That rainbow_sauce got a profile and layout makeover. -tosses confetti- I might decide to make a header for it later. Not sure.

Carry on.

Don't want to go home~

We're leaving early, today because my auntie's in the hospital. I mean getting more than 3 or 4 hours of sleep a night will be great, but I just want to sleep away the rest of the summer. Tomorrow, Chris is leaving in a WEEK. D: Then we'll like never see him ever again because he's going to get accepted into that stupid Winnipeg of Ballet thing(I'm happy for him! SERIOUSLY. I'm just like this hehee because it'll suck. D: I mean I get asian jokes from everyone LOL NO KIDDING, but lmfaoooo. D: *cries*) but actually im a LITTLE excited to go to the Comp and LOLOLOL THAT PINK MUFFLER THING I LOVE IT.  Basically all the trend stuff reaches Grande Prairie like a half a year later(and sometimes not even - basically, at school, super fashionable issss an ugly colored sweater ZIPPED UP ALL THE WAY and a skirt and leggings. D:  I mean theres the odd person with nice clothes(Elizabeth< 3 Her clothes omgggg.) but... yeah. At the comp, its pretty much the same thing except without the leggings and the skirts that are so short you can see their thong and ass hanging out which is really ew. It's really gross but now I know better so I cover my eyes. LMFAO. 8D

I really neeeed to stop being all pessimestic(I KNOW A WORD 8D) coz its really bad, ahaha. I used to be all cute and happy and YAYYYYYY like 24/7 cept my stupid assface of an ex happened and now i'm always ghhhdshhhk and clingy and grumpy and moody all the time - and I honestly havent thought of him til i got HERE, hhjhghh which is ANOTHER reason why I wont move to Edmonton. Ever.

Dont wanna go home~~ I have to RP, ahaaha, I phaillllll. I miss that huge open RP where there could be like 5 Sungmin's, LOLOLOL! IT WAS SO FUN. I cant remember which one I was, LOLOL i was Sungmin number one or two but it was awesome LMFAO. And a little awkward when the Kyu would be like Sungmin-ah~~ And we'd both be like KYU! 8D
.. LOL god that was fun, but im really lazy. I really liked the one Teukie there, SO UMMA-LIKE! And I was all Sungmin-like and it was like sgjdhgsd <3 I think I make an okay one, but sometimes its like OH CRAP. *flails* I dont know how to RP with people from other fandoms coz its like.. who are you? 8D; LOL. I basically avoided all of the DBSK cept Su coz well, You know, the whole Sungmin-Su-Hyuk thing? YEAH! 8D

I wish Zhoumi had more screen time, it's so hard to roleplay him and ALL I KNOW IS THAT HES CUTE. SO cuuuute omgggggg, *squishes Zhoumi* I was watching a bunch of clips of Wookie(gjds<33333333333333 He sings Kiss Goodbye SO Much LOL) and in one of them the fans starting waving their arms back and forth coz gjsdhgd<33333333 And he was doing that too with the mic LOLOLOL I was like AWWWWWWW! XD<3 *flail* ANd I was just watching it just now and and and Hannie's all like :DDDDDDDDDD and its ADORABLE, I love Hannie. <3 He looks SO happy whenever hes listening to the others sing Chinese and its like AWW.

I WANT TO SEE FAHRENHEIT. ;o; *cries* fgjdghjdhgghghgh WHY CANT I LIVE IN VANCOUVER ALREADY. i'm going to cry, they're there two days before school starts.

thank you x_loveagain! (journal deleted)

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+ i'm currently not accepting any friend requests. i find that i have too many friends already.
+ i'll make the request to be your friend, not the other way around. sorry.

hikary dear! don't forget about my FOB ^^. you can take your time though. i'm in no hurry lol

what an unearthly hour to chiong TKS proj.

Went to AZ's to do the two videos. I can only say I can't wait to show them to the class. One part of me can't wait cause they turned out to be more funny than serious, since they were supposed to be for project. The other part of me worries that we did the project in the wrong way. gah..... But heck ~ I hope they'll bring some laughter to IEF with the classic jess pictures and our lame game of soccer and all.


Yesterday (26th) was Wonder Girls' Second fanmeeting. And oh my gahhhhhhh, all of them are so cute and hot.


(  The reason why WG is currently the top Girl Group in KR  )


& also... 黑糖群俠傳 screens today (26th) !! I missed watching it online thanks to the meeting at PS. haha. Gonna watch it later on. I need sleeeeeeeeeep.

I GOT BELLA'S ENGAGEMENT RING
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YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Darn I still love the song.
The NHK Music Japan performance was their first performance if i'm not wrong.
Well, it's good for a first.
But it wasn't as perfect as I thought it would be.
BUT there was SO MUCH Jaechun,
I kept squeaking.

I'm watching School Attack all over again.
From DBSK to Taeyang.
HAHA! If my school has a School Attack, with DBSK, it'll be so cool.
But on the other hand, i'm full of doubts about that.
My school will think that DBSK's too....hmm..how to put it..
Foreign in a way?
And they'll probably not like "O" unless they'r like my daddy.

Such stuff like DBSK not coming to Singapore still bugs me.
How can they not! How can Singapore reject them so many times.
Damn. I hate it.

You all should watch this,
It's not exactly your type of thing if you're like Chloe or Sally or anybody who likes english and depise korean boybands.
But give it a try :) 

I was rather ravenous after work, which is good I guess since I decided I'd stop being a glutton starting today. XD

But man. Last night I had the worst sleep ever. Well, maybe not ever, but still pretty terrible. :\ I tried going to bed around midnight, and woke up at four, pretty awake and clear-headed. It was awful trying to go back to bed. But somehow, I managed, though haunted by several things.

It's nice to be home though, just get to relax for a while. I've got another long shift ahead tomorrow but it's all good--at least this time I get a lunch break.

And haha, unfortunately for Yung, I'm all testosterone'd out, so I prefer chick flicks today. See, I sat in my room alone watching those movies without her... ^^; I just ... I wanted time alone, I guess. Bad hermit. ._. I was wondering what I could watch, when I realized I had downloaded but not watched A Walk to Remember. Yes, I know, I'm really behind, where have I been, etc, and yes, we've covered all that ground already. :P I'm getting there! And I think I already know what happens in the end (despite never being directly told, it's just one of those things) and also probably I'll be crying. Which I'm wont to do. ;D

And on a random note, I'm about to try these:



Huh. They're quite different...
About three - four times the size of a normal Tic-Tac, or Tic-Tac container, as well. @_@;

( And completely unrelated )

Title: prove life some #21
Pairing: Yoochun/Junsu, Jaejoong/Changmin
Rating: PG13
Warnings: AU, sexual situations, angst
Disclaimer: title from Deserts Chang's "Xin ren de yang zhi"; they're not mine (except for Kisa & Jini ;)); none of this ever happened
Summary but not really: (from W. B. Yeats' Among School Children) O body swayed to music, O brightening glance, / How can we know the dancer from the dance?
A/N: a series of one-shots set in a dancer!Su!universe. since it's more of a jigsaw-puzzle of scenes than anything else, i place them in order in the links to previous chapters. those of you who don't like to feel their way in the dark, highlight the current chapter's number and you'll see where it fits with the ones you already know. (and the longer the arrow, the larger the time-gap, fyi :))


dedicated to swoon21.


[#6] [#4] [#1] [#3] [#5] [#7] [#8] [#2] [#12] [#10] [#11] [#9] [#16] [#13] [#15] [#17] [#18] [#14] [#19] [#20]

#17 <- #21 -> #18
( still he cares so much that he asks you for help- )

Title: For A Fleeting Eternity
Author: harvestmoon16
Pairing: YooSu (main), YunJae
Rating: PG-13 for some language --> subject to change. ^^v
Genre: Romance, some angst. Can't be helped. ^^
Type: Chaptered
Synopsis: For an angel that has fallen to earth - pulse coming alive for the very first time - the warmth of life streaming through his veins seems so foreign... yet intoxicating. But living is more than having a heart that beats...
Disclaimer: I do not own DBSK - although I damn wish I did (^^). This story is entirely fictional.
Warnings: My very first shot at a yaoi fanfic. English is not my primary language. >< No beta-reader. BAD. VERY BAD. But go easy on me pretty please? ^^,
Past Chapters:


PART 1:
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Am at home in Osoyoos now, visiting the family.

Recap of the last couple of days:

1.) Thursday: after work, I went to dinner with my Japanese class at Happa Izakaya on Robson. We got a special private room upstairs, woo. Hayashi-sensei paid for a... many-course meal, so I got to try a bunch of new things (raw beef in red sesame sauce is surprisingly delicious). At around eleven, I got up to leave and realized that I'd accidentally brought a few locker keys from work with me.

Shit.

The buses from downtown to Kitsilano only run every half hour that late at night. I was supposed to be at the bus station by midnight to catch my Greyhound home. I hate math, but even I could tell I'd be cutting it really close.

I ran back across the bridge (and met attractive-tall-law-student's gorgeous Japanese girlfriend on it, *sob*), dropped the keys off, came back downtown, took the Skytrain to Main, ran the rest of the way to the Station, and got there with maybe ten minutes to spare before my bus left.

Anyway, I made it, and got bumped off to a less-packed overflow bus (which had a buggered gearbox which ground for ten seconds every time the driver shifted gears so I couldn't sleep, ugh).

2.) Friday: Bus arrived in Penticton at twenty after six. Mom was there to pick me up, but had locked herself out of the van lololol so we had to wait for a towtruck to come at seven. She was late for work. I went to bed, then bummed around for the rest of the day when I got up. My brother hacked into my computer with his PS3 and we played the Avatar finale on Mom's new giant flatscreen TV. *flail*

3.) Today: Emily's birthday party is in an hour or so, so I'll be heading down to the beach and there will be cake yay. :D

I'm so relaaaaaaxed. Osoyoos is quiet and warm and smells nice. I don't want to go back to Vancouver.

Time's actually like 1.30am right now but posting as 23.59 cause of date reasons, my wonderful mission 101 you see. Which, I haven't been making any progress besides the blogging thing. I'm making less and less progress every month eh, ah =X

I just have to blog today. No, not so much because of my mission, but I wanna say, XIE XIE ZHU-NI-ERS (: I love ssabollec and I love you all. (: Like Zee, I realised I'm really very lucky. To have such a wonderful section: such wonderful juniors, such wonderful seniors and such wonderful batchmates ♥ I've been saying this alot recently but I really love you all ♥ And I'm really thankful too. Without ssabollec, I won't love NYCO so much either. SSABOLLEC ♥

Now now, you must be wondering why the sudden 'I love ssabollec's. Sectional outing today, and also secret-but-not-so-secret-but-still-secret sec 4 farewell 'party' (more of an outing than an actual party but you get what I mean haha.) Secret because well of course it's supposed to be a secret that they're planning something, not-so-secret because obviously we know that there's something, especially since last year we did the same thing for our j1 seniors (XD), still-secret because we don't know details so it's still secret mah. My description is complicated eh. But I think it's understandable! x) Oh yes and we were saying today was quite different cause we don't usually go out, we usually just go someone's house (mostly Jiawen and sometimes Elysia)'s house and watch movies and slack and eat and play board games and stuff. I suddenly thought of the game of Life during last year's sec 4 party hahaha.

I finished Avatar a few days ago. By the end of the series, I really wanted to punch Katara. :\ idk. she got really annoying. Also, Haru should not have facial hair. Ever. Anyway, I think they left a lot of things unsaid despite trying to wrap up the main group's actions. >: Loose ends. I do not like loose ends. I did like the final battle between Ozai & Aang, however! And...that's about all I have to say. XD; Could have done without the romance, though.

I have senior pictures today! Even though my jacket shipped, it won't be here till Monday. ): can we say fashion disaster? oh, woe is me.

( lalala some je things )

Relatedly, Shige is hosting next month's shokuras with Koyama! 8D Tsubasa is guesting along with some HS7 members. And the first weekend's jr ni Q is Tokyo, and the second show's is Kansai! Can you guys believe it? I hope this becomes a regular thing cause I need more kanjuu in my life.

I should really start getting ready. XD

JA, so i was away from the net a long time and what do I see .... jajaja. *DEAD*


や、かっこいいです。

i watched The Dark Knight just now at Lido and it was not bad!
Health Ledger did a great job as Joker! all the psycho things he did are so... psycho -_-

and i watched quite a number of movies lately!
for my standard in like 2 months, this list is VERY long: The Dark Knight, Wanted, Hellboy 2, Hancock & Narnia~
and i want to watch The Mummy 3: Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor!

also, yesterday was the last lesson of Popping :(
i'm gonna miss ahben. i want MOAR lessons!
(look at my mood icon! joongie's popping too! so cute :DDD)
i'm thinking of going down to mf to check out how the lessons are going with the new instructors, probably can consider joining? hoho.

and *yay* i love this neoprint!

dubdub looks horrendously horrified. HAHA!

i need to change to 'work-mode' ASAP ._.

YES. submited lomE ytd. like FINALLY. the layout seriously killed all the year 3s. LOL. and now. left HR!! mon submission. tues roleplay presentation. and we're filming the vid on mon =.= my grp loves the pressure of rushing proj i tink. hahaha. 

anw thought of the day? i think choosing ur frens wisely is SUPER IMPT. if i had a fren like wad my hon has. i tink i'll just feel like "wtf? arent we suppose to be frens?" i shan't elaborate since its quite personal and it doesnt concern me :) but if my fren ever does tt to me. its unforgivable!! ok maybe forgivable but i wont forget and trust her/him anymore. its like serious betrayal of the friendship code la! 

btw cellnique works wonder. seriously. ppl pls buy and support it! my blackheads seriously are all gone. even whiteheads ^o^ i tink those tiny bumps on ur upper cheek areas can be removed if u used cellnique religiously too.

OH and today my hon left her cell at sakae sushi?? =.= and the manager called ME. why? cos my name is HONEY in her cell. LOL. i tink the manager thot i was her other half or smth.

phone rings, saw my hon's name ID on screen...

me: hello? (happily)
manager: hi, ur fren left his phone in our restaurant, pls tell him to come back and collect
me: huh? wad are you talking about? (while trying to deciper the voice, cos my hon always plays tricks on me!)
manager: ur fren, left his phone in sakae sushi at J8. pls ask him to collect
me: but... but... are u serious? (cos the manager keep saying HE HE HE i was tinking tis is a prank call or wad. so stupid. dun even know owner is a female)
manager: do i sound like im joking? pls ask him to come down and collect
me: ok. bye *hangs up* (i said ok cos she sounded annoyed and i was tinking. so fierce for wad!)

den i proceeded to call my hon. but she haven reach home i tink. so spas can. aft i hang up like 1 min ltr she called. den i saw the id flashing HONEY and i know it shld be my hon. HAHAH. so when i picked up first thing i said was "lame mo! leave ur phone in sakae!" and she was like "i ran!!" and we started laughing bout the whole thing cos my hon said the manager thot we les. LOL. i mean cmon. my hon has a bf ok. just tt the bf name in her add book isnt hon. cos tts MY TITLE. 

anw im gg to watch movie with my hon now! L: Change the World. each of us in the comfort of our own homes. HAHAHAHA.

Today was the first day of the 2 day Art Pop event...it was good. ^^; ( Snip snip )

Duel Jewel has a 2 man with heidi at Saitama Shintoshin on August 10th....I'm thinking about trying to go. I'm trying to figure out if it will be flat out impossible to get back in time. Or if it's only possible if the stars align and I get all the right trains lol. It starts at 6....so probably get out at like 9:30...? I will probably be hoping that DJ plays first so I can leave early. :xxx Too bad it's not a Saturday because I would probably just say fuck it and stay out all night. Whyyyy is it on a Sunday. ...I could just say screw Monday classes. >) Possibilities.

Nothing is really happening.... :/ Probably my fault but it's such a pain to go anywhere lol. I might be going to Disney Sea with some people this week. They said they were planning to get evening passes so we'll see what happens. I met with my Kaiwa partner on Friday...we went out to lunch (which was a nice change from bentos ><) and it was fun. ^^ While walking back I found out she likes Polysics so we talked about that a lot lol.

I also need to steal a CD player or something. My computer is doing its stupid thing again and refusing to acknowledge that I actually DO have a disc drive. WHY it only seems to do this in Japan I don't know. It was working fine before I left so I didn't bring my external one. I am never trusting it again. The computers in the library here have itunes so I wonder if I bring my external drive if I can rip them. Or if that would get me banned lol. Ooooh do the computers in Mangakissas have itunes/cd drive? :O Maybe I could do it in one of those. It's been too long since I've been in one.

I just woke up. I came back from a grueling, but fun, day at the Marikina Sports Park for the very 1st (and my last, huhuhu) Brotherlympics 2008. I'm one of the organizers, participant in almost all the games and the Mistress of ceremonies. So when I got home at around 5pm, first thing I did was to look for something to eat and then slept til 12 midnight. Every muscle in my body is sore!!! Where is that freakin' Omega pain killer when you need it?!

I'll get back to that in the next entry. I wanna show you guys this old Sandara article from Star Studio. Come on, let's play Spot the difference!

I just hope that the Super Junior Kink Meme continues to grow. I gotta concentrate on my PW kink meme prompts though.

Anyway, here I am again. Awake early. Blah.

In any case, I'm very determined to fill out some prompts. Even if I do suck (-kicked-) at writing buttsex! Even if it kills me! There are some that simply needs to be written and it seems the other anon only care about P/E (which isn't a bad thing) and not other pairings. Other pairings need love too! D:

But yeah. Anyway. I'll try to fill other prompts on the SUJU meme later but I gotta work on PW ones.

So, my lovely flist, how are you today? XD ♥

Writing some PW kink meme inspired me to start my own kink meme... chain thingy. Anyway. I present to you:

SUPER JUNIOR KINK MEME

All of them. 8, 13, 15, 15484846788979. Politics of ONLY13 and PRO15+ are not needed and welcomed. This is just for fun/inspiration.


Rules

→ Post your request ANONYMOUSLY.
→ Fill the prompt ANONYMOUSLY.
→ One request per comment.
→ If a request inspires you, write! Write! (Or draw.)
→ No PRO15+ and ONLY13 politics. (I can't emphasize enough.)
→ Requests can be filled more than once.
→ Pimp this out! Let people know what's going on!
→ Got something personal to say to me? Please AIM, LJ PM, or hit me up on MSN.
→ The most important rule of all!: Have fun!

Links of Interest

→ Masterlist of kink memes.
→ List of kinks.
→ Super Junior's Chinese Names
→ Slasher's Guide to Gay Sex

""The times that Dongbangshinki and Cassiopeia are together are the happiest and most unforgettable times in the world.
Even if one year, ten years, or an innumerable amount of time passes, will you always remember the memories inside us?"


cred; hpfreakk1 & withcoffee @ dbsg comm

Well! I saw quite the bit of drugs, guns, and UK accents today. XD

I watched Snatch, Trainspotting, and Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels--in that order. I may have liked them in that order as well. XD Definitely liked Snatch the best. :D I might want to see RocknRolla when that comes out... Dunno.

Really, after all this testosterone, all the more I want to see Mamma Mia even by myself. ._.;



Sexy. XD

And I have to actually rest early tonight--I've got work at 8 @_@ Luckily my shift isn't too long. :) I can't wait until I have the money/paychecks enough to pay my mom back so I can, well, have money...