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Bullets, Scars and Eyepatches
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GENERAL INFORMATION
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Name: Anja-Amanda, sometimes known Mugie
Age: 18
Likes: Costuming, Video Games, Punk Cabaret, Piano, Staying Up Late, Traveling, Quiet, Cursing (like it's my job), Cosplay, SFX Makeup (I do it for school!), Obnoxious Colors, Fireworks, Sarcasm, Horrible B Movies,
Dislikes: Thunder, Winter, Cleaning, People who talk but have nothing constructive to add, attention whores, social awkwardness (despite my knack for it)
Interests, hobbies, talents: Apparently I am able to make people laugh regardless of the situation, which is good I suppose if I get the timing right (I mean obviously there are times I'm not going to crack a joke)
Three good things about yourself: Good Humored, Unashamed, Laid Back
Three bad things about yourself: Competitive, Lazy, Prone to bouts of Apathy
How do people perceive you? Overly Confident, Sarcastic, Cynical, Generally Good Natured (despite the previous) and I've been told that I'm kind of intimidating (not in a scary going to kill you way, but apparently in a confidence way - my boyfriend hardly makes sense sometimes)
How do you perceive yourself? Bored and boring with scant fits of self amusement. Really, I'm okay with me, it's not bad being me. I'm not super impressive or anything like that, but I know how to have a good time on my own terms and I think my friends would agree with me. I know I'm a bit off my rocker sometimes. I tend to think the worst of people for no reason, I let my mouth run with out thinking of consequences (it seems that I can't stop it sometimes). I know I don't like being outdone by other people (as much as I act otherwise) which leads for my show-offey tendencies.
Name one person you admire and explain why. I really have no inspirational story or anything about the people I admire, I feel like I should but when it comes down to it, they're all for very basic reasons. A long time role model of mine has been Amanda Palmer of the Dresden Dolls. After reading the short book she'd written about the band I felt that I did have a better understanding of what some of the songs meant, and that on one level or another, I understood where she is coming from. Which sounds totally stupid when I think about it, but it's a good feeling to know you're not alone on things. It's hard to explain, I've looked up to her for so long I can't even articulate it anymore.
How do you feel about forgiveness? While I might say that I feel everyone is entitled to be forgiven, I'm afraid that it'd make me a hypocrite. I hold grudges like it's my job, after a long and complicated story that involved my father after my parents divorce, it took me 2 years to even speak to him again, even then I'm still reluctant to do so. At this point he might have proved that he had made a mistake, but that hasn't stopped me from still being obstinate about forgiving him. Maybe forgiveness is one of those easier said than done things.
What about trust? I am a bit reluctant to trust others but at the same time find that it's odd when people don't trust me. It's like my own little cynical world doesn't extend to anyone else and I'm the only cynic on the planet. I forget that it's a pretty common ailment among other humans, apparently.
On vengeance? Again, its one of those things I wouldn't condone people doing, but I have done. This must be some kind of theme in my life. I have this weird desire to feel vindicated about whatever might have happened.
Describe something (event, person, anything) in your life that has impacted or influenced you deeply. I feel this requires a bit of back story, or at least some kind of rationalization. I am a freshman in college, my boyfriend is a senior in high school - I come home on weekends to see him and maybe go see am movie or something. I have noticed the last few times we've gone out with his friends (and usually people I knew from when I was in high school too) that I have always felt horribly out of place. I think college has really shook me from this weird version of myself that I thought I was. I think the fact that I don't feel the pressure of cliques or whatever that were constantly present in high school has made me into a different person, I
What is something not many people know about you? I'm generally a pretty open person about things that have happened in my life, but on the emotional level I'm pretty much a shut in. So I guess if I'm going to be soul spilling here - I am far more insecure than might appear, it's just easier not to care.
Tell us something random about yourself. I have a fracture in my skull from having a block of ice thrown at my head when I was 6, as a result I can push a portion of my skull in. It's pretty neat.
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If you could wield any weapon, what would you choose? Why? I think some kind of automatic weapon would be best for me, something that doesn't require much aiming but can still get the job done. If I were put in a situation where I needed to kill someone, I don't think I'd have the presence of mind to aim.
Do you work better within an alliance or individually? It really depends on who I'm working with, with my friends I can get all kinds of things done just fine because they generally think the same way I do. But when it comes to just random people I'm very my way or the highway, as they say.
If you were isolated from anything and anyone in the world but could have one belonging with you, what would it be? I suppose a computer with Photoshop on it, since I use it constantly for my major, I've found I can amuse myself for hours with that. It's kind of sad, when I think about it.
Your assignment is to assassinate the enemy. How would you do it? Firstly, I would be the worst assassin ever, I am not capable of being sneaky or clever, I am loud and obtrusive. But I guess if I had to do it it'd probably be the balls out, guns blazing run into a room, shoot em up and leave sort of deal. Like I said, subtle isn't my forte.
If someone you loved asked you to destroy them, what would you do? I guess it would depend on the situation, if it was just a spur of the moment request then I probably wouldn't do it. It's easy to say that if it was something that was unavoidable or would help them in some way, maybe I would. I don't know, it's a situation that I would have to be in to really be able to say what I could actually do.
Would you risk your life to save someone? I hate to say this, but honestly, probably not. Its not that I'm selfish (maybe I am, I don't know), I guess it would depend on the person...this question is always hard for me to answer. Maybe it comes down to that twisted "I want to decide who lives and who dies" thing.
MISCELLANEOUS
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If you could be one character from DOGS for one day, who would you be? Why? Badou. I don't know how different our day to day lives are (I mean, aside from the killing and hopeless addictions), but he just seems to have more fun with the mundane than I do, and being a college kid with way too much time on her hands, I think that would be something worth my time.
Do you have a certain favorite character? I am a big fan of Bishop, I love his quirks, and that he's not entirely sane. Also Giovanni. I like the bonkers ones.
Do you dislike any particular character? I am not a big fan of the twins. I don't hate them by any means, but childish characters always bother me, its nothing they've done personally, it's just their character type.
Describe your appearance briefly. If you would like to include pictures, please link to them. Do not directly post them onto the application.
http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a
http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a
http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a
http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a
Who do you think you'll be stamped as? I don't know, leaning towards Naoto on this one after reading it over again. I actually don't think I'm much like her, I'm really not as serious as this application makes me sound. I'm kind of a dork, actually.
Where did you hear about us?dogs_manga
Questions, comments, suggestions? Not that I can think of, got a pretty good set up going.
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GENERAL INFORMATION
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Name: Anja-Amanda, sometimes known Mugie
Age: 18
Likes: Costuming, Video Games, Punk Cabaret, Piano, Staying Up Late, Traveling, Quiet, Cursing (like it's my job), Cosplay, SFX Makeup (I do it for school!), Obnoxious Colors, Fireworks, Sarcasm, Horrible B Movies,
Dislikes: Thunder, Winter, Cleaning, People who talk but have nothing constructive to add, attention whores, social awkwardness (despite my knack for it)
Interests, hobbies, talents: Apparently I am able to make people laugh regardless of the situation, which is good I suppose if I get the timing right (I mean obviously there are times I'm not going to crack a joke)
Three good things about yourself: Good Humored, Unashamed, Laid Back
Three bad things about yourself: Competitive, Lazy, Prone to bouts of Apathy
How do people perceive you? Overly Confident, Sarcastic, Cynical, Generally Good Natured (despite the previous) and I've been told that I'm kind of intimidating (not in a scary going to kill you way, but apparently in a confidence way - my boyfriend hardly makes sense sometimes)
How do you perceive yourself? Bored and boring with scant fits of self amusement. Really, I'm okay with me, it's not bad being me. I'm not super impressive or anything like that, but I know how to have a good time on my own terms and I think my friends would agree with me. I know I'm a bit off my rocker sometimes. I tend to think the worst of people for no reason, I let my mouth run with out thinking of consequences (it seems that I can't stop it sometimes). I know I don't like being outdone by other people (as much as I act otherwise) which leads for my show-offey tendencies.
Name one person you admire and explain why. I really have no inspirational story or anything about the people I admire, I feel like I should but when it comes down to it, they're all for very basic reasons. A long time role model of mine has been Amanda Palmer of the Dresden Dolls. After reading the short book she'd written about the band I felt that I did have a better understanding of what some of the songs meant, and that on one level or another, I understood where she is coming from. Which sounds totally stupid when I think about it, but it's a good feeling to know you're not alone on things. It's hard to explain, I've looked up to her for so long I can't even articulate it anymore.
How do you feel about forgiveness? While I might say that I feel everyone is entitled to be forgiven, I'm afraid that it'd make me a hypocrite. I hold grudges like it's my job, after a long and complicated story that involved my father after my parents divorce, it took me 2 years to even speak to him again, even then I'm still reluctant to do so. At this point he might have proved that he had made a mistake, but that hasn't stopped me from still being obstinate about forgiving him. Maybe forgiveness is one of those easier said than done things.
What about trust? I am a bit reluctant to trust others but at the same time find that it's odd when people don't trust me. It's like my own little cynical world doesn't extend to anyone else and I'm the only cynic on the planet. I forget that it's a pretty common ailment among other humans, apparently.
On vengeance? Again, its one of those things I wouldn't condone people doing, but I have done. This must be some kind of theme in my life. I have this weird desire to feel vindicated about whatever might have happened.
Describe something (event, person, anything) in your life that has impacted or influenced you deeply. I feel this requires a bit of back story, or at least some kind of rationalization. I am a freshman in college, my boyfriend is a senior in high school - I come home on weekends to see him and maybe go see am movie or something. I have noticed the last few times we've gone out with his friends (and usually people I knew from when I was in high school too) that I have always felt horribly out of place. I think college has really shook me from this weird version of myself that I thought I was. I think the fact that I don't feel the pressure of cliques or whatever that were constantly present in high school has made me into a different person, I
What is something not many people know about you? I'm generally a pretty open person about things that have happened in my life, but on the emotional level I'm pretty much a shut in. So I guess if I'm going to be soul spilling here - I am far more insecure than might appear, it's just easier not to care.
Tell us something random about yourself. I have a fracture in my skull from having a block of ice thrown at my head when I was 6, as a result I can push a portion of my skull in. It's pretty neat.
SHORT - ANSWER
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If you could wield any weapon, what would you choose? Why? I think some kind of automatic weapon would be best for me, something that doesn't require much aiming but can still get the job done. If I were put in a situation where I needed to kill someone, I don't think I'd have the presence of mind to aim.
Do you work better within an alliance or individually? It really depends on who I'm working with, with my friends I can get all kinds of things done just fine because they generally think the same way I do. But when it comes to just random people I'm very my way or the highway, as they say.
If you were isolated from anything and anyone in the world but could have one belonging with you, what would it be? I suppose a computer with Photoshop on it, since I use it constantly for my major, I've found I can amuse myself for hours with that. It's kind of sad, when I think about it.
Your assignment is to assassinate the enemy. How would you do it? Firstly, I would be the worst assassin ever, I am not capable of being sneaky or clever, I am loud and obtrusive. But I guess if I had to do it it'd probably be the balls out, guns blazing run into a room, shoot em up and leave sort of deal. Like I said, subtle isn't my forte.
If someone you loved asked you to destroy them, what would you do? I guess it would depend on the situation, if it was just a spur of the moment request then I probably wouldn't do it. It's easy to say that if it was something that was unavoidable or would help them in some way, maybe I would. I don't know, it's a situation that I would have to be in to really be able to say what I could actually do.
Would you risk your life to save someone? I hate to say this, but honestly, probably not. Its not that I'm selfish (maybe I am, I don't know), I guess it would depend on the person...this question is always hard for me to answer. Maybe it comes down to that twisted "I want to decide who lives and who dies" thing.
MISCELLANEOUS
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If you could be one character from DOGS for one day, who would you be? Why? Badou. I don't know how different our day to day lives are (I mean, aside from the killing and hopeless addictions), but he just seems to have more fun with the mundane than I do, and being a college kid with way too much time on her hands, I think that would be something worth my time.
Do you have a certain favorite character? I am a big fan of Bishop, I love his quirks, and that he's not entirely sane. Also Giovanni. I like the bonkers ones.
Do you dislike any particular character? I am not a big fan of the twins. I don't hate them by any means, but childish characters always bother me, its nothing they've done personally, it's just their character type.
Describe your appearance briefly. If you would like to include pictures, please link to them. Do not directly post them onto the application.
http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a
http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a
http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a
http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a
Who do you think you'll be stamped as? I don't know, leaning towards Naoto on this one after reading it over again. I actually don't think I'm much like her, I'm really not as serious as this application makes me sound. I'm kind of a dork, actually.
Where did you hear about us?
dogs_mangaQuestions, comments, suggestions? Not that I can think of, got a pretty good set up going.
