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    Saturday, July 26th, 2008
    missangelyss
    7:55p
    His harp on his sleeve...


    We went to visit my grandma today and she already had a visitor -- a very lovely woman named Karol who plays the harp for the residents in the nursing home. Liam was very into the harp and she was kind enough to let him play a bit with her.

    He was so excited. I worried a bit that he would hurt her harp but she made sure to keep an eye on him. She told him at one point that he reminded her of her son when he was young. Turns out, her son has autism though is much lower-functioning.

    Speaking of the autism, I was chided not so long ago about "labeling" my boy as autistic. It's stuck in my craw and I've been giving it a lot of thought. It's not like I go around shouting from the rooftops that he is on the spectrum or that I try to use it as an excuse for his sometimes unusual behavior but if people are trying to interact with him, I will often interject that he is mildly autistic as a means of letting them know that he doesn't always communicate the way one might expect a six-year-old, too. I think of it not so much as a label but as merely part of who he is much like if someone was trying to buy him clothes I might mention that he is blonde with fair skin so they know better what to get. Ok, maybe that is a muddy metaphor but I think you get my meaning. It's not a label or an excuse... it's just Liam.
    darksunlight
    10:11p
    Characters
    So, here's a list of all the char journals I currently have.


    prince_rupert Of Blue Moon Rising
    timsbooks Tim Hunter, Books of Magic
    what_stench Sir Dydimus from the Labryinth
    not_death_eater Lucius Malfoy
    impulsivekid Bart Allen
    find_the_fourth Sam Westing, from the Westing game
    kidzoom Thad Thawne, Barts clone
    whatawonder Wonder Girl, Donna Troy
    lastczarnian Lobo from DC comics
    poyoubastard That one guy, from Sir Apropos of Nothing
    notaskrull Teddy Altman, Hulkling
    lordpotter AU Harry Potter
    ectnotert Aahz from Myth Adventures
    ka_click Bun-Bun from Sluggy Freelance
    formofman Jason Blood/Etrigan the Demon
    mick_o_time Mike Callahan, from Callahans
    whoismatches Spoiler from dc
    mushroomdaddy the same, from Wild Cards
    killallbardsHawk, from Hawk and fisher
    lasombre The Sleeper, from Wild Cards
    tommyhook an OC, Captain Thommy Hook
    alphacomplexity The Alpha Computer
    brokenboredom Vampire Willow
    vampindy Beckett, from WoD
    mickotime Mike Callahan, again
    winterladym Maeve, Dresden Files
    misterbunny the same from council wars
    tallinspirit Edward Elric, Full Metal Alchemist
    1truebeliever Stan Lee. Yes, him
    iam_jc Jesus Christ
    kneelb4no1 Superman
    notalayer Buffy Summers
    lalalabia Foxxy Love from Drawn Together
    blackcompany1 Croaker, from Black Company
    youngprongs A young version of James Potter
    kaschaos an OC rennie
    not_robin AU Tim Drake, from the future
    transbender OC Thomas Pahn
    motherofmagic Morganna Dresden
    cheapknockoff I have no idea. No user info
    goodwillcasting AU Willow
    godofshiny OC Mort, God of Prophecy
    fatherjackal OC, Tzimice Vampire
    bloodycursed AU Spike
    divisiblebynone Superboy Prime
    emoreaper OC Death
    hammermeetnail Captain Hammer

    And I'm sure there's some I'm missing somehow.
    rabauken
    10:52p
    а я в отпуске:)
    darknightmare
    2:35p
    I don't know whats been going on lately, but I've been having a lot of nightmares lately. It's getting to the point going to sleep is becoming more and more difficult, because it seems I'm always worried what happens when I close my eyes.

    Blah, want to write more but I must get ready for the nightmare known as work.

    Joy.

    Current Mood: aggravated
    Current Music: DragonForce - Through The Fire And Flames
    good_benito
    6:45a
    Plasticity
    Script excerpt from future web comic after body modifications become far more common:

    "Dorothy, what the hell is wrong with you? Did they remove your brain along with your labia??"

    Yes, this just popped into my head for no reason while I was seasoning my jambalya. Yes, I am weird.

    Four day work week. Well, it's a start. Viva La Weekend.
    hylerj
    6:28a
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    karma_to_burn
    4:06a
    these times.
    make my eyes shut tightly.
    i can feel the pinch of my cheeks and gums and imagine the look on my face.
    drowning in reality television and celebrity restaurants galore.

    the execution of lies. the hidden meaning of (no) truth.
    meeting so many great people it's almost easier to be a new age racist.
    equal opportunity for all.  
    Friday, July 25th, 2008
    iambobbydrake
    9:26p
    YAY!
    So, the other day I went to the doctor... I've been having problems with my hands, and since I'm, you know, fat, I figured my blood pressure was high (and oh boy, was it.) Also, I wanted to talk to him about my... mental health. I've been cycling between crazy depressed to whirlwind of energy, and I wanted that to stop.

    Well, I went... And yeah, high blood pressure like crazy. So I'm on a pill to lower that. Which is good, I guess. For my hands, he couldn't do much yet, just told me to wear immobilizers on my wrists... 24 hours a day. That's... That's the sucks, but eh, gotta. However, for the depression, he siad I was a classic case of bi-polar. Yay. For now, he has me on Wellbutrin for the depression, we're going to monitor how I feel on that and add other things if need be. However, the benefit of the Wellbutrin? Well, apparently, it's the exact same drug as Zyban, only under a different name. So it's going to help me quit smoking, too. I have to take it for a week, then I can stop and I should be ok. So a week would be Tuesday. Maybe this will be the time that it actually works...

    In other news... I weighed myself today. I now weigh 228.6 pounds. You have to remember, however, that when I moved out of my parents' house in January, I weighed 265 pounds. I've lost almost 40 pounds since then. I'm 1/3rd of the way there. YAY! I still have a lot of work to do, though. But I think I can do it.

    METAL AS FUCK!

    Current Mood: excited
    Current Music: Dimmu Borgir - Hybrid Stigmata
    jason_bond_69
    3:56p
    maikoherajin
    1:22p
    Just Squeaked In!

    Been a while since I had a game I was proud enough to post my score for. This one managed to hit most of my strong trivia points. (:

    $22,058
    88/449
    80th percentile!

    This episode also gives rise to the greatest Barack Obama catch phrase ever created: "Yeah, well I believe you're a DICK."

    SPECIAL EDIT EDITION! This is now officially my highest scoring game evar!! (:



    Current Mood: hopeful
    babeofbryan
    11:06a
    This breaks my heart he was my age
    Man Behind 'Last Lecture' Sensation DiesBy RAMIT PLUSHNICK-MASTI, APposted: 1 HOUR 3 MINUTES AGOcomments: 113PrintShareText SizeAAAPITTSBURGH (July 25) -- Randy Pausch, a Carnegie Mellon University computer scientist whose "last lecture" about facing terminal cancer became an Internet sensation and a best-selling book, has died. He was 47.
    Pausch died early Friday at his home in Virginia, university spokeswoman Anne Watzman said. Pausch and his family moved there last fall to be closer to his wife's relatives.
    jason_bond_69
    12:06p
    jason_bond_69
    3:21a
    missangelyss
    12:20a
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    My twitterings for today:

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    Thursday, July 24th, 2008
    jason_bond_69
    11:49p
    jason_bond_69
    8:46p
    beasts_belle
    3:06p
    Haikus
    Mistakes I have made
    Wrongs I have had in the past
    Yet perfect to him

    ===================

    I, my worst critic
    Learing its fine to be wrong
    I am my own life

    ===================

    His eyes my weakness
    His arms where I yearn to be
    My heart for him beats

    ===================

    His touch, I shiver
    We call eachother our own
    Him, mine.  I, his.  Switch.

    Current Mood: amused
    twistedtyger
    1:27p
    friends from the past...
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    Current Mood: nostalgic
    lenniersd
    12:39p
    Made of win
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    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: Beaker - Ode to Joy
    karma_to_burn
    12:32p
    i want to take the time and look up and see the world.
    for what it isn't. for it ain't.
    where it was. what it could've been.
    all the present, held in haste.
    low in regard.

    i need to say i'm holding. even when i ain't.
    i'm surely not where i had hoped to be. yet i don't even feel like there's a place to be.
    usually, ok with that.
    my knees are unsure of how much longer that will not falter.
    even though i'm mostly tired and eyes squinted, there is no good sleep.

    crushed by this flesh, and stretched out near the limit, i just don't think i can do this anymore.
    either i break or this changes.
    fucked and caught in routines.
    unable to recognize past these arms and hands of what little they do.
    mentally, i may as well be a lawnmower with ocd always keeping in well under the recommended lawn care trimmings. like bald.

    change.
    i fear construction.
    change always brought on the fact that something was never going to be the same again.
    whether it be for better or worse.
    it will pass. this fading moment now overwhelming with ease.
    remember to make it important, to make it last.

    change.
    i should embrace.
    undone.
    my love for words leaves me stupid in thought.
    incomplete, yet ok.

    (never) always ok.
    i regret (nothing of) what i've become.
    who i ain't.
    too many eyes to please - since when did that become the case.

    a flake.
    now that's an ageless question. yet a fact. and one to change. and in that lack of happen, i bear no stance. consistent at being inconsistent.
    a pisser, for sure.
    reasons differ, yet -

    i am one, incomplete.
    thinking today, love may be hard, but hey. everything will be ok.

    and from above, blowing up to get there.
    everything rises, everything changes.
    jason_bond_69
    12:03p
    good_benito
    6:34a
    Don't drive there, it's bumpy
    And so ends our second night of our triumphant return to work.

    "Well, they hit the trucks pretty hard, so we shouldn't have much trouble with them for some months. What I'm worried about now, though, is that." *points towards the hoe* "Luckily, we've got the loader for a backup.

    Standing on a cliff, looking down at a dragline and eight D-11s moving dirt around, the boss waxes poetic.

    "11,000 horsepower, 125 tons, you can go wherever the fuck you want."

    He then regales us with stories of two times he got stuck in one. Apparently, you're not supposed to want to fall into holes.


    It tried to rain us out both nights, last night fiercely, but because it rained early, and because I, yes me, am made of Pure Awesome, the day was saved. I moved the mud and found dry dirt to drive on. What an odd thing to be proud of.

    And Sam and I have been having good talks and good lunches and generally making the most of the short spans of time we get together. I am enthusiastically happy. No shit, grinning and everything.

    There are purple flowers growing on my fence. I don't know what they are or how they got there. They don't smell much, but they're gorgeous. This is the second time this house has surprised me with something coming out of the ground. The wild rosebush with its hundred blooms is going to see, and I don't know if it'll bloom again this year. I don't plan to trim it. It was pretty enough on its own.

    God I'm good at enjoying happiness when it comes.

    Current Mood: happy
    aarrrggghhh
    5:44a
    KOMINAS ONE NIGHT ONLY AT TRASH BAR IN BROOKLYN
    Yep, but it already happened, Just Basim, Arjun And Karna haven't played a gig in a year and only practiced half an hour or so that morning. A certain Famous punk Rocker type was supposed to show up as he requested the Kominas come to NYC and play a gig, so they pulled to together to no avail. He was going to carry their CD. So anyway it dosn't matter naturally it was a super sloppy gig but it was like a big reunion with many friends I haven't seen since last year there was allot of energy allot of drunkenes (but not from me I had to drive home) and everything that accustomes a fun night.

    I took allot of (mostly shitty) pictures and some really shaky shitty videos but I think they both reflect pretty well everything! Also The Kominas are looking to play another gig if anyone wants to set up up with one preferably in NYC as it's more fun there and more people will come out. But it is short notice as it needs to happen around Aug 1st.
    (I don't really know if anyone reads my LJ or not) but they are looking if anyone does want them to come to you know is your chance.
    Par Desi

    Chaku

    Have Love Will Travel (Sonics Cover)

    Aysha




    aarrrggghhh
    5:15a
    While I did find Heath Lager a Delightfully mean spirited Joker I still can't really think of anyone but Mark Hammill aka Luke Skywalker as my favorite Joker, Perhaps it was growing up this was my favorite TV show and the fact that Joker laughed so much but was truly psychotic and served as such counterpoint to Serious old Batman while not giving up any of the Murderous charm. None of the other Jokers seem quite real to me, Even the joker in the Dark knight kind of reminded me more of a homicidal Beetlejuce.

    Plus did you know Hammill does 2 Characters in Metaloclaypse? Yep, looking at his credits I find him to be a genuninely stand up guy who deserves his iconic crown in nerd cult history

    The first 2 Minutes are from The original batman the Animated series, when it was all boxy and interesting looking. The new series looking so much more cartoonish and cutsy is actually really annoying looking to me and really disapointing they dumbed down the series with the NEw adventures of Batman and Robin. Joker is almost intact though so just try to ignore the animation after the second half

    missangelyss
    12:16a
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