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| Saturday, October 11th, 2008 |
heldc
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12:27a |
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sozepiggytails
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12:19a |
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| Friday, October 10th, 2008 |
pikestaff
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4:40p |
Mmm. I have a self-hosted blog and am part of an awesome blogging community. I got paid today. I got a raise. I have this whole weekend off of work. And next weekend too, as a matter of fact. It is blustery outside. I <3 my gaming friends and the epic group AIM chats we have. And we might possibly be running Karazhan tonight (or if not tonight, then sometime in the very near future) as a big group for the first time in months, if we can pull everything together. Prince is already crying. I think I might make a hot chocolate. ... Score. Current Mood:  cheerful |
sozepiggytails
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6:33p |
Man shopping
This store makes no sense, so here's a Doug with a shoe on his head.
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mlgaetjens
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10:03a |
was going to mention that Law & order season 4 episode 21 "falacy"
could be me, this is my favorite episode of law & order svu my
favorite show on tv
21 "Fallacy" Barbie Kligman Juan J. Campanella April 18, 2003 E3117 Benson and Stabler try to prove self-defense when a rape victim kills
her attacker. Events take an unusual turn when they find out that the
victim is a pre-operative transsexual.
Ill be in Oakland next week, I hope you have a safe trip. I was going
to suggest those for you. if you use netflix. Its one of my favorite
episodes, of my favorite tv show and the only one I really make a
point to watch.
I also wanted to mention today I was called for an interview at
Larkin Street Youth services, where I applied.
http://www.larkinstreetyouth.org/
as a youth peer counselor, wish me luck, I have an interview and they
also will be present at a job fair next week I am attending.
Id be leading 18-25 and under year olds with substance abuse, runways
and GLBT Issues, primarly, though not elusively, they also work with
12-under 18 as well temporary until they (legal system) decides what
to do, Its more of a youth homeless shelter program, but Id get paid
to work as a entry level position. which after my IRS issues are
handled I mentioned going to city collage to seek a MSW, or BSW, or
LMFT program. I meet the requirements for the position. |
mlgaetjens
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8:58a |
10-9-2008
Slept rather splendid last night, awoke at 3ish this morning, showered was read for my day, Became well rested good today. I also talked to my wonderful therapist about things in my life; the medication for the PTSD seems to be working, rather well.
Went to a 7am meeting at the Alano club did not have any nightmares last night. Furthermore, I spoke to some friends in town, and did some contacting, yesterday I cried a good part of the day, and listened to led zeppelin, Billy Idol, The Cure, Depeche Mode, Ministry, Ramones, White Zombie, Brooks and Dunn, and Little Texas grieving to my grandmother’s death.
I miss Texas, I miss Houston, and I miss Corinne and others from 3296. I wonder if the big bad wolf is still happening. My life is unmanageable and in shambles, I also hope one day I am able to rejoin my foes, and those I scared In the Houston Texas TG Community with my drinking, I am finding that as I gain sobriety, I am more afraid when shit happens and want to be less attention whoreish.
To futherstate, things the power of resentment, I understand my guilt and shame of my true self, and the power of my hate and hate of victor, john, Enrique, Carl, elm dean, tine, James, Henry are killing me inside.
Furthermore, be allowing the anger, blood and resentment and the desire for vigilantism. Moreover, I allow them to win by allowing the resentment to live, it needs to go in my god box and my own personal Jesus, and may they rot in HELL!!!
I need restraint of computer, word, and tongue, is the best option, Intellectually I can comprehend that but it’s difficult to get over the anger of my hate crime that the bastards I listed above, that the FBI nor the United States Government only certain, state, local, and county governments reluctantly accept transgender individuals with legal rights, protections.
I am controversial which is why I publish my blog, website and domain, to show the daily struggles, keep a life online, and show the world we are not that different from integration of African Americans.
I wish the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints would allow us, rights and equity and understand how many GLBTQ members end up committing suicide.
Gratitude List
1.) Grateful to be sober
2.) Grateful to have folks who care about me in New Orleans, Houston, Dallas, Austin, San Francisco, Oakland, and Berkeley.
3.) Grateful to have a spiritual awakening
4.) Grateful to be near my father martin Clark Gaetjens
5.) Grateful to be in San Francisco
6.) Grateful for my wonderful therapist
7.) Grateful to be working a good program
8.) Grateful for the opportunity in the long term to build a bond with my father.
I also got a card for Saint Anthony’s a green card that works well, due to the prior harassment and idiots in the line there. I have been working and am close to finishing my IRS Issues, and will be able to attend City Collage of San Francisco in the near future; I need to call the advisor I was working with.
Furthermore, I discovered more about myself and continue to grow and prosper. I also work a good program, continuing to grow as an individual Talked to the theprsit about my anger, and resentment and my transition and other issues. I also spoke to a few other individuals. My back has been hurting more so lately. I’m hanging tough she also suggested san Mateo county or Costa contra county. I might like San Jose, they have a pretty good center there and community but it’s Not San Francisco But I’d have my Truck and the Cal train and maybe eventfully a bicycle into the city. Another thing to be grateful for is not being so angry all the time, as if I used to be. I have Friday, October 10, 2008 Slept good last night, some women where I live brawled, the other thing was I received a call from Larkin street youth services, which was amusing. They want me to interview for a youth councilor position. For those of you who don’t know. Larkin Street is a nonprofit that works with youth who are 12-1under 25 but also is well known for working with youth 18-under 25 whom runs away from home due to being gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender or queer. That’s their primary clientele, they also work with substance abuse, former foster care kids, and a lot of kids from Texas, Louisiana, Mississippi, Alabama. Furthermore, they are well known for their work with transgender youth. They are similar to covenant house run by catholic charities. Furthermore, it is an entry-level position, which I plan to attend City College and get a MSW, or become a LMT and continue to work in this field given it’s something I understand, and I get to help the next generation on their road to transition. Gratitude List
1.) Grateful to have this opportunity for employment in tough times
2.) Grateful to be sober
3.) Grateful to be aggressive in bettering my life, and assertive and more secure in self.
4.) Grateful to have friends, family and individuals that care about me both locally and in two other states
5.) Grateful to be out, proud but censored and settled down.
6.) Grateful in the long term to be able to build a relatshinship with my father in San Francisco
7.) Grateful to be In San Francisco
8.) Grateful for my wonderful therapist
9.) Grateful to be alive
10.) Grateful to have a program
11.) Grateful to have my own personal Jesus
12.) |
sunfell
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9:58a |
Holiday Meltdown With the market and financial crisis eclipsing even the sniping between the Presidential candidates, it's almost a sure-fire thing that this holiday season won't be like the others. In fact, I am almost willing to bet that this will be The Year Without X-Mess- or at least shops full of people maxing out their plastic on More Stuff. There will probably still be parties and gatherings and pageants, but my prediction is that we'll swap the big giveaway for more practical things- like actual interaction with family and friends. Sure, there might be a frenzy of TV buying- with the looming DTV disaster rollout in February, but even that might be curtailed unless there are some big sales. Retailers already have their antennae quivering- they're not buying as much stuff to stock, and my guess is that they'll start their sales earlier. I did not get the usual avalanche of catalogs- which is a big warning sign. I've been a Buy Little or Nothing sort of person during the holiday season- I prefer to give dinners, or consumable gifts- if I give gifts at all. I believe that the spirit of generosity and giving should be practiced year-round, not just during that frenetic 45 90-day period just before December 25. Will this be a Buy Nothing season for you, or do you plan to have the usual blowout? Or will you moderate things if you are a 'blowout' sort of person? Take the poll! Poll #1276135 What sort of a holiday season are we in for?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: AllWill this season be better or worse than previous years? What are your plans for the holidays? When will the retail whining start? |
sunfell
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9:10a |
"breaking" news It must be a reflection of the times when I get a CNN Breaking News email, and my first thought is, "What is broken now? And I wonder how many synonyms for 'falling' there are? dip, plummet, plunge, fall, drop... WaPo is pondering that same question. We're all impoverished now... (to the tune of Keillor's "We're all Republicans Now") |
mlgaetjens
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6:25a |
10-9-2008
Slept rather splendid last night, awoke at 3ish this morning, showered was read for my day, Became well rested good today. I also talked to my wonderful therapist about things in my life; the medication for the PTSD seems to be working, rather well.
Went to a 7am meeting at the Alano club did not have any nightmares last night. Furthermore, I spoke to some friends in town, and did some contacting, yesterday I cried a good part of the day, and listened to led zeppelin, Billy Idol, The Cure, Depeche Mode, Ministry, Ramones, White Zombie, Brooks and Dunn, and Little Texas grieving to my grandmother’s death.
I miss Texas, I miss Houston, and I miss Corinne and others from 3296. I wonder if the big bad wolf is still happening. My life is unmanageable and in shambles, I also hope one day I am able to rejoin my foes, and those I scared In the Houston Texas TG Community with my drinking, I am finding that as I gain sobriety, I am more afraid when shit happens and want to be less attention whoreish.
To futherstate, things the power of resentment, I understand my guilt and shame of my true self, and the power of my hate and hate of victor, john, Enrique, Carl, elm dean, tine, James, Henry are killing me inside.
Furthermore, be allowing the anger, blood and resentment and the desire for vigilantism. Moreover, I allow them to win by allowing the resentment to live, it needs to go in my god box and my own personal Jesus, and may the resentment rot in HELL!!!
I need restraint of computer, word, and tongue, is the best option, Intellectually I can comprehend that but it’s difficult to get over the anger of my hate crime that the bastards I listed above, that the FBI nor the United States Government only certain, state, local, and county governments reluctantly accept transgender individuals with legal rights, protections.
I am controversial which is why I publish my blog, website and domain, to show the daily struggles, keep a life online, and show the world we are not that different from integration of African Americans.
I wish the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints would allow us, rights and equity and understand how many GLBTQ members end up committing suicide. Gratitude List
1.) Grateful to be sober
2.) Grateful to have folks who care about me in New Orleans, Houston, Dallas, Austin, San Francisco, Oakland, and Berkeley.
3.) Grateful to have a spiritual awakening
4.) Grateful to be near my father martin Clark Gaetjens
5.) Grateful to be in San Francisco
6.) Grateful for my wonderful therapist
7.) Grateful to be working a good program
8.) Grateful for the opportunity in the long term to build a bond with my father.
I also got a card for Saint Anthony’s a green card that works well, due to the prior harassment and idiots in the line there. I have been working and am close to finishing my IRS Issues, and will be able to attend City Collage of San Francisco in the near future; I need to call the advisor I was working with.
Furthermore, I discovered more about myself and continue to grow and prosper. I also work a good program, continuing to grow as an individual Talked to the theprsit about my anger, and resentment and my transition and other issues. I also spoke to a few other individuals. My back has been hurting more so lately. I’m hanging tough she also suggested san Mateo county or Costa contra county. I might like San Jose, they have a pretty good center there and community but it’s Not San Francisco But I’d have my Truck and the Cal train and maybe eventfully a bicycle into the city. Another thing to be grateful for is not being so angry all the time, as if I used to be. I have Friday, October 10, 2008 Slept good last night, some women where I live brawled, the other thing was I received a call from Larkin street youth services, which was amusing. They want me to interview for a youth councilor position. For those of you who don’t know. Larkin Street is a nonprofit that works with youth who are 12-1under 25 but also is well known for working with youth 18-under 25 whom runs away from home due to being gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender or queer. That’s their primary clientele, they also work with substance abuse, former foster care kids, and a lot of kids from Texas, Louisiana, Mississippi, Alabama. Furthermore, they are well known for their work with transgender youth. They are similar to covenant house run by catholic charities. Furthermore, it is an entry-level position, which I plan to attend City College and get a MSW, or become a LMT and continue to work in this field given it’s something I understand, and I get to help the next generation on their road to transition. Gratitude List
1.) Grateful to have this opportunity for employment in tough times
2.) Grateful to be sober
3.) Grateful to be aggressive in bettering my life, and assertive and more secure in self.
4.) Grateful to have friends, family and individuals that care about me both locally and in two other states
5.) Grateful to be out, proud but censored and settled down.
6.) Grateful in the long term to be able to build a relatshinship with my father in San Francisco
7.) Grateful to be In San Francisco
8.) Grateful for my wonderful therapist
9.) Grateful to be alive
10.) Grateful to have a program
11.) Grateful to have my own personal Jesus
12.) Current Music: Minstrty jesus built my hotrod |
sozepiggytails
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8:19a |
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sozepiggytails
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6:02a |
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heldc
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12:24a |
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| Thursday, October 9th, 2008 |
pikestaff
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7:45p |
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sozepiggytails
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5:21p |
FUCK 9W.
Here's the dandy little cause of today's flat.
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sunfell
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8:27a |
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heldc
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1:46a |
Stolen from ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) dansrGive me one reason I'm going to hell. Then post this request in your LJ, and I will tell you why YOU are doomed to eternal damnation. |
heldc
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12:28a |
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| Wednesday, October 8th, 2008 |
roadriverrail
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10:50p |
Funny moments in cultural exchange
I went out for dinner and dessert with a colleague from Microsoft last night. He's Malaysian in nationality but his family is Chinese. We had a really long, lovely talk about the world, America, being a citizen of the world, economics, his family's experience being foreigners in Malaysia, etc. You know. The good stuff.
On this trip, I've been dressing very nicely. Dress shirts, coat, and often a waistcoat. I keep my hair back neatly. I look very formal. I actually like looking formal, despite what my demeanor might suggest. But, I'm a touch overdressed. This leads to funny conversations like this:
Colleague: "So, where is your last name from?"
Me: "It's Austrian. The side of my family my name comes from lived in America for centuries but we think they came from Austria."
Colleague: "Oh. Now it makes sense."
Me: "What?"
Colleague: "Why I keep wanting to call you 'Mozart'." |
pikestaff
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7:52p |
Well hmm. So I know absolutely nothing about CSS. ...I have no idea how to set up my new site >.> Current Mood:  embarrassed |
sephirot
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9:34p |
doh! - v2 - good thing I didn't contact them LOLOLOLOLOL....... omfgrotfl http://delicious.com/help/rssFeeds at Delicious all share the following base URL prefix: http://feeds.delicious.com/v2/{format}/*ugh* I'll just bury my head in the sand right now I still, however, do not know why this shows up in Console all the time but at this point I'm too embarrassed to care Current Mood:  embarrassedCurrent Music: Stealing Time - Above & Beyond |
sephirot
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8:59p |
elucidate i like that word, that is all. Current Mood:  lazyCurrent Music: Sister of Charity - The 69 Eyes |
pikestaff
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5:37p |
I WILL DO SCIENCE TO IT also, question So I am massively over-protective of my betta fish to the point that I have these little test kits for him and test his water all the time, I only feed him a certain brand of food and a very specific amount, I do very regular water changes, etc. Go go go, Pet Store Slave! /pose Anyways the ammonia test strips have been telling me crazy things like "there is so much ammonia in your water even ten minutes after a water change that your fish shouldn't even be alive." I figured this was silly because my fish looks fine, and on top of that I've never heard of an ammonia concentration that dense. But I am a concerned fishkeeper so I went out and bought the supposedly super-accurate test tube kit that eliminates false positives. So I sat here all excited-like and took a water sample and mixed up the chemicals (at my computer desk; possibly a bad idea seeing as the air smells weird now and I have a headache, but SCIIIIENNNCE) and... "There is so much ammonia in your water that your fish shouldn't even be alive." /headdesk I don't understand it, he gets one pellet of food a day and I watch him eat it so there is no way he is being overfed and there is no leftover food in the water, and I do weekly water changes. He gets better care than most bettas out there. And yet we have this NH3 overload coming from nowhere. So confused. I bought a new water conditioner today that supposedly removes ammonia. We will give that a shot. And now a completely unrelated computer question: How long does it take, on average, for a domain name to be registered and start pointing to my purchased hosting space? I signed up for http://aspectofthehare.net four days ago and it is still telling me that it doesn't exist and a WHOIS says that it is unregistered. Should I call BlueHost and poke them, or does it really take a while? Edit: Never mind, apparently they told me they'd registered it and I had to go do it manually. ZOMG IT'S WORKING Current Mood:  curiousCurrent Music: Wim - Serenity Falls |
c4bl3fl4m3
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5:13p |
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sunfell
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3:20p |
Oh, deer! State Farm releases 2008 deer collision numbers: Top five are West Virginia, Michigan, Pennsylvania, Iowa, and [orchestral crash!] Arkansas! We need a longer deer season. It's already huge thing in this state, but I listened to the radio the other day, and heard that hunting is actually declining. Sad, really- venison has no hormones or antibiotics in it, and is truly 'organic'. Yes, folks, "Bambi" is delicious. I like venison chili, myself. Om, nom, nom! Be careful driving out there- the deer are active this time of year. |
mlgaetjens
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11:02a |
Wednesday, October 08, 2008 Slept well last night got up at 2am, had another nightmare about my grandmother woke up at midnight hour, she didn’t want more! This morning was around some non-sober individuals, going to do a meeting today, been working a shitty program. Having, was around a bunch of disgusting smokers, and potheads and crackpots this morning. Spoke to a dpw guy who said they are wrong in what they are doing to san Francisco most people have addictions I take good care of myself.
Gratitude list
1.) Greatful to be sober
2.) Greatful to have tools
3.) Greaftul to have food, clothing and shelter
4.) Greatful to be doing what I need to do to improve my life
5.) Greatful to have individuals whom care about me
6.)
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