| não me venha com aquele papinho clichê de que tudo vai ficar bem, nem finja que não sabe de nada. tô cheia disso, daquilo e de tudo. NADA NUNCA FICA BEM! (...) NUNCA! você já jogou a merda pro céu e ela já caiu na minha cara. PORRA DE DIA! PORRA DE VIDA! PORRA DE RIVOTRIL! - Mood:bitter

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| Today has been a very difficult day for us. We rescued Sweetie when she was 3 months old. She was a neglected and abused German Shepherd puppy. It took her a long time to stop shying away from hands and to trust people. She was always a very sweet and loving girl, which is how she got her name. She's been with us for years, growing up with our children. She's been fighting with arthritis and skin allergies. She appeared to be doing fine yesterday. But, this morning it appeared that she had died peacefully in her sleep. We miss Sweetie very much. | |
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| http://naamah-darling.livejournal.com/340716.html?style=mineMore on the proposed ban on contraceptives. This outrages me. First my State denies me rights to healthcare assistance because I'm single and have no dependents, and now my Federal government wants to do all it can to ensure I get knocked up if I ever have sex again? Someone remove all the crusty assed old white men from Congress, please, and replace them with 30something women who aren't afraid to admit they like sex WITHOUT fear of having crotchspawn, please? Or at least make it easier to FUCKING GET STERILIZED. - Mood:angry

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| I have never felt so disconnected in my life.
I don't know when this turned into such a shitty day this time, but I think I know how.
Usually I don't feel shitty. I didn't think I could, I feel so pathetic.
No communication, I tried to reach out And nothing is reaching back. | |
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| Have just finished watching Dr. Horrible's Singalong Blog and The Dark Knight. ( Dr. Horrible )( TDK )At least both were better than Hellboy II. | |
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| I woke up early, probably because it was so warm and yicky. I was about to get up but I must've closed my eyes again without realizing it, because next thing I knew it was two hours later. Voice class was not until 12:00, so I was doing ok time wise.
I began getting ready and put a few things in the sink to wash by hand. Got out of the shower and realized my bathroom floor was a small lake - I had left the water running in the sink and it overflowed EVERYWHERE. I swear my short term memory is nonexistent! I can't tell you how many times I've done this. You think I am so attached to Finding Nemo because I like fish? HA! If you're talkin' to Dory, you're talkin' to me - that's exactly how scatteredbrained I am. It's like the writers had a sneak peak into my brain. I can be doing something or talking to someone one second and the next... I...
OOO! Looky there! Shiiiiiiiiiiiny!
Just. That. Fast. It scares me sometimes.
Anyway, it's a good thing the ceiling fans are usable now, because I had a towel and bath rugs to dry. (Not to mention my floor.) It took forever to mop up the water. I kept waiting for the downstairs neighbors to come to my door screaming about water coming from their ceiling. (They didn't.) All in all, I was only about 10 minutes late. It took a while to calm down and get the breathing under control, so we were chatting a bit before we began. He asked about the work situation and I told him how my resumes seem to be going out into a black hole. We talked about how oftentimes resumes are scanned by software that picks up keywords. Somehow or other we came up with the idea of making a cover letter composed only of keywords: Microsoft Word, typing, reception, transcription, office, etc. By the time we were done, we were both cracking up. I've never seen him laugh like that! Glad my never-ending unemployment can be used as a source of amusement. It'd be a shame if it was just wasted. He's so sweet.
Anyway, I am exhausted. The towel and rugs are still not dry. I have a desperate taste for a chocolate shake, but the thought of going back out there - in the rain and mud and the rain - does not appeal to me. We'll see. The humidity seems to have lessened a bit, and I'm not sitting here sweating after my second shower of the day. That's always a good thing.
Why am I so tired? I've got M*A*S*H episodes to catch up on for 4077th_watch . I also gave in and bought The X-Files Revelations set. So between that and all the actiivity on the communities, I've been overdosing. I thought it would be a waste of money since I own the series, but the movie cash alone is worth it and I'm loving all the extras. It's nice to have a small set to pop in when I need my fix. I keep the DVDs in a plastic bin so they don't get dusty. It's a pain to remove the other boxes that are on top of the bin in order to dig through nine seasons worth of DVDs. Yes, I am that lazy. | |
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| Sorry I haven't been around to much lately. I've been reading the posts....but I'm to obsessed with ontd_twatlight to be productive. I'll be back soon, I promise. - Mood:bouncy

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( a fun filled college experience )
Not a great update, but it had to be up before i went to work...i have another update which should be up tonite or tomorrow.
And the poll is over...there will be duel heirs...Nicky & Jamie. | |
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| I know I'm not supposed to say this. But sometimes it blows when you've got band practice. | |
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| i feel like crap. my period came a week early. once again the cramps from hell are back too. i hate this time of month. blah
im getting ready to leave in about a half hour to go see the new batman movie. i soo cannot wait to see this. im hearing alot of good things about it.
oh and if you havent already, you need to run to www.drhorrible.com and watch the 3 part series that joss weaton created on his website. it stars neil patrick harris and nathon fillion. its a low rent supervillion sing along. its only going to be available till midnight tomorrow then it will be taken down. so go check it out while you still can. | |
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| So for about a month my sergeant has been telling me that this guy that works on our shift likes me. And I was kind of like, "Okay, well, he's barely said anything to me so yeah, I don't believe you."
She kept telling me and then other people started telling me and it was getting kind of ridiculous. I would never bring it up but people would make little comments and stuff and then one day she asked him RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME if he liked me and I kind of just turned away in my chair and was like, "WE DO NOT HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THIS RIGHT NOW. I have...work to do." He didn't say anything (not that I expected him) and it was one of the most awkward moments of my life.
Looking back, I don't know why I was so set in believing that he didn't like me. People kept telling me. I guess I just don't know why he would like me? Because I act kind of batty at work sometimes and I can remember days when my hair was sticking out weird and I didn't have any make-up on and just, bad things were happening!
So last weekend when we were at work he called me and said, "So, are you busy?" And I'm just like, how in the world does he not know that I'm busy? Because when he called it was one of the busiest times of our shift.
So I was kind of short with him or something and not thinking in a million years that he was going to ask me out or anything. And I just said, "Yeah, kind of." And maybe I was kind of bitchy but not on purpose, you know? And he repeated what I said, making fun of me or whatever and I was just like, "What do you want?" And he said, "So when do you want me to take you out?"
And you guys, my brain was just exclamation points. There were no thoughts. Just !!!!!!.
So I blurted out, "Whenever." And then I hung up and my sergeant saw the look on my face and I told her what had just happened and I just trying not to freak out and I kind of waited on him and I wrote my number on his hand (such a girl thing to do, haha) and yeah.
So all week there has been this kind of weird anticipation and everybody's been talking about it and I swear, I feel like my heart has been beating too fast for a whole week and I've just been full of nerves and excitement.
So I have my first ever date tonight and I am super super nervous. And yes, let's just ignore that I am almost twenty one and it is more than kind of pathetic.
His name is Allen and when he gets embarrassed or whatever he turns red and when he laughs he kind of looks down and gets those eye crinkles like George Clooney or something and it is KIND OF ADORABLE.
Bryant, this other guy I work with, said that he knew that Allen liked me the first day he started and I asked how he knew that and he just said something like, "The way he was always looking at you."
I am so oblivious to these things.
Anyway, yes. I am SO NERVOUS. And I am totally going to take anti-anxiety medicine before I leave, haha. I really need this to go well, guys. REALLY.
For some reason, I've been listening to Rilo Kiley nonstop this week. Hmm. | |
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| Oh, livejour, are you lonely?
I got money in the bank- paid yesterday and now there's $300something sitting pretty in my account. I'm so relieved. I've got that book to pay off for school, and gas money to anyone who drives me around, and no mum's saying I've got to pay for my phone bill... lordy, I'm growing up.
Strange to think I'll be dating a legal adult again soon.
Did you know that they Miley Cyrus is in Madam Tussauds now? The one we just visited... oh, God, over a year ago.
FTS&HOLLA, we're going strong four years I guess Band camp.
How do you know me? Pick a country.
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