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Who cannot believe i'm actually here, again?
Me! me! me!
'says my inner self, voice or whatever slept under my skin and now has awaken'
yes. i'm back on a summer track as i may express myself.
i FINALLY, yes finally, finished my exams time and it feels so damn good. freedom. i had my six high school final exams and afterwards, my biggest one. and yes, yes you guessed right: i GOT into MED SCHOOL! ieeeei! it's my biggest achievement ever, the dream i always wanted to fulfill; this one - my all-time wish, dream, higher point to reach on my life mountain. it's impossible to express into words what this means to this tiny soul hitting its fingers onto these words. my first big step to becoming a doctor - unbelievably unbelievable to me. oh! and i got in with a total amount of 92/100 points so this heart has been beating like crazy since then. and it's just not only me. it's my parents: their happiness and how proud they were/are, the look on my mom's face when i got out of the exam and told her the points - literally, she cried. so, yes, i'm feeling just so filled up inside and am not ashamed to admit it; not bragging all around, not at all cause it's just not me, but definitely proud.
so, iep, time for some summer art :). just summer cause from October forwards i'll be starting my first university year and want to do/give my best.
missed all of this, you guys so badly and hopefully haven't lost some of the skills. but hey, we'll see that pretty soon :)
now, my most important part: the too early and selfish disappearance of loving Adriana. I feel disappointed not being here those moments and just stunned. it felt like the whole world dropped on me the second i read all; it just did not feel real. she was one of my sweetest and most kind friends here. she was always there, you know? and God, did she have the most kind words; a simple and family-like way of gathering all them words together so that you could feel safe. no one like her. it's unfair God took her; maybe she was too much for this world. May you rest in peace my beloved friend and from up there, always remember, you're in my thoughts for the rest of my life.
Me! me! me!
'says my inner self, voice or whatever slept under my skin and now has awaken'
yes. i'm back on a summer track as i may express myself.
i FINALLY, yes finally, finished my exams time and it feels so damn good. freedom. i had my six high school final exams and afterwards, my biggest one. and yes, yes you guessed right: i GOT into MED SCHOOL! ieeeei! it's my biggest achievement ever, the dream i always wanted to fulfill; this one - my all-time wish, dream, higher point to reach on my life mountain. it's impossible to express into words what this means to this tiny soul hitting its fingers onto these words. my first big step to becoming a doctor - unbelievably unbelievable to me. oh! and i got in with a total amount of 92/100 points so this heart has been beating like crazy since then. and it's just not only me. it's my parents: their happiness and how proud they were/are, the look on my mom's face when i got out of the exam and told her the points - literally, she cried. so, yes, i'm feeling just so filled up inside and am not ashamed to admit it; not bragging all around, not at all cause it's just not me, but definitely proud.
so, iep, time for some summer art :). just summer cause from October forwards i'll be starting my first university year and want to do/give my best.
missed all of this, you guys so badly and hopefully haven't lost some of the skills. but hey, we'll see that pretty soon :)
now, my most important part: the too early and selfish disappearance of loving Adriana. I feel disappointed not being here those moments and just stunned. it felt like the whole world dropped on me the second i read all; it just did not feel real. she was one of my sweetest and most kind friends here. she was always there, you know? and God, did she have the most kind words; a simple and family-like way of gathering all them words together so that you could feel safe. no one like her. it's unfair God took her; maybe she was too much for this world. May you rest in peace my beloved friend and from up there, always remember, you're in my thoughts for the rest of my life.
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