Alcohol has made me fat and stupid and irresponsible.
I lost my iPod.


© goodgal996 @ juicy_grapes

Blake says no one ever really loved him, they just faked it to get money from the Government. And, Blake thinks angels grow when you plant angel dust. He shakes his head and blinks his pretty eyes but trust me, he's no valentine, though, he said he would be mine. His heart is in Alaska all the time. Blake stays underwater for the most part; he collects loose change for all tomorrow's parties. And when Blake dates girls with tattoos of the Pyramids he breaks their hearts by saying 'It's not permanent.' But in his velvet mind he believes with all his might we'll all go to Alaska when we die. Blake makes friends but only for a minute; he prefers the things he orders from the internet. And Blake's been having trouble with his head again ... He takes his pills but never takes his medicine. He tells me that he's fine, and the sad thing is he's right ... And when it's two o' clock it feels like nine. Blake says he is sorry he got through to me, if it's ok, he'll call right back and talk to the machine. Blake says it looks like acid rain today; he takes the fish inside, he's very kind that way. But, just like Caroline, he doesn't seem to mind the globe is getting warmer all the time ... It's still cold in Alaska.


© rockgirl182 @ autumn_knights

I know I said I'd post this as an edit to my last entry but I totally choked on my Spanish test today (like, I didn't remember anything once that test was in front of me ... That's how hard it was, it took me that much off guard) and felt the need to state my hatred of my 'profesora' for treating us all like we are stupid for needing more than 3 days to study for a test she just randomly announces we will be having. Fucking HATE.
I'm getting a tutor, so I guess that will be okay.

I watched Battle Royale and ate hella pizza with the besties today.
I've been at 2,000 calories or (way) under the past few days, and realized that this belly pudge is all from LIQUOR (it's only a little, but just enough to freak me out.)

Anyway.



( Wine Night. )


© ahhbao @ velveted_casket

I wake up and look at what I've done to myself and wish that just once you'd kissed me goodnight like I always asked.
Just once.


© niabunni @ juicy_grapes

Just found out that some stupid goddamn cunt that was my 'best friend' in middle school has been using my pseudonym 'Leighlei' around the internet. Mostly on cosplay and other lame sites.
God I hate that.

Whatever.

I really miss Buddy.
For a lot of different reasons.
Why am I here?

Also:


♥ Anna. She made me have no scars (even though I look kinda pudgy coz she was shooting at an upward angle.)


© ahhbao @ velveted_casket

Good times for a change. You see the life the I've had could make a good man bad. So please, please, please, let me get what what I want; lord knows it would be the first time. Haven't had a dream in a long time. You see the life I've had could make a good man bad. So, for once in my life, let me get I want ... Lord knows it would be the last time. Lord knows it would be the first time.


© ahhbao @ velveted_casket

I'm depressed.

Really, really, really depressed.

... It's almost winter.
I just keep telling myself that I'll be happy ...
Really happy, burdenless, unmuted.

I keep telling myself ...
I'll be happy soon;
Winter is almost here.


© skeletalembrace @ autumnknights