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FINALLY. I have laid eyes on "Dark Knight." and I give it, TEN GLOWING STARS. :) woooot!! I just love the story now, Gotham is the epitome of the world we have today. But the terrorists are cooler and freakier and well, our WORLD is tamer- or so I say. x[

It's my birthday on Sunday! ♥

Love me. :)

♥ 써니

I HAD AN AWESOME/WEIRD DREAM.

It includes Hyde, Psycho le Cemu, and Super Junior.
sdjkfhsdjkf what?!?!

( CRACK ENSUES )

Then I wake up.
I ran down here to type it, because I'll forget it later.
And this was too lulzy to forget. 8D

i thought changmin did the high part in "doushite" 's last chorus. i was mistaken. its junsu. huh.


looked up kim dong ryul since yoochun said in the elle interview that he likes to sing KDR's song "Etude of Memories" and listening to it...its a very "yoochun" song that i can easily see junsu humming. the voice is low, the melody unhurried..y'know. very yoochun.

jaejoong cited "I'm touched by you" by sung si kyung, which is the song that one jaeho fan used in her jaeho video! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!! its a very pretty song. i liked it loads when i heard it in the fanvid. and to know that jae likes to sing it to yunho is just really sweet.

once again, i am sent running to the archives of my favourite rotations to look for songs.

sung si kyung's i was touched by you can be found in the album melodie d'amour, available here at kpop_uploads

but megupload seems to think i'm exceeding my download limit. tomorrow then.

OOH! my Tale of Mari and Three Puppies download is done! it looks great. subtitle's not so pretty but whatever.

oh and melati has been reigniting the KRU love in everyone. we watched videos over at their room on several nights last week. which contributed to me being dead in the day but. KRU. OMG. man, i liked them. great group. and their fans are apparently 9according to melati) called KRUjaan. HAHAHAHA. while watching them perform Awas, yunyun commented

"man. they're legends. they're our H.O.T!"

true, when you think about it. i'm just sad that i was too young to appreciate them in their prime. Enough is Enough would have been on rotation on the old tape player. dickie dickie ho! dickie dickie dickie ho!

I can't help it. I just had to V__V.
This is not the first time I'm jealous of a teddy bear.
*points to icon*
It was screaming for me to icon it.
And I hate livejournal's 40kb limit.
I'm not sure if I'm jealous of the bear, or Min, because I'd want bear like that too =.=;;

I was reading on the various 'code name' fans give to OTPs and I came across KyuMin's


Gyuhyun Always sungMin forEver.

WOW.
It's grammatically weird, but, I love you, whoever you are, for coming up with this name. XD

Then there was a whole list. I only listed those which seem interested;

'KB' - Kang in is Bottom. (LOL. I cracked up so badly at this.)
'DNA' - DoNghae All top (No, Donghae is bottom = =V)
'STOP' - yeSung TOP (Not when Kangin is around!)
'KO' - Kangin ryeowOok (I've never imagined this pair.)
'DJ' - Donghae hyukJae

I have no idea if these were real, but it certainly did amuse me somehow.

Oh yes, pittari pittari pittari pittari
Firefox please.

This is sick. I love every freaking moment of it. I hope the last two are Katee and Twitch. 

This is the second performance on this stage that I will remember for a very long time.



Bianca J 

My cheap camera finally disappointed me to the max today. All my pictures (except for some)have been erased from my camera. ever since i took out the memory card it doesnt show them and says i dont have them anymore. the few that did survive came from the computer <3 but out of all of them only 10 showed up. ;_; all my memories erased in a flash... im afraid of taking pictures with that camera and never being able to get them out. i'll see, maybe i can save up some money and buy a new one hopefully. and i was going to post up a pic of a kitty cat i saw outside my house that was half colored brown and black. brown and furry from the head to the half point of his tummy and the other half was black/gray and short haired. it kinda of looked like he wore a coat. lol i had never seen a cat like that before, i wanted to keep him <3. i'll put some more food outside and see if he comes back :) i somehow feel better now YAY! And so i'll wait Until tomorrow!!! >D for what? who knows ;D maybe something good.

i need to check lj tomorrow for anything i missed these last 2 weeks i had of vacation. O__O

( SGA 5x03 )

My current obession:







Yes, I think Michael Shanks is sorta hot.
Yes, I love Daniel.
Yes, I am a Jack/Daniel shipper.
Yes, I am quite insanely in love with these vids, thankyouverymuch.

So the inevitable happened, and I'm sick. x__x

I spent so many hours in bed today that it made my back hurt. I don't really mind, though. Whatever gets me better the fastest is good enough for me~

Yuxi in six days. I'm so excited. I wanna talk to herrrr~

Also, got my hair cut. Here's some random camwhoring from yesterday, before I felt like crap. xD

Nothings more awesome than coming home smelling like Quiznos. 8D

I was called in at like 7:30 because there was only one guy there and he needed help. So I was like lol ok. :(
Not like I was doing anything important, just watching TV.

So I go in, we make subs for people that want Quiznos, etc etc and then we get ready for closing.
Sweep, mop, clean counters, dishes, wipe covers, take out bread, and so on.

Usha ended up calling and was all oh amber came in? let me talk to her and then she was like telling me thank you for coming in and such.
And then...
She asks me if I can come in at 4:30 tomorrow. >:[ BITCH I WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE SATURDAY OFF.
But I was like yeah sure. :/ Well, atleast she won't be there.
Well she might, but not when I leave. That means I can get a sub without having to worry about paying anything. >8D

Anyways, Allen (guy that asked me if I could come in) was talking to me about this guy named Jason. I've been hearing about him, like everyone said he was really weird. Apparently he's this 28 year guy that hits on every girl he sees. I was all oic he's like twice my age. AWESOME.

...This really had no point to it. I just wanted to talk about my job~ that i'm so happy to have, btw. ;D
HEY BRITTANY. YOU SHOULD GET ONE.



I have ice cream but I don't really want it.
It's just sort of..sitting there melting.

So I was in China for a while (a few weeks I think) for business and you know what? Livejournal is banned in China *SADFACE* so I've been deprived of fandom *flails at the unfair* Now I shall attempt to catch up....

On a  happier note, Beijing was awesome! I'm headed back there briefly in a week with some Japanese representatives from Sony because of some corporate Olympic stuff or something...in order words, they want me to play translator xP Whatever, Beijing + Olympics = even bigger party scenes bwuahaha xP

I was also stopped twice (once in the subway station and once on my way home after clubbing) by agents (I guess they were agents? I dunno what else to call them....) asking me to go audition to be a model/idol. First of all...like WTF b/c seriously, what do they see *does not understand* they are countless gorgeous girls everywhere in Beijing (and a few who actually look sincere and not bitchy too XDD) so I just don't get it. But, one of them was from a company I had to do business with for Sony and I saw the girl later. It was quite amusing after she found out that I actually work behind the scenes. XD (I guess my position would be...marketing designer or something like that. It basically involves lots of corporate parties, people meeting, market analyzing and interaction with the design teams. omg look, I talked about my adult life, guh I think I like fandom and internet better, I guess I'm still a child on the inside ^_^;;) wow, I guess I heart parenthesis XD

Did I mention shopping? I LOVE shopping in China XD

ok I'm on my lunch break (even though its like...11am >_>) so I gotta go eat and get back to work...Sony overworks me and this whole male dominate society thing is totally not cool. I've been in America too long, the work scene in Japan is quite tough for women *sigh* I shall rant about this at the later date....

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？is fucking amazing \*o*/ I love this some to the ends of the earth *hugs her copy and wibbles* I also want A Week Holiday so badly.....*must resist urge to buy* *rolls around in agony*

ok gotta run, just updating to let the world know that I'm still alive...

gosh I gotta go catch up on my flist ;_; I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL EVEN THOUGH I SEEM TO BE RARELY ON ;_; I really hate this whole real world and adult life thing. Truly madly deeply (tehehe tis a good song), I love reading through my flist, it makes me happy ^_^ so much love, take care everyone, I'm getting sappy or something....

GUH WORK KILLZ ME DEAD ;_;

PS. and I realize how incoherent I can get when I'm ranting in English online, so please forgive me XD I try my best, fighting~~~

HOMG WTFWTFWTF I check my profile to get to Mari-chan's journal and I see that there's a strikemark through Mai/hoyah's username and I click the link and it says that her account has been deleted and now I'm freaking out inside and does anyone know what's going on? Did she just leave and not make an announcement about it? I mean I shouldn't be all emotional about it but she was one of my first LJ friends when I joined the whole Asian fandom.

I graduated to a cane \^v^/

So M's gonna have a new MV? :D
I want it to be Ai ni Ai ni, because that's the cutest song ever. Or maybe The Moment song.

taken frommartaeruroraito




DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: LIES
I AM SEME.

I downloaded a whole crapload of songs so im sharing some I really liked. And there's some that are alot older from a while ago but still loove.

1. Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimattandarou - DBSK
I thought this single would be just one of those generic DBSK ballad-ish songs after hearing about it coming out but it is really dsjgjhgjsdg and I LOVE IT, and theres that whole DBSK-sounding thing to it still and there's an r&b kind of thing that makes me love it even more. And their vocals ghdsg they just get better everytime I hear them.

2. Box in the Ship(Or Boxing in the Sheep, ahahaha.) - DBSK
LOL this song is awesome. I dont think i have to say anymore, ahaha, engrish. Ey oh Ey oh, Box'in the Sheep

3. Sky - Loveholic
So pretty, something you can relax to and her vocals in the chorus is just hgdjgskg i love her voice most of the time, it really works for her, especially the ballads and slower songs like this.

4. Loveholic - Loveholic
More rock-ish and upbeat and it totally suprised me coz this was the first album I listened to after Dramatic & Cinematic.  Looove.

6. Like a Fairytale - Loveholic
Cute and rock-ish and upbeat kind of like Loveholic, I like it.

7. Rel Princeton ft. Ray J - Spotlight
Loooove it, it's r&b and hot and this reminds me of the older stuff i listened to before Jpop and Kpop. <3

8. Private Dancer - Danny Fernandes
LOVE THIS SONG. You got a question girl, i've got the answer~ i heard this on the radio a few times at Vancity and i'd dance to this. Hotttt.

9. Intro (HOT) - Taeyang
sghghghg love it, i'd really really want to dance to this - if I had the chance to audition soon I would dance to this song because its hot and awesome but it'll be way old by the time i ever get around to it so, hehe. Love it.

10. To my Parents - Moon Hee Jun
The piano accompianment is cute and pretty, and ghsgh love his ballads.  His voice is gorgeouss. Sarahbum recommended Moon Hee Jun to me but I havent gotten around to downloading the rest of his albums yet.

11. Give me your Love - Oh Jonghyuk
Hot songgg, I like it hehe.

12. Get Away - Oh Jonghyuk
Reminds me of... idk, Big Bang. I like <3
13. Let go (remix) - Kristine Mirelle and DJ Sancho
Love it, r&b stuff again and I like it.

14. Lady Galaxy - BoA
WTF LOL how did i miss this song? It's so good, ghjghd. Boaaa. <3

15. Han Sarammaneul(The one i love) - Suju KRY
Love it, its ghhhhhdsjgd amazing and their voices are ghhgdsjg love. Elyehsungie gave this song to me~  And the weird thing was I was looking at the title and remember that stuff I was reading about the -eul and -neul suffixes at the end of a word?  I think I get it! Im guessing -eul/-neul(but in this case -eul) goes at the end of a possessive word like, i dont remember what i was thinking. Ahaha. I thought of this on the wya back from vancouver and I rememberd just now. 8D;
Gorgeous though, download it now.


Im done, im bored.

Okay so I arrived in America and I am having a lot of fun right now. My hostsiblings are really cute and funny and Annamarie really started to talk a lot. She always says stuff like "I really missed you", " I am so happy that you came back" and "I love you." so cute.

Tomorrow we'll be leaving on our trip to Canada and I am excited, it will be a lot of fun. We'll be travelling in a big trailor. yay!

Another little story I ahve to tell. There was a japanese family on the airport in Germany and they were sitting next to me and it was very cute and funny. The daughter tried to figure out were to go, because she knew a little German. The father was saying stuff like "Fruehstueck taberu." and so on and that he wanted to drink coffee...the daughter was like "No, we are not going to drink coffee!" and then  they found out that they were at the wrong terminal so they left. but the mother was laughing, saying it's terrminal two and not one and really laughing at the dad who, I guess, told them to go to terminal one. so that's what I grasped with my little knowledge of japanese but the family was really cute and funny.

So...gotta go!

See you soon!

When I grow up, I want to be Lee Hyori :x 

Like for real. When I'm 30 years old, I want to (still) be able to dance like her and freakin' look that great. ^O^
I have such high goals for myself. XD (I also want to change outfits as quickly as she does. Ahaha!)

WATCH THIS SEXY MOMMA :D
So so so so so hot!

P.S. I can't wait to go noraebang-ing and sing all those updated songs!!
P.P.S. Facebook is a little bit...addicting :x

ugh i missed the deadline for the big bang thing.
>:[
I made an icon too, but I was going to wait to see if I could make a better one and then submit it.
But I ended up sleeping.


oh well. it wasn't that good of an icon, and I have a skip left still so no big deal, right?



had to go to my therapist with my parents today.
my dad and i are talking again.
which is fine, i guess.

idk. we got into talking about my self esteem, and I was asked if I could change a few things about myself, what would they be.
I said my teeth and my body, and then I started crying.
I hate crying in front of people. It was awkward and embarrassing.
and now I feel dumb, because those are silly things to be crying over.

It's my birthday.

Miracles do happen,
just how often; and how long do we wait?



I finally un-lazed myself and updated Flickr with my Holga Roll 1 LOL.
Got to develop my Yashika's b/w roll sometime soon and get some slide films plus the coloursplash to try out, here goes my money again ):

Block 3's ended, eventually I've got time to catch up on sleep and relax for a bit.
With more time from next block onwards, I want to do a looooot of things.
And probably, get a better paying job ineedmoniezzzz $$$$$ ):
One of the things that I've been happily doing lately is spending time with my other four :D
Arab Street tomorrow with Joyce & Shuwen, since we didn't manage to go today due to the rain ):

We saw a Key lookalike today. Like seriously ZOMG, Melon & I freaking got a shock. I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me cos we just got out of the theatre, and were still discussing about the awesome movie - The Dark Knight btw (LIKE ZOMG AWESOME) and there in front of us was this weird boy in purple skinnies and eyebrows of crayonshinchan key lookalike. He seriously looked so alike we were all OMG and Carol.. wasveryexcited :x :x

Had Waraku for dinner I have been seriously eating so much, and spending quite a lot on food. I should stop eating so much and improvise a healthier diet for my own good T_T
Oh well.. But picnic + chocolate buffet + hi-tea (or maybe after we get married -_-) soon OKWECAN!!!