"I'll never tell"

confess_it_all @ 2007-08-03T01:02:00

2007-08-03T00:02:52Z

I feel as if I have to know everything that is being said about me, even if it upsets me.

If I dont there it feels as if there is something missing in my life.

confess_it_all @ 2007-04-29T23:46:00

2007-04-30T04:48:02Z

He kissed me after telling me he didn't know if we should be together........ Now I don't know if he still wants me or if it was just habitual. And now I can't stop crying.

confess_it_all @ 2007-02-25T02:26:00

2007-02-25T07:26:58Z

I crave entirely too much attention, and if I don't get it I hate myself and everyone around me.

First Secret

2006-09-19T00:23:45Z

Today I met the man who started the website www.postsecrets.com and he opened up to me the catharsis of revealing the things we are all afraid of letting other people know. I will mail into him a postcard, or several... who knows. But he inspired me to do this.

Often I am in a postion where others look up to me. I am a mentor, teacher, therapist, clergy, the friend everyone cries to, or on... and rarely can I do that with others. Rarely can I let my guard down because of the spotlight I feel I am in. So here will be the place I will say the things I am afraid to say. Here will be the place I can lay down thoughts and processes, much like the Pensive in Harry Potter.

My first secret is that I am afraid that if I "lost it" in front of my spirtual community that they would eat me alive.

Sincerely,

Secret Mary

confess_it_all @ 2006-05-16T13:57:00

2006-05-16T18:57:59Z

I don't wanna fall into cookie-cutter society.

confess_it_all @ 2006-01-10T03:07:00

2006-01-10T08:07:41Z

http://www.livejournal.com/users/bluejeanphoenix/50272.html?mode=reply

confess_it_all @ 2005-12-13T12:57:00

2005-12-13T12:54:22Z

confess_it_all @ 2005-12-13T12:55:00

2005-12-13T12:51:24Z

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confess_it_all @ 2005-12-11T19:25:00

2005-12-12T00:25:11Z

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Bitch!

i confess...

2005-09-10T11:43:32Z

To being a bitch...

my crush who i thought was way out've my league now has a girlfriend who isn't pretty... in fact i NO i'm prettier than her - this is what makes me a bitch - at how shallow i can be....:(

I also confess to knowing he liked me at one point but i just went 'eh nah' well not to his face using body langage.

(ok thier end of my rantings for now...i love this community btw.. i'm going to advertise it in my userinfo )

Confess

2005-08-16T08:17:07Z

I don't know what i want out of life, i'm almost 20.

EDIT: Over 6 months later...i know what i want, and i have it right now. :)

everyone knows

2004-09-02T09:27:08Z

so what, everyone knows, might as confess to myself...

you're an idiot

thankyou. now fuck off.