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After almost three years, I really needed a change. I hate trying to figure out who wouldn't mind following and who is still around and all of that, so if you aren't added and would like to be, please just let me know or add me first, I'd love to stay in touch.

eta: You can remove this journal as well, of course!

I like John Updike a lot !
Except for that Rabbit crap.
Seek My Face is wonderful.

So many things make me sad and weirdly uncomfortable/unsure when they become another casual item on a to do list, or just so standard. Which kind of is like getting by with "help" because then what really is the point of (if it's still) living? ...But still, that isn't stopping me from trying. Ha. I'm so vague, which is a word I can spell.

I'm going to read a book on my hammock until two; what is going on? Kim? Neal? Yeah. And if anyhitng I do know I'm asking today. Heh. And also ! I WILL make Michael dinner tonight, just us. Since yesterday turned into an awesome surprise everybody's-birthday birthday party.

I've started my still life- it's a prescription pill bottle on its side with some coming out, and it's next to an open plastic container of jimmies propped on its side by the lid. I'm calling it Candy. I'm having a hard time with physical violence lately and driving in cars in the passenger seat. I get so nervous lately. I couldn't watch a part in Love Actually cause it makes me so nervous ! How lame.

Suuuper Lame Lisa.

woke up rather late today, and randomly caught doraemon on the television. i really loved the show since i was young. haha then i spent the rest of the morning slacking around.

i was doing things at a slow pace that i was almost late for service :S thank god that i managed to reach in time.
my piano cher sat with the cellgroup today for the second and maybe the last time. she's leaving really soon :l
right, today's service was nice! i really loved the orchestra performance. i spotted 2 flautists 2 clarinetists, few cellist, many violinist and 1 trombonist. my cher's friend plays the cello!

seriously, i think cello is really cool instrument. i love it's rich bass sound, soo lovely.

lol i accidently saw my cher's phone today. she was hugging with a really hot half-naked guy in the wallpaper, her boyfriend i guess. i think that she didn't notice that i was staring at it.

ate dinner at the coffee shop near the church :D then went back to the church for prayer meeting later. the cellgroup started to chat around after the meeting. haha then we kept laughing at everyone's joke that my stomach was so painful. ended up that we were the last few to leave the church.

today is xinyi's birthday! we celebrated her birthday after the service [:


lastly, i want to thank god. thankyou for your protection, thankyou for you blessings and thankyou for helping me to get through this entire week. it has really been really tiring for me. without god, i won't even know who i can rely on.

Yesterday I,

- felt shocked and sad then felt okay
- went for the cremation
- climbed the back fence twice and got a cut in the process
- brought food and drink into music centre and got told off
- played pipa in the co room after school
- had dinner with a friend
- completed the week of skipping all lectures

Then today i went to school to study/sleep/talk/do work. Decided not to go for frisbee. Then TP and now home. Leaving for BUTS in a while! :)

PRELIMS A LEVELS hello. Anyway! I should go on a diet, wef tmrw, after tonight's picnic ahahha.

2 down, 1 to go. 2ND AUGUST SYCO CHAMBER CONCERT FASTER FASTER FASTER and then i can finally settle down. Cause right now, with it being NOT over, i'm giving myself an excuse to still take it easy for a bit.

because hearing your name makes me smile

я снова тут.. контакт взял своё..просидела.

а так все намного лучше..

я снова фотографирую.)

You are the loveliest letter writer
You're worth the wait.

I walked downtown and saw Tim  and bought Olivander a birthday giftie and my mum a just- cause giftie and the coolest cards and Rocky Horror from the book store. I'm warm. I made a flyer for TWA cause Tiles asked. i want to eat some food but I dunno if I'm eating lunch with Ryan- WEIRD, RIGHT? I thought it'd be interesting to talk with him after he told me he didn't know if it was all worth it or whatever. COOL, RIGHT? I don't have work tonight, AWESOME, RIGHT? Just agree with me.

Livejournal, I'm like totally spoiling you.
I feel super lame, internet-ing instead of reading or drawing which, if anything, are ACTUAL verbs. And like, wicked good ones at that.
Tonight me and Kimmy are having a surprise party for Mike and a notsurprise party for Olivia all at the same time because we love them both very very much and are super happy that they were born.

Anyway, I REALLY need to do my art homework ! I figured I could do my "friend" picture while camping with Kimmy. She's my friend, I hope I can draw her without offending her... And also, Tiles said I could use his syringes for my still life. And I picked a room for my perspec, even though I HATE those. And I picked "indifference" for my emotion. That's an emotion, right? And don't get technical, and say, "It's  a LACK  of emotion..." Even though you're right..

I want to go to Victoria's Secret and buy myself a cute outfit for the last marching band practice, when all the seniors do our last run through in our underhtings. Aw man, I am way too cool right now.