Things have GOT to change for me guys. My life now centers around ... sleep. If I'm not doing it I'm wanting to do it, trying to do it, dying to do it.
Split sleep has worn me out. Five hours at night, 2 in the afternoon IF I'M LUCKY. I'm about to crash and burn. I've not worked on my art at all since starting there and barely do much of anything else. That's why I haven't been online. I can read before bed but my replies would be random and my posting would consist of "must sleep."
Saying that...I DO have a few changes I wanted to let you guys know about. My daughter had another daughter, Ashleigh about a month ago. Well, Sept 4th. I've seen her once and she looks exactly like Amy did at birth. As you might be able to tell things are as strained as ever between us. I guess I should be grateful that I'm allowed to see my granddaughters once a month (on a Sunday between 10 am and 1, I fucking kid you not.)
Matt has a girlfriend whom he adores and she has ... four daughters, LOL. He's thrilled, he's always wanted a family of his own and he's really taken it all on. He's come a long, long way guys.
Everyone else here is fine. I had a health scare a few weeks ago but all the big tests came out negative so yay!
Also, for the kinky people out there I have a new pet. I call him bear. He's very near and dear and has joined our little family although he doesn't live with us. It's...complicated. Yes, for those counting that makes three men I'm with. Well, two because james is now jamie pretty much all the time so one tgirl and two boys.
It's even a bit surreal to me guys.
So. High. Still here but not. Going to update the resume and try to get myself some 9 to 5'er and when that happens I hope to really be back again one day.
Love, hugs and kissage.
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