My really good mood continued all day yesterday - I was stupidly hyper, bouncing around the office, dancing in my chair, singing to myself hyper. I have no idea why but I'm certainly not complaining. I'm also finding I'm having a hell of a lot more ups than downs lately. Again with the not knowing why but certainly not complaining.. It's probably because I've a) spent most of the last few years in such a depressive funk that it feels like I'm up when I'm probably just balanced and b) because everything around me seems to be stabilising.

I used the mood and DID finish re-writing the Steve/Jensen fic. And this time around, I actually quite like it too. The ending still isn't exactly right but it's with Bella for being pokled and beta'd so we shall see what comes out of that

I was also very productive in a work related way as well: 140 invoices worth in the region of £205000
I even sat down with Mo for a good hour or so and helped him with his worklist - he's been there like 3 months and hasn't even looked at his queries. Didn't even know what they were or where they were, so we sat down and started going through them. Will probably do some more of them again today.

And, obviously, with yesterday being Wednesday, Asha was in at lunchtime. I was very impressed with her - it took her nearly a whole HOUR before she started pushing the whole 'baby agenda'. She was going on about how tired she was because hers was up at 5, then she starts going on about how much sleep babies have and how he played for a bit before feeding and having a poo and going back to sleep. um, eww? So, yeah, I turned around to her and just went 'dude... to much information'
Her response: it'll be different when its your own
*rolls eyes*

One of these days, I'm gonna go in and tell her I'm pregnant - that there's been an immaculate conception and I'm carrying the second coming of jesus.
or something
LOL

Mind, all that hyper energy was totally zapped last night. I spent the evening curled up on the couch with Jo & Lysa watching Torchwood S1.
Seriously, if I ever needed to prove to myself that I really am just a loner/introvert, then there it is - I always need to... recharge my batteries after spending any amount of time with people. So, tonight, I shall be curling up with some music on and playing catchup on my flist since I think I'm still on like... Sunday night? *facepalm*

Also, I should probably stop rambling and get my ass to work... Starduck's playing silly buggers and won't open the Wibble folder so you're gonna have to wait til tonight for some pretty.
Sorry. f

Its scary how accurate this is. Plus, it was so easy. lol.

Thanks deviant_dev

What Nicole Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

On the 'deeply suspicious' list: two fourteen-year-old boys riding around suburban streets on their pushbikes, carrying, respectivle,y a very large shovel and a mattock.

In other news, somebody tell me to stop writing High School Musical fic?

This is the last season of Stargate: Atlantis.

I just woke up - what? I know! Don't judge me! - and this is the news I see when I pop onto LJ. I'm seriously heartbroken about this. Just another in the let down that is my TV viewing pleasure.

I realize that five years is a good solid run for a TV series, but we were just getting to some more really good stuff.

Woolsey as leader of Atlantis was doing a remarkable job.
The Wraith were under control - to a degree and we were about to be introduced to a new bad guy.
Teyla's character had a new element to explore - becoming a mother was a momentous occasion for her in Pegasus and the writers were handling that with a surprising amount of dignity and class.


I'm going to miss my show. I can list my tv shows on one hand y'all: Bones, Supernatural, Eureka, SG:A. That was it. I think I have to go mourn now. *sobs* Damn Sci-Fi.

I KNOW I'VE BEEN SPAMMING YOU ALL ABOUT THIS BUT MY RESULTS ARE OUT IN 6 HOURS AND I'M FREAKING OUT REALLY FUCKIN BADLY RIGHT NOW.

I really need to calm down because my chest hurts and it's really stupid to get this wound up over results but... I'M FUCKIN SCARED GUYS. (Weird, I've never cared about exams or results before... or the actual work leading up to them. I've always done good but um, I HAVE A BAD FEELING ABOUT THIS.)

*RADIATES PURE UNDILUTED STRESS*

Good luck to j_p_fanand always_lissawho are also getting results *smishes*

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First of all, thank you guys who replied to my last post! I still haven't replied to your comments but be sure that I read them and they really helped me. Thank you! I have the most awesome friend list!

And since you're so awesome, I'd like to reccomend this fic I finished reading yesterday. Ever since I saw the header/disclaimer of the fic I had a feeling I'd like it and I was right.

This story is lovely, touching and just perfect. It caught me off guard at times, making me cry, but mostly it made smile and warmed my heart. Oh, and it's complete!

I know some of you have read it already, but if you haven't, and you read J2, go give it a try. You won't regret it!

♥

Title: Life is like a song
Author: tabbyshhh
Rating: NC17
Warnings: RPS, AU
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: None of this is real. At all.
Summary: Jared’s mom thinks this is a phase he’ll get over. She’s wrong.

First proper post after my triumphant return to the tinternetz \o/

So while I was away I didn't do anything that you would call exciting as such, but what I did do:

♥ Watched a lot of the Olympics. A lot. YAY FOR TEAM GB. Third in the medal tables WOOP WOOP. This is the best we've done ever, ever so GO TEAM, you're doing us proud. And two girls from my old swimming team got Silver and Bronze in the Open Water Marathon \o/ *draws hearts around them*

The Olympics has managed to remind me of my first love (swimming) and while it usually utterly depresses me to watch swimming competitions, this time it didn't. It made me want to get back in the pool. I'll never be able to train again but... I want to swim dammit. I haven't been near the water in 4 years so maybe this was exactly what was needed to break the pattern? Anyway, I'm happy about it.

Obviously, I have to mention him... MICHEAL PHELPS. Possibly the greatest swimmer ever and yeah, he's really fuckin' amazing. Oh and, I'm getting married to the whole of the Men's GB Swimming Team. Just for the record. Ross Davenport, I love you mostest. And Liam Tancock. And Robbie Renwick. And everyone else. *clings*

♥ I read The Time Traveller's Wife. HOLY FUCK. I can't ever remember crying so hard at a book before in my life. It seriously broke my heart into a million pieces for the last 200 pages or so and I kept having to stop reading. Then, for some odd reason I thought it'd be a good idea to re-read... OH MAN, THE FORESHADOWING. The whole book's littered with it and that just made it all worse. *weeps*

♥ Eventually watched Firefly. I've been avoiding it for years (yeah yeah, I know, BAD JOSS FAN) but now I don't have any idea why. I'm really in love with it. Really. And I cheerfully ship everyone/everyone. Except for Zoe/Wash. THEY ARE OT-FUCKING-P. No one else gets to come near them *shakes head* and I have a special little soft spot for Mal/Kaylee. *g* 

♥ Rewatched all of Ashes To Ashes. I still adore it and the directing is still really fucking gorgeous and it's not that creepy for ship Alex/Evan is it? *shifty eyes* Of course, Alex/Gene is still OTP *nods*

♥ Found a picture of me that I don't completely hate. And at the risk of coming of as completely vain... I'm going to post it here.


♥ Freaked out over results day. IT'S TOMORROW GUYS. THIS ISN'T FUNNY. *hides in the corner* 

LONG RAMBLY POST IS LONG.

I haven't drabbled in forever. But it's lunchtime and voilà!

title: the everlasting gaze
author: maboheme
rating: nc-seventeen
genre: spn rps
count: ~1k
pairing: jsquared
disclaimer: lies, lies, and yet, more lies.
summary: bad habits should always feel this good.

Feliz Cumpleaños to ravurian.

Hope you have a good one!  Borthday pressie to be organised when we meet and please to be letting me know if you want to train with PPT M on Saturday 13th September *G*

well, these are always interesting so....

THEANONYMOUSMEME

I belong to an email list called Freecycle. If you want something or you want to get rid of something, you put it on the list.

Someone was getting rid of a shoebox of cassette tapes.

All I could think was that Sam was cleaning out the Impala and getting rid of Dean's metal tapes.

Boy, is Dean going to be pissed when he comes back from Hell. *G*

Poor Pebbles had to go to the vet this morning. The little girl has a UTI. She was a good girl while there. Though she is a very private kitty and wasn't happy about the doctor poking his fingers around her personal parts. She's now on bubblegum flavored Amoxicillan.

Riley is a sweetheart. Last night I was reading something that was making me cry and he started to thump. Normally, bunny's thump when they're frightened or nervous, or upset. I took him out of his cage to cuddle him because I couldn't find anything that should have been bothering him. He gave me kisses and he was fine. I put him back in, started reading, starting crying and he thumped.

Apparently he was thumping every time I cried so I could take him out and he could kiss me to make it better.

He is such a sweet and smart bunny.