I am honestly totally and utterly fucked. Seriously...
I'm on a degree program that I don't even like, about to study for 3 years on something I find boring, with no choice, because what the hell else am I supposed to do in all honesty?
I really don't like Geology...It isn't intresting, and I have been studying it for the last 3 weeks. The idea of working in it..Seriously could not do that. I'm more intrested in being a Geograohy teacher, no matter how little it pays.
But the geograohy course here is as boring as well, and I can't change University now.
I love the people here, but to be honest, I think I made a mistake. And fuck, this is not something to make a mistake in.
I have some choices, none of which are good:
1, Stick it out. Ignore the fact that it bores me, hope for better and just power through...then run away screaming from it in 3 years time, never ever wanting to do Geology ever ever ever again...Ever...
2, Swap course..to what I have no flying idea. Probably something like Environmental science or Geography, or maybe Geography with Geology...Too late really.
3, Try and swap to another universty..but I like it here, it isn't bad. I have paid, and I can't change that now.
4, Just drop out entierly and go back next year. Really not that much of an option...no matter how much I want to study Japanese.
Because lets be honest...what in the hell would I do with that, except to become a translator? And I'm dyslexic..thus crap at english..thus making it useless.
Screwed...totally and utterly. Ooh and I have a field trip for a week tommorow, looking at rocks...more rocks.
And I just realised, that you arn't allowed to take jeans to wear in the field, and I have nothing else, because I was an idiot and didn't pick something properly...
Ahh but it's my talent to screw things up isn't it? Every single fucking thing I touch, I destroy, ahhh it's a shame isn't it?
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