Никто не в курсе, зачем мне понадобилось новую "Тэсс" (ту, что Томаса Харди) качать и смотреть? 
Как я в шестом классе над книжкой убивалась, так теперь после фильма слезы глотаю. 


Следующий в списке "Lost in Austen". Лиззи Беннет играет та же девушка, что играла Тэсс. 
Там ее казнили, а тут она живее всех живых. Дурдом какой-то. 

and might forget.

Here is a really nice pic I took at the NKOTB show Saturday night.

( *sigh* )

*pats Nino's old disasterous mop hair*
You've got a 接班人!!

I cannot stop laughing at Jun's new helmet hair. D: What happened to Mr Fashionable!?!? Did someone offend their hairstylist again?

timetable's out... AND IT'S SO RETARDED BEYOND WORDS. MY CLASSES START AT 9 AM EVERY STUPID DAY except for wednesday, which starts at noon. And from what I've seen, we have Drawing and Rendering 3 times a week. HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE!?!?!?! stupid crap. ERGONOMICS.......is the lamest thing i've ever ever ever heard in my whole entire life. HAHA AND WE have design history........... what the fuck.

but ehey! WE'LL BE HAVING TYPOGRAPHY ANDDDD DUN DUN DUNNNNN, DIGITAL RENDERING YO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg! exciting!



sad life.

Blah. It's 2pm and there's no one in the office. I'm so bored. I have work to do, but I just don't want to do it. I did enough today. There's 6 people in the office, including me. Sad. This is the last Monday with everyone, cause next Monday is a stat holiday for Thanksgiving. I haven't told a lot of people that I'm acutally staying and are not out of a job by next Friday. I feel kinda ashamed...

What I really want to do is yell it out from the top of the building that I'll have a job October 20th and not be "forced to resigned" October 17th. But I'm not suppose. It's going to be horrible to come in October 20th and have no one here. It's going to be so weird. I have to start planning to move to the other side of the office and reinstalling everything on my own - phones, mail, fax machines, photocopiers. That's gonna suck. I have a feeling I'm going to be on my own alot.

All I have to do is finish off today, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday - then I'm off for 4 days. I so need a vacation.

001 various male: Michael Buble;
002-003 various female: Blake Lively, Liv Tyler;
004 Cristiano Ronaldo;
005 Jared Padalecki;
006 music: Róisín Murphy;
007-067 tv show: doctor who; fnl; lost; prison break; supernatural;



( Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight; And damn it this feels too right; It´s just like Déjà Vu; Me standin’ here with you; So I´ll be holdin`my breath; Could this be the end?; Is it that moment when; I find the one that I spend forever with?  )

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I've decided to make a post for all awards I receive, in the case that it has at the profile coz it could be a long profile and I dont like it =)
Only post for advice

He decidido que en lugar de acumular los awards en el profile. Basicamente porque puede ser muy largo y no me gusta.
Voy a hacer una entrada linkeada aqui al lado para ir añadiendolo, más comodo todo!


( awards here )

My Aunt Lisa had a heart attack yesterday morning, and died yesterday afternoon. My cousin Malisa called my aunt early yesterday to get everyone up to the hospital. She said that her mom was unresponsive and on the way in an ambulance. My Aunt Amy and Aunt Sarah added to the drama like usual but mom just ignored them and got grandma there as soon as she could. I didn't know my Aunt Lisa well. She had MS, and lived about 2 hours away. I do know that she is the only one that has always supported my mom. She also gave us our Tessie. I'm obviously not happy she died, but at the same time I'm relieved. I feel horrible for thinking that way, but her health had gotten really bad recently. On top of her severe MS, she had a collapsed lung, brain and stomach cancer, and was down to about 90 pounds. The news of her recent bad health was really hard on everyone. Grandma hasn't looked good for weeks, and I don't know how she would have gotten through watching a drawn out illness and treatment. This way Lisa went quietly in her sleep, and it's over. No more painful treatments that weren't going to make her live longer, and no more suffering. According to the doctors she didn't have much time left. This way it was quick, and we don't have to remember the last 6 months of her life being horrible.

The funeral is Wednesday. Today I'm cooking a big pot roast for dinner, and everyone is coming over. Clearly my response to a family crisis is feeding everyone. There are worse ways to respond.

It's nice to be appreciated and recognized once in a while.





She.Got.-Her.Own. - Dwnldable for 7 days :)

And can nobody say that I'm not an independent girl. *winks* I'm ridiculously jamming to these two songs like crazy.

Me tailgating at the Michigan State football game on Saturday.

I just saw the drama cast for the Hana Yori Dango Korean version. Not impressed. AT ALL. :P I think Korean guys looks at least 5 years older than their actual age. The Domyouji looks like he is 28 when he is my age. I don't know why the name of the guy acting as Rui looks familiar, maybe because the Joong just looks too familiar because of DBSK fans friends i have like Shaline and Siew May. T.T I remember the name okay - Jaejoong. HAHAHAHA. The Soujiroh name looks familiar too because i think there is a DBSK/Superjunior member who goes by the name Kibum. LOL. Yes my Kpop knowledge is quite strong too. HAHAHA. And i'm quite disgusted by that Akira picture i saw.

I don't care if they're "taller" just like those drawn in the manga / portrayed in the anime. I think their face just.....looks a little wrong. YES KPOP FANS ARE RUNNING TOWARDS ME WITH A KNIFE. LOL. Re-adaption of famous dramas would NOT work, thats what i feel. But i still feel the HYD Japanese drama is better than the draggy long one by Taiwanese F4. I JUST FEEL THAT WAY - VOICE MY THOUGHTS YES?

I might consider watching if Hyun Bin / Won Bin acted in one of the roles. Come to think about it, Hyun Bin would make a good Domyouji since he was like Dom-like in My Lovely Samsoon.

I think i STILL prefer Japanese boys who looks younger than their age.

My boss is back from his 3 week long vacation/wedding/honeymoon in Italy. I hope he stays in a good mood even through his 8998 stacks of stuff. At least Thursday will be good! Bayside, Valencia, The Matches and The Status. Doors @ 5:30. The Metro in Chicago. Be there or be sucky. I'm stoked to see The Matches and their magic thanks to Amanda's Tmail assistance, and of course Bayside again too, I hope they perform Roshambo, while I'm safely on the balcony or anywhere not inside that crowd. Bahah, I'm old.

This is like our 23rd time seeing Valencia...it's at the first place we ever saw them. And the first place I ever wanted to smack Maxim, stupid turd in his purple hoodie standing too close to me, ah, memories. They had a fairly good crowd in the front that night, I hope they do Thursday too. We're going to make it a party and be a good 4-person crowd either way. IF YOU'RE CLOSE BY COME DANCE WITH US, AND YAY GANG VOCALS, AND MANY HANDCLAPS, YES. And Yay Jenn and Lauren A. are comingggg. :) We will make Valenchia fans out of them yet.

Since this is my once weekly/monthly legit update.. Pierre's getting fixed on 10/24. My poor baby kitty. I'm nervous for him already. Surgery sucks, but cat neutering is like the easiest surgery on earth, I could do it without that DVM I still want so badly..sigh. I'm having trouble paying attention at work...and I have to pee a serious coffee pee of course the second Connie leaves. And Rich is annoying, and he loses everything while doing nothing. GAHHHH. I wish I wasn't gone 11 hours a day so I had more family time and more friend time and more workout time and more me time before I have to sleep and go to work again. It's all balanced but it's not enough. Meh. I need to move. But then I'd get even less family time, and by family, I mean my parents and the 2 other members of our family we actually speak to. Boo. Ugh. I'm having a rough time coping with this thing with my Grandma. Her birthday is this month. And shit keeps reminding me of her. Like Dr. Quinn Medicine Woman and Hershey's Hot Cocoa, WHO RANDOMLY THINKS OF THAT BESIDES ME? Everything is so different than it used to be. Also, my dad's birthday is this month too, I'm sure his lurker girlfriend will hit me up on Myspace to come hang out for his birthday like we're all best friends. I should just send her a message now saying no before she even asks.
Anyway, Amanda, thanks for always being there. <3 Let's see Nights in Rodanthe this weekend and sob like the hormonal premenopause (lmao, that may be a little melodramatic) emo kids we are. Umm, I can't remember if I posted but my ultrasound came out fine, they put me on the pill to keep it from developing any further.

And on another note Mercury is clearly in retrograde, kids. Hence why everyone is so evil and everything is going wrong.
from http://www.astrologycom.com/mercret.html
-Mercury retrograde gives rise to personal misunderstandings; flawed, disrupted, or delayed communications, negotiations and trade; glitches and breakdowns with phones, computers, cars, buses, and trains. And all of these problems usually arise because some crucial piece of information, or component, has gone astray or awry.
-It is therefore not wise to make important decisions while Mercury is retrograde, since it is very likely that these decisions will be clouded by misinformation, poor communication and careless thinking. Mercury is all about mental clarity and the power of the mind, so when Mercury is retrograde these intellectual characteristics tend to be less acute than usual, as the critical faculties are dimmed. Make sure you pay attention to the small print!

Finish retrograding you stupid planet.

I'm taking a vacation.
WHATTTT
$79 to fly to NYC =)

Why must the devil cramps persist? WHY? THIS IS DAY FOUR. Aren't they supposed to go away by now? It takes FOUR ibuprofen just to take the EDGE off of them, but they never completely go away. And I can't tell if they're so bad they're making me sick to my stomach or if the almost-overdose of ibuprofen is making my stomach feel icky.

And I'm at WORK. And I hate my fucking LIFE right now. The only bright spot is that Dean Forester is possibly the cutest boy in the history of existence and he makes me smile. But I can't be watching DEAN right now because I'm at work.

:(

Seriously, I will pay any of you fifty bucks to come put me out of my own misery.

I know I just posted but I just realized that someone defriended me that I thought was close to me. I guess not.....

We got our internet but I can't use a browser on my computer. I can use msn though. I need to message Troy and see how he by-passed it with the computer i'm on now.
Last night was awesome. It was the first night I hung out with just girls since i've come to Korea.  We went walking around 어ㄴ ㅑㅇ. We had soup and then went to a coffee shop where I got a huge parfait. Then we went shopping.
Today was cool. Sharon and I talked about shopping alot. When she goes to Canada she wants to open a Korean clothing store there.
I am really tired today. I don't know why.
I am also poor now because I bought my super junior ticket.
well the monster is screaming to be let out of his crib
got to go
Rosa

PS: Ochibi-chan I love and miss you!!!

Rudens kā rudens
Biezie un gājputni laižas uz Nīlu
Pēkšņi man likās
Tu esi mans draugs un es Tevi
mazliet mīlu

Saule cēlās un krita
Es biju Tavs Meistars un Tu
Mana Margarita
Vai izskaidrot proti?
Ja sākumā likās mazliet,
Tad nu jau ļoti, ļoti

Kāds mūs sauc tepat aiz stūra
Vai klusi dauzās pie palodzes
Laid savus putnus ārā no būra
Uz kurieni tie lidos, tur arī es

Kad barojām pīles
Asaras krita Tev lielas kā ozola zīles
Laiki met lokus
Dažreiz saule slēpjas kastaņu kokos
Kā jūrnieki rumu
Tu gribi Munameģi, es braukšu uz Karakumu
Ar sarkanām neļķēm laiks atvadīties
Ir rudens
Ļaudis klīst pa vientuļām peļķēm

Kāds mūs sauc tepat aiz stūra
Vai klusi dauzās pie palodzes
Laid savus putnus ārā no būra
Uz kurieni tie lidos, tur arī es

Перевод.

Моя самая осенняя песня.

пс. С пятницы клен под окном облетел наполовину.