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The dream that was transpiring as I woke up held a deep impact on me. I awoke from it, unfinished.
I lived in a studio apt type deal, there were musicians there, it was like a warehouse/studio place but also living quarters? I was doing something in my room, Dad was watching tv and Trace was lounging. Surprising me, a thin arm reached around me from behind and a taller frame embraced me. I thought I was going to cry as K talked to me, like I thought I would when we came into contact again, but I didn't. She mentioned she had no problem getting in and I responded with ya, I didn't tell my parent's anything really not in any great detail so of course she would have no trouble getting into my home. We began conversing more, it was pleasant and seemed like we had made a leap in progress with the entire ugly mess mostly behind us. I was feeling good, I went around and lit some candles in my room (where I had lead her) and sad down saying something along the lines of come here, now some decisions have to be made. I knew what my goal was, what the mood and my feelings were at the time but they seem to intangible to write properly, or maybe I just can't find the words. But she started walking around these long hanging curtains, around and around and around while looking at me. She seemed so anxious and worked up as she paced around those curtains, sometimes even going between the two to make tighter, faster circles. Around and around she went and I became head heavy with the motions and her lack of focus. Around and around. I finally couldn't take it anymore and left the room, initially just wanting to remove myself but then as I was leaving I thought of something I could do, something to do with apples? Seconds after she followed me out, grabbed her keys and said something about we went 13 mins before this happened again - your fucking great or you fucked up or something with reference to me and I tried to explain that I was doing something with the apples. It cut to a scene where I followed the people who harvested the apples, I became one of them and took joy in picking them and doing what they did, traveling, etc. I was full of new energy and positivity that came with my new experiences. When I came off the bus (maybe it was in my mind, the entire trip?) into the kitchen I didn't even care that she was there and about to leave because I had just had this amazing experience. It is good to know my subconscious is still working out the garbage and maybe trying to reveal something. I was left sad and questioning but I understand what the message was, which is to say I'm becoming stronger as I turn my face away. It wasn't ever going to work out, was it? Ahh well. (:
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| FINALLY!!! |
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We got our apartment! A week early than expected but im sooo happy im outta my moms and in our own home. Im so exhausted from moving. Were still not done moving stuff. still gotta get the rest of our bed, jaydens frame on his bed, my dresser and book shelfe couple more boxes and ill be done. oh and our coffee cup. we miss him! might let mom keep the fishy. and mr hermit crab is already hers lol. were planning a party towards the end of the month when we get settled in kinda like a house warming party. play some vollyball and bbq at the pool. i cant wait to get in the jacoozi with my uju buju. im sleeeeeeeeeeeeepy and sick coughing and still got lots of stuff to do to get situated in our new home. OOH I LOVE MY BATH TUB!
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First, here is a calculator/tax cut tool:http://alchemytoday.com/obamataxcut/
I know there are Republicans out there who don't immediately start a battle every time there is a disagreement. They don't need a war, whether verbal or literal. They don't automatically start slinging mud and smearing or calling names. Both of them have my deepest respect.
But all we hear lately from the majority is not only a smear campaign, but also accusations of being smeared. And during an economic crisis, how do McCain and Palin strive to show the American people they are fit to lead us through it and out to the other side? By trying to change the subject, of course. Slinging mud, of course. Distracting Americans and gambling that they are too stupid and lacking the necessary attention span to realize that these folks just have nothing to offer us in terms of real leadership or change. Sort of like the slap in the face and the gamble he took tapping Palin to begin with. "Women voters just want a vagina in the oval office. Who cares if she opposes everything they support?" *insert evil old man cackle here*
Don't be fooled. PLEASE. We can't afford 4 more years of this crap. We need to get people out there VOTING.
( Under the cut is more SNL goodness )
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[04 Oct 2008|10:16pm] |
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I don't care if it is "payback". When you are acquitted in arguably the most notorious criminal trial ever by a jury who makes a call so controversial that people are still arguing about over it a decade later, you keep cool. You maintain a low profile. You stay OUT of trouble. OJ decided to go with none of the above. And this time they nailed him to the wall. He may spend the rest of his life in prison. I'm okay with that.
Iron Man RULED. Robert Downey Jr. also rules.
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| Islanders who insisted on staying died in Ike |
[04 Oct 2008|10:31pm] |
By MONICA RHOR, Associated Press Writer Sat Oct 4, 1:58 PM ET
GALVESTON, Texas - The final hours brought the awful realization to victims of Hurricane Ike that they had waited too long. This storm wasn't like the others, the ones that left nothing worse than a harrowing tale to tell.
George Helmond, a hardy Galveston salt, watched the water rise and told a buddy: I was born on this island and I'll die on this island.
Gail Ettenger, a free spirit who adopted the Bolivar Peninsula as her home 15 years ago, told a friend in a last phone call: I really messed up this time.
Within hours, the old salt and the free spirit were gone as the powerful Category 2 hurricane wracked the Texas Gulf Coast on Sept. 13, flattening houses, obliterating entire towns and claiming at least 33 lives.
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| Bird Migration Beaches Quiet After Ike |
[04 Oct 2008|06:49pm] |
Bird Migration Beaches Quiet After Ike
By Michael Graczyk, Associated Press Writer
GILCHRIST, Texas (AP) — One of North America's renowned bird migration and bird watching areas is strangely silent.
Blame Hurricane Ike.
"We had red-winged blackbirds, sparrows, a bunch of migrating birds," recalled Ernest Stone, 75, leaning on his cane and surveying debris on the cratered moonscape that used to be the family beach house on Bolivar Peninsula.
"I haven't seen a pigeon in a while," he said. "Seagulls. You could always go out and throw a piece of bread and the seagulls would come."
Not now.
"Nothing," his wife, Jimmie, said. "Zero."
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| I was too late - it was already dead |
[04 Oct 2008|10:59am] |
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| замечательная статья про российский менталитет |
[04 Oct 2008|09:48am] |
. ...В современной России помимо НДС покупатель уплачивает и НСП—налог с понтов. Именно налог с понтов поднимает цену чашки чая в любом московском кафе до 100—200 рублей (при себестоимости в 5—10), а счет за ужин на двоих в ресторане «Варвары» (при провальной, на мой вкус, кухне)—до 15 тысяч. Это вообще не счет, а сплошной НСП—налог за право на следующий день восклицать: «Ах, мы ужинали у Комма! Там интерьер на миллиард! А за соседним столиком был этот, депутат, как его… и этот актер…»
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| scallop baby blanket |
[04 Oct 2008|12:03am] |
sewing curves is a pain in the ass.
but this blanket is 10x cuter with messy scallops than it would have been with straight sides. I don't think I'll be making any more scallop blankets. scallop scallop scalloppy.
I have some more of that cuddly mint green fabric and I'm going to make a plain blanket for my own kids with it. I have this awesome polka dot flannel that would be a good reverse side. I'll get on it....next week.
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[03 Oct 2008|11:13pm] |
Sarah Palin. I really don't know what to say about her... I mean really winking and flirting during the vp debate? Is this a person who America would want to be vp or possibly president? UGH! She is pretty in a sort of sexy librarian way.
I. hate. life.
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