BJ & Hawkeye

Fic - You Can Never Go Home Again

Wed, 21 May 2008 22:41:00 GMT

Title: You Can Never Go Home Again
Author: Pet-5
Fandom: M*A*S*H
Rating: Captain or PG-13 - I’m not good with ratings so I maybe way off.

Characters: Mentions of B.J. Hunnicutt, Daniel Pierce, Max Klinger, ‘Trapper’ John, Henry Blake, Frank Burns, ‘Radar’ O’Reilly, Charles Emerson Winchester, Sherman Potter and Sidney Freedman

Pairing: Mentions of Hawkeye/B.J. Slash

Summary: To Hawkeye, home is a lot of different things. Things that just ain't there anymore...

SPOILERS:All Seasons but big ones for Abyssinia Henry, Welcome To Korea and Goodbye, Farewell And Amen

Warnings: Angst, implied character death and implied suicide

Word Count: 603 words

Disclaimer:This is a fan fiction. I do not own the characters, 20^th Century Fox Television does. No profit was made from this fic.

Beta’d:By saiyan_bride
Notes: Post-war fic

Dear Beej,

The old saying is true… You can never go home again. I’m trying to be the happy young man that I was before I went to Korea and saw the boys that had whole scrap yards in their stomachs and chests… or half of them missing -blown away by bombs and shrapnel- from either us or ‘them’. It never really mattered in the end.

I’m sooo tired. So very tired. My lugs are sending me messages to stop filling with air ‘cause they’re tired. Which is stupid, because you need air to breath. It hurts Beej, really hurts. I look at photos of me before going over there and I can see the laughter and twinkle in my eyes, but now… now they’re just blue. Like the Sea of Japan. God I miss good old loveable Henry Blake. He never could make a decision without a months notice. Thank God for Radar. I miss him too. I think I miss everyone, yes even Frank.

I wonder if anyone misses me… will miss me. I know my dad will, but I don’t think he can take care of all the details of the funeral… If it’s not too much to ask, could you come to Crabapple Cove and help him? As we’ve said a thousand times -no parent should have to bury their own child.

But I don’t think I can stay just so my dad doesn’t have to bury me next to mom.

Just so you know, I’m not going to send this… not really. My dad might give it to you if you came to the funeral. I don’t know if you would come all way to my little home town just to see me get put into the ground, but I do know that Peg wouldn’t like it… But then again I only know that because I wouldn’t like you going all the way across the US just to see your wartime lover be buried.

I don’t think Sidney fixed me right. I feel like something’s missing. Something that I need… Something that makes me… me. But I don’t know what makes me me anymore. I don’t think I’ve been me since the first operation I did when I got there… or maybe it was when Henry died and Trapper left… But I felt more like the old me when I was with you… I felt young and happy… It was like a dream… but it slowly turned into a hellish bloody nightmare.

It’s not your fault you know… its no-ones. I’m just tired… tired and I want to go to sleep... for a very long time. I never got much sleep over there. I don’t think anyone did. But you see, the thing is I’m not over there anymore. I’m here. USA. Crabapple Cove…. Home. But it doesn’t feel like home. Home is Charles playing classical music all through the night just to drive us up the wall. Home is Klinger wearing dress with unshaved legs. Home is Radar knowing just what Henry or Potter wanted before they did. Home is… Home is a lot of different things that just ain’t there anymore. And I miss it all. Even your cheesy moustache tickling me as you kissed, licked or sucked me.

It’s a good thing that I’m not sending this letter cause then you won’t know that even though I love you with my whole being that the memories and dreams of you wasn’t enough to stop me taking pill after pill, followed by glass after glass of gin.

I’m sorry…

Love

Benjamin Franklin ‘Hawkeye’ Pierce

Finest Kind

FIC: One Doctor's Story

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 23:42:48 GMT

Title: One Doctor’s Story
Author: Me
Fandom: M*A*S*H
Prompt: #87 Life
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye
Rating: Captain … maybe.
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything ‘cept a t-shirt. Don’t sue … no money.
Word Count: 2460
Feedback: Would be appreciated - good or bad.
Spoilers: Minor ones for Welcome to Korea and A War for All Seasons.
Summary: The story of BJ Hunnicutt and the man he became in Korea.

A/N: There are tense switches and POV switches throughout the fic. It is intentional. This fic has been in progress for about a year now. I had planned on it being this long, drawn out epic novel … but it isn’t. It’s haunted me for too long, so I finished it. Granted, it’s not what I originally wanted, but *shrugs* I guess it’s okay. No beta recently … any errors are mine.

For philleegirl ... she knows why.

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One Doctor‘s Story

New MAS*H Fic: Brown Versus Blue

Thu, 27 Dec 2007 22:56:00 GMT

Title: Brown versus Blue
Fandom: M*A*S*H
Characters: BJ, Peg, Erin, Hawkeye
Prompt: #17 Brown
Word Count: 349
Rating: K+
Summary: People think of blood as being red, but it is only red for a moment.
Disclaimer: Fox doesn’t even have a studio store, so I own nothing M*A*S*H
Author's Notes: For tvjunkie1013, my BJ and my sanity. I love you, sweetie! OMG, I wrote M*A*S*H again!! Go me! And, yes, I know Peg’s eyes were not this color, it is artist license.

Brown Versus Blue

New BJ/Hawk Fic

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 22:48:23 GMT

Title: Keeping Up Appearances
Fandom: M*A*S*H
Characters: BJ/Hawkeye
Prompt: K in the ABC’s series.
Word Count: 724
Rating: FRT
Summary: Hawkeye has to do things he does like, just to keep up appearances.
Disclaimer: Since Fox doesn’t have a studio store, I don’t even own any good stuff.
Author's Notes: See Author’s Assertion.

Keeping Up Appearances

New BJ/Hawkeye picspam vid!

Fri, 03 Aug 2007 16:12:50 GMT

Hey all! Since my muses seem to have abandoned me *completely*, I decided to make another BJ/Hawkeye picspam vid. And I have to admit, this one is sort of a tear jerker ... especially the end.

Enjoy!!!

Link: Please Remember

X-posted in a few places.

FIC: Crossing Boundaries

Sat, 09 Jun 2007 05:09:52 GMT

Title: Crossing Boundaries
Author: Me
Fandom: M*A*S*H
Prompt: #77 What?
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye; Mulcahy/Hawkeye -- sort of
Rating: 13 (Sergeant)
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything. Don’t sue … no money.
Archive: Anywhere, just let me know.
Feedback: Would be appreciated - good or bad.
Word Count: 1912
Spoilers: None.

Summary: A conversation between BJ and Father Mulcahy leads to them finding out that they have a few things in common … wow what a crappy summary.

A/N: This is more light-hearted than most of my recent fics. I know you’re all thanking God for that, right? Written for varietypack100‘s prompt of “What?” and the Yahoo group prompt of “inappropriate”. This was pretty rushed (got it in in just under 10 minutes) and hopefully it’s not too OOC for either of them … I don’t think it necessarily is, but other’s may disagree. Oh and it’s 98% dialogue.

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Crossing Boundaries

FIC: X-Rated

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:46:14 GMT

Title: X-Rated
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye, Hawkeye/Trapper, BJ/Hawkeye/Trapper
Rating: M (Colonel)
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything. Don’t sue ... no money.
Archive: Anywhere, just let me know.
Feedback: Would be appreciated - good or bad
Summary: Hawkeye and Trapper get a new roommate ... Let the jocularity begin!

Warning: Somewhat AU and possibly OOC - please don’t read if you don’t like that kind of thing. I have tried very hard to keep them as IC as I possibly could, though. This fic was written with tongue in cheek and should be taken as such.

A/N: The following changes to canon have been adjusted specifically for the purposes of this fic:

1) Trapper is not discharged.
2) Frank...is.
3) Since Trapper is still with the 4077th, Hawkeye doesn’t go running off to catch him, and thus does not pick up BJ and bring him back to camp.

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Part 1: here.

Part 2: here.

Part 3: here.

Part 4: here.

FIC: Unexpected

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:41:22 GMT

Title: Unexpected
Author: Me
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye
Rating: E (Corporal)
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything. Don’t sue ... no money.
Archive: Anywhere, just let me know.
Feedback: Is appreciated - good or bad.
Summary: None

A/N: Answer to the MASH100th challenge of “Unexpected”.

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Unexpected

FIC: Questions

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:38:24 GMT

Title: Questions
Author: Me
Pairing: Hawkeye/Trapper; Hawkeye/BJ - both implied
Rating: 7+ (Sergeant)
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything. Don’t sue - no money.
Archive: Anywhere, just let me know.
Feedback: Would be appreciated - good or bad.
Summary: None

A/N: Answer to the mash100th challenge on LJ - "a lost cause".

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Questions

FIC: Rain

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:37:19 GMT

Title: Rain
Author: Me
Rating: M (Colonel)
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything. Don’t sue...no money.
Archive: Anywhere, just let me know.
Feedback: Would be appreciated - good or bad.
Summary: None

A/N: My answer to the "The rain poured(s) down." 10-minute fic challenge. It took me a little over 10 minutes - okay, 15 minutes! - to write it. I don't know how good it is, but I hope you like it.

A/N2: This short fic is dedicated to leemal10 ... just because I missed her and I'm so glad she's back from her trip :-)

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Rain

FIC: Fighting

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:35:51 GMT

Title: Fighting
Author: Me
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye
Rating: E (Corporal)
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything. Don’t sue ... no money.
Archive: Anywhere, just let me know.
Feedback: Would be appreciated.
Spoilers: Yes, for Commander Pierce. I took one of the final scenes from the ep - word for word - and used it for this fic.
Summary: "It's my job to make the decisions ..." "*Was* your job ..."

A/N: This is basically a continuation of the ep Commander Pierce. This scene is at the very end, and I basically just added a little at the end - this is what I'd love to see happen. It's not one of my best fic efforts ever, but hey, I tried.

Dedicated to Robin and Jaime - the newest active members on mash-slash! I only wish I had something better to offer you, but alas, my muses aren't cooperating right now. But still ... welcome!!!

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Fighting

FIC: Zero Sum

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:18:03 GMT

Title: Zero-Sum
Author: Me
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye
Rating: M (Colonel)
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything. Don’t sue ... no money.
Archive: Anywhere, just let me know.
Feedback: Would be appreciated - good or bad.
Spoilers: Nope
Summary: Neither of us ever leaves here without some type of wound.

A/N: This fic is a complete work of smut. The boys may be slightly OOC, but really I don't think so. This is dedicated to leemal10 because she rocks - and because I bribed her with smut to make me a new animated icon ... she's easy that way =) Oh, and p.s.? I hate the ending.

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Zero Sum

FIC: Ever After

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:15:27 GMT

Title: Ever After
Author: Me
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye, implied Hawkeye/Trapper
Rating: 7+ (Sergeant)
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything. Don’t sue … no money.
Archive: Anywhere, just let me know.
Feedback: Would be appreciated - good or bad.
Spoilers: None.
Summary: His name was BJ Hunnicutt and I didn’t even want to shake his hand when he first offered it.

A/N: I used some dates in this fic, and they may or may not correspond to the timeline. Then again, the M*A*S*H timeline is so f-ed up that it probably doesn't matter that much anyway.

A/N2: This fic is for my new M*A*S*H friends here on LiveJournal ... just cuz you guys are so sweet!!! Enjoy!!!

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Ever After

FIC: Kissing You

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:12:33 GMT

Title: Kissing You
Author: Me
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye
Rating: 13+ (Captain)
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything. Don’t sue … no money.
Archive: Anywhere, just let me know.
Feedback: Would be appreciated - good or bad.
Spoilers: Maybe small ones for C*A*V*E, but nothing to get upset about. It won’t ruin the ep for anyone.
Summary: “Then close your eyes and trust me now. You know I’d never hurt you.”

A/N: Yes, it’s another short one from me. I can’t seem to finish anything substantial, so I’ve been writing a lot of drabbles and short stories. I guess that’s better than nothing, right? Anyway, this little fic popped into my head earlier today - so, instead of just jotting notes down, I decided to sit and write it all out in one shot. Hope you like it. Beta-ed by Lee who rocks! Enjoy!!!

A/N 2: This one’s dedicated to Braideeni. Come back soon, sweetie! We miss you!!!

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Kissing You

FIC: All I Ever Wanted

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:10:31 GMT

Title: All I Ever Wanted
Author: Me
Rating: 13+ (Captain)
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye
Disclaimer: Nope...don’t own anything. Don’t sue...no money.
Archive: Anywhere...just let me know.
Feedback: Would be appreciated - good or bad.
Summary: BJ's thoughts

A/N: Another short story from me. I'm not sure what's up with all the drabbles coming from me recently. Maybe it's a fear of fic commitment.Anyway, enjoy.

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All I Ever Wanted

FIC: Convince 1 & 2

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:08:00 GMT

Title: Convince (1 & 2)
Author: Me
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye
Rating: 13+ (Captain - to be safe)
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything. Don’t sue … no money.
Archive: Anywhere, just let me know.
Feedback: Would be appreciated - good or bad.
Spoilers: None.
Summary: For mash_100th prompt of ‘convince’.

A/N: 100 words exactly.

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Convince 1 & 2

FIC: Continuous

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:06:55 GMT

Title: Continuous
Author: Me
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye - friendship; BJ/Peg; Hawkeye/Peg
Rating: E (Corporal)
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything. Don’t sue … no money.
Archive: Anywhere, just let me know.
Feedback: Would be appreciated - good or bad.
Spoilers: None.
Summary: None.

A/N: Written for the mash_100th prompt of “continuous”.

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Continuous

FIC: Over

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:05:35 GMT

Title: Over
Author: Me
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye
Rating: E (Corporal)
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything. Don’t sue … no money.
Archive: Anywhere, just let me know.
Feedback: Would be appreciated - good or bad.
Spoilers: None.
Summary: For mash100th prompt of ‘over’.

A/N: 100 words exactly.

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Over

FIC: No Rest for the Weary

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:04:09 GMT

Title: No Rest for the Weary
Author: Me
Fandom: M*A*S*H
Pairing: None - Hawkeye POV, BJ/Hawkeye friendship
Disclaimer: Yeah … right.
Prompt: #11 Red
Rating: Teen
Word Count: 610
Summary: Hawkeye’s daily life … sorta.

A/N: Another angsty ficlet. Sorry guys. I promise … there will be some funny/lighthearted fics soonly-ish ;-) It’s sort of choppy. That is intentional. For varietypack100.

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No Rest for the Weary

FIC: Bump in the Night

Wed, 30 May 2007 16:00:25 GMT

Title: Bump in the Night
Author: Me
Fandom: M*A*S*H
Pairing: None -- Hawkeye POV
Prompt: #74 Dark and "monster"
Rating: Sergeant
Word Count: 340
Disclaimer: Nope … still don’t own anything.
Summary: None.
Warning: None.

A/N: Okay so I decided to kill two birds with one stone. This fic was originally written for the yahoo mash-slash group prompt of “monster“, however, it fit for the varietypack100 prompt of “dark“ too. So I‘m using it for both. It might be considered cheating … but, I did it anyway. It took me just over 10 minutes.

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Bump in the Night

FIC: Dare

Wed, 30 May 2007 05:26:18 GMT

Title: Dare
Author: Me
Fandom: M*A*S*H
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye
Prompt: #51 Water
Rating: Corporal - perhaps borderline Sergeant
Word Count: 486
Disclaimer: Nope … still don’t own anything.
Summary: Hawkeye never backs down from a dare.

Warnings: None. Short and sweet.

Written for varietypack100

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Dare

FIC: Out of Sight, Out of Mind

Wed, 30 May 2007 05:24:26 GMT

Title: Out of Sight, Out of Mind
Author: Me
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye - sort of; BJ POV
Rating: E (Corporal)
Disclaimer: Nope, don’t own anything. Don’t sue … no money.
Archive: Anywhere, just let me know.
Feedback: Would be appreciated - good or bad.
Spoilers: Tiny ones for GFA, maybe.
Summary: None.

A/N: For the mash_100th prompt of ‘use an episode title’. 100 words exactly.

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Out of Sight, Out of Mind

FIC: Used

Wed, 30 May 2007 05:22:11 GMT

Title: Used
Author: Me
Pairing: Hawkeye/Frank; BJ/Hawkeye and Hawkeye/Trapper implied.
Disclaimer: Yeah … right.
Prompt: #84 He
Rating: 16+ for semi non-consensual sex.
Word Count: 550
Summary: I suppose I could put up a fight …

A/N: This type of Hawkeye/Frank storyline isn’t new, but this is my take on it. Written for varietypack100.

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Used

FIC: Escape

Wed, 30 May 2007 05:20:53 GMT

Title: Escape
Author: Me
Fandom: M*A*S*H
Pairing: BJ/Hawkeye
Disclaimer: Yeah … right.
Prompt: #49 Club
Rating: Teen
Word Count: 343
Summary: Hawkeye’s waxes poetic about Rosie‘s bar.

A/N: Written for varietypack100.

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Escape

FIC: Keeping Secrets

Wed, 30 May 2007 05:19:39 GMT

Title: Keeping Secrets
Author: Me
Fandom: M*A*S*H
Prompt: #23 Lovers
Pairing: BJ/Charles; BJ/Hawkeye implied
Rating: Mature
Word Count: 2211
Disclaimer: Nope … still don’t own anything.
Spoilers: Period of Adjustment
Summary: Charles lets BJ in on a little secret he’s been keeping … maybe more than one secret.

A/N: I had no beta ... forgive me. Just a scene my pervy little mind came up with to add to “Period of Adjustment”. This goes between the breaking of the still and the rebuilding of the still. I think Charles may be a *tad* OOC in this fic, but I’m not 100% sure. He wouldn’t cooperate as much as I wanted him to -- he started out antagonistic and then changed into something else. I think my Charles!muse was confused when he saw the “BJ/Charles” thing … because, well, I just don’t usually slash Charles. Ever. I must be channeling captain_lubey or something ;-)

Anyway … Lucy, this one’s dedicated to you too. You know why.

Written for varietypack100.

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Keeping Secrets