like letting people who like my writing know that I'm still around and I'm not done yet :)
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[Jul 12 2009 / 9:16pm] |
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I must forget all about this, right here right now
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