Sleepless-


He'd tried to ignore them many times, but the marks on his body gave him away and sorely reminded him of the nights he barely got any sleep.


The slaps on his face.
Icy feet to his thighs, knees to his groin.


The first times they happened he didn't mind them much.
But after the third, he swore he would leave.


After the fifth, he was still there.



It was the same every
single
night.

Irritated, he finally got up and left, dragging one of the heavy duvets along the carpeted floor.
Three minutes later he skipped through the bitter winter air, picked up the alarm clock and rushed back to bury his cold naked body under the welcoming warmth of the burgundy covers on the couch.



And at 5:45 the alarm went off.
He dragged his sluggish body back to bed, ready to endure the mistreatment of his lover.

Just so Reita wouldn't wake up alone.

♥







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A/N: Loooooooooool xD Originally imagined it as Reita, but then changed to Ruki just to make it more interesting. I mean, you EXPECT Ruki to be the one doing the slapping in his sleep, right? xD
I bet you thought it was something entirely different huh >D

if this is not allowed delet the post

real life real heart - kimura kaela
tobira no mukou ni
dreamland - bennie k



hey guys =D

randomly, i've been feeling weird lately XD
like... wtf lol

the other day i got this rly anxious feeling outta NOWHERE.
i had butterflies and was feeling almost sick...
then yesterday i got nauseous eating my fave cookies D: d'aw~ but it must've been because i was craving sth salty and ate sweet. hmm.
then... aah, today i listened to a song and it felt like Summer~ aah, kimochi naa.
and yesterday i felt like a tourist in my own town as i was leaving the mall, wtf rly XD

but anyway
i must study for my chinese test but i don't feel like studying at all... what with the temptation of internet! lol i'm so lame
yet, my teachers praise me so much and i'm so happy <3
( ramble )



for some reason i can't stop having ideas for fics. D:
but i'll stick to my schedule...
if i have anything else to post, i'll post before the final chap of Silence.
speaking of that fics, what do you guys think will happen next? :D
when i started the fic, i didn't have a name for it, and then i asked japanesezombie(?) for a fanart and she put "for devilish_mari's Silence"
i was like "............ehhhhhhh....(...)ok xD"
surprisingly, it fit the story really well. not because of the whole deaf thing, but because, as i said to miyabi_is_dead, it lies so thickly in the air that it seems to keep them apart. like a third(actually forth, if you think of Mieko xD) presence in the story. i dunno what the heck that means, actually, but yeah XD *shot*


再見 o/

btw.
snotkrush(?)老師﹐請教'就'給我～? :x w/ examples and such, coz i'm having a hard time understanding it D: 日文有一樣意思的詞嗎?

I haven't made any graphics in months. So I made my self pump something out. It looks shitty, but at least I got something done.

 

Title: -Silence-
Chapters: 4/6
Author: devilish_mari
Genre: Angst, romance.
Warnings: Het
Rating: PG15
Pairings/Characters: RukixReita, ReitaxOC
Synopsis: You still can’t think about anything else.
Anyone else.

And somewhere else
Someone else can’t stop thinking about you.
Comments: This is my last fic. I hope you enjoy it :) Please drop me a comment.




Part 1
Part 2
Part 3



( Part 4 )

Twilight Icons

Bella [9]
Edwad [19]
Emmett [4]
Edward & Bella [22]

Teasers:



Friends Only

Ruki - Gazette [1]
Alice Nine [2]

Teasers:





Banner

Nao - Alice Nine [1]

My classes ended up early today because of the soccer game, Brazil x Argentina.
I didn't saw it but anyway, Brazil lost, what a shame. :) Fuck soccer. Go go go China in this Olympic Games!~
Serious.

Aaaah~~ bad mood. :)
Bye bye.

Pakastin oli tulvinut yön aikana ovelleni asti. Parasta kaikessa oli tietenkin tulvivassa keittiössä istuva kämppis, jonka mielestä siivoamisen olisi voinut jättää iltapäivään.

WAT

Jäin siis aamulla moppailemaan lattiaa kämppiksen lähtiessä jonnekin. Lasken päiviä teidän lähtöönne. Menkää pois.

Mutta oi voi, eilen oli Kagrrrraaaaa,. Jonon pää oli puoli tuntia ovien avautumisen jälkeen jo Tavastian puoleisella seinustalla ja pääsin sisään alle puolessa tunnissa. Pääsin myyntipöydällekin ennen kuin tavarat olivat loppuneet. Ostin pakollisen paperiviuhkan ja huitelin puolityhjään(!) saliin odottamaan keikan alkua. Setti oli vain n. puolitoista tuntia. Kaiketi laatu korvasi määrän tässä tapauksessa. Kagrra, rokkasi kovaa ja Isshin ääni oli uskomattomista uskomattomin. Nao oli ihanista ihanin suloisilla ilmeillään ja innokuudellaan. Akiya oli cute sekä rokkasi kovia sooloja. Suomea puhuttiin paperista ja luvattiin tulla takaisin. Tulkaa vaan. Varmasti tulen katsomaan. Tuokaa Kra mukananne.

Olipas taas tyhjentävä keikkaraportti. Siksi bostaankin vain viuhkallani

iiih <3 haluan huiskia sillä uudestaan mahdollisimman pian. Tulkaa takas.

Nyt München on sitten varma juttu jeejee. Jenni varasi kuumehoureissaan tänään matkat ja FALL OUT BOYN keikalle liput. 8D toivottavasti Saksalla on tarjota taas yhtä laadukasta musiikkia, kuin viime vuonna. Jään odottelemaan syyslomaa kuunnellen Schönste Arschia, Jimi Blueta ja Cinema Bizarrea. Good times.

Title: -Secrets-
Chapters: oneshot
Author: devilish_mari
Genre: Romance/fluff. High-school
Warnings: none
Rating: G
Pairings/Characters: Rukix?
Synopsis: It is a nice feeling, to feel appreciated by someone you don’t know.
Comments: in-between fics… *sigh* :3




( Secrets )

I decided to show some images from various jrocker's blog*_*
( click here to make your nose bleed )

It rained today, it's so nice out now that it's not like a million degrees. 8D

Like two days ago I put a can of root beer in the freezer because the fridge wasn't warming it up fast enough. I just found it like an hour ago and opened it a bit, and it started foaming
D: ew. I set it in the sink and leaned down to take a mouthful and promptly spit it everywhere.
It was like the foam that root beer floats have only like 10 times as sweet and twice as thick.
It foamed for like 5 minutes then I cut open the can and ate it. :D It was like a hard slurpee. :3

Homg kittens are so cuuuuuuute <333 I wish I could take pictures but I don't have any batteries for my camera! D8 Theres like three tabby/calico mixes, One black/calico, one black and white, and one tan and grey. There's nothing like having a kitten on your stomach and having it bump it's head into your face. 8D I almost died of cuteness. :3333

In other news I had lasagna with meat and it was gross. D; Veggie lasagna is so much better.

Neighbors suck.

 ok i'll give the short version since lj is being a bitch on top of my problems

found out today that my dad is a complete asshole, he used to steal money from my moms account so he could buy himself useless crap. He doesn't know when to shut up on his job, which resulted in the position he's in now: without one. He may be able to get a job at the shop he works in now, i'm praying literally that he can keep this one and keeps his mouth shut when nobody asked his opinion.

i cried today. My mom told me she regrets marrying my dad, regrets choosing him as my father. the only thing she doesn't regret is me. any idea how it hurts when your own mom tells you your father is a worthless jerk, only interested in computers and money? it hurts a lot. I cried in front of my mom, i couldn't hide it how much i was shocked and hurt

only nice moment today was hugging my cat, she's a sweetheart.

Lynn is sick, and i hope she gets better soon

and i listened to Imogen Heap's hide and seek while reading the new fic from rabenhorst and got tears in my eyes. Ironically enough it suited my mood.

there are other problems with the family but i'll spare you those.

and then people wonder why teenagers kill themselves, saying this world is too much for them to handle....

sono stata taggata da taki_tsuba°_________°

meme
Using only ONE band member from any band/group, put together what would be your own personalized J-rock band.
Make up a name for you new band.
Post the pictures on your journal.
Tag 5 friends to see who they'd put in their own band.
( click here for the incredible bandXD )
And I tag...
laopa_muimi
murdoc_19_2000
red_audrey
alexis_c
tsukiko83

Oh my god
( cut for nsfw )
ETA: FIXED FOR HOTLINKING PROBLEMS, PICTURE SHOULD SHOW UP NOW

Make the lightning stop! It's like right outside instead of far away..
That makes sense right? I never used to be scared of it, why is it freaking me out so badly now?!

Summer is stupid. I want winter now plz. :<<

lightning storm ugh :<
I just woke up it's like three and too damn hot to sleep.
hjshfhjfjhf my brain doesn't work I wanna sleep damnit