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[Friday
July 18th, 2008 at 5:47pm] |
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[Wednesday
July 16th, 2008 at 9:58pm] |
I had the migrane from hell this morning and I felt like crap. I guess that I was grinding my teeth while I was sleeping because I woke up and I couldn't open my mouth! I was in severe pain but I did not want to call out sick. I sucked it up and went to work but it was pure agony. Unfortunately my job requires communication so it's bad to have an immobile jaw. My boss told me that my cheeks were swollen and sent me home. I told her that I wanted to work but she told me to work half a day. I came back to work at 5:00 and worked until 9:00, but now I have to come in on Saturday to catch some of our September grads (yuck!) I've been feeling really emotionally lately but I think it's because I'm about to start. I hate it! I cry about stupid things, and I've just felt really lousy. I'm pissed because people keep asking me why I'm not dating anyone. We went to my cousin's party on Saturday and my mom saw a bunch of the girls I graduated from high school with and said to me, "Katie, you're so much prettier than those girls. Why don't you have a man?" Is it impossible to believe that I don't want one? Why should I choose to have my heart broken for the third time? Sometimes I think it's just easier to avoid men all together. Most of them are liars and they spend their time trying to charm you, and then they fuck you over or cheat on you. It's really not worth my time or my heartache. I liked a guy for six years who used me, led me on, and then ultimately broke my heart. He also managed to give me quite a complex about my body. So yeah, I'm not anxious to get involved with anyone. It's frustrating when you care about someone, and you really think they're a smart, funny, cool person, and then they tell you that you're too chubby.
Rachelle called me tonight and told me that her boyfriend went to a bachelor party last weekend and lied to her about the whole thing. He said that he was going to vegas with his guy friends and that they were going to play, "poker," and just hang out, but that was a bunch of B.S. She checked the history on their computer and she saw, "Local Vegas Strippers." I guess he was the one that was organizing the strippers? I don't really know. She texted him while he was in Vegas and said, "I know what you're doing." I don't really think it's all that bad that he went to a strip club, or had the strippers come to their room. I don't know how that stuff works. I wouldn't care if my boyfriend went to the strip club. I would think he was stupid for spending money on something he could get for free. I would just insist that he spend his own money on the stripper.
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| hawtstuff la kan. |
[Wednesday
July 16th, 2008 at 7:11pm] |
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some people just wont stop, stooping so low.
yes you, typical malay girl.
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[Tuesday
July 15th, 2008 at 11:08pm] |
How many people can honestly say that their bosses are rad? My boss is awesome and I'm so happy to work for someone who isn't just my boss, but is also a close friend. She's trying to get us tickets to the USC football game against Ohio State. Work has been going pretty well but we have some lame students who don't want to job search. Why do these people pay thousands of dollars to do nothing with their lives? I don't get it.
My car broke down on Monday morning and I was pretty much stranded because everyone was at work and my mom and dad had a doctor's appointment. I had to call my Grandpa but my cousin Danny answered the phone. He's staying at my Grandpa's house until he joins the Navy in November. Anyhow, he's not working (why, I don't know,) but he did give me a ride to work. While we were in the car he said that I owed him a pack of cigarettes (a gross habit he picked up.) He's a vegan but he smokes? Yeah, I don't get it. Anyhow, he really held me to buying him a pack of cigarettes. He had to pick me up from work too and he stopped at the liquor store on our way home. He's a good looking guy. I wonder if he had a lot of hippie women who were after him?
I haven't talked to Rachelle since David's birthday. She was so incredibly drunk that she probably doesn't even remember the night. I have a feeling that her relationship with her boyfriend is kind of strained. I feel bad for her, but there's not much you can do for a friend when they're having boyfriend problems. I love her boyfriend and I really hope they work it out. I think that they're a good couple, and I don't want them to break up.
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| what makes you think. |
[Tuesday
July 15th, 2008 at 3:20am] |
what makes you think that everyone wanna follow you.follow in your footstep.follow in your fashion style.follow the way you walk.follow the way you talk. just, what makes you think.
im just a nobody, being your victim, wonder, just what makes you think.
that you are not a nobody.
but somebody with everything others not.
well just some thought, sister.
peace.love.happiness.
p.s:i cant believe i just said these three words, babybonchet!
p.s to you:now dont go copying these three word,lady.
i've warned you.
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[Friday
July 11th, 2008 at 9:03pm] |
Wow, I had a busy day today. I feel like I could literally pass out and sleep for hours. I organized interviews for three of my CAD students today, and the employer showed up late. I have a feeling that the employer will pick up two of our students (which will make me happy for this month!) I got a very strange message on my voicemail today and I didn't know what to make of it. The person called me at work, and left music on my voicemail. It was the Doors' song, "LA woman." My aol screenname is Katiethelalady, so I figure that it is someone who knows me. Stuff like that freaks me out because I had a bad experience with this dude who wouldn't leave me alone, and I always have flashbacks of him when stuff like that happens to me.
Del called me at work today and I was so happy to hear from him. He's going to Costa Rica tomorrow and he's staying for ten days. He's going with his close friends and they're going to fish and gamble. He asked me if I wanted to go out after he got back from his trip and I told him that I did. The two of us get along really well and he makes me laugh. He's a good listener and I enjoy talking to him (just a good friend in general.) Anyhow, it was nice to hear from him and I'm bummed that we don't get to hang out before he takes off.
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[Thursday
July 10th, 2008 at 1:49pm] |
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Time to put the earphones on..
No!
Born to, born to multiply; born to gaze into night skies, when all you want's one more Saturday.
But look here; until then, they're gonna buy your life's time. So keep your wick in the air and your feet in the fetters, to the day
you come in doing cartwheels.
We all crawl out by ourselves, and your shape on the dancefloor will have me thinking such filth and gauge my eyes; you'd be damned to be one of us, girl. Faced with a dodo's conundrum:
Ah, I felt like I could just fly;
but nothing happened every time I tried.
A dual tone under wall; Selfish fool who hoped you'd save us all
never dreamt of such sterile hands.
You keep them folded in your lap, and raise them up to beg for scraps. You know, he's holding you down with the tips of his fingers.
Just the same; but you'll be pulled from the ocean. But just a minute too late; or changed by a potion, and find a handsome young mate for you to love. You'll be damned to pining through the windowpanes, you know. You'd trade your life for any ordinary Joe. Will do, and I will grow old; your nightmares only need a year or two to unfold.
Been alone since you were twenty one, you haven't laughed since January. You try to make like this is so much fun, but we know it to be quite contrary.
Dare to be one of us, girl!
Facing the android's conundrum: Ah, I felt like I should just cry, but nothing happens every time I take one on the chin. Your humor in your cote, you don't know how long I've been: watching the lantern dim, starved of oxygen. So give me your hand,
and let's jump out the window.
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