[So. After a rather interesting debacle, one that involved a bit of name calling, Gin is off to go find his Ran. This involved a lot of searching and chasing. A lot of disappointment and sadness. A bit of moping. It also involved a bit of running around to make sure Aizen-sama wasn't following him. Aizen-sama. That took a lot to remember, gave him headaches too.
Speaking of headaches, as he was ambling along looking for his kitty-Ran-he got a bunch of splitting ones that almost made him want to kill himself or kill everyone in the general vicinity. Luckily for the rabbits and gophers and moles, and the occasional fish, the headaches stopped. Well, no, more like headaches stop and horrible indescribably pain followed.
It accumulated with Gin gripping his head, trying not to scream and failing. The screams could be heard, scaring the poor little furry animals. After that was over, he stopped gripping his head, stopped getting those damn headaches and simply smiled.
He was back.]
Ran~
[He's still looking for her of course. Still wanting to find Rangiku. But, of course, this time he could actually use his brain with all his memories. Not that anyone knew, of course. He still kept that slightly dopey look on his face, that innocent-who me?- smile. Course, that smile turned a bit desperate as he went on searching.]
RAN? Are you HERE? CAN YOU HEAR ME?
RAN[Off he went, shouting and shouting and shouting. That was what his idiot self would do right? Run head first into a wall and keep on running, to get to the other side. He had a panicked look on his face, close to tears really. Ran was still so very far away. So very far. He felt....a bit dismayed really. Would she take him back? Did he have to steal her away? WHERE THE HELL WAS SHE? DAMN URAHARA. Should killed him ages ago, should've tried to kill him ages ago. ]
I'M SORRY FOR LEAVING! Come back.
Please?I just want to talk. Talk. And I'm by myself!
Just you and me. [He repeated these words over and over, searching and searching. He could feel her but he couldn't find her. The frustration is quite true, the desperation, perhaps. The feeling of utter lonliness was also quite true. Aizen-sama may be Aizen-sama but he was not Ran. ]
(OOC: Hrm, Gin's back. And he's searching for his Rangiku. Come by if you wish, he might be pleasant to you or he might not. Don't worry, he won't kill anyone. He might even not choke you.
EDIT: Gah, apparently I forgot how really frantic Gin is when he had amnesia. *Stabs self in head*)