I thought that as many others here knew her, I'd note this here.
This Samain I remember
Francine Nicholson who passed into the Underworld last An Fhéill Bhrìde. I was privileged to have known her, to have been able to discuss and argue with her, to have shared ritual with her. Her scholarship will be greatly missed by the CR community, her input has already been missed by many of us. I have heard her honored with what is perhaps the best thing CRs can say about each other "I didn't always agree with her, but she could back what she said." She never backed down from a fight and we had our own disagreements about things, but she did always have a good fight to give.
When we started Tuath nan Sgàthan she came to our meetings and rituals, although she never joined, having decided to avoid belonging to a group at that time (something I understand better now). At our first Samain ritual she acted as our Outside Champion, which seemed to be a fun role for her...for all that one of our members nearly lit her on fire by putting too much lighter fluid on the spear (another thing I guess I should have done myself...what I get for delegating). I understand that she expressed suspicion regarding mystical experiences, yet she sat me down and let me know that a particular God wanted and EXPECTED my attention and that I better give it to Him, NOW....and He isn't even a Gaelic God! And she was right. I found her to be well balanced between the academic and the experiential, although I think she was just more comfortable arguing the former. I may be wrong. We fell out of touch several years ago, only passing occasional emails after that. Both of us in ill health, her health now having caught up with her. When I last heard from her she was doing better than she had been, nearly blind, but feeling better. That was just over a year ago now. My hearing of her death was rather brutal, I did a lot of searching before I believed it...I contacted people she did online work with only to find out they didn't know either...more brutal tellings.
This New Year I shall remember her...I hope she visits, she hasn't yet but I think she'll wait until we do ritual. I hope she isn't disappointed when she finds that there are no flaming spears what with just two of us doing it. I don't know, maybe we should do a flaming spear...I think she'd like it.