26 July 2008 @ 11:28 pm
I won't stand to watch you fall  
:)
From left to right: Durgga, Zee, Qiao, Sowji (Babi Langit!), Sherry, Me (I cut myself off. Too unglam ttm)

Thanks for today guys (plus Hazzie, Hazel, Shona & those ive talked to in the hall & ssang dongi for DBSK trip HAHA). :)

Sometimes i think things are better left unsaid. Right now i wish i didnt hear what Hazel, Zee and Durgga said cos well yeah, im kinda......having this bad impression towards certain people. Which is, bad (very). Though what they said wasn't rlly bad cos yeah like they say, everyone can be better. If you get my drift. Oh wells. I shant ponder on these things~

Apart from that, cheerup Zee & Qiao!! :) And oh, pics can be found @ sugarlatte-.bs, fyi.

Twoodles~
 
 
Mood: tired
 
 
26 July 2008 @ 09:05 pm
Its too late and i cant wait for you to be gone.  

It ends tonight, goodbye.
Too bad,your loss not mine.
I lose nothing well except someone like you.
False hope,thats what you possess. Harsh truth? Its called strength.
-
Sum it all up :
+ymc launch was rlly fun
+learning fest was quite a bore
   - just that they used the song " CHOSEY LOVER " BY DBSK~~~~~~~<33333 = awesome
+dinch with hazzie(junior- lol),mafia queen(senior-HAHAHA) & ssang dongi
+mini-dbsk  shopping date
  -however ssang dongi had to leave early for her grandmama's house)));
  - got loads of dbsk stuffs (((((;

Sum it all up : full of emotions

-
Here's a short convo that suddenly came up to me.
meanah : SOFIAAAAAAAA! *go towards me with this innocent face,together with the file*
sheep : *looks away* SARANGHAEYO.
meanah : speechless (HAHAAHA)

 
 
26 July 2008 @ 01:34 am
:D  
after watching some show about learning how to learn,
i decided to try to learn how to learn more
..XD

im going to start learning Japanese again so I don't suck so much,
my only problem is memorizing.. -_________-
私のさかなは寒かっただろう?
umm...
私の車の中はさかなを食べた。
今何時は1時だ。 (?)

日本語を話した (I triedXD)
私は知ってる、
がんばります。


お休みなさい。
 
 
Mood: tired
Music: 何も
 
 
26 July 2008 @ 01:09 am
haha  
whoa

i need some more acappella groups no matter the language
and
why do most acappella groups have to be christian..????????????????????
it doesnt bother me, but its kinda weird
and
白い天使!(rag fair are on crackXD)

yes no yes
スロモションで、
貴方をゆらす~



..thats all!
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Mood: curious
Music: gospellers - yes no yes
 
 
25 July 2008 @ 10:15 pm
Heartchu TCG  
Looking for my HeartChu TCG post?
http://saranghaengbok.com/heartchu.php
 
 
25 July 2008 @ 08:39 pm
Big Bang Music Therapy  
BB Music Meme taken from the "official" fansite at BBKorean.WP.
Averyone who likes (or at least knows Big Bang) feel free to do it :D
It's a therapy after all.

1. What was the first song that made you fall in love with BIG BANG?
2. Was BIG BANG the reason you became a FANGIRL? Be honest. Who got you into the boyz?
3. Admit that you nailed some BIG BANG choreography. Have you? And which song(s)?
4. Do you consider BIG BANG a BOY BAND or just a GROUP?
5. Do you like DAESUNG’s HAIR dyed LIGHT or DARK?
6. One Line from a BIG BANG song that you use in everyday conversation xD

Answers are here ), with a little bit portuguese random-comment 8D
And, btw, I love T.O.P the most <333
And,that's it.
Chu!
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Music: Big Bang - My Girl
 
 
25 July 2008 @ 01:28 pm
Euphoria  
A thing about me is that when something bothers me... I'll dwell on it like no tomorrow. I always wonder if I did the right thing or not. I could just try and forget about it. I think thats the best way. Its just that people keep on talking about it. Tell them to shut up.

Haha.

But hugs are what friends give when they're happy...

Cool.

Watching Teen Titans. Heehee~

Time to go shopping... Have to finish commissions, and the such. I love my friends though... I love Sabre team...

I'm happy with my life.
 
 
Mood: satisfied
Music: The Delgados - The Light Before we Land
 
 
26 July 2008 @ 01:16 am
REVIEW: I'm Not Single Movie (BM)  
It's already 1 am here but I still wanna write this entry before I go to sleep and too bad we have school tomorrow eventhough it's Sat. It's a ganti school for Hari Raya

Anyway, today I went to watch Im not Single Movie. It's my first time going to cinema alone and watched it alone w/out friends
It's Malay movie just came out last 24 July 2008. It starred by Farid Kamil & Awal. Directed by Pierre Andre I believe. I dunno what the heroine's name but she's pretty though. AT first I watched the trailer I thought this story should be something like romatic comedy and also this......

WIll cont later...I'm so sleepppyyy rite now.....
 
 
Location: In My Bed
Mood: exhausted
 
 
25 July 2008 @ 09:12 pm
It was awesome, but we lost it.  

I need sponsors.
I need sponsors.
I need sponsors.

Cos......I (need) want to get these (not in any particular order): 

1) dbsk+jaejoong tee (ehem i'm waiting, ssang dongi!)
2) dbsk album(s)!! (will collect it bit by bit, i guess)
3) dbsk poker cards  (dont get the wrong idea, its for disp only haha)
4) dbsk stickers (still collecting though)
5) jaejoong notebook
6) jaejoong badge
7) jaejoong keychain
8) jaejoong/dbsk pencil case
9) jaejoong/dbsk ez-link card sicker thingy 
10) dbsk photodiaries
11) dbsk memory card game
12) dbsk pouch
13) dbsk posters!
14) dbsk tix for live concert (!!!)
15) dbsk autographs (!!!!!!) 
16) dbsk card holder
17) dbsk file
18) dbsk badge
(You can ignore no. 14 & 15)

And more.....but i cant think of anymore now. And plus all the stuffs are super ex! ): Sad life. Sometimes i wish i can grow a money tree! Haha. Btw, any sponsors? Feel free okay hahahhaa.

 
 
Mood: relieved
Music: Rainbow by DBSK
 
 
25 July 2008 @ 07:36 pm
Show me your love  


Never fail to keep me up,all the time.
DARE TO DREAM.
Now lets begin.
One promise,one family.
-
Hi i'd like to apologise to : fishy,ssang dongi,qistina and my brother for not replying your texts.
Also those whose text i didn't reply after tournament too.
Love you guys.

Life without tpc is really sad,life without a tpc full of dbsk stuffs is even sadder ))):
Hi tpc,i love you okay. I shall name you Joolyiang-for you know why.
Hi joolyiang,please get well soon. I miss you,saranghaeyou <3.

Also,to siti amirah, cheer up makcik (;
I hope you liked what i gave you, jangan nangis-nangis okay. 
Nanti tak cantik(someone's resolution! hahahaha!)

Sayang,cheer up also.
Stop crying because those tears are worthless.
I hope you loved what i got you,though little.
Cheer up okay, you've got superheroes and me despite the fact that actually lambs make your day,not sheeps.

Geraldine, goodluck for tomorrow's perf.Though i won't get to watch, goodluck still (;

 
 
25 July 2008 @ 01:49 pm
#19[amai] & #20[verwirren] icon textures  


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Comment if taking! Enjoy ^_^
 
 
Mood: determined
Music: elegy by ken hirai
 
 
24 July 2008 @ 09:01 pm
S-Line  
So I shouted to myself and said, "CARA STOP BEING EMO!!" Well not really emo, but... Emotionally and mentally weird. Heehee~ So now, I'll have to live with it cause if I cant handle the pressure I have then I can't make it anywhere! It'll take a lot more discipline to stop hitting myself than to keep on doing it.

:]

Revelation~

AND OH MAN I'M ALMOST DONE WITH PERSONA 3 AND ONCE DECEMBER COMES AROUND I GET TO BUY P4!

Woo~ Oh man I'm getting fat. I've been sitting around the house just eating and playing video games. I wished I had Hyori Lee's S line~ Friggen skinny ass... Haha!

Anyways so like, I know I'm changing a bit by bit. But I hope that none of my friends mind...
 
 
Mood: Jiggly
Music: Beat Crusaders - Moon on the Water
 
 
24 July 2008 @ 11:02 pm
Right where you wanted me.  
Need time to find myself too. Just so you know,i can't keep up with the pace of life.
Too rushy,just that i've got awesome people like fishy,sayang,clique and ssang dongi to keep me up.
Love you loads.

Fishy, grow fatter I can't wait to see you play the wii thingy (;
Sayang,cheer up. Tell me if there's anything,dongbangja. Saranghaeyo (L)
Siti,chill and cheer up. Love you okay, leave it all to god. Let him do his job (L)
Tpc,hi cheer up. I'm sending you to the TA for a repair. Get well soon <3 you.

-
Not forgetting,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (UN)GLAM IZZAH
(L)saranghaeyo,eebun [;
Presents coming soon ~ 

 
 
24 July 2008 @ 09:03 pm
Oh look who turned a year older today! :O  
 
 
Mood: tired
 
 
24 July 2008 @ 02:24 am
 
Certain things make me wonder why people strive so hard to be different.
They claim to be non-conformist and original, when...that's exactly what tons of other people are doing. Hypocrisy much?

Another note is dying one's hair multiple colours. Sure the reasoning may be 'No one else will ever have this hair', but you end up with all the other people who have dyed their hair other colours. Also hair cuts. The short in the back, emo bang thing going on has hooked MILLIONS. I don't understand!

So much for being 'different' huh?

So much for being 'You'?

Can't people have plain, natural, nonstyled hair?

I think 'natural' should be the new fad. Then everyone would be themselves in the most literal sense. there isn't much more you can do to be closer to yourself, then to just strip the makeup and fancy piercings and clothing away.

What's more 'you' than DNA?

No body needs all this colourful crap and expensive shoes and crazy rainbow hairstyles and skulls and houndstooth and checkers and razorblades.

Can't we all just be happy with what we were born with?
 
 
Mood: =/
 
 
23 July 2008 @ 12:55 pm
 
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Emotional (70%)[......||||..........]Logical (30%)
Concerned about self (48%)[....................]Concerned about others (52%)
Atheist (64%)[.......|||..........]Religious (36%)
Loner (55%)[.........|..........]Dependent (45%)
Laid-back (46%)[..........|.........]Driven (54%)
Traditional (36%)[..........|||.......]Rebel (64%)
Impetuous (60%)[........||..........]Organized (40%)
Engineering mind (24%)[..........|||||.....]Artistic mind (76%)
Cynical (59%)[........||..........]Idealist (41%)
Follower (54%)[.........|..........]Leader (46%)
Introverted (42%)[..........||........]Extroverted (58%)
Conservative (40%)[..........||........]Liberal (60%)
Logical (24%)[..........|||||.....]Romantic (76%)
Uninterested (32%)[..........||||......]Sexual (68%)
Insecure (47%)[..........|.........]Confident (53%)
Selective (35%)[..........|||.......]Tolerant (65%)
Pessimistic (78%)[....||||||..........]Optimistic (22%)
Principled (57%)[.........|..........]Pragmatic (43%)
Tolerant (39%)[..........||........]Opinionated (61%)
Humble (10%)[..........||||||||..]Elitist (90%)
 
Take the test!


lmfao I am elitist...

The only thing I have issues with in this meme are the religious questions. They're referring to Christianity or whatever. I'm not an Atheist =/ I'm Neopagan.
 
 
23 July 2008 @ 09:57 pm
Laychoo is very nice she says....  
Let me recap.


Ekks. I want to go school not! I have to work a week before resting for the weekend and then there it is. Start of school. >.< 

Irritating
 
 
Mood: bored
Music: Love in the ice-dong bang shin ki
 
 
23 July 2008 @ 09:57 pm
I'll be there, opposite of tears.  

Anyway,to sayang <3.
CHEER UP,tomorrow i do gay dance for you and tie two ponytails so that you can laugh out loud .



And i realise you've always been in the right (while walking/taking pics = angel) and i've always been the one on the left (bad influence,hehe). Saranghaeyo <3

Valerie,chill and cheer up. I wonder how you survive without me today *raises eyebrow*.
Don't worry i'll be next to you less than 24 hours time.
Love you.

Ssang dongi......
's the kindest soul (((:
<3

Fishy,
CHEER UP (L) Must not give up, never give up no matter how shitty life can get.
All under the name of love(cheychey).
MUST SMILE TOMORROW if not you look ugly in class & hockey photo taking ); aiyerrrrr.
Saranghaeyo <3.

Five sec ones in the yellow,(editted from "five in the black" tohoshinki !)
Promised me,promise for all.
All for one,one for all. <3
-baka,oldieslover,softspoken,bloodymary and sheep (;
Thanks for never failing to make me gay everytime you guys are around.
Saranghaeyo.

I smile doesnt mean i don't care. I smile because i know the tears will flow. I smile because thats how i show my affection. I smile, to cover those sorrows because showing them isn't of any benefit. I smile,because i'd like to brighten you all up. I smile,because i love you.
-
"make sure at the end of the day,your tears aren't worthless"


Much of the sorrows and worry I was embracing, all of it.
With your warmth,I change it into memories.
Proud of your love
 
 
23 July 2008 @ 10:07 pm
It's too late to pretend.  
I want to be a Lamb. Cos JaeJoong is a Lion. (HAHAHA like so cool can. *Points below*)

"And so, the Lion fell in love with the Lamb.-Twilight.
 
 
Mood: cold
Music: When we'll be togther - DBSK
 
 
23 July 2008 @ 12:38 pm
Two Hearts [2/2]  
Title: Two Hearts
Length: 2/2
Author: me xD
Rating: PG
Genre: romance [like hell!! XD], angst, fluff,
Pairing: JaeMin
Disclaimer: Not mine v___v.

Summary: Changmin made a mistake . He ran away. <- Wow, I still suck at Summarys xD sorry.

Important: No Band, no Dong Bang Shin Ki! Just five boys who like each other! <3


A/N: Thanks to the Person, who upload the Fanmix for Jaemin / Soul Fighter! ^O^ It helped me a lot to write the ending!


 
 
Location: Berlin
Mood: calm
Music: Tohoshinki - Hug [Jap. Version]