Even though i really love you,
i'm gonna smile because i deserve to
& it'll all get better in time.



i've done all i can, now its time to wait and see.
ready for things to get better, i'm so tired of being hurt, crying, feeling physically sick.
i deserve better. you said you would change, and instead you let me down like everyone else has.
i want to be with you, but i dont want to feel this way anymore.

• 16:38 got up this morning at 7:30am .... showered...got dressed and all ready for our football game. #
• 16:39 went to mcd's for breakfast and drove to the football game #
• 16:40 Watched the prepeewee football game. Our game started at 10am Won 20 to 0!!! WooooHoooo!!! #
• 16:41 Came home decorated the inside of the house for halloween....My husband waited on the plumber #
• 16:42 grrrrrr! hate it when the sink is clogged. This time it's under the house don't know what is wrong. My husband has done everything #
• 16:42 he knows to do. #

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I have so much I want to say, and I don't really know where to start. There really isn't a beginning or end. lol.

Once more, on some weird whim, I decided to read through my journal archive. There was just so much there.... not to talk about myself *thought that's the whole point of a livejournal really* but I'm rather interesting. lol. At least to me.

**Warning** This entry is FAIRLY long. There are a few paragraphs that are rather lengthy, and you all know my fondness of rambling :) You have been warned.

( I'm giving up my vices... )

All in all, there are tons of other things I could ramble on about. I might later, but it's definitely 4 in the morning... Though I've gotten to have some good chats this evening and I'm certainly glad :)Also, comments are welcome on what you all thought, if you bothered to read the whole thing. **If you do trudge through all of this, you rock! Please leave a comment because you read through it. :)**

If you're on my friends list, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine... you're on my list, so I want to know you better!

Comment here and repost a blank one on your own journal.



01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

YES KEEP IT SEPARATE! Did anyone learn anything about the witch trails?

• 16:16 Got called off from work this morning at 5:42am YEAH!!! I didn't really want to work any way. #
• 16:17 I went to my daughter's game. They lost first time this season :( The ref. was for the other team. #
• 16:19 Our local gorcery store was having customer day having free hotdogs and drinks. Had 2 big blow up jumping things that my daughter loved. #
• 16:20 Then we went for ice cream! Now she is over at her grandparents house. I'm having alone time! :) #

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