she stares at her reflection
capturing the beauty shes making up for herself
because it's not really there
(17/11/04)

in a world of pink & blue thoughts,
everything has suddenly taken on this shade of grey.
its a shade that breaks your heart into a million peices,
a shade that you've never experienced before
(06/14/05)

blankly staring into the eyes of her future
she returns to sip her coffee.
cold
(21/05/05)

ive got stains on all my shoes
id like to buy a whole new me
to reinvent
rediscover
redefine
(14/12/05)

my man is
complete laughter.
soft.gentle.tender.
with a delicate touch.
intelligent with brillant eyes.
mysterious?
trusting.
trustworthy.
silky whispers at night under seductive blankets.
joint attached to his hip.
a face of smiles.
a heart of gold.
hand holder.
devilish showers midday
early morning coffees
& late night love making
(04/08/06)

words refuse to describe all the loneliness i feel right now.
shes dancing to the beat of the music everything single night
while i wrap myself in a blanket
hoping no tears will come tonight
(09/08/06)

she sits on the edge
watching the world fly by.
shes continuously falling a step behind
but no one really notices
(03/10/06)

she'd like to hop on a bus
just to see where it takes her.
her suitcase remains empty because shes not sure what she can leave behind.
she needs to dye her hair brown
& get her tongue pierced
because for some reason that'll make her a different person
(12/10/06)

my
insides
are
drying
up
(14/11/06)