lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
why you have to wait, where were you, where were you
just a little late, you found me, you found me.
if you rly knew how i feel
you'd call an ambulance.
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19 July 2009 @ 11:17 pm
19 July 2009 @ 11:44 pm
I laughed so hard I actually thought I was going to stop breathing and have to search through my room looking for my inhaler whilst turning blue in the face which would clash rather terribly with a blak shirt, jeans and pink Hello Kitty slippers.
Everyone, this is Sebastien Frey, Fiorentina's goalkeeper. Sebastien, these are a few more people ready to mock your headband which looks suspiciously like one I owned in 1993. I am sure you will all get along fabulously.
Now, I need to be having a shower and bemoaning the fact that I am sick of my roster changing as frequently as Cristiano Ronaldo's clothing. Excuse me.
mood: 
amused
amused19 July 2009 @ 05:31 pm
So it turns out that there's a strange turn of events for next week. I was pretty psyched/worried/frustrated for class video but now it seems that it may not materialise at all ): To all those affected, I do hope you guys take care of yourselves well and especially to you two, get better soon! One week is real long. To say the least, I was kind of looking forward to school cause of tests and everything, given that this time round I studied really hard for them. Now I may not even get to see the light of it, hai. Plus!!!!!!! I'll be missing Racial Harmony Day Celebration wtfff.
ANYWAY I AM LISTENING TO THE AUDIO LIVE FEED OF SUPER SHOW II NOW AND I
To everyone out there who doesn't know the actual situation, I hope you guys won't be so quick as to point fingers at anyone. She's not entirely to blame and even though I may seem hypocritical to say this, it's only right her name is clear. Again, don't come to conclusions about who you think I'm talking about.
THEY ARE SINGING ROKKUGO HAHAHA OMG I AM S
ANYWAY I AM LISTENING TO THE AUDIO LIVE FEED OF SUPER SHOW II NOW AND I
To everyone out there who doesn't know the actual situation, I hope you guys won't be so quick as to point fingers at anyone. She's not entirely to blame and even though I may seem hypocritical to say this, it's only right her name is clear. Again, don't come to conclusions about who you think I'm talking about.
THEY ARE SINGING ROKKUGO HAHAHA OMG I AM S
music: super show II audio live feed
19 July 2009 @ 04:28 am
mood: 
hyper
hypermusic: When I'm Gone- 3 doors down
19 July 2009 @ 12:53 am
I went through my pictures and found that I was being a camera whore during the Idol show. Thus, I compiled this:
LOL. I'll talk about each face, not that anyone cares. It's only for my amusement.
Face 1 (Top left): SO FUCKING PUMPED BEFORE THE SHOW. LOL.
Face 2 (Top right): Intermission. STILL PUMPED.
Face 3 (Bottom left): Gokey's performance. I COULD STILL FREAKING HEAR HIM IN THE B
Face 4 (Bottom right): Getting ready to go to the buses. I AM EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY STILL PUMPED. My hair just doesn't show it.
P.S. CONCERNING THE LOCATION, I REALLY DON'T THINK ANYBODY NEEDS TO KNOW PRECISELY WHERE THE FUCK I AM. I MAY CHANGE MY MIND LATER.
Face 1 (Top left): SO FUCKING PUMPED BEFORE THE SHOW. LOL.
Face 2 (Top right): Intermission. STILL PUMPED.
Face 3 (Bottom left): Gokey's performance. I COULD STILL FREAKING HEAR HIM IN THE B
Face 4 (Bottom right): Getting ready to go to the buses. I AM EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY STILL PUMPED. My hair just doesn't show it.
P.S. CONCERNING THE LOCATION, I REALLY DON'T THINK ANYBODY NEEDS TO KNOW PRECISELY WHERE THE FUCK I AM. I MAY CHANGE MY MIND LATER.
location: STILL IN A HAPPY PLACE
mood: 
indifferent
indifferentmusic: Adam Lambert & Allison Iraheta - Slow Ride (American Idol Studio Version) | Powered by Last.fm
18 July 2009 @ 10:36 pm
I did a significant friends cut.
Believe me when I say there are no ill feelings here, nor do I want there to be. If you've been cut you fall into one of these categories:
- you haven't updated your journal in forever/your journal is pretty much dead
- we scroll through/past each others' entries
- we haven't connected/we have nothing in common to speak about
- we... don't speak to one another at all
I'll spare you from cluttering your flist with my entries just as I am doing the same with my own flist. I want to read every entry from my flist and get to know people more... but I can't do that when it's overcluttered or if there's just nothing to bond over.
I wish everyone the absolute best! If our paths are meant to cross again in the future, then I'll see you around.
♥
Believe me when I say there are no ill feelings here, nor do I want there to be. If you've been cut you fall into one of these categories:
- you haven't updated your journal in forever/your journal is pretty much dead
- we scroll through/past each others' entries
- we haven't connected/we have nothing in common to speak about
- we... don't speak to one another at all
I'll spare you from cluttering your flist with my entries just as I am doing the same with my own flist. I want to read every entry from my flist and get to know people more... but I can't do that when it's overcluttered or if there's just nothing to bond over.
I wish everyone the absolute best! If our paths are meant to cross again in the future, then I'll see you around.
♥
mood: 
good
good19 July 2009 @ 01:05 pm
19 July 2009 @ 02:23 pm
Sthefany Brito: WAG OF THE PEOPLE
(I told you I'd do it Jassy. NOW LOVE IT.)
Most of us like to claim that if we found ourselves engaged to a footballer, we wouldn't be the next Alex Curran and spend our days shopping and admiring our footwear selections. We say we would do everything very simply and would never be seen or heard, except maybe in an interview with the boy talking about how you will live happily ever after. Mmmmhhhhm. Right.
If you had just successfully lured an attractive and highly paid footballer into putting a ring on your finger, wouldn't you be tempted to pump your fist in the air as well, possibly even giving a small shout of "HELL FUCKING YES. In your face bitches!" whilst waving that bling around? I know I would. And so would Sthefany Brito. And that is why she is a WAG for the People.
Well, OK, she refrained from doing the latter, but that is because her years of Soap Opera acting have taught her to be a little more aloof that a random girl from Australia who's career peaked with an 11th grade English Class production of A Doll's House. However, you just know she was congratulating herself in a head on nailing down Ducky and his rather large endowment. And who can blame her? She merely did what we all would have done ourselves.
She is one of us.
We all claim we would be discreet and demure in marrying a baller. But lets face it girls. When it came to the crunch, if you were marrying one of the biggest stars in your country, would you really be walking down the registry office carpet in your $49 shoes and Covergirl makeup from Kmart and dress taken from the rack of a mid-range high street boutique? Or would you take a leaf out of Ms Brito's book (but only after getting your nails did and hiring a shirtless man servant to turn the dusty pages of said book for you) and get one of Italy's finest fashion houses (D&G) to custom design you a masterpiece with eleven skirts and silk handsewn by an army of Chinese ballerinas with white ribbons around their braids? And you wouldn't you save the hassle of printing out your own invitations on 250GSM paper on your computer printer after a battle to connect it to your laptop when you could have pretty paper flown in from the Royal Palace of Spain and then have them addressed and microchipped by Barack Obama, Bob Geldof and Pep Guardiola themselves.
I know deep down what your answer is. And thats OK. Maybe I took some liberty with the facts towards the end, but the fact remains that Sthefany Brito knows how to throw one hell of a wedding and design cute little fliflops to boot, and for that, I love her.
ngggggghhhh ♥
She is also totally pretty and fierce and girlcrushable and I just wanted to post this picture before taking you to some more pics.
( ilhsfm and i am not even remotely ashamed ♥ )
When me and
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beautiskyhigh were disucssing her awesomeness, we decided that WHAT WOULD STHEF do needs to be a mantra. She said it should be a bracelet. I agreed with this statement and later that day, was having afternoon tea with my aunt and I asked if I could raid her craftroom. Along with some scrapbooking paper and ribbon because I will finish that Europe scrapbook sometime before 2012 I swear, I collected the materials to create these:
WWSD!?
These is one for both of us. Jas, I promise to post sometime this week when next at the post office ♥!
mood: 
accomplished
accomplished18 July 2009 @ 10:46 pm
Upside: I went to see Half-Blood Prince yesterday! Draco, Weasleys and the comedy = ♥
Downside: I was accompagnying my sister, her best friend and my brother. I was about to throw them into the river after two and a half hours.
Upside: I went to the gym today! Attempted to follow an aerobics class and did half a yoga session.
Downside: My legs have been like wobbly, shaky jelly ever since. No doubt that it will hurt like HELL tomorrow. Also, I left halfway throw an exercise during yoga, resulting in one leg being unconfortably more stretched out than the other.
Upside: Smartset called back and I have a job! Went in today to sign the papers and everything.
Downside: I most likely won't get trained and start working until the last week of July.
Upside: St-Catherine had a sidewalk sale today! Stores were also having loads of sales, so I snagged a cute little purple-and-black strapless cocktail dress for my friend's wedding next Friday. And it was only 20$!
Downside: I also got a belt, another beautiful and more work-appropriate gray dress, a summer top, a book...arg, must control self! (Pictures from today's haul are upcoming.)
And finally: Post Canada is seriously effed up. I sent out five cards/packages out on the same day last week. Debbie in Guatemala (aka mi querida hermanastringeilcuore) and Debbie in Germany (aka soundofslnc) got theirs. But Li (aeroport) in NYC and wifey (curry_chicken) in Toronto? Nope. (Conny roadtoharmony is a special case...I hope?)
And finally-finally: Changed my userprofile. Go take a look?
Downside: I was accompagnying my sister, her best friend and my brother. I was about to throw them into the river after two and a half hours.
Upside: I went to the gym today! Attempted to follow an aerobics class and did half a yoga session.
Downside: My legs have been like wobbly, shaky jelly ever since. No doubt that it will hurt like HELL tomorrow. Also, I left halfway throw an exercise during yoga, resulting in one leg being unconfortably more stretched out than the other.
Upside: Smartset called back and I have a job! Went in today to sign the papers and everything.
Downside: I most likely won't get trained and start working until the last week of July.
Upside: St-Catherine had a sidewalk sale today! Stores were also having loads of sales, so I snagged a cute little purple-and-black strapless cocktail dress for my friend's wedding next Friday. And it was only 20$!
Downside: I also got a belt, another beautiful and more work-appropriate gray dress, a summer top, a book...arg, must control self! (Pictures from today's haul are upcoming.)
And finally: Post Canada is seriously effed up. I sent out five cards/packages out on the same day last week. Debbie in Guatemala (aka mi querida hermana
stringeilcuore) and Debbie in Germany (aka soundofslnc) got theirs. But Li (aeroport) in NYC and wifey (curry_chicken) in Toronto? Nope. (Conny roadtoharmony is a special case...I hope?)And finally-finally: Changed my userprofile. Go take a look?
amused19 July 2009 @ 10:07 am
IT'S OVAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
Harry I love you!
Sir David, please give me 171!
Strebel, please give me a B!
dear old panelists, please give us an A!
Simon-King, please give me an A!
Maurice, please give me a B+!
my life would be supah troopah lights are gonna find you ok!!!!
let's have a party and celebrate!!! oh wait, we did that already HAHA. I will miss JTA sem. but fuck that man, SPAIN!!!
omg it's only 10 in the morning. wtf am I doing awake.
Harry I love you!
Sir David, please give me 171!
Strebel, please give me a B!
dear old panelists, please give us an A!
Simon-King, please give me an A!
Maurice, please give me a B+!
my life would be supah troopah lights are gonna find you ok!!!!
let's have a party and celebrate!!! oh wait, we did that already HAHA. I will miss JTA sem. but fuck that man, SPAIN!!!
omg it's only 10 in the morning. wtf am I doing awake.
mood: 
drunk
drunk18 July 2009 @ 06:11 pm
Just when everything is all good. I'm being positive. Looking forward to going back to school. Feeling good. Even thinking about buying a fucking lottery ticket.
My Zune got stolen out of my car. I left it on the seat by accident.
Not a huge deal but I use that fucking thing 24/7. The radio in my car is messed up so that's what I listen to when I'm driving and I drive a lot.
And thanks to this shitty job that my mom told me to take I'm fucking broke and I can't afford to replace it or even get a crappy substitute.
I guess that's not completely fair. I would have much prefered to be a nanny and make ridic amounts of money but this job did sound cool and I did agree to take it.
Like I said, it's not even a huge fucking deal. It's a Zune. But somehow this like sent reality crashing back into my face. My housing situation at school is fucked up, my car is getting more and more shitty by the day, my mom decided to up and move across the country so I have to buy my own fucking groceries and shit and now I'll have no music in the car (or around the house for that matter).
lol and now my mom is telling me to report it to the police. They would lol in my face.
My Zune got stolen out of my car. I left it on the seat by accident.
Not a huge deal but I use that fucking thing 24/7. The radio in my car is messed up so that's what I listen to when I'm driving and I drive a lot.
And thanks to this shitty job that my mom told me to take I'm fucking broke and I can't afford to replace it or even get a crappy substitute.
I guess that's not completely fair. I would have much prefered to be a nanny and make ridic amounts of money but this job did sound cool and I did agree to take it.
Like I said, it's not even a huge fucking deal. It's a Zune. But somehow this like sent reality crashing back into my face. My housing situation at school is fucked up, my car is getting more and more shitty by the day, my mom decided to up and move across the country so I have to buy my own fucking groceries and shit and now I'll have no music in the car (or around the house for that matter).
lol and now my mom is telling me to report it to the police. They would lol in my face.
18 July 2009 @ 07:03 pm
First pre-season match over. 2-2 and hell yeah, the second half was all kinds of boring so even made a phone call while watching. On our PC, because nothing wanted work on my computer. Whatever, because: CAPTAIN TOMAS ROSICKY! And he played the first half. Rather well. I love how honest he was about the comeback and if he´s good to go from the start of the season and all. Yep, I love him. Still. Also, his hair was really nice. Might try to find a picture later. :D
That is pretty much all I have to write about today and yesterday. Sunbathing, badminton, reading, most of the paperwork done by now. Tomorrow is going to be slightly busier with all the packing and last minute "do I have all the things I need" -panic.
Oh, a word or two about last night´s IAAF Golden League. Yeah, javelin throw was good, because the right man won, women´s pole vault was so disappointing, but men´s pole vault on the other hand... I really need to find out more about the winner. And I don´t think I like Usain Bolt. All the pre-run antics and everything after. it´s too much of a show for my liking. So he´s good at what he does. So are hundreads of others, but they don´t make a number of it. I´m a little pissed off I missed Jeremy Wariner´s run, haven´t seen him after the Olympics.
Yeah, nothing special. Seeing Rosa play for 45 minutes was enough to make my day perfect. ♥
That is pretty much all I have to write about today and yesterday. Sunbathing, badminton, reading, most of the paperwork done by now. Tomorrow is going to be slightly busier with all the packing and last minute "do I have all the things I need" -panic.
Oh, a word or two about last night´s IAAF Golden League. Yeah, javelin throw was good, because the right man won, women´s pole vault was so disappointing, but men´s pole vault on the other hand... I really need to find out more about the winner. And I don´t think I like Usain Bolt. All the pre-run antics and everything after. it´s too much of a show for my liking. So he´s good at what he does. So are hundreads of others, but they don´t make a number of it. I´m a little pissed off I missed Jeremy Wariner´s run, haven´t seen him after the Olympics.
Yeah, nothing special. Seeing Rosa play for 45 minutes was enough to make my day perfect. ♥
hot
18 July 2009 @ 11:42 pm
"But do you think," I persist, "that it’s better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life?" The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger.
I had an awesome time at inter-club and training :) Today has got to be one of those rare days where everyone was present for training. Khoo went to Keppel as well :) <3 Love her much! No matter how much I say I want to leave Singapore right now, another part of me still wants to stay. Maybe now I truly understand why Theodore does not want to feel attached to anyone in Singapore anymore.
You: I've learnt how to not keep my hopes high regarding things that has got to do with you. Or maybe I'm still learning. I used to blame myself for all that has happened between us but now I'm wondering if it's really all my fault or you've a part to play as well?
18 July 2009 @ 10:57 pm
why the heck the world going to mancity? nvm anyway I LOVE IKER!!
Boy In Striped Pyjamas = thumbs up! it made me read up on holocaust and i got to medical experiments and...
-wiki
what on earth is wrong with that guy. sick bastard.
one question, one answer, one word. That's enough for me.
Boy In Striped Pyjamas = thumbs up! it made me read up on holocaust and i got to medical experiments and...
| “ | I remember one set of twins in particular: Guido and Ina, aged about four. One day, Mengele took them away. When they returned, they were in a terrible state: they had been sewn together, back to back, like Siamese twins. Their wounds were infected and oozing pus. They screamed day and night. Then their parents – I remember the mother's name was Stella – managed to get some morphine and they killed the children in order to end their suffering.[44] | ” |
what on earth is wrong with that guy. sick bastard.
one question, one answer, one word. That's enough for me.
mood: 
indescribable
indescribable18 July 2009 @ 09:59 pm
Sorry Filzah my phone is screwing again >:( It's vibrating non-stop and doesn't load at all. I hope you read this ahah I couldn't think of any other way to get to you.
18 July 2009 @ 09:48 pm
Im dying!!! Everything's killing me. God, ive done sth tht makes me soooooo stress. Haiyo, what's with the 'good tpr' ? Trying to kill the whole tpr. Okay im talking to myself. Hmm, thrs 4 mre weeks to O LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL. Thts crazy okay. I cant freaking speak properly so someone talk to me in English more often!!!! Nvm, i can do it right? DUH! lol.
Thr's so many things to do, but ive so little time. ARGH!! I'll feel so uneasy to go for harry potter's movie tmr with those freaking hmws shouting at me. EEEEE! Nvm, the bright side's tmr im gna go eat GOOOD SEAFOOD DINNER. So ppl dont be jealous.
Haiyo, everythings spoils my mood. BYE!
Thr's so many things to do, but ive so little time. ARGH!! I'll feel so uneasy to go for harry potter's movie tmr with those freaking hmws shouting at me. EEEEE! Nvm, the bright side's tmr im gna go eat GOOOD SEAFOOD DINNER. So ppl dont be jealous.
Haiyo, everythings spoils my mood. BYE!
mood: 
annoyed
annoyedmusic: love games-lady gaga
18 July 2009 @ 09:44 pm
OMG NISA AND HAZIRAH AND IZZATI YOU NEED T
heads up thanks toflubberduckkaye haha we are spazzing over this video for two completely different reasons!
heads up thanks to
flubberduckkaye haha we are spazzing over this video for two completely different reasons!18 July 2009 @ 09:09 am
I've been a little sloppy in posting pics from my Red Devils.
The pre-season has begun (finally, I was missing them so much!) and I just got these pics.
I love seeing them in suit.
Actually, I love man in suit.
Gary as a teaser, because he really teases me:
( The rest of the pretties here. )
The pre-season has begun (finally, I was missing them so much!) and I just got these pics.
I love seeing them in suit.
Actually, I love man in suit.
Gary as a teaser, because he really teases me:
( The rest of the pretties here. )
mood: 
busy
busy18 July 2009 @ 09:34 am
Remember that boy I told you about here:
http://whatever-freak.livejournal.com/2
Well he just messaged me again saying:
"i just thought of a birthday present for u would u like to see the harry potter film my treat?"
I said no.
Woop woop 12 days till my birthday!
My 17th birthday.
Yesterday I bought a DVD and was asked for proof that I was 15!! >:(
http://whatever-freak.livejournal.com/2
Well he just messaged me again saying:
"i just thought of a birthday present for u would u like to see the harry potter film my treat?"
I said no.
Woop woop 12 days till my birthday!
My 17th birthday.
Yesterday I bought a DVD and was asked for proof that I was 15!! >:(