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So, my thinking goes as follows; I attracted a ghost. Well, I don't know for sure if it was me per se that brought him here, however he has been present for a few days now. And all three of the adults (including Ian, who has never had a spirit materialize in front of him), have seen him. We're quite unsure about Kieran and Liam, whether or not the two wee ones have seen him too. However, I get the feeling that Kieran does see him, being that he is incredibly sensitive, but Kieran doesn't say anything about him.
Anyways, I'm really upset, because I don't want him to go. We really don't know much about him. I mean very little. Who he is, what his name is, ect...all these things are a mystery, that I don't nessisarily want to go solve and don't want to ask him, because I don't want to make his good nature pressence too personal.
The "incidents":
1- The night I first time I saw him, starttled me. I was having a dream and suddenly in my dream someone said; "Look at me." I looked up, in the physical, and on my head board there was a face. I grabbed my pillow as I started my screaming (which fully woke me up for sure) and I slammed the pillow into the face. I held it there for a long time. When I calmed down, I realized how silly I was being. I calmed myself and waited for Jess to come downstairs (since my room is right below her's, its not unusual for her to here me fromt the basement), but she never woke up (which is also weird, because she would have normally heard me, no doubt in my mind). I laid there scared for a few minutes, but my fear was short-lived and I started to feel warm, relaxed. I started to drift back to sleep, as the waves of euphoria crashed down all around me. Right before I was completely out, I saw him standing by my dresser.
2- I quickly forgot these things, however mentioned to Jess that I had started screaming the night before and I thought it was strange she didn't hear me. Later in the evening, I realized all the weird deja vu I was having. I realized I was living my dream when I was outside and there was static moving swiftly through the trees. Which was a distinct image in my dream. From then on out the rest of the evening went by like watching the television. I told Jess what was going on and we went into the house and we could both feel him up-stairs. We sat at the computer talking and I'm more then positive he could feel the tension off of Jess. Thats when he got to close to her and she had a spasm ripple down her body and she asked me to Sage everything.
I told Jess that I didn't think he was bad. Just lonely.
Later the boys (Ian and his two friends; Jacob and Chase) got to the house to pseudo celebrate Ian turning 25. We told them of the going ons. And Ian said; "I wish you didn't tell me this. I'm normally completely oblivioius to that sorta thing."
3- When I went to bed that night, I could feel him. I thought the sage burning, along with the salt spread on my window sills would have ensured that he wouldn't be in my presence. I never saw him, however I could feel the same sense of calm. I laid awake reading. I didn't want to fall asleep, because I didn't want to MISS anything. I finally gave into sleep when I realized that he wasn't really in my room. I could here moving upstairs. So, Ian must be up for work. I went to sleep.
Jess told me thats the day Ian saw him. Ian was sleeping on the couch. He hadn't checked his blood before he went to bed. That his blood was so low that he should have woke up in a coma. That it was a miracle that he woke up at all. Because he shouldn't have. Ian felt something wake him up and when he opened his eyes something was so close to his face he couldn't get his eyes to focus. He looked at the T.V. and let the cloudy vision clear up. But everything was transparent and slightly green. He told Jess he couldn't tell whether or not it was "the Dude" (thats what Ian calls him), but that he did see something, something did wake him up and he shouldn't have been able to wake up.
4- Jess and I both in my bedroom sitting on my bed. Talking about how much I hate Jacob Black (I'm sure that was the topic of conversation, because thats pretty much all I fixate on, nowadays.) and Jess was knitting. He sat down in between us and kept staring at Jess. I don't think he is a nuisance, I think he is really curious by Jess. They both seem very uneasy about one another. When she is down in my room, he is always there. Sometimes too close, sometimes just observing.
5- Panic attacks are pretty much non-exsistant when he is around. I was having a horrible-chest-closing-in-on-me-omg-I'm-gonna-die-moment and then he was there. I could feel hands wrap around my arms, just above my elbow. The sensation sent eletric currents up and down my body. He was cold, to the point of being warm again (Jess feels warm whenever he is around and then cold when he is gone). It was soothing and safe. It took a bit for the panic attack to go, but the entire time until five minutes after it past he was holding my arms, trying to comfort.
6- Ryan and I the exact same dream. Only I dreamed of Ryan and he dreamed of me, but we were in the same places doing the same things and we both have very little recongnition as to what happened through out the dream. When I heard a thud in my dream, I woke up and "the Dude" was standing there.
There are many small things too, these are the things that seem very tanigable. Things that people are most likely willing to believe. For me, the most interesting and bizzare happened last night/this morning.
I went to bed last night relatively early (early for me). I went down stairs. I was gonna go lay in my bed, finish a bowl that I never finished and read Eclipse. As soon as I laid down, I felt tired and I could feel the sensation of when he is close, or touching. I couldn't pin point if he was in the room, I couldn't per se feel anything on my body. I just felt sleep crashing all around me. I felt good, warm, comfortable and safe. I feel asleep really quickly for me, giving into the strange sense of euphoria. I didn't wake up once (which is weird for me) and I had clear and vivid dream. One of those dreams that last all night. I want to believe that last night's dream was suggnificant, but I'm too embarrassed to really explore it. All I know is at the end of the dream I was being kissed by a loved one I was dreaming about and its weird, but I never ever EVER DREAM about this person anymore. In the kiss something was placed in the palm of my hands, I looked down and it was the Two of Cups.
I then heard a knock on the door and it was Ian. It was morning. I felt like I was already wide awake. I felt like I had the best sleep of my life. My hands were under my pillow. I turned to tell Ian I was up and I would go watch the boys. I pulled my pillow back and there in my hand was a tarot card. I'm not fimilar with the deck that this card is from, but I have it sitting in front of me right now, waiting for Jess to come home and tell me the meaning of this particular card. I'm going to pull a third card, then have Jess read the three cards accordingly, as if she is doing a three fates spread on me. But between then and now, I'm staring at a card that has the word; "Art" printed on it. Two of Cups. Mystery card with the word art written on it.
What is the most bizzare thing is how good the boys are doing today. Both picked up and cleaned. Both ate all their lunch. Both took a bath in harmony. Both laid down on their own. Both are napping right now. Kieran told me when I went to check on him that when he starts feeling scared someone whispers to him. Then he wakes up because he thinks someone is in the room. That was the last thing he said to me, then he was asleep.
Any thoughts? I know this all sounds really crazy. But, I was hoping for some insight.
I am a visitor here, I am not perminant.
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| If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky... |
[06 Oct 2008|02:08pm] |
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So I had quite possibly one of the best weekends ever.
Met up with Carlene after work and headed over to the Chicago Street Pub to catch the Righteous Hillbillies show. We ended up deciding to leave early 'cause they weren't goin' on for another half hour. Headed over to Manuevers where we managed to run into everyone we've ever met: my hairdresser Marco (who C went to HS with!) and his boyfriend Ricky (who says he has a black corset he wants me to wear since we're both 40D's... *grin*), Al (of Al-Victor-Bi!Tony-Amy fame, Mags!) and his gorgeous partner Kyle (who I talked about ink with for ages), Michael (from the UU church), Greg (aka Paris Envy) plus a handful of gals that know other girlfriends of mine. We proceeded to get properly inebriated (2 rum-'n-cokes, a couple beers, 3 shots of the fun-fun "kool-aid"), watch a kick-ass drag show and good times of the dancing/flirting/snogging variety were had. Made my way back home around 2:00 a.m. or so, then stayed up talking online to the lovely Ian til *way* past my bedtime. *sheepish grin* Serendipity is a damn fantastic thing.
Saturday was Miss KateLynn's wedding, and OMG, it was the most beautiful wedding I've ever been to... outside at her parents' place in Seneca, fall colors, fireworks (literally), Dueling Pianos, a choreographed dance routine by KT and her dad which was *hilarious*. Danced with Teh Mia, Brad and Missy, and drank so many UV lemonades, I swear I turned neon blue.
( peetchers )
Spent yesterday completely clearing out our kitchen and bathroom 'cause the apartment folks are renovating - new tub, sink, vanity, tile, linoleum, countertops, dishwasher, cabinets, etc. I'm so excited to finally have an apartment that's not straight outta the 70's, but it means I'm stranded at my dad's with Izzy for about 8 or 9 days. No cable TV, no DVD player, no queen-size bed, very little space and/or privacy... however, and this is a big however... I have immediate access to not only my boxing equipment but also power tools! I'm going to Menards to pick some wood tonight so that I can get started on some little box-shaped critters and a handmade organizer box-type thingy for my BPAL and other assorted good smellies. *is giddy*
My head's in a good place and my heart's all smooshy.
It's been a long time since I've felt this good.
I'm inspired to create and I have people in my life that make me feel loved.
It can't get any better than that.
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Stolen from ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) lupinotpsnape:
Rules:
1. Bold the names of guys you'd definitely shag.
2. Italicize the names of guys you might shag after a little persuasion.
3. Leave the guys who don't do anything for you alone.
4. Put a question mark after the guys you've never heard of.
5. Strike the guys you wouldn't touch with a ten-foot pole.
6. ADD FOUR OF YOUR OWN AT THE END. NOTE THAT THESE ARE THE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS, NOT THE ACTORS THEMSELVES...(That's a whole other survey!)
Mine:
161) Eli “Weevil” Navarro (Veronica Mars, tv)
162) Ham Dewey (Saving Grace, tv)
163) Jackson “Jax” Taylor (Sons of Anarchy, tv)
164) Detective Vic Mackey (The Shield, tv)
(Sensing a theme here? Heh.)
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| Hired a construction crew 'cause it's hell on the engine |
[06 Oct 2008|07:46am] |
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I realize I haven't updated in a while about the general state of my life.
I went to Florida Sep. 13th to pick up my grandma's car and drive it back to Milwaukee. Dan and I took this opportunity to take a road trip and had a fabulous time. My grandma now lives at my parents' house so she will be there whenever I go home. It's great for me because I was never able to form any personal bond or relationship with her as she lived in Florida. There has always been a great deal of love and a connection between us, but never a chance to explore it.
So the trip was great. Dan and I went to Atlanta to visit my uncle and great grandma. We went to the Atlanta Aquarium which was awesome because I got to stand under a tank while four whale sharks swam above my head. We went to Mammoth Cave and Dinosaur World (!!!!!!!!!!!) in Kentucky. Indiana was shitty so we got out of their right quick. All in all a lovely trip and I'm glad we got to do it.
We had our 2 year anniversary on Sep. 4th and that's all I'll say because no one wants to hear about my happy, functional, stable relationship with my adorable boyfriend. Dramatic whirlwind dating lives comparable to what soap operas wish they could be are much more interesting and fun to read about :)
School is going well and I made a national college honor society called Phi Theta Kappa. My parents are very thrilled considering I'm the only kid in the family with any hope of getting an academic degree in the next 5 years.
I worked at a booth for the clothing store I work for, Amsterdam, at the Marijuana Harvest Festival this past weekend. I live in Madison so hippies are kind of hard to avoid, but that doesn't make me any more tolerable of them. They are all about electing Nader because he claims he'll end the drug war. This makes me go really? REALLY HIPPIES?? Everything on the table with this election and you're really going to focus on Biden's involvement in the war on drugs. You're already getting away with it and allowed to have a festival for it so realllly?
( Here is a picture of Dan and me in Mammoth Cave about 200 feet under ground (already on my myspace). )
Hope all your lives are going well and I will hopefully update soon with a more coherent block of text as I have been awake 2 days and am on some sort of weird coffee/research paper buzz/strain.
Love,
Bekah
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| Открылось сообщество поддержки нашей группы! |
[06 Oct 2008|01:37pm] |
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Друзья,блоггеры,друзья друзей и все остальные!) Хочу сообщить Вам о том,что открыты сообщество и группа поддержки рэп-группы ДИССИДЕНТЫ на Лиру и вконтакте:
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Нам очень нужна поддержка в предстоящих поездках и концертах в Москве. И мы готовы и будем всячески поощерять вау поддержку!!!
С.у. STRANGE (ДИССИДЕНТЫ)
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| Raid is over... |
[06 Oct 2008|01:16pm] |
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Закончился трехдневный рейд. Он был эиоционально окрашен необычайно ярко. Если проводить аналогию с палитрой: от холодно-голубого и серого до ярко-красного и жёлто-зеленого. Теперь пытаемся переварить всё это сидя на работе всю ночь... -)
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| Теократия |
[06 Oct 2008|01:15pm] |
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Originally published at Политика и политология. Please leave any comments there. Система правления, при которой важные общественные дела решаются по божественным указаниям. Как описывает Геродот (История 2:52), понятие "бог" было сформулировано у протогреческих племён пеласгов: "В прежние времена, как я узнал в Додоне, пеласги совершали жертвоприношения богам, вознося молитвы, но не призывали по именам отдельных богов. Ведь они не знали ещё имён богов. Имя же "боги" пеласги дали им потому, что боги установили мировой порядок и распределили все блага по своей воле"
Таким образом, теократия имеет целью следование мировому порядку для установления в обществе гармонии (совершенного состояния).
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| Reasons You'd Have To Be Fucking Retarded To Support John McCain |
[05 Oct 2008|07:46pm] |
Some McCain-themed links today, for anyone who haven't made up their mind. Or, maybe, who have made up their mind without thinking.
Here's a link to an in-depth piece on how poor a job McCain did vetting potential VP Sarah Palin. As if he was picking Class President or something.
John McCain supported eliminating Dr. Martin Luther King's birthday as a holiday in the state of Arizona. Fine, ok, no big deal. Except for the fact that he tried to save face by denying he ever did that!
At this link, you'll find McCain comically pretending to give a shit about Hurricane Katrina.
Creationism- a science? A thinking person knows this, but McCain has no fucking clue.
McCain's stance against habeus corpus regarding the detainees at Guantanamo Bay and a series of unconstitutional black sites has been well documented. But then, apparently, he originally believed those prisoners did deserve a trial, even as he compared then to Adolf Eichmann, of all people.
McCain and Palin have blasted Obama on wanting to sit and talk with terrorists- I like how this is a popular stance for those who support warhawk McCain. The same warhawk who, himself, advocates sitting down and hashing things out with Hamas.
And finally, a real long one, Rolling Stone's latest ten page series of revelations regarding McCain's early years that, for me, was definitely eye-opening, and truly indefensible.
In a more opinionated place, Outlaw Vern weighs in on the debates with a clear head. Click here for typical brilliance.
And click here for my Sarah Palin Music Mix! MP3's of excellence.
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| Smoking TV.com Updated/Cocksucker |
[05 Oct 2008|05:40pm] |
I've also updated SmokingTV.com with a clip featuring Samantha Grace smoking a More's 120 cigarette topless in a girdle and stockings and a very special clip -a smoking blowjob clip featuring me as the model/cocksucker. People think my special talent is tying ropes, but really it's sucking cock. I could suck cock all day long and not get tired of it. I have a shoot coming up with FuckedandBound.com and wanted to make sure that I could perform on camera. Just because something feels good doesn't always mean it's going to look good on camera. So, I had my boyfriend film a smoking blowjob clip to test it out. I wanted it to look kind of seedy, so we opted for a POV style. I'm pleased with the way it turned out. In the clip I say that his cock was definitely a 2 cigarette cock, but it turns out it was 3! The clip ends with a cum shot in my open and smoky mouth. Hot stuff! Check it out!
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Julie Simone
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| POVDommes.com Updated! |
[05 Oct 2008|05:27pm] |
I've updated POV Dommes.com with new and sadistic clips featuring Samantha Grace in latex in a POV Smoking clip, and yours truly, Julie Simone, in a boot worship clip, POV Smoking, Boyfriend Small Penis Humiliation and a Friend Small Penis Humiliation where I get out the magnifying glass and break the news to a buddy that his worst fears are indeed true, his cock is small. Poor baby :)
 
 
Julie Simone
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| Think Correctly, boyz~ |
[05 Oct 2008|03:23pm] |
Hey :-) Remember when you boyz pitched in so that I could purchase My laptop? Click here for a reminder.
Well, now Goddess wants a new camcorder with which to create videos for Her Femdom Fetish site. The one I currently have is only good for streaming directly onto a computer, not to take anywhere for recording and then to upload captures to a PC later.
So, here is the one I want. It would be best for you to contribute by sending an amazon e-card to lycia@lyciascontrol.com.
I'll keep y'all updated on the contributions!
UPDATE:
luvtease - $150
pee boy - $100
kitty - $50
cucksub - $50
crystalboy - $40
monkeycow - $25
That's $415 so far! More than halway there~
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| one more thing |
[05 Oct 2008|02:39am] |
i cannot stop myself from ruining my life.
i cannot stop smoking pot
its so stupid. i keep doing everything stoned and im totally confusede and i can't do anything. today i went to a job interview stoned. i could not get myself to leave my room today until i rolled a joint and had to go out and smoke it. i had a short try-out shift at a restaurant today and i zoned out and they told me to go. i was as high then as i am now and before i finish typing this im goiing to have hit the pipe a lot more. my lips already feel burnt
marijuana is not an evil drug like cocaine (so not into that anymore, not ever again!) or heroin (it was just the one time), or ecstasy (just once a month). its only bad that i smoke it. im really into cigarettes when im really high; they feel as good as doing lines (its the alternative for me). marijuana is only as fun as drinking, and i am satisfied with driking once in awhile. that's how often i shuld smoke weed (and cigarettes). but i cannot seem to stop myself. i keep telling myself i'll just get blazed as often as im outside until the quarter runs out. but then i go and get another quarter.
i accidentally smoked a cigarette backwards just now. and i am always, all day every day, as messed up as this.
it is preventing me from living my life properly and i cannot stop
im fucked
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| Melodramatic, Sad, Shitty Day |
[05 Oct 2008|02:31am] |
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| Clip from The Debates... |
[04 Oct 2008|11:13pm] |
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| Smarty Pantz! |
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