Did I ever mention an art teacher for New York School of Arts. Cause I am writing an art scene, and it's sort of you know. Crucial!

Title: Pretend This Is Fiction
Author: tinkertoo aka Cassie
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: American Idol Season 7 (Alternate Universe)
Overall Pairings: David Cook/David Archuleta, David Archuleta/Danny Noriega, David Cook/Michael Johns, one-sided Jason Castro/Danny Noriega (cause I can xD)
Chapter Pairings: David Cook/Michael Johns, David Cook thinking about Archuleta
Summary: David Archuleta has always been the shy, quiet, and closeted gay kid. But when he moves to a new school, everything changes. He develops not one, but two new relationships, one with a new friend and one with his principal, who happens to already be in a relationship. When he falls for both of them, he'll have to decide which one truly is his 'one true love'.
Warnings: (not all in this chapter) Cheating, statutory rape (David A's a minor, David C definitely isn't), principal/student relationship, swearing, lots of slash aka gay sex, creepy-stalker Jason, and maybe more
Disclaimer: Pretty sure these people are actually past/current Idol contestants and not teachers/principals/students of a high school (well except David A), so this is 100% fiction. Also, title belongs to The Pink Spiders.
A/N: This chapter is a present to flyboys fans, it's pretty much Cookie/Michael porn, with a little bit of Cookie wanting David A. So... yeah, here ya go!
A/N 2: This took longer than I expected because of family problems, so for that I'm sorry. But hopefully the porn makes up for it? (even though I suck at writing smut, and this is my first time writing it since a Harry/Draco fic 2 years ago)

( You just need to relax )

Meme time! I don't know if I've ever posted one of these types on LJ. What an excitement.
( lolol survey )

 hey, i was wondering if you can help me find a fic for n friend. she says that a girl runs away from her house and the mcr bus picks her up, and gee falls in love with her hard. its a mcr fic. and it might be titled mama we all go to hell, or something like that. any chance in helping finding it for her? please?
> > thnx

i thnk the girls name is charlotte?.

Did you know?
Was it really that obvious?
I don't like to think I'm completely predictable.
I like to think I've still got some things I've kept tucked away.
I'm not sure what I was supposed to say.
I just felt sick.
Sometimes things happen that are beyond a coincidence.
Do you believe in fate?

How are they even real? :D

Doctor Who ramble ahoy. I liked it.

*Professor Peach with a lead pipe *sniggers*
*Gayness, yay! It's so sad he dies though and the other can't mourn. Bah
*The flashbacks amused me greatly
*Ah a giant, odd wasp.
*When was the doctor hunting alone?
*The murder mystery thing amused me (but then I aways did like them as a kid)
*Donna's brilliant again (and amusing)
*And letting stuff slip from the future, same with the Doctor
*Kissing the Doctor was certainly enough of a shock
*The box on the TARDIS amused me. The Carrionite orb shown up again

I'm sure I had more to say but I'm not sure.

Next next week's looks strange. But wasn't there meant to be a longer trailer causa the gap week?

So I'm leaving for Bulgaria tomorrow. My mother is freaking out, constantly, so at the moment I'm working on calming her down. I guess everyone in our family has a case of seperation anxiety. Which is just all kind of amazing. I get worried because I seem to be the one taking care of all the details and that usually stresses me out a bit, but it's not like I haven't done it before.

I went shopping for a bathing suit thingy yesterday and ended up with these... Things that look pretty damn awesome and colourful. Loads and loads of turqoise. I love that colour. But I ended up spending around 2000 sek, which is like £150? But then again I haven't bought a bathing suit since I was like... 12, so I feel pretty ok with it. I've lost so much weight it's sort of fun to try new clothes and things again. Although the negative thing about weightloss is that all my trousers keep falling off :/ Makes for some... Interesting situations.

BTW Saar, I can't wait to see what I can find there. Plus I wanted to say that I am so proud of you for getting that job-offer (Sorry I didn't comment on your post), although I still say that they would have been stupid not to want to keep you. And I'm so happy to hear your grandfather is doing better. *hugs*

In other less fun news, I found out a few days ago that one of our neighbours, Frank, died. I knew he was in the hospital but I just assumed he'd be fine. He was a big, tough old guy, you know? He started out having fluids in his lungs, because he's always had a pretty weak heart (had a bypass), and then he managed to get pneumonia, which he recovered from. Then he went home for like... A day, had to go back to the hospital because his pneumonia was kicking back in, then he got a stroke, which he survived, but then he ended up getting more fluids in his lungs and then he died. It's just so... Sad. And weird. He's like an institution, he's always been there. He was so sweet and warm and huggable. Just such a wonderful guy. And it's even sadder to think that his wife is all alone now. They never had kids (they wuld have made such great parents) and all they had was each other. And now he's gone. For myself, I don't think it's quite hit me yet. I just hope I don't miss his funeral.

*sighs* Back to regular stuff then... I just finished packing and I have pretty much nothing else to take care of. Hopefully my mum and I will still have a great time on our trip, if she can keep herself from worrying about Christian constantly over the next ten days.



Song of the Day:
Mariah Carey - Bye Bye


And it's true that you've reached a better place,
still I'd give the world to see your face and be right here next to you,
but it's like you're gone too soon.
Now the hardest thing to do is say - Bye Bye

Boy With The Bandana
Pairing: Gareth Lawerence/Ben Jorgensen
POV: Gareth
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: None really.
Notes: Since Gareth is Welsh there's some British terms in this (wanking means jacking off, shagging means fucking)
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I just melted chocolate buttons onto my cinnamon raisin bagel. It was an interesting breakfast experience.

I'm reaching exhaustion and I have no time to slow down. Two shows today. Cobra Starship tomorrow. Moving out on Monday, retreating up to the parents' on Tuesday. Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

I like sleep.

SUP GUYS! So there have already been two reviews, yes I know. But here is another review of the Auckland show on the 14th. If you're interested. ;)

Trip to New Zealand:

( Flight )

( Auckland )

( Queueing )

( Show )

( Post-show )

Anyways, we're heading out to another strip club now. Next post:

Travel Day, Dunedin, Metal Show, Exploring, Larnach Castle, Party/Stillettos, Horse Trekking, and Marnie's Party Van.

The type of music that really inspires me is anything that really has a meaning;
especially if I can relate to it.
For example, Matthew Gilbert's "An Unfamiliar Sound" has some lines in it
that I can relate to completely. I like being able to listen to something that either
makes me think or makes me feel a certain way.
Like, Beethoven's "Love Story" is the song I always listen to whether I am upset
or just feeling rotten. It puts me in an almost relaxed/relieved state of mind
and it inspires me to take a step back and look at things differently.
If there is a song that is able to make me look at life differently, 
that is the most inspirational thing ever.

Sorta Meme from supersandoz. She picked five of my icons for me to explain, and now I will do so.

If you want me to pick five of your icons for you to babble about, comment hurr! As a warning, I will probably bother you if you post it, because I like babbling about things like my icons.

One: [askewniverse] I am retarded


One of my few animated icons, from Clerks: The Animated Series. This is, well, my 'I'm being the biggest idiot ever' icon. :P

Two: [geefrank] sellouts


Young!Screamy!Gee and Frank (still a very cherished pairing). The keyword is a nice solid 'fuck you' to the elitest retards who don't know what 'selling out' is.

Three: [ray] poor girly toro


Awww. A legitimate quote from one poor Ray Toro. He does have kind of a girly voice...

Four: [gerard] not ashamed


One of my favorite parts of the song and of the video. And while I don't have any physical scars to show how I dealt with my fear, I do have mental ones.

Five: [rl] Crazy Stick Lady


HAH. I am a crazy stick lady. I don't remember when that picture was taken, but I do remember that it was the first icon Simon ever made for me :B

Samantha Jane thought children were amusing.
Here is why.

The other day I was at work, minding my own business trying to make my own fun because I was stuck in the fitting room. When a woman starts coming down the aisle with a little boy in her cart, five maybe six years old... here is what went down.

5/6 year old boy: I really like these undies mom... and theeeesee *gestures to all the bras*
Mother: *ignores child*
5/6 year old boy: *furiously grabs exorcise DVD from place in cart* ...Why do we have this movie!?
Mother: *distractedly* because mommy wanted it, that's why we have that movie.
5/6 year old boy: .... is it a bad movie? Is she gonna take her clothes off?
Mother: Joseph, NO!

I actually had to leave the aisle because I was laughing so hard, but it seriously made my day. Hehe, oh god her face.
Anyway I love it, I couldn't resist sharing it.
Anyone else have funny kid stories? =]

I'm worried. I'm a worrier at heart I guess.

Kerrang was mostly eh Wednesday.

Yesterday we went up town after Mikey's trip to the therapist. We saw Jordan and Mikey got cards. I got a Sycorax. We had smoothy things on the way back, they were nice.

I finished fic when we got back home and I've started typing it.

There's a Tv channel here called Dave and in the trail thing for it there's a guy in a Black Parade jacket. No lie!

Today we went to Bromley. We got attacked by survey people that made us do one on a comp. My one was so long it felt neverending. Wah! It was so boring. It even shown me the same ad twice. Mine was about the BBC, Mikey's was about beans. All we got for it was pens. And offer of drink. We don't drink tea or coffee though. Ewww coffee.

Once we gained our freedom we were able to go around town. For some reason it was more... eh then usual. We had Mcdonalds. I had what Mikey normally has, which is nicer then I expected, though it dismantles itself. I also got Death Note volume 1 from Virgin (it's not Zaavi goddamnit!). It came with an awesome statue thing of Light. I haven't watched it before and I know... well, all I know is what it says on the back, but it sounds awesome and has a hot guy on the front. There's also gonna be a live movie out in July with hot guys in (one from Battle Royale). We're gonna watch it soon I think.

As soon as we got back there was a message off mum, so I had to call her. Sigh.

I've gotta find Brigade's album.

David Tennant was on Derren Brown. It was so cool. He looks good wet.

KEVIN KANE became a new mod at fbr_t.
seriously i was not surprised when that happened.

kevinpowerspace

lol

i moped around my room all day when i came home from school
listening the "the patron saint of liars and fakes"
and felt sorry for myself.

i make myself sick sometimes.

:D

I cannot actually believe school is over.
Like finished. I will never sit in a classroom for 50mins and squiggle in the margin of my paper again.
I didn't think I would get sad but I actually did. We had our last ever Italian class and I realised how much I'm going to miss sitting in that cluttered old language lab chatting about God, politics and life. Laughing at Manfredi taking the piss out of Jaz. I'm going to miss sociology with Mr Petty bitching about the state of politics. Sociology with Mr Bush where he repeats himself and does odd things. Form times where he buys us coffee. Psychology lessons whispering and playing games with Chris. Ignoring the dreaded Miss Galvin and making sarcastic comments at her. Mrs Wallaces anecdotes in biology and Mrs Foster's irritating voice that gave me headache after about 10 minutes. Lunchtimes in the crowded common room, trips up to bexleyheath to get egg fried rice or sushi or something. Free lessons pretending to do work.
Theres so many things I took for granted. I never thought I would miss any of it until I realised I would never get to do it again.
I'm so nervous about what's coming next. But also kind of excited. There's a whole new world waiting for me now.

Photos: http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=742730010&ref=pb

I've been fighting off the death plague all day, i'm all achey and sore... and my nose doesn't know if it wants to be runny or not, and my throat tickles but not in a good way.  Why do i insist on working outdoors when it's raining?    

If i die, blossyn you have to promise to drag my lifeless corpse to the M&G, okay!

So i wrote a little ficcy thing in an effort to cheer myself up; mostly because i'm a whore for massages and need one desperately right about now.

Pairing: Spencer & Brendon.  (can be taken anyway really, but when i was writing i was seeing it more like one friend doing another friend a favour)
Summary: Spencer is sore after a show.
Unbeta-ed; any and all mistakes are mine.


How i'm going to go watch house of wax, because there's nothing better than Paris Hilton getting axe-murdered.  :)

Title: Remaining Relevant .:Three:.
Author: neverxnever
Rating: Pg13- R
Pairing: Ghost!Brendon/Blind!Ryan, various others mentioned
POV: Third
Summary: Sequel to Heedless in Rain. Brendon’s dead, he’s lost his love, his friends can’t seem to move on. And what happens when the psychopathic murderer who killed him shows up again?
Chapter Summary: “This is different.” Gabe would totally tell William everything if it weren’t for the fact that he’d sound fucking crazy. Or, crazier than usual. Telling people Brendon’s a ghost would definitely make him sound crazier than usual.
Disclaimer: I do not own/know anyone mentioned in this piece of FICTION.
Author Notes: At the end, bbz.

-Prologue- [1] [2]

( .:Three:. )

Dear Green Day;

You're beginning to get a bit like Mitch Hedberg's turkeys.

Just be yourself. We like you that way.