"OUT" by Natsuo Kirino is a criminal fiction that I could not put down. It's really interesting and, yes, disturbing. The plot is in the suburb area of Tokyo and follows the lives of four women and other characters that they come across throughout the novel. I'll get down to it then; one of the women kills her husband and the others help chop him up and distribute him throughout the area.
I won't spoil it but I have to say that the story gets intense after the murder and more disturbing things (rape, more murder, torture, stalking, etc.) take place in the story. It also gives different views on life and why everyone is the way they are and how it's like being an outcast. I'll stop rambling now. It's really good. I give it a 4.5 out of 5.
Here's the link --> http://www.amazon.com/Out-Novel-Nat
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I'm here not with a new rec, per se, but I thought these ones bore revisiting since I finally have copies of my own & can speak to their...disturbing-ness. (That should be a word, if it isn't already.)
Ages ago, my dear friend
TITLE: PERFECT VICTIM: The True Story of "The Girl in the Box" by the D.A. That Prosecuted Her CaptorAUTHOR(s): Christine McGuire and Carla Norton
WHAT'S IT ABOUT? The first mention of it in our community sums it up very well; for more in-depth info, look behind the cut.
( Blurbs about PERFECT VICTIM from Amazon etc., none of which come close to describing how truly horrifying the book is. )
For even more in-depth info about the case (and I would recommend you look into it before you decide to read this book, because it is very, very difficult to read), check out the Wikipedia article on Colleen Stan, the victim. Perhaps more helpful would be to read the entry about the case at TruTV.Com/CrimeLibrary.Com.
For those of you who've read it, does it get worse?? I've had to put it down only six chapters in, and that's not like me! But I'm curious to know how many of you got through it, and if you found it as...strangely suffocating to read as I'm finding it. NOT for the faint of heart.
My second re-recommendation is a predictable one from the likes of me!
TITLE: SNUFFAUTHOR: Chuck Palahniuk
WHAT'S IT ABOUT? Oh, goodness. Where to begin?? The story is told from the perspective of four participants in what is meant to be the "swan song" of porno queen Cassie Wright - the biggest gang-bang ever filmed in history. Each chapter is narrated by one of these four characters: Sheila, the "talent wrangler" whose job it is to keep the 600 men waiting to go down (uh...so to speak) in infamy on celluloid with their ultimate fantasy woman; Mr. 72, a young fellow who seems to be more interested in saving Cassie Wright from this degrading last shot at fame; Mr. 137, a C-list TV star who seems more interested in getting Cassie's autograph on a stuffed animal (and possibly reviving his acting career) than actually having sex with her; and Mr. 600, who's had a very colourful past with Cassie, to say the least. All the book says on the back is this:
"Six hundred dudes. One porn queen. A world record for the ages. A must-have movie for every discerning collector of things erotic.
Didn't one of us on purpose set out to make a snuff film."
I whipped through this book in under 4 hours; I couldn't put it down. It's about as blackly funny as they come; the truly disturbing elements lie in some of the cold, hard realities about the adult film business, and the oppressively bleak backdrop Chuck paints for the reader as we watch these men waiting their turn in the Green Room. And then, of course, there's the knowledge that someone at this shoot has every intention of making it Cassie's last act - on film and in life. It's fascinating to watch things unfold and see just who that person (or perhaps "those people"?) might be - it looks obvious at some points, but in true Chuck form, he doesn't take you where you're expecting to go. But he certainly does take you WAY over the top.
( From Amazon and Publishers Weekly etc. )
Needless to say, I disagree with Publishers Weekly. I thoroughly enjoyed every page, and the reactions they elicited from me (be that gagging or squealing in horror or giggling madly). It definitely deserves to be in this community; I can't imagine anyone being able to read the seriously gross and almost always perverted stuff that goes on between the covers without being disturbed by SOMETHING!
For some bonus material - like a truly bizarre video clip of Chuck chatting it up with "Cassie", as well as an audio interview with the author himself - check out the Amazon.Com product page. It's far from his best book, but for what it is - a quick and dirty read - I recommend it.
Oh, and for all you Chucky P fans out there who haven't seen it yet: the movie trailer for CHOKE is online! (CHOKE truly deserves its own entry; I'm sure one of us will post one in the near future, now that the film is upon us. If you want to be the one to do it, by all means, forge ahead!)
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It's a short story about this family driving in their car in either the 50's or 60's on this side road. They get into a car accident and these guys come upon them. The grandmother keeps talking about some murderer I believe is named "The Bandit". I tried punching it in on google and wiki but found nothing.
Help?
Anyways, here's a novel I recently read for school, AKA the end of senior year.
TITLE: The God of Small Things
AUTHOR: Arundhati Roy
WHAT'S IT ABOUT?: From Wikipedia: "The story primarily takes place in a town named Ayemenem or Aymanam now part of Kottayam in Kerala state of India. The temporal setting shifts back and forth from 1969, when Rahel and Estha, a set of fraternal twins are 7 years old, to 1993, when the twins are reunited at age 31."
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The premise of the book, if I remember right, was a young girl going into a camp with her family, and it was the story of their life there with her siblings and watching various atrocities. I may be mistaken but I know the premise is roughly accurate, I just remember the cover vividly in my mind.
If anyone knows of a story similar to this or knows of the book I am looking for, ANY help would be super appreciated. I've searched my house and numerous websites and can't find it anywhere, and it is driving me mad.
note: it's not number the stars.
Edit: Book found, it was "The Devil's Arithmetic" by Jane Yolen.
The novel follows the Bundren family on their quest to bury their mother. No cremation, no preservation, they're just lugging her corpse across the countryside in a wagon. These aren't spoilers, by the way - they're on the back of the book. :) My personal favorite character is Darl Bundren, the second oldest child - he had a depth I couldn't find in the others. Anyhoo, this book is set in the deep South, and it's somewhat hard to read, as anyone who's familar with Faulkner will know. But if you're into symbolism and you're up for a bit of a challenge, I highly, highly recommend it.
Now, the other book I've read by him, The Sound and the Fury, is even harder than As I Lay Dying. I looked it up on Wikipedia, and it said scholars studied Quentin Compson's section, because it was so obscure and impossible to understand. Once again, though, if you want a challenge and love obscure symbolism, really, these books are amazing. :)
If you're craving more information, I'd suggest lookin' these two novels up on Wikipedia. Thanks for listening!
I just finished reading this (it's 3am if that's any indication of how enthralling this novel is) and... wow. Just wow. DEVASTATING. I've gotta say, guys, this book is beyond chilling. By the time I reached the epilogue, I was shaking uncontrollably and bawling my eyes out. I know I tend to get pretty emotional over characters (who doesn't, right?) but, honestly, I don't think a novel has really had an impact like this novel has. It was really just an entirely different level of disturbing. I think the fact that it's based on real life events makes it that much more haunting.
Did anyone else have a strong reaction? What are your thoughts/feelings on the book? I'd think it's definitely not for someone who wants to continue wearing their rose coloured glasses haha =). But despite this, I still give it 5/5 stars, because any book that can stir that much emotion in a person deserves an applause. I'm so glad I read it.
Now to sit through the movie...
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Hello!
Half of my recent novel, "The Autobiography of Joe Shit the Ragman" was written on yellow legal pads while I was homeless in the streets of LA.
You can read "The Autobiography of Joe Shit the Ragman" for free at
http://www.freewebs.com/donaldodonovan/i
I was fortunate enough to get a sparkling review by a friend who read the manuscript. This will give you an idea of what the book is about.
The Autobiography of Joe Shit the Ragman
by Donald O’Donovan
Set against the backdrop of a crumbling civilization and orchestrated in the theater of homelessness, The Autobiography of Joe Shit the Ragman is a picaresque romp hammered out on a garbage can lid with a nine-inch stiletto.
The Autobiography, written from day to day as it was lived, chronicles Donald O’Donovan’s attempt (September 2005-May 2007) to quit writing for good. The book is, in and of itself, prima facie evidence of the failure of that attempt. In the opening line the picaro (that would be O’Donovan), a penny-a-word BDSM author, declares his intention to “crush the Demon of Creativity,” since he has no hope of getting his real work published and longs to pursue a “normal” life.
Although normal proves to be a distant shore for O’Donovan, he manages to keep his boat afloat by posing as a psychiatrist, busting suds at Mike’s Diner, doing some freelance plumbing, joining a demolition crew, making donuts and finally by serving a hitch as Frankenstein in a carnival joint called the Monster Mansion.
A loyal friend, Juan Tomás, who publishes an anarchist newspaper in Esperanto, La Voĉo de l’Popolo, gives O’Donovan some exposure at last when he prints the first section of O’Donovan’s book (this book) in his rag:
Kiel disbati la Demonon de kreivo? Ci tiu estas la problemo Mi estas luktado kun nun. Jacob luktita kun li angelo kaj gajn. Sed Jacob venis de de bona reputacio. Mia familio estis makulita kun frenezeco. ne miskomprenu min. Ili estis bonaj ovoj, almenau plejparte. Sed iuj estis iomete krakis.
“It loses something in the translation,” O’Donovan comments. “But it gains something too. A word like ‘frenezeco,’ for example. Frenezeco. What a gem!”
Following a disastrous love affair with a prostitute, O’Donovan, factored out of the human equation and homeless in the streets of LA, lands in a safe haven, the Belovodiah Cat Sanctuary near Studio City, where he spends his days with a kitchen strainer and a plastic bag, sifting through the litter boxes for “truffles.” Nursing a broken heart but comfortably ensconced as it were in the eye of the hurricane, he confidently declares that he has achieved his aim, that of crushing the Demon of Creativity.
“I think I can stop writing now. The Dybukk is a dying cockroach. The world has dissolved me like a wafer.”
But a letter arrives from his great friend Juan Tomás: “I know your type, Old Sport. The incurable Romantic. The woman must be far away, unattainable, completely beyond your reach. You need to be emotionally distraught, in despair, agonizing over a lost love. To you, that’s living!”
O’Donovan: “He’s right, Juan Tomás. He’s right about me. And it’s true, I do write better when I’m sad.”
And of course he begins scribbling again.
Tizanzia DeForrest-Gallant
http://www.freewebs.com/donaldodonovan/i
Thanks for reading!
Donald O'Donovan
I especially loved Kelly Braffett's Josie & Jack and confirm that recommendation for everyone. It's the type of book you eat up in one or two sittings and sit there stunned when it is over. I also read The End of Alice by AM Holmes but was unable to finish it. That book is something else indeed.
Now, a few recommendations of my own:
( chuck palahniuk )
( william vollmann )
Enjoy!
Find it on Amazon here. You'll have to buy it used though. I couldn't find it in any local bookstores, but I did find it on the local bookstores' websites so that might be the way to go for you.
A sprawling saga about five generations of a family from Cape Breton, Nova Scotia, Fall on Your Knees is the impressive first fiction from Canadian playwright and actor Ann-Marie MacDonald. This epic tale of family history, family secrets, and music centers on four sisters and their relationships with each other and with their father. Set in the coal-mining communities of Nova Scotia in the early part of this century, the story also shifts to the battlefields of World War I and the jazz scene of New York City in the 1920s.
I hope you don't mind, but I thought I'd post this excerpt I found here. The excerpt on Amazon doesn't do this novel justice.
So yes. I think it really paints a picture. The first time I read the above passage sent shivers down my spine. By reading the book all the things that don't make sense in the excerpt start to come together, and it really blows you away how twisted this family is. You'll be floored by the end; MacDonald really takes you for a ride as you struggle to piece together the small bits of info she throws at you.
Once again, incesty, so maybe not the book for you if you can't stomach that. And it's also subtly disturbing... it creeps up on you, I must admit. You don't quite realise what you're in for until you're nose to nose, and by then you can't back away. The father is especially.. *shudders*
-Christina
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Anyway, I wanted to bring to you Haunted by Palahniuk (my diehard favourite!), but I have a feeling it's already been heavily discussed on here ;) so insteaaaad I'll bring to you...
The Cement Garden by Ian McEwan.
Because I suck at descriptions, I'll snag this from Amazon:
"In the oppressive, claustrophobic atmosphere of an old house, one of the few left standing in a London urban renewal area strewn with rubble, a family of four children, ranging in age from six to seventeen, try to survive on their own after the death of their father, first, and then, their mother. Because the three younger children will have to go into "care" if their mother's death is known, they dispose of her body themselves in the basement of their decaying house and carry on as if their parents are still alive."
I think I'd have to describe it as one of those subtly disturbing novels. The concept freaked me out the moment I heard it and I just had to read it. I think what makes this book so disturbing is the fact that these children are so convincing - they believe what they're doing is the right course of action, that burying their mother in a pile of cement is perfectly normal. I don't want to give anything away - although I'm pretty sure the amazon reviews already do - but this book is
It's also pretty short - you'll be able to finish it off in an afternoon, but it leaves such an impact on you. It ends on such a big BANG. There's also a movie which I haven't seen - if anyone has, please let me know what you think!
I'd love to know if anyone has read this. I haven't been able to convince anyone to read it and I'm dying to hear other people's thoughts.
Also, and since I'm here (LOL gotta love how I'm avoiding writing an essay by writing a mini one)... what are everyone's thoughts on incest in fiction? I personally find it unbelievably fascinating and disturbing all at once. It's such a huge car crash - you can't watch but you can't look away either. Fall on Your Knees by Ann-Marie Donald would be another disturbing incesty novel (I could write another review on this if anyone wants it?).
-Christina
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I know that the Sleeping Beauty trilogy by Anne Rice (under a pseudonym) is meant to be filed under "erotic", but while I like a little S&M just as much as the next girl (umm...TMI, there? Heh. Sorry.), I actually found these books to be kind of...upsetting. It could be just my ignorance of the true inner workings of a D/s relationship, so it might only count as "disturbing" to me, but I know that there were many, many scenes that made me feel very uncomfortable and have stuck with me for years.I hope my posting this as "disturbing" doesn't offend anyone in a D/s relationship; I'm by no means condemning anything here at all! It's the content of the books, specifically - and perhaps the way Rice wrote them - that left me feeling unsettled and weirded out. I'm certainly far from the most knowledgable person on the planet about the dynamics of a legitimate D/s relationship, but the heavy emphasis of rape and extreme degradation and such in these books didn't feel properly representative to me at all.
I'll post a bit about each of the three books here, rather than lumping them all into one or doing three separate entries.
TITLE: The Claiming Of Sleeping Beauty
AUTHOR: Anne Rice (as A. N. Roquelaure)
WHAT'S IT ABOUT?: ( ...quoted from Amazon )
TITLE: Beauty's Punishment
AUTHOR: Anne Rice (as A. N. Roquelaure)
WHAT'S IT ABOUT?: ( ...quoted from Amazon )
TITLE: Beauty's Release
AUTHOR: Anne Rice (as A. N. Roquelaure)
WHAT'S IT ABOUT?: ( ...quoted from Amazon )
It's been a lot of years since I read these, and (apparently unfortunately for me, since they now seem to be worth a small fortune) I no longer have them in my possession, as a friend who was a sub in her relationship at the time borrowed and never returned them. She did comment, however, on a few of the same things that disturbed me about the stories - the brutality of so much of it. After a point, at least for her and for me, the books stopped being erotic and started being kind of...stomach-turning.
I don't know; this could all be a very, VERY personal sort of opinion to have on the books. But being that I'm open to BDSM and have dabbled in the "fetish party" lifestyle here and there, and I have friends who live very happy and fulfilled lives as Doms or subs, I know that S&M and D/s relationships aren't at all a problem for me. There is something about these books in particular that has haunted me for nearly 10 years now.
Has anyone else here read these? Am I off the mark, or did you feel kind of squicked by the stories, too?
[A NOTE TO ALL: I should probably mention, too, in case anyone's thinking about tracking any of these books down, that there are particular things about it that might not sit well with everyone - bestiality, for one (which is why I felt it necessary to add the "animal cruelty" tag to the entry; some would consider that to count, after all), as well as ephebophilia - so if you have certain aversions to that sort of thing, these stories are decidedly NOT for you!]
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And yeah, I know not everyone here is a Chuck Palahniuk fan, and I know my icon shows my bias (hee), but I thought it was worth mentioning, for those who weren't already aware, that there's a second Chuck movie in the can already and a third in production. If you're a big movie buff as well as a fan of books, may I present to you Chuck's growing filmography:
- "Fight Club" (the film)
- "Choke" (the film)
- "Invisible Monsters" (the film)
So...yay! I can't WAIT to see how they translate onto film!
I'm still holding out hope that the studio who optioned "Survivor: A Novel" (still my favourite of Chuck's books) will revive the project; it got shelved right after 9/11, for obvious reasons (it was "too controversial", it was said), but maybe enough time has passed...? (I mean, there really aren't any major similarities, other than it being about a guy wanting to crash a plane.)
And I will now set about making a proper entry that is actually about books and is NOT about Chuck. :)
[ETA: I thought I should mention, as Head Mod *rolls eyes at the pretentious title*, that you guys are a very interesting and diverse group, and I've really enjoyed all of your posts thus far. You never have to worry about "getting off topic" or posting something that you don't think is "disturbing enough"; I wouldn't ever delete that sort of thing! Just because it might not appeal to me doesn't mean that it won't be of interest to someone else in our growing community. So please do feel free to put up anything that YOU think is worth mentioning, whether it's a book/story itself or just something related or otherwise of interest to the community. It's your comm, too, so don't ever be shy to pipe up!]
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I'm going to be getting some of his other books in regular book form, and I just hope I can come up with time to read them. An hour commute each way gives me a lot of time to listen, though. I've gotten through so many books that way, and I love it!
Anyone else like the audiobooks? Is Chuck Palahniuk better in audio form or in book form?
Just looking for opinions:)
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AUTHOR: Lois Lowry
I looked in the Memories and was very surprised when I didn't find this novel in there. A lot of my friends had to read this in High School - I didn't but I got along well with my 10th grade English teacher and we made a deal that she would read my favorite novel if I read hers; she handed me this novel.
7 years after originally reading it I came upon it in a discount/overstock store for $2.50 and grabbed it immediately. I re-read it and still feel that it is very powerful and definitely disturbing in the way that 1984, Animal Farm, and Brave New World are.
( WHAT'S IT ABOUT? )
( Spoilers of the South Park ep that aired tonight )
Just thought I'd share because it relates to how distrubing the original story by Shirley Jackson is - if this doesn't really belong I won't be offended if it gets deleted.
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My friend
Author: Koushun Takami
What it's about: Kids are forced to kill one another for a reality program, The Game. It's gruesome and awesome. There's a movie, book and graphic novel, but I'm going to recommend the graphic novel, since it spares nothing in its imagery. There's squashed kitty brains, frightening drowing people, really weird sexual content and lots and lots of murder.
TITLE: Cemetery Stories: Haunted Graveyards, Embalming Secrets, and the Life of a Corpse After DeathAUTHOR: Katherine Ramsland
WHAT'S IT ABOUT?: Having not read it myself yet (but you'd better believe I will - after how creeped out I was by "Body Brokers", I think this is right up my alley, and some of yours, too), I shall just go with what's on the Amazon page:
From Publishers Weekly:
The recent success of HBO's funeral home comedy Six Feet Under proves the power of the macabre over public imagination. "[A]mused, disturbed, and delighted by the range of human behavior surrounding the subject of death," Ramsland (Ghost, Forecasts, Aug. 20; etc.) undertook a pop-anthropological survey of "cemetery culture" by interviewing graveyard caretakers, "death-care" consultants, funeral directors, grave diggers, monument dealers and mortuary assistants. This rambling, anecdotal account traces burial traditions such as embalming, cremation (30% of all funerals), corpse preparation, restorative techniques, cadaver cosmetics and unconventional funerals like the one attended by the deceased's fellow nudists. ( Read more... )
And now for the Book Description:
Never look at a grave the same way again.
Admit it: You're fascinated by cemeteries. We all die, and for most of us, a cemetery is our final resting place. But how many people really know what goes on inside, around, and beyond them?
Enter the world of the dead as Katherine Ramsland talks to mortuary assistants, gravediggers, funeral home owners, and more, and find out about:
- Stitching and cosmetic secrets used on mutilated bodies
- Embalmers who do more than just embalm
- The rising popularity of cremation art
- Ghosts that infest graveyards everywhere
If you've ever scoffed at the high price of burying the dead, or ever wondered how your loved ones are handled when they die, or simply stared at tombstones with morbid fascination, then take a trip with Katherine Ramsland and learn about the booming industry -- and strange tales -- that surround cemeteries everywhere.
There are excerpts available on Amazon, so go browse. I hit "surprise me!" and got page 63, and...eugh. *shudder* Apparently there's quite a bit in the way of necrophilia, as well as (according to one reviewer, who warns that no child should ever see this book on a coffee table) various other creative ways people abuse corpses. I can scarcely imagine.
Also, that website they mention sounds promising: [www.geocities.com/grimrides]
Enjoy, my morbid friends!
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Two - no, actually, THREE - things of note:
1) For my fellow Chuck Palahniuk fans, there's a new and twisted book on the horizon! In case you hadn't yet heard, "SNUFF" will be released on May 20th, 2008! Here's the description we have so far:"Six hundred dudes. One porn queen. A world record for the ages. A must-have movie for every discerning collector of things erotic."
"Didn't one of us on purpose set out to make a snuff movie."
Cassie Wright, porn priestess, intends to cap her legendary career by breaking the world record for serial fornication. On camera. With six hundred men. SNUFF unfolds from the perspectives of Mr. 72, Mr. 137, and Mr. 600, who await their turn on camera in a very crowded green room. This wild, lethally funny, and thoroughly researched novel brings the huge yet underacknowledged presence of pornography in contemporary life into the realm of literary fiction at last. Who else but Chuck Palahniuk would dare do such a thing? Who else could do it so well, so unflinchingly, and with such an incendiary (you might say) climax?
Also important to know is that, if you want Chuck to inscribe your copy personally, you can contact his favourite store, St. Helens Book Shop (near Portland, OR), as he'll be stopping by in May to sign copies of "SNUFF" as well as his other works. I've dealt with St. Helens many times to get gifts for friends, and they're wonderful, so I would highly recommend any hardcore Chuck fans to go through them...especially if it means getting a personalized copy of your favourite book from him! The cost is $26.95 US, which is actually pretty bloody amazing considering it'll be a first edition that you can keep forever with a note from Chuck inside the cover! (He sent me a copy of "HAUNTED" for my birthday 2 years ago & it was a fantastic surprise to read his birthday wishes to me inside.)
You also might want to check out this short video clip of a speech from Chuck, about the origins for "SNUFF", but I warn you, it gives away some plot details you might prefer not to know ahead of time, AND it's NSFW! (for expletives)
2) On a related note, I'm currently reading a book that's been mentioned here before: "THE GIRL NEXT DOOR" by Jack Ketchum. Yes, it really is as unsettling as our fellow members have warned us it would be. For those who are interested, there's actually an interview with Jack Ketchum on Chuck Palahniuk's website, where it is also revealed that we can expect a newly revised short story collection from him on March 4th, 2008: "BROKEN ON THE WHEEL OF SEX". If anyone here has read it already (or if you know anything about Lucky McKee's film adaptation of Ketchum's book "RED"), we'd love it if you made a separate post about it!
Also, I know
3) There's a recommendation I'd LIKE to make,
ETA: My dear friend just emailed me the info - I shall make a separate post about it now!
That's all from me. Now get out there & start
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Title: Omnibus - Kiss Kiss, Someone Like You, Switch Bitch, Over to You, Four Tales of the Unexpected, and My Uncle Oswald.
Author: Roald Dahl
About? A collection of short stories. Some of them surreal, some of them cruel, some darkly funny, but all disturbing in their own way. This is quite a large collection, so it is difficult to summarise. We have murder, intrigue, revenge, manipulation, animal and human cruelty, crazy schemes and inventions, ethically dubious practices of sperm harvesting, infidelity, despair, war stories, reincarnated classical composers and the story that inspired my long-time suspicion of rabbits. And that's not even scratching the surface.
Some Amazon reviews here.
I also want to include a picture of my copy (which I now see may actually have been worth something if not for...well, you'll see.) My brother's dog came across it one day, had a few bites of it, and the results were... amusing.
( Irony, you say? )
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