Yami no Yugi (OU) ([info]whosyourpharoah) wrote in [info]econtra_logs,
@ 2008-02-29 08:17:00
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Entry tags:*complete, au: yami no yuugi, ou: mutou yuugi, ou: yami no yuugi

[Thread] The Man Who Had
Thread: OU!Atem/Yamo no Yugi, OU!Yugi Motou (open to AU!Atem/Yami no Yugi?)
Where: Nyi-Dyo
When: Afternoon, sometime after this
Summary: Atem did something silly and tried to convince Yugi that he was ok. Yugi is not convinced.
Warnings: Possible angst, Puzzleshipping

Atem's eyes were still glassy as he stared at the ceiling of his dorm room, his thoughts on the past couple of hours. On his forehead was a shiny little bump, and he had scrapes on his arms to accompany the bite marks he had on his neck (which somehow re-opened when he tried to clean it with a washcloth, so it started bleeding profusely again). He couldn't even get to his bed; he was slumped on the floor outside the entrance to his bathroom, blood still tricking just a little onto his clothing.

....Why does this always happen to me.....

Ed had spoken of the day that Miroku died. When a friend of the compound had passed away when a building collapsed on him. At that moment Atem wondered if Ed had any regrets about the people that were saved. If Ed hadn't needed to come to Nyi-Tria.....

.......He must not have been a screw-up for people to mourn him like that....to curse that no one'd spared a thought to look for him....

He was hoping Yugi didn't decide to come over and see him like this; he would have been disappointed in him. Unfortunately for the pharoah, he didn't see the last message Yugi had written - that Yugi was on his way at that very moment.



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[info]queenofgames
2008-03-01 12:36 am UTC (link)
To say Atem was pissed off was an understatement. After her run in with Soma a few weeks ago, now her male self had gone and done the same thing. So she stormed into Nyi-Dyo without even bothering to knock, her third eye starting to flicker even before she stalked into Atem's room, ready to give him the tongue-lashing of a century.

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[info]whosyourpharoah
2008-03-01 12:46 am UTC (link)
Atem wasn't even in his room. Though if he had been paying attention he probably would have laughed at female Atem storming past him and stomping into his bedroom. As it was it was hard for him to concentrate on not whimpering as his neck kept bleeding on and off, even as he held his hand over it. He thought he was clamping down well, but in reality he was barely touching it.

Subaru......it's not his fault......

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[info]queenofgames
2008-03-01 12:55 am UTC (link)
Atem growled when she realized her male counterpart wasn't in his room, but she knew he had to be elsewhere. It didn't take her long to track him down, and she gave him the filthiest look imaginable when she found him in the bathroom. "You're an idiot," she said bluntly.

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[info]whosyourpharoah
2008-03-01 01:07 am UTC (link)
Atem didn't even respond. He didn't have the heart to.

I am.....

He just kept staring at the ceiling, hoping the new bout of bleeding would stop soon.

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[info]queenofgames
2008-03-01 01:17 am UTC (link)
Atem sighed and stepped into the bathroom. "Here," she said, her voice softening considerably as she took male Atem's hand away from his neck and put her own hand there. "I'm not going to let you bleed to death just because you let yourself get bitten." Her hand began glowing, matching the glow now coming from her puzzle.

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[info]whosyourpharoah
2008-03-01 01:39 am UTC (link)
"......There're worst things......"

Atem's voice came out weak but emotionless, like a machine. He didn't even seem to register that he was talking to his female counterpart, simply that someone was talking. He did have to wonder why this person was helping him, sparing him a thought when who knew, someone else could've needed the help more than he certainly did.

Like Todd. Todd needed all the help he could get for Lovett's sake. But at least Todd was a barber, so he heard. He had some use.

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[info]queenofgames
2008-03-01 01:40 am UTC (link)
Atem shook her head, keeping her hand firmly on male Atem's neck. "Listen, you block head, you do need help. So don't even bother to think you're worthless."

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[info]whosyourpharoah
2008-03-01 01:45 am UTC (link)
"As.....per usual."

Sensation was starting to come back to his neck, and he gave a soft hiss, his tail bushing up as the pain came through.

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[info]queenofgames
2008-03-01 01:46 am UTC (link)
Atem unconsciously began rubbing her male counterpart's ears to try and ease the pain somewhat, all the while keeping her hand firmly on his neck. "Oh stop being such a bloody martyr."

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[info]whosyourpharoah
2008-03-01 02:12 am UTC (link)
"I'm not....being a martyr." Atem's ears flattened. "I'm being a realist.....ever since I've come here people have had to bail me out. I....I wanted to help that kid. He wasn't being crazy and he wasn't trying to kill me......I willingly allowed him."

He closed his eyes.

"Because of my stupidity after instead I'm the one that needs help.....again. That's not being a martyr. That's being useless and foolishly so."

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[info]queenofgames
2008-03-01 02:13 am UTC (link)
Atem sighed and kept rubbing. "You're not helpless either," she said, more sharply than she intended. "Good grief, listen to yourself. In case you've forgotten, you helped out people as well as needing help yourself. So drop the defeatist attitude, will ya?"

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[info]whosyourpharoah
2008-03-01 02:38 am UTC (link)
"I've been a help. Really." At this, Atem gave her a pained, angry look. "If that were so then Miroku would still be alive wouldn't he? Some help I was."

Part of it was the pain speaking, true. But part of it was his own anger, that self-realization that Ed had given him.

He was crushed under a building and no on gave a thought to look for him.

Because of him. The alchemist could have saved Miroku. If he hadn't saved him.

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[info]queenofgames
2008-03-01 02:39 am UTC (link)
Atem blinked. "What?" She was confused. "Whaddya mean?"

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[info]whosyourpharoah
2008-03-01 02:45 am UTC (link)
"Female me."

He began to look extremely upset at this. He hadn't intended to just blurt it out, but she knew something had happened so he figured once she found out his female counterpart would realize how much of a jerk he was.

"I killed Miroku....."

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[info]queenofgames
2008-03-01 02:47 am UTC (link)
"What?!" Atem immediately abandoned her healing (since it looked as though she'd done the job on her male counterpart's bite), and grabbed her double by the shoulders. "Now you listen, and you listen good, you hear me? You didn't kill Miroku, understand? What happened was an accident, and you are not to blame!"

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[info]whosyourpharoah
2008-03-01 03:03 am UTC (link)
"No, no, no!"

With surprising roughness Atem threw her hands off of him. And angry, almost mad look came in his eyes, and his entire countenance seemed to darken as he spoke, his red eyes and eye Wadjet flickering.

"YOU listen!! Accident or no Miroku would have been ALIVE if it weren't for me! Everyone could have gone to HIM and NOT ME! Ed could have used his power to get him from under the Mess Hall and Otogi could have healed him if they hadn't found me!! No one would have missed me, no one would have been saying 'oh, no one gave a thought to him when the building crushed him so he died needlessly' - because what am I?! I've been turned into godsdamned dolls and EO and every time I hurt someone!!"

The tentacles started creaming from his back, slowly, as he spoke as his anger at himself increased. The wiggled, and some of them formed hands which wiggled floated uselessly, as Atem wasn't completely outraged. But he was starting to get there

"I deserved to die under Nyi-Tria!! I deserved having Yugi being taken away from me as I laid there bleeding to death! What did he do to deserve it!?"

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[info]queenofgames
2008-03-01 03:06 am UTC (link)
Atem slapped him across the face as hard as she could. "You stop that right now!" she snapped, her eyes flashing with anger of her own. "Otherwise I'll turn you over my knee and smack you so hard you won't be able to sit down for a fucking week!"

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[info]whosyourpharoah
2008-03-01 03:10 am UTC (link)
The slap had the desired effect. Atem stared at her wide-eyed as his cheek turned red with a mixture of anger, confusion and downright shock. The darkness didn't go away, nor did the tentacles; as a result the slap mark looked blood red on his cheek.

That the darkness wasn't going to get stronger any time soon, however, was certain.

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[info]queenofgames
2008-03-01 03:11 am UTC (link)
"Are you prepared to talk sense now?" Atem asked quietly, no less angry than before.

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[info]whosyourpharoah
2008-03-01 03:14 am UTC (link)
Atem slowly opened his mouth, but no words came out. He was too stunned to speak. His eyes, however, told of his shock at the fact that (at least in his slightly clouded mind) everything he just said went over her head or worse, had been completely disregarded in favor of smacking him around.

Did.....she even....listen to a word......I said!?

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[info]queenofgames
2008-03-01 03:17 am UTC (link)
Atem sighed and grabbed his shoulders again. "You were not to blame for what happened to Miroku," she said firmly. "You didn't deserve to die, and you sure as hell didn't cause Miroku's death. It was an accident, you hear me?"

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[info]whosyourpharoah
2008-03-01 03:23 am UTC (link)
Atem stared at her, and after a moment looked back down on the floor.

"They......they still....could have saved him....." his voice broke slightly. "If they....if they hadn't saved me.....d-don't you see....all the time energy those people put in rescuing me.....both of us were dying. The same way......he...."

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[info]queenofgames
2008-03-01 03:24 am UTC (link)
"Maybe so, but you weren't to blame for them finding you," Atem said firmly.

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[info]whosyourpharoah
2008-03-01 03:27 am UTC (link)
"...Yes.....I am...." Atem sounded almost ashamed, resigned. "....I....I asked for help...."

Once again, asking for help, needing help, wasting people's powers and time to help him. Always it caused consequences. People lost energy, time, body parts, lives.

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[info]queenofgames
2008-03-01 03:46 am UTC (link)
"It's not your fault," Atem snapped. "How do you think Yuugi would have felt if he arrived and found you dead?"

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