J ([info]orchidisis321) wrote in [info]clean_n_sober,
@ 2008-05-06 14:20:00
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 I don't think i've posted in here yet, I'm 6 months pregnant and have 60 days sober today,sure not just on my own,i put myself in a residential treatment place march 11th and got out on my own again april 25th. I go to na meetings 2x a week and that helps.anyway,i've been having this overwhelming guilt about the fact that i drank throughout my 3rd month.I'm glad i'm sober now,and its the longest i've had COMPLETLY sober in 10 years,and everything looks fine with the baby,but you never know and thats driving me crazy cause theres nothing i can do to change what i did.i dont know...i'm just venting.Thanks for listening

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[info]imustconfess
2008-05-07 02:36 am UTC (link)
hey, thaNKS for posting that. im 16 weeks pregnant (with my first) and i also have 60 days clean. i found out i was pregnant early (4 wks) and used ocasionally until 8 weeks. it still hurts to think about, but this disease doesnt magically die off when u concieve, y'know? u should be proud of what uve accomplished so far for you and ur baby! i know i am. im just trying to get into the program more so i am prepared for what may hit me once i have the baby (like possibly feeling the urge to use again)
and by the way, congratulations!!! boy or girl? i dont find out until june 10th...

krista

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[info]umbrella_term
2008-05-07 03:26 am UTC (link)
I'm newly pregnant and clean for 4 years, so I hear what you're saying. It's great that they can look at the baby now and see if everything's still okay. It wasn't the real you that was drinking; the real you will do anything for your baby--like checking in to the residential treatment. Hold on to that.

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[info]desomberize
2008-05-07 03:19 pm UTC (link)
congratulations on 2 months!! that's truly a miracle. :)

Try not to beat yourself up about the past--although i know that's easier said than done.

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