You know, I have seriously considered switching to a new Order all together. I can't be in Berlin anymore. Not with a General like that. I said that I would fight for her but I just can't do it. I can't.






But if I leave then I won't get to see my brother or Dragomir everyday anymore. I'll miss them both. I ... I don't want to leave either them, even if some good would come out of it in the end. They wouldn't have to worry about having things leaked. It would be safer for them both. But I just don't want to leave him. I've seriously fallen to hard for someone.

sdasdnkdasklnankl what do I do!?

All right, kiddies, time for another question meme thingy...because I'm bored and despite it being past 5am, I can't sleep. Maybe y'all will make me tired or something.

What would you say if you were OOC?

Sigh.

You children, really... Sometimes I wonder how I am able to put up with the two of as much as I can. Your father's been far too soft on you. I really should have taken time off from my work when each of you were born and raised you myself. Really. Faramond, your behavior was most disappointing. As part of a family that has been a part of this business since the near-beginning, I expected a far better reaction from things than this.

I know that you lost both a Knight and a Sigil. I know that you did something that you're regretting and wish you hadn't done it. But what's done is done and you cannot change that. Remember that because it will get you very far in life. And shape up. I didn't give you the den Adelle last name just because I felt like it - I gave it to you because I knew that you would go somewhere someday. You are a General. Behave and act like one.

And Emilie. Oh, Emilie. You're so lucky I let you off with just a slap to the face and a little lecture. I could have done something far worse to you if I wished but you are just a child still. You have time to learn things but do take what I told you to heart, do you hear me? I don't have a clue as to why you've been so moody lately. Is it your period, darling? Because if it is then we have some medicine to help you with your cramps and all those nasty feelings. But I so hope that you will mature soon.

...Faramond?

That had to be one of the worst birthdays ever.

Everyone in the house was in a bad mood, or at least they seemed to be. Brother wouldn't tell me what was wrong and just locked himself up in the training building in the backyard. Didn't want to piss off anyone so I went and celebrated it myself.

Had an absolutely fantastic time.

At least that cafe serves good cake.

Fuck this, I quit.

Ho kay.

Who do I need to finish apps for?

...can I make a request?

Since I can't sleep and not sleeping usually leads to these sorts of things...let's give this a try.

All right, kids, tell me things that you would not ever say/confess IC-wise. I don't care how many times you reply. How much you have to say. Do it to get the things off of your chest ♥


if i pass out, you kids can continue this later.

...I wanna be alive again, please.

Last time I got killed I don't think I was dead for all that long...

Okay you all.

What songs are you really into right now? I can probably answer this for, like...half of you. But some of you are changing like the weather with your music tastes.

SO. Post the lyrics of the song that you currently keep on repeat.

...every time I try to call her I stop in mid dial. Every time I think of wanting to filter something to her, I stop. Every time I think of going over there to her place and just grab her and hug her and hold her close and tell her how much I miss her and that I love her and that, even if she is their General I don't care.



fanklafsknl ijustwanttobebackwithheragain it hurts

Aight guys (and girls) your player is bored and she's just going to be quite possibly spamming this comm when she can 'cause yes. She's that bored and curious

1. Describe yourself in one word.
   
2. Coke or Pepsi?
   
3. Do you like yourself?
   
4. Favourite person.
   
5. Favourite place.
   
6. Do you drink?
   
7. Favorite scent.
8. Favorite animal.
9. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
10. Do you regret anything?

Got this from resublimity, who snagged it from someone else.

Ask me my characters' thoughts on [insert subject here]; whether it's sex, the apocalypse, or another character. I will write back an explanation.


List of characters right on here

I am such a horrible person.


She deserves someone so much better. Someone who isn't a hypocrite. Someone who will not hurt her or upset her or make her sad.

I need more icons, oh darling mun of mine. But there's no rush. Take the time you need. More facial expressions would just be nice since I am limited to...uh. I believe it was eleven?


Also, I need to learn English faster. The broken grammar is unacceptable.

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