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[06 Oct 2008|09:16am] |
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I'm doing the one thing I shouldn't be doing...Well, it really doesn't matter.
Pssshh...
Did you know there are different cockroaches? Well, did you?!
I didn't.
Nasty little buggers.
There you go, life is a classroom and each day you learn something different. No matter whether it's elementary or not.
Sounds cliche. Haha.
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| if you didn't notice, you mean everything... |
[06 Oct 2008|11:38am] |
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Even though i really love you,
i'm gonna smile because i deserve to
& it'll all get better in time.
i've done all i can, now its time to wait and see.
ready for things to get better, i'm so tired of being hurt, crying, feeling physically sick.
i deserve better. you said you would change, and instead you let me down like everyone else has.
i want to be with you, but i dont want to feel this way anymore.
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[06 Oct 2008|11:26am] |
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[06 Oct 2008|09:38pm] |
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So everything is kinda crazy right now.
I feel like im going and going and going with little sleep and little spare time. But ive been sleeping normal hours and have had alot of spare time. so idk why i feel like this.
i feel like their are certain people in my life who dont care about what im saying unless its about a certain band, and thats really starting it irritate me. there is more to me than my love for them.
i feel like everything is happening too fast. i mean, september didnt even exist for me. it went by waaay to fast, and was pretty much a non existant month of nothing in my life. It's october already. Last i remember it was august and i was in melbourne.
i feel like its summer already. its so fucking hot. im waiting for the storm, because this heat now isnt normal. summer is gunna suck. and its so hot in here. i just feel sick when the fan isnt on.
i'm also sick of lying to my mum. but then again, i can't consider it lying if she hasnt asked.
i need more stock icons. brb. icon hunting.
although, i do like my clouds. and y i took that photo myself :)
ill post it some other day.
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| Suri Cruise |
[06 Oct 2008|07:25pm] |
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what cha think about that - the pussycat dolls ft. missy elliot |
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| just testing something |
[06 Oct 2008|07:13am] |
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Slipknot - Interloper [Demo Version] | Scrobbled by Last.fm |
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just testing out the last.fm thing for livejournal
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[06 Oct 2008|04:17am] |
hey guys!
just wanted to let everyone know that this fall...
panic at the disco, the cab, dashboard confessional, and the plain white t's
are coming to locations across the country with the rock band live tour!
get your tickets today via ticketmaster!
see ya there? :]]
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[06 Oct 2008|03:27am] |
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504 Plan "Breathing Deep" |
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Insomnia and memes go together so well.
( that honesty meme that's going around )
In care you're wondering what I'm going to be doing the rest of the night, it's staring at this picture and trying to figure how the actual fuck Jon Walker looks to be 4 inches taller than his bandmates. Because in no universe, is Jon the tallest member of his band. Unless Brendon, Ryan and Spencer were suddenly transformed into children or gnomes.
ETA! I think I kind of sort of figured it out! Photoshop guidelines show that the wall like, slopes backwards. But I still don't quite get how the dark brown paint line stays the same at their heads while changing at their legs. And how Ryan Ross shut himself in a dryer to look that short next to someone he is normally 3 inches taller than.
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[06 Oct 2008|04:59pm] |
comment so i can...
1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - a fandom, a song, a color, a photo, a word, etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask you something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite userpic of yours.
7. Post this on your LJ if you want to
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| Damn it, Ted! - Stanley Coleman |
[05 Oct 2008|11:36pm] |
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Well that was ridiculous.
I try switching back to a basic account only for it to severely screw up my layout.
... After I removed unnecessary userpics.
I didn't realize header and footer ads were such a large factor. /sarcasm
-♥-
Didn't attend Homecoming this year, but I hear it was a lot better than the middle school dance I attended back in the day. (I would've needed guest clearance, an ID and a dress for this, of which I had none.) STILL, got to take a picture of the whole gang on my phone for the 'afterparty'.
Not pictured: Me. But that's cool. Buddies ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ohhh_nooo , unus_callidus and secretmage are there.
We played Silent Hill 5, which IMO honestly left something to be desired, but it's not like it was horrible or anything. It'll probably just take a while to grow into. I'd bill it as the RE4 of the SH series: Drastically different controls with little in reference to the prior games, but good in it's own way.
Get-togethers like this help keep me sane, so I'm glad I could be there. Even if I left early. Hey, it gave you guys more time to talk about me behind my back, right? ♥
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| Twitter Update |
[05 Oct 2008|11:03pm] |
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[05 Oct 2008|11:51pm] |
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I cant sleep. And I am so tired. And I have school. But all I do in class is go into my own little world inside my head and think. Think about everything. That doesn’t make sense. And don’t say things that you don’t know. “In my head I know/That you don't feel/The way you used to/In my heart I know/That you don't want/The way it used to be”. You don’t know how I feel. So don’t put things inside of me and don’t be like me and assume something just because you don’t know. It never would be the same. Not because I don’t want that just because things have happened. And because of that I feel like I’d be unwanted, if in fact everything came out.
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| Yearning for the Want (from you) |
[05 Oct 2008|11:30pm] |
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The anger and the hurt are one
There is no line to divide
Not even a fine one
It’s all there
It’s all one
And it cannot be undone
My mistakes
My choices led me astray
How can I stay in one place
I can’t
I gotta keep moving
I gotta keep changing
I saw the warning signs
But the wiring is loose in the head
The flashing lights came down a little too late
And I got crushed by the train
Full speed and full force
But I will mend
I’m lucky in a way
I wanted it to end I guess
And it had to somehow
Cause there just weren’t any feelings
At least not any deep and real ones
So I guess I just need to forget
I gotta keep moving ahead
Cause like I said once you take that step
There is no coming back
Cause after that you are unwanted
Cause they just wouldn’t understand
There is so much they don’t know
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[05 Oct 2008|10:41pm] |
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| Tweets for Today |
[05 Oct 2008|07:06pm] |
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| guess who's going to see Equus??? |
[05 Oct 2008|12:14pm] |
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I AM!!!! :)
Yesterday I got an email from Travelocity saying airfare to NYC dropped significantly so I was able to get a flight for $200 round trip. What a steal! I'm flying out Jan 30 and coming back Feb 2 so I'll have 2 days on the ground. Cynthia's gonna meet me there and we're gonna go see Equus together :) I'm really excited. We got tickets 6 rows from the front. FUCK YES And Ashlie might come too :) And I'll finally be able to go to Angels and Kings! FUCK YES!
If anyone else wants to come along you're more than welcome to!
Now we just gotta book a hotel. I found a hotel that's like $84 on average a night and it's literally right around the corner from the theater. So we might stay there. That's the best deal I've found so far and I don't know anyone who lives in the city besides Katy and Reva but Katy's moving to LA next month and apparently Reva has no room in her apt. So we'll probably just stay there.
Hotel booked!
We can go ice skating at Rockefeller Center :)
I need to start making a list.
Also on the list of exciting news, I'm gonna be a runner for catering at the Panic show on Wed. I have to get there hella early but I'll get paid. I tried getting in touch my contact on Friday and she called me back and left a message saying she didn't have the riders yet but once she did she'd let me know but she didn't think it'd be much of a pre-shop so it might not be much of a day for me. So I figure I'll just show up and take lots of pictures. I'm excited. I was debating whether it was worth it or not at first but then I figured it'll be good experience and it'll give me a chance to network with a lot of good people.
I just heard back from Zack today that he can't get me a photo pass because MTV is running the tour and being ridiculous. Maybe in a couple weeks it'll be different? Or maybe I'll be able to sneak some in. I don't know. I need to call my contact tomorrow and make sure we're clear about meeting up and everything.
I get to go to STL in like 11 days! ahhhh I've got everyone's presents down pretty much. Just need to finish one of Alex's and then write in cards and get gift bags. I got confirmed for 3/4 of the Sassy Back dates so we only have to get guest listed for SLC haha that shouldn't be a problem. Got all the hotels booked.
I need a new layout...anyone wanna make me one?
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[05 Oct 2008|06:59pm] |
now it's my time for the hurting
and i feel it so heavy in my chest
it's a give and take scenario
i gave and now its my turn to take
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| Getting my art on |
[05 Oct 2008|02:02pm] |
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Lately I've been really into collages (as art) so I've spent all morning tinkering on Photoshop. I also want to make some real, physical pieces so I've ordered an old dictionary from ebay to serve as a source for background paper, old illustrations, quotes, etc. I'm excited!
All of this is in an effort to:
1. Get back into my art - I used to love it until I got busy and distracted in college
2. Relax - Making art is sooo peaceful
3. Try something that could get me a (very) minor supplementary income
Click for larger
Self Portrait
I made a new blog on blogspot to post my movie reviews, lists, news, pop culture stuff, etc. so I can try to get a little money from ads. I have several people "following" me on Netflix, so I figure there's at least a small market for what I have to say on the subject, and lord knows I talk about movies enough, why not just put it into something that might get me a few extra bucks so I can order a beer at a bar in the city one night and not feel totally guilty.
The Red Head Reviews The Red Head Reviews The Red Head Reviews The Red Head Reviews
Also, I got myself set up on etsy.com so that, if I do make some things here and there, I can put up originals or prints for sale. This really creative girl in Portland has done the same, and has sold 50+ since May for around $15-35 each. Not bad at all!
Anyway, I'm trying to be creative-- not only in the strict sense of the word, but also in my financial dealings. So... there you have it.
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[05 Oct 2008|04:55pm] |
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friends cut part 2 complete.
I've pretty much disected my journal friends list all I can now.
If you were removed, please remove me.
Now it's up to you guys. I love you all effortlessly. YOU'RE AWESOME AND THATS WHY YOU'RE HERE YYYYYY.
Still, I'm leaving the wank and insecurities behind me now. got a viewing to go to in an hour or so FFFF BORING.
Comment stats failed because they're all OLD WTF LJ.
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| Free Fallin' by Tom Petty. |
[05 Oct 2008|11:07pm] |
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Aww, I love this song(: Family always jams it. Somehow reminds me of This Time of Year by Better Then Ezra. Seb, if you're reading this you should go download them :D And comment, cause you never do.
So yes, last night was my grandmothers 87th birthday. LIKE WOAH MAMA 87TH! And she's still fucking beautiful(: I love my nana! She's awesome! Even if she's a little dodo. Like who isn't, hello. Haha. Justin the cousin was there as well and ohmygod. HE KNOWS LIKE HELL ALOT OF PEOPLE. Jon Chan from Plain Sunset, Jane from Giants Must Fall, I think some people from Vertical Rush? Jon from The Firefight! -worships cousin and screams loudly- Hahah! And he helped out at baybeats! -jumps up and down!- Well, who knows, one day he'll be saying "oh yeah I know Sarah from overnight! She's my best cousin!" Hahahaha. HEY! I can dream right? Oh like a fucking flying crappy the cockroach attacked us! It jumped on his FACE and my HAND! OHMYROYALHITLERSBALLSINHELL. Can die. Thank God his eye has no infection though!
Shane has tickets to A7X. -frowns-
So, neeways. I realize I have a very musically inclined family! All -well most, heh heh Ryan!- of us can sing. Like srsly. Haha. The usual jamming group is like, Scott, Godpa Dyan and Nick. haha. Guess me & brahhter will be taking over soon. Maybe if we reinstate the annual new years chalet next year, overnight can play! I think I'm the only one dong the website luh, bloody hell. Oh yeah, which reminds me, auditions planning nextnext week. We need a guitarist to fill in, cause if the auditionee (such word meh?) is doing lead someone has to do rhythmn and you know. Vice versa. Any takers?
Sorry Zach! But you know how they are about you. Fucking whatthehell if you ask me.
We took a picture of the wholeee family :D 'Cept for Godma Gayle and Kevin! But have a picture of 'em so yeah. Haha. I didn't know we were so HUGE mymy! It's on facebook for you suckers who want to see it(: haha. And that stupid person kept IRRITATING ME! A fucking mini stalker lah. Like, HELLO. Give us space. Back off. Thank you and go stuff yourself in a mailbox.
I gave up on maths today. Tomorrow is history but I don't really give a flying fuck (when you have MATHS on your mind, it's like that ya'all!) and had dinner with David & Kathryn (NZ kids!), Aunty Ailin, Uncle Ben??? idk. My family, and GKK & GPP. About 10 of us, and we ate at tung lock. Total: 700 dollars.
THINK OF THE SHOPPING I COULD DO WITH THAT!
OH YEAH! Birthday present updates so go read(: Hahaha. Oh yeah oh yeaaaah :D Hahahaha. Kathryn's really sweet and awesome still(: They grew omg! She's 10 now! D's 12! Last time Kath was 6 and D was 8! Fuck, I feel really old. Shut up old fogeys. Hahahaha. Well, dinner was good (: Hahaha. Me & Ryan went to Candy Empire after even though daddy say couldn't. Technically, he said no going to Empire Candy but then he realised his mistake but WHATEVER! Im going to start going to the gym myself after ex-fucking-ams. Anyone wants to tag along? Brahhter followed me into Forever 21, Topshop yadayada. Shit yo, I totally need new shit from there): I need to think of arguments for that for mum! She needs to let me go CLOTHES shopping with my friends, instead of just her. Oh she has good taste. Yeah duh. Haha. Maybe I'll ask for a raise in my allowance at EOY. 200 bucks please(: Then I'll use 50 every month for shopping yay :D
Kim, this ones for you:
Jack & Jill went up the hill
to have a little fun
Jack got pissed
Kicked Jill in the ass
Cause that bitch couldn't make him come
( Random Zipada Lousy Bamblings )
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