We're a broken family.

I never realized how much I missed hugging and just being able to talk and love my family. Now it's always some sort of dramuh or secret we're hiding from one another. We can't talk to each other anymore. Everything's broken since Dad's died.


I love my mom and my sister, and I miss hugging them, but they don't understand that I am tired. I want my own life. And I fear that if I leave they'll hate me. I'm scared but I have to do this.


My mom woke me up the other night petting me like she does when she's worried about me. I almost cried by the time she had went back to bed. I miss her. I miss my sister. I miss my dad.

I got Silent Hill: Hoemcoming the other day and just started playing it last night with Cat. It's just a tradition that I have to play it with her, we've played all the games together (even 0rigins...which we never finished but eh XD)

ANYWHO, she came over the other night and we started playing it. So far so good, actually. I do agree with the critics that the in-game fighting is just too easy now so far rather than the difficult "OMG WHAT AM I DOING DO I PRESS THIS BUTTON OMG IT'S ATTACKING AND SPRAYING STUFF IN MY FACE OMG I KILLED IT HOW'D I DO THAT HOLY SHIT THERE'S MORE COMING HOLY FUCK." But it DOES suck in the first part because, I think they knew that you're going to have an easy time fighting...so you don't get a weapon for at least the first fifteen minutes :D

They have taken a lot from the movie in setting-wise. They still got the tell-tale fog from most of the games in there and we're still trying to figure out Shepherd's Glen since it has Toluca Lake which doesn't make sense XD We'll figure out that and how it works later on in the game though.

The nurses from the movie are back and rather annoying since they actually fight a lot more than the nurses in the previous games. Personally, it somewhat annoys me that they're taking so much from the movies, but also, I mean, understandable that they would since if people actually liked the movie in the first place without playing the games previously, it's normal that they'd try to bring more fans into the series. So yeah, but we'll see. We didn't get too far yet. It's still establishing a lot of the main characters and it's creepiness (for those that have played the Silent Hill games, when in SH2 where they showed us Maria and Angela and Eddie with only a FEW key moments when you first meet them. And from then on it gets good, but we're at something like that XD)

I keep hearing reviews that it's rather predictable so I'm HOPING that the ending I think it's going to have is a lie, but I'm not sure if they've really based it off the comic books or not just yet. We still have yet to see, again. But otherwise, so far, it's had the key SH elements that makes the game, the creepiness and random events that just sort of make you uneasy (like a wheelchair being tossed down a flight of stairs, yet when you go up there, there's nowhere else anyone could have gone if they were up there...) But yeah, good stuff so far. Not sure if it'll match the previous ones (especially SH2, which was the best IMO) but we'll see. :) Got a lot more gaming to do to get further into it...though damn Castle Crashers too for owning my life as well >>;;;


Also, links for the new song by Mary Elizabeth McGlynn. I forgot how much I adore SH music until I heard her new song, so happy with it ♥
Demo from beginning of game

Full song from the demo above


I'll keep updating the more I play, since I might have to without Cat XD Though at that point, if I finish it, she can borrow it :D Yay!


Also, the family thing has been resolved to the point I am looking for apartments. I have four that I'm going to need to check out but we'll see how this goes. I might be on my own by the end of next month, fingers crossed! :D

Hi, really sorry to bother you with this, is seems so silly, but I need to get some good Grey's anatomy fanfics and I can't be in this place for long enough to get them complete so I can print them!!!!!!!!!!!!

I found some great ones complete in FF.net but... I'm angry 'cause I really want to read some good, specially long romantic fics, with Meredith/Derek ships, maybe some Denny/Izzie or Mark/Izzie or Mark/Addison and Christina/Burke and I have been reading, if I'm lucky a chapter for day!!!!

I'm leaving this saturday, for a week and I need to get some good Grey's fics so I can read it while I'm depressed and without net or dvds around me, so please, pretty please, if I anyone had some good Grey's Anatomy's complete fics and you have them in a txt or a doc complete so I can print them I'll be really, really, really thankful

Hugs, be well, Monica