jfbgsfjbgskdj SCREW PULP FICTION AGAIN!!!

jdfkhbsdgbskg FT ISLAND, YOU KILL ME!!



(c)xsilh0uette@youtube + loveangiie  @ ftisland 

OMG OMG IS THIS NOT THE BEST FUCKING PREVIEW OF AN MV YOU EVER, EVER SAW?!
I AM NOT KIDDING. NOTHING I'VE SEEN OF A PREVIEW TOPS THIS. EVER.

AND OMG IS THAT JONGKI STARING EACH OTHER DOWN, THAT I SEE?!??!

 

Åååeh, FT Island gjør livet bedre, ne? Jeg må bare le av hvor FNISETE Hongki alltid er rundt Jonghun. Det virker bare så altfor overbevisende. Tilogmed Ane og Mali som, ganske nylig, var i Seoul; har sagt at de ikke kunne holde hendene vekk fra hverandre. JDBFJBHSDFJ; JONGKI SARANG. XD
Det har svidd mye i øynene mine i det siste - jeg brygger nok på en aldri så liten (med andre ord STOR) forkjølelse. Usj. Akurat det jeg trenger.
Jaja!
Det er godt å kunne blogge litt på norsk - kjenner at jeg trenger det, selv om det er bare en bitte liten prosent av verden rundt meg som vil fatte hva i svarte jeg blogger om XD Men sånn er det bare. Jeg føler at jeg er såpass svak i norsk nå, at jeg må ta et tak i det og virkelig trene meg opp igjen. Greit nok, jeg prater jo norsk til daglig - men...jeg er jo alltid hjemme, med mindre jeg jobber. Så det er jo ikke akkurat som om at jeg prater med så satans mange folk. De jeg prater mest med, må jeg jo kommunisere med på engelsk - både verbalt og skriftlig.
Så dere kan nok forvente et par innlegg på norsk fra meg - skal prøve å ha minst ett i uken, i allefall til og begynne med - så får vi s hvordan responsen er.

Jeg får hilse til mine nordiske venner (og familie, lulz)
Til de svenske ummajae , yukishirou  og trinkey 
og til de...den? danske? caps  (er det bare deg som er dansk?!)
og til mine norske venner, anepotter , malisvaart , elanetto  og min søster scabby_foot 
GLAD I DERE~~
 

another dream about you.

this time, we came out of the movietheatre i the city where i live, and we were walking down these stairs leading into town-centre and we took each other's hands and held tightly as we walked. later, you put your arm around me and we laughed at something, i dont remember what it was.
later, in my second dream (i kept nodding off between our texts) i dreamt that you were on my back and i was climbing through a forest and there was a huge hill and it was so exhausting - but i had to get to the top for some reason. once we got there, you looked at me with a thankful expression and we hugged briefly, then we looked down the hill and laughed at the others who were so slow.
you were in my third dream aswell - but i dont remember much of it. i just remmeber my grandmother was cleaning her kitchen and i sat at the table and i think i was talking about you. i dont remember, because this was right before my alarm woke me up.

i miss you.
so much.

i really appreciate that we still have contact.
it means so much to me,

thank you so much for keeping me company last night, when the storm kept me restless.
thank you so much for being so sappy and cheesy as you are.
♥

 

 

going to bed now.

and yes, its important enough to put here.



miss you.
 

had a dream that's made me feel awkward all day.
i was a contestant on...idk, is it Survivor? we dont call it that here though, but its the same fucking lame-ass concept. (yes, i hate i)
anyway.
i was on it and i was standing in the water, apparently for some contest, and ... some person from my flist was there - and that person was supposed to pick one of us in the water, i think the idea was to 'spare them' or something. but by sparing them, you were basically voting them away from the contest and they had tor return home.
anyway, this person started confessing to me and i broke down, crying, and i was scared that i was going to be sent home (i didnt know that it was for the sake of sparing me from a very grueling task) and i was sobbing over how sappy it was, and how touched i was, yet how sad i was that this person, that i apparently loved, was sending me home like this - not wanting me around anymore. it was so fucking heartbreaking - and it only got worse when the person told me that they did it only so i would be in danger or pain. i had a breakdown in the water, pounding my fists against the ocean-surface and bawling so much it became almost impossible to breathe.

when i woke up, i felt so drained and i wanted to talk to this person so badly.

Y__Y

this is no fun.




( this is not an exit. )