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[Sep. 6th, 2008|11:01 pm] |
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[Sep. 6th, 2008|12:48 pm] |
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[Sep. 6th, 2008|02:00 am] |
Tonight just passing by some teenagers hanging out made me feel so alone. Where are my friends, my happiness, my life, the love I am desperately missing. It is so empty, feeble like the houses down the road, once full of life, now vacant except the scat of nomadic feral animals. Warm life passing through doors always open, over the rear door threshold of my rage. They won't come back to endure the waste of time spread about the floor. Smudged windows overlook tainted grounds, she walked here, they all walked here in the barren land of my youth. Which downpipe can drain my agony from Mother Nature's womb, I the demon fetus enveloping neighbors and strangers in a mist of ignorance. Never taking time to greet them, in a smile or a finger, drive by rudeness. This the trouble with life, it is difficult pulling yourself through days off your feet, fallen but not defeated. Who you are, a warrior fighting against yourself for honor, valour and pride, wrapped in cloth scraps, drenched in wounds only you can see. Feeling pain not only physical but not real except to the heart, the answer a long deflating sigh.
Hmmm, the punctuation is screwed. Into the speed of words but not the traffic signals. The pain is teasing me tonight, feet and hands numb with it, all I can feel right now and it is tiring. I feel overwhelmed, I am contemplating the negative, yet I am urged to keep typing, keep busy, keep moving though no conclusion is foreseen. Yeah, I ramble believe I will escape in a game for a while. :P |
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[Sep. 6th, 2008|12:37 am] |
Sweet Mary Bitters
The craft of a sweet feminine form...
Caressing my internal painful dramas.
Love of eternal peace she brings...
Tarnishes heavy thought pure white.
I feel her love enter my eyes, ears and mouth...
Trickling brook of calm, she enters my heart.
Why so closed, her mind betrays her needs...
Keeps her distressed and I the same.
For the sake of past, she will always suffer...
Perpetuating my agony another five years.
I should always carry that rough stone...
To find it again and again in odd places.
A stone under my heel, cold of my loneliness...
You follow a procession, last in my thoughts.
Still in adoration, the face, the voice, the eyes...
Never forgotten, never to leave my emotions.
September 6, 2008
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[Sep. 5th, 2008|10:55 pm] |
My results were all normal, they found no reason for the malabsorption. It is good news that they found nothing wrong. I guess it must be physiological for me, some people just don't absorb vitamin D or other vitamins and minerals.
I have to see my primary the 22, then back to my pdoc on the 2nd of October. I hope wearing these braces will help the carpal tunnel, I have never had any other surgery besides the biopsies through the endoscopy and colonoscopy so it isn't something I am looking forward to at all.
The Abilify is making me feel tired, I woke up this morning made coffee, sat down here at the computer before I even took one sip I was asleep in the chair. I was out for three hours though I am not sure if it is the medicine so much as it was the brace on my left hand itching last night. Another thoughtless day doing what I needed to do to get the yard ready for Hanna. We got quite a bit of rain already and they were showing where they expect there will be flooding rains. If it rains like they say, Franklin will flood again, maybe not like it did in 1999 when Dennis and Floyd caused a 100 year flood. |
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[Sep. 5th, 2008|03:30 pm] |
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I am waiting for the nurse to call about my biopsies from the colonoscopy. Why does it take them hours to call you back, when it takes a couple minutes to give you the results.
Anyway, here are a few pics of my imported (from Italy) designer wrist braces, lol. Very hard to sleep in but better than going through surgery. Taken with my cell phone, no way to take pictures with my other camera having these things on my hands.
  
I'll post my results whenever I get them, may be Monday.
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| Caffeine Free Diet Coke |
[Sep. 5th, 2008|11:33 am] |
оригинальный текст на Bukv.NET | Блог: Там, где Букв Нет | Posted in Humor Вообще-то я предпочитаю Pepsi. А в последнее время вообще слез с газированных напитков (минеральная вода не в счет). Но тут - просто не смог пройти мимо. Только вдуматься - Caffeine Free Diet Coke:
Без калорий. Без кофеина. Чистое удовольствие от принятия чистого яда.
No calories. No caffeine. Pure pleasure of consuming pure poison.
Без кофеина. Без калорий. Смерть еще никогда не была такой чистой.
No caffeine. No calories. Death has never been so pure.
Без кофеина. Без калорий. Без смысла к существованию.
No caffeine. No calories. No sense of living.
Без калорий. Без кофеина. Чистый канцероген.
No Calories. No Caffeine. Pure Cancerogen.
Без кофеина. Без калорий. Без остановок до самой смерти.
No caffeine. No calories. No stops before death.
От калорий толстеют. От кофеина просыпаются. Эта кола поможет вам умереть худым и во сне.
Calories make you fat. Caffeine makes you awake. This coke will help you die slim in your sleep. |
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