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fanmix - tony/cassie - lonely hearts

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 00:30:01 GMT

a tony/cassie fanmix

its time to let go of everything we used to know

fanmix: pills. (cassie/tony).

Wed, 26 Mar 2008 14:38:26 GMT

title. pills.
fandom. skins.
pairing. cassie/tony.
spoilers/warnings. n/a.
rating. pg-13.
makers. the combined effort of comewhatmay & yoursolace!

fanmix, zip file, and cover art located here.

Wed, 19 Mar 2008 23:45:13 GMT

I thought I'd posted this ages ago, but apparently not. Written just after series one. Hope you like it, feedback is love. It was written for fanfic100, where Tony/Casie is still available to claim should anyone wish too *hint hint*

Title: Ten Years Later
Fandom: Skins
Characters: Cassie/Tony, Cassie/Sid
Prompt: 010 Years
Word Count: 1736
Rating: PG-15 for strong language
Summary: Ten years later the college holds a reunion, only a few of the old gang show up.

Sid stood at the edge of the college dining room, hoping he didn’t look as nervous as he felt. Every time he heard the double doors open he looked over to see if it was one of them. It was stupid really, he didn’t even know if any of the old gang were coming, in fact he was wondering what the hell had possessed him to come to his bloody reunion. It wasn’t as if he’d been that popular ten years ago and he didn’t exactly have anything to brag about – working full time in a gaming shop.

He’d lost track of everyone when college had finished; Cassie, Tony and Jal had all gone on to universities all over the country, Michelle had got a job in some fancy boutique and then apparently moved to Leeds, Anwar had grudgingly joined in the family business, Maxxie had gone off to do a performing arts course and Chris, well Chris had stayed in Bristol Sid just never saw him anymore. Leaning back against the cold brick wall he frowned to himself and took a large gulp out of his plastic cup of lager and considered how different things could have been tonight if he hadn’t broken up with Cassie because he just wasn’t mature enough to deal with all of her complicated little issues. God he didn’t even know if she was still alive or if she’d finally succeeded in one of her suicide attempts. The idea that she might not be sent so many emotions coursing through his brain – guilt, sorrow, anger, worry, that he had to close his eyes and focus on the music just to force the feelings away.

Sid’s eyes were still closed when he heard a familiar cocky voice loud over the song.
“For fuck’s sake Cas you look great, you always look great, come away from the bloody toilets will you or I’m gonna start thinking you’ve gone back to your old ways.”

Sid was so relieved to hear Tony’s voice that what he’d actually said didn’t register in his mind for a few moments. When it did he swallowed hard and turned his head towards the doors just in time to see Cassie enter and his best friend from school put his arm possessively around her waist as they headed towards a table laid out with drinks opposite where Sid was standing. He couldn’t stop himself from staring the sight of the pair of them together. He’d only seen Cassie from the front for a few seconds but she’d looked amazing. Still slim, but not the scary kind of thin she’d been at college, she looked healthy and even better that that - happy.

Finally they turned around, both sipping a glass of white wine. It was then that he noticed how expensive Tony’s suit looked and how he was somehow even better looking than he had been at college (the bastard). Cassie was the first to see him and gripping Tony’s hand she skipped towards him grinning and looking very much like the 18 year old girl he remembered losing his virginity to. As she approached Sid also noticed, with a sick kind of satisfaction, that Tony had a slight limp still.

“Hey Sid! We didn’t know if anyone else was going to be here. We phoned Jal but she’s off touring with some orchestra or other. We’re just back to see Effy,” she told Sid excitedly, still holding on to Tony’s hand as if she was afraid she might lose him if she let go. “So is anyone else here yet?”

“Oh um not yet, no. Chris might show up, he’s still around and Anwar…” he trailed off noticing Tony was looking around the room awkwardly. This was exactly what he’d expect from Tony. Sid still couldn’t quite believe what he was seeing. Tony and Cassie? It was like some horrible surreal nightmare he was having. They’d never got on at college. Tony was always going on about what a nut job Cassie was (often to her face) and Cassie had hated Tony because he was an arrogant bully who cheated on her best friend.

“Oh wow, food. Brilliant!” Cassie said, noticing the buffet had been set up at the far end of the room. “I hope they’ve got stuff I can eat,” she added finally letting go of Tony’s hand and kissing him on the cheek. “Be nice, yeah?” she whispered into his ear before going off to them both some food.

“She’s eating then?” Sid asked, slightly surprised by this fact and attempting to talk about anything but the fact that they were apparently now a couple.

“What?” Tony replied distractedly as he watched Cassie walk away from them. “Oh right, yeah. Has been for years now, she’s like a totally different girl these days. She just needed someone to help her work through some things, find healthier ways to stay thin and all that. You know exercise and things and she’s certainly getting enough exercise now if you know what I mean.” Tony winked at him and gave him a cocky little smile, one which said ‘I win, I’ve got your ex-girlfriend and I fixed her.’

Sid attempted to glare at him, but knew it wasn’t really working. Finishing off his lager he flattened the cup in his hand. “That the fuck Tony? I thought you didn’t like Cassie?” he demanded angrily.

Tony looked back nervously to where to Cassie was chatting with another girl he vaguely remembered shagging some years ago, he really didn’t want her to see them arguing, she knew how upset she’d be. “Yeah well that was a long time ago wasn’t it? I was wrong okay?” he replied, “and I don’t say that often, but well she’s not a nutcase, she never was really, she was just complicated. Too complicated for you apparently.”

“Yeah well I was young wasn’t I?” Sid retorted angrily, who the fuck did Tony think he was?

“You think you could handle her now then?” Tony scoffed, “when she’s spent an entire week freaking out about seeing a bunch of losers we went to college with because she’s scared they’ll just remember her as the pilled up slut she was ten years ago? I don’t think so mate.”

“She wasn’t a slut!” Sid replied bitterly.

“Her words not mine,” Tony said holding up his hands to protest his innocence. “She’s still a bit delicate, you’d just panic like you did ten years ago, come crying to me about how you have no idea what to do.”

Sid didn’t have a come back to that because it was true, he’d never really known how to deal with Cassie when she was having a bad day. Luckily it was at that point that Cassie rejoined them, carefully carrying two paper plates.

“So shall we sit down then?” she asked gesturing to a table with her foot.

Nodding Tony took the plates off her and led them to an empty table. “Sid was just commenting on you eating,” Tony said happily.

Cassie looked embarrassed for a second then grinned as she sat down. “Oh yeah, it’s great isn’t it? Tony just like sat me down one day and told me that it didn’t have to be the way it was. He’s a personal trainer now, even with his dodgy leg, did he say? So I don’t have to worry about getting fat now because he’s worked it all out for me,” she explained.

“That’s nice,” Sid replied feebly. He was glad Cassie was finally happy but why did it have to be with Tony, he might have been his best friend for the whole of his childhood but he really was a complete wanker.

She turned to look at Tony, a look of adoration on her face, the same look she used to have for him, Sid had just never noticed it at the time. “So what about you? How are things?” she asked interestedly, pulling her gaze away from Tony.

“Oh well good I suppose, there’s not much to tell really. Not like you two. You’re looking really great Cas, I’m-I’m happy for you.”

Tony laughed a little, showing his disbelief in that statement and deciding he’d had enough of pretending they were still friends. “Yeah right course you are, Sidney, bet you’re not at all jealous are you? I mean look at us, we’re fucking ace! Living in a nice little apartment in London, we’re both doing really well in our jobs and well I’d ask her to marry me but she’s against that aren’t you Cas?”

“My parent’s kind of soured me on that idea yeah,” she agreed weakly. She didn’t like this at all, Tony did have a tendency to gloat, she knew that, but she’d really hoped he’d be on his best behaviour tonight.

“That’s why you’re here then Tone?” Sid questioned, “to try and make me feel like shit just like you always did? To rub my face in the fact that you helped Cassie while I just ran away?”

Cassie looked between them, tears in her eyes. She should have seen this coming, she really should. “It’s not like that Sid,” she said quietly, “I understood why we broke up, I was a mess. I-I still am sometimes, but Tony well yeah he’s a bit of a prick at times, but he gets it, he gets me.” She leant across the table so that Tony couldn’t hear her. “He’s not as together as he looks you know,” she whispered into his ear. She wished she could say more, tell him about what a mess Effy still was and how they were here to take her back to London with them and actually get her the help she needed but she knew Tony didn’t want anyone to know about that.

“I’m sorry Sid, we really shouldn’t have come, I thought it’d be nice to see everyone again but…,” she shook her head and finished off her glass of wine. “I think maybe we should be going Tony,” she said standing from the table.

Tony glared at Sid, like this was somehow all his fault and that he was the totally innocent party in all this. “Anything you want Cas,” he replied standing to join her and taking her hand as they left Sid sitting on his own, wondering what the hell had just happened.

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 22:08:53 GMT

who else is EXTREMELY disappointed over the fact our ship didn't happen in tony's episode?

i'm extremely grateful for their scenes, though. HOW ADORABLE! and oh, the last one where he hugged her about killed me. but i cannot help but pout over here. when i first saw the previews for this episode, i was hoping so badly that the "mystery chick" would have been cassie disguised by tony's mind. BUT HOPEFULLY -- oh god, i'm just setting myself up for disappointment -- tony expressing such kindness toward cassie will make her develop a crush on him.

hopefully :'(

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 22:45:02 GMT

Title: Bright Blue Saturday
Author: likecharity
Pairing: Cassie/Tony
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Um. Erectile dysfunction? That shouldn't really be a warning, hahaha.
Summary: Smut, fluff. Cassie helps Tony somewhat with his 'downstairs problem', but neither of them expect anything more than just sex. We had this all wrong from the beginning.
A/N: This was going to be pure smut, which is why the first section is like 10x longer than the others. But then I got all soppy and I wanted it to mean something. *is hopeless romantic* Title from 'A&E' by Goldfrapp.

Her dress is thin and flimsy, and it catches on his watch and tears as he slides his hand beneath it.

preview for episode 2x06; tony/cassie! ♥

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 04:21:46 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAEyn7YZJfk

Seriously, guys. IT'S HAPPENING ♥

Will Sid/Michelle...

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 20:15:39 GMT

... be the first step for us to get some Tony/Cassie action? I know, it's a cliché, the two people who got their hearts broken end up together, but wouldn't it be PERFECT? Especially now, with this "new Tony." I've loved Tony/Cassie since Episode 1, but with everything that's happened they just seem more and more perfect for each other. They're so messed up and it's just... GAH, I CAN'T EVEN WORD MY THOUGHTS PROPERLY.

I just love these two too much. The mere idea of them becoming canon makes me grin like crazy.

Anyways, your thoughts? :D

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 20:18:01 GMT

Title: Things are getting better.
Prompt: 049 Club (for fanfic100)
Word Count: 1,221
Rating: PG-15
Summary: Tony doesn’t like clubs anymore, but he trusts Cassie to get him through it.
Author's Notes: Contains spoilers for series 2, including rumours about forthcoming episodes.

Cassie felt uncomfortable as they entered the club. It was the first time they’d been out together since Sid and Michelle had got together and everything felt different now. Tony squeezed her hand tightly as they stood in the doorway of the main room, people pushing past them as they both just stood there feeling awkward. Tony didn’t really like clubs anymore, they were too crowded and he didn’t like the feeling of being unable to find his friends amongst all the other bodies. They’d decided after a lengthy discussion that they had to do this sometime, show the world they were both fine, better than fine really.

It was better this way, Tony and Michelle had been destructive even before the accident and after the coma Michelle had been totally unable to cope. Until finally she’d turned to someone she knew she could always rely on, someone that couldn’t cope with the new Tony either- Sid. Sid and Cassie couldn’t even have been counted as boyfriend and girlfriend really, they were never meant to be. They were like star-crossed lovers but without any of the romance and significantly more alcohol and self harm. She’d waited so long for him, only to get him at the very last moment. One perfect night and then nothing. It was better this way. Tony had always been complicated and so had Cassie. She didn’t mind having to help him untie his shoes, or unbutton his flies, she didn’t mind going to the hospital with him and she didn’t mind the quiet nights in because his dad was too paranoid to let him out of the house without him or his sister anymore. Tony didn’t think Cassie was crazy anymore. He didn’t really remember her when she first came to see him, the day after she’d returned from Elgin. He thought she was a little odd, but he’d also thought she was beautiful and sweet and kind. Not even Michelle had bothered to come and see him yet and as great as Maxxie had been it was nice to have a little female company.

“We don’t have to do this, Tone,” she said, as someone pushed past her, tearing her hand from Tony’s. She turned to see the look of worry on Tony’s face and reached out for him again.

“I’m okay,” he said, nodding as if he were trying to convince himself. His heart was beating too fast in his chest and the music was pounding in his ears but he had to do this, just to prove that he could and he knew Cassie would never just wander off and leave him. He noticed people were starting to give them funny looks as they passed now and he realised it was because they were getting in everyone’s way. “We’ve paid. One dance and we can go or something, yeah?”

Cassie squeezed his hand and took a deep breath. She should have taken something before she’d come out to calm her nerves, but she was trying not to do that anymore. She worried the illegal drugs she took might react badly with the medication Tony was on and it didn’t seem fair for her to be able to get high if he couldn’t. “One dance, safe.” She agreed, kissing him quickly and leading him into the room.

It wasn’t all that busy they realised once they were inside properly, clearly this was no longer the coolest club in Bristol that didn’t check ID that carefully. It made them both smile in relief as they walked through the small crowd towards the bar. “What do you want?” Tony asked her, fishing awkwardly in his trousers for his wallet as they waited.

Cassie looked nervous, he’d been doing so much better lately but he still had trouble with his fingers and getting small change out of a wallet wasn’t exactly the easiest of tasks.

“I have notes,” he added, as if he could read her. “The physio’ said I should try to challenge myself, but sod that yeah? Don’t want all the cool kids thinking I’m a spaz do I? And I don’t know about you but I really want a drink right now.”

“You’re not a spaz,” she told him, looking upset, “your hands just don’t work all that well,” she paused and moved closer to him. “Although going on last night they’re getting better,” she whispered into his ear.

Tony swallowed hard and turned his head to kiss him deeply. When he pulled away he saw them on the dance floor; Sid and Michelle grinding away together in time with the music. He stared at them for a few moments, only pulling his gaze away when he realised it was his turn at the bar. As he ordered them both a double vodka and coke he realised he didn’t really feel anything, his relationship with Michelle felt more like a film he’d watched than something he’d actually been involved in. Handing her the drink he saw that Cassie had seen them too, now joined by Chris and Jal. She looked a little upset, so he put his arm around her. It was funny, he never quite knew who was protecting who anymore. “He’s an idiot,” he told her, pulling her away from the bar as he looked around for somewhere to sit. It hadn’t been that long since he’d last been here, but that was almost literally a whole lifetime ago in some ways. The club only seemed vaguely familiar to him, like much of his life now.

Beaming, that blinding smile of hers, Cassie twirled in his embrace and flung her arms around her neck. “Oh yeah, totally. I mean Michelle’s okay and everything, but well this is better yeah?”

Tony smiled a smile that made his eyes twinkle, as he looked at her. “The best,” he agreed, “and if Chris and Jal would rather hang around them than us, fuck ‘um right?”

She was silent as she considered this. Cassie wasn’t really a ‘fuck them’ type of person. She believed in always seeing the good side in people and giving them as many chances as they needed, but it seemed like something Tony needed to hear so she nodded in agreement. “Maxxie said he’d be along later though, which is nice,” she said as she led him back out of the room and down a dimly lit corridor towards another. “He was always my favourite anyway. He said I was beautiful once, you know? Me, beautiful. Can you believe it?”

Tony stopped following her and turned her around to look at him. “What are you talking about Cas? You are beautiful and I must’ve been an even bigger prick before the accident than everyone says if I never realised it before. Michelle, she’s…fake and made-up, she’s like a million other girls. You Cas, you’re something special, you’re a one off.”

She looked down at her feet, blushing. She had no idea what to say to that, it made her feel dizzy just thinking about it. “I…wow Tony, that’s like the nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me.”

“Yeah well it’s true,” he said, slowly walking her backwards, in a sudden rush of confidence, until she was pressed up against the wall. “You’re fucking amazing Cas, and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.”

Fic; Skins; The Closest Thing To Happy

Sun, 19 Aug 2007 18:16:37 GMT

Title: The Closest Thing To Happy
Author: finkpishnets
Fandom: SKINS
Rating: T
Pairing: Tony/Cassie, Chris/Jal
Spoilers: All (but only because of its prequels)
A/N: Sequel to my stories Dreamer Required and With Closed Eyes And An Open Mind. I seem to be making a little universe of my own here with both a Tony/Cassie plot and a Chris/Jal one all merging together.

(Truth or Dare was a game that had never in the history of the world ended well (it was also ridiculously childish, but when you're drunk, high, and horny, that doesn't seem to remotely matter).)

Fic; Skins; Dreamer Required

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 21:50:38 GMT

Title: Dreamer Required
Author: finkpishnets
Fandom: Skins
Rating: T ~ if you're old enough to watch Skins, you're old enough to read this.
Pairing: Tony/Cassie
Spoilers: Series 1
A/N: For ineffort because I promised her lots of Skins ficlets.

If anyone knew, they would disown him instantly. They'd really think him a sick bastard, taking advantage of a girl not in her right mind. But it wasn't like that. Not really. He was cruel but he wasn't that disturbed.

Fri, 11 May 2007 23:22:20 GMT

This is my first time writing this ship, and I have to say, it's a lot of fun. :) I'll definitely be writing more.

Title: Handling Her
Author: likecharity
Pairing: Cassie/Tony
Rating: R
Warnings: Cassie/Sid-bashing. Infidelity.
Summary: Tony was just saving Sid the trouble of a messy, difficult relationship with a girl far too complicated for him.
A/N: I don’t hate Cassie/Sid, I swear. They’re lovely together. This just sort of came out, mainly because I love writing wanker!Tony, and Cassie needs to have a bit of an edge.

Sid couldn’t handle her. That’s all it is."

First Post :)

Tue, 08 May 2007 02:42:24 GMT

Hello everyone, and welcome to cassiextony!!! I know this name isn't the most creative one in the universe but hazydays was already taken XD As far as I'm aware of, there aren't too many Cassie/Tony shippers out there, but who cares about numbers anyway? I'm hoping we can make this a nice place for us to discuss the greatness that is Cassie and Tony. The possibilities are endless ;)

~Ana