he must be gone with me... [Sunday October 5th, 2008 at 3:34am] loveundersheets [ mood | busy ] [ music | lost ] so right now im in chicago in the hotel. chicago is pretty fucking sick. glad babe brought me here, hes the best boy in the world. i know im very lucky. tonight we wandered around chicago and found dominic so we all went out together, we tried to get into a club with babes favorite dj but im the fun spoiler cause im only 19 and you have to be 21 so we went back to our room and were all just chilling. i can tell babes very happy he gets to see dom :) i think tomorrow me and babe and ty and kristen are going to explore the city in the daylight, should be fun. i guess now were going back to doms hotel room for a bit. so i guess im off ! cmnt

Don't think we're okay, just because I'm here... You hurt me bad, but I won't shed a tear-Duffy [Saturday October 4th, 2008 at 10:36am] thexnewxitxgirl [ mood | Getting Over Bobby J ] [ music | Children's Story-Slick Rick ] ~*Warning~*-High School Drama ahead-You have been warned! Okay so the past 2 days have been a little crazy..                                                                                        Thursday: Well everything was going same ol' same ol' when all of a sudden at lunch these two guys started fighting. Well one guy was choking the other so a whole group of people tried to get the guy off of him but then the guy being choked had seizure and passed out on the floor then the principal/vice principals told everybody to move, then these doctors came outta know where and tried to help. But while all that was taking place the bell rang to go to the next period so everybody cleared outta there and alll the other people involved were called to the office. But everybody was just shaken from the whole expierence O_O But thankfully the kid was okay and the person who choked him got suspended for 2 weeks.                                                                                         Friday: Again something happend at lunch!! A group of kids were getting arrested for trying to skip by going off campus and some girls were throwing condoms at random tables<--how mature right?? Anyway we got our pictures back and mines look a whole lot better than last years : p So at the end of the day while I waiting in line to get on the bus, I saw Bobby in line to!! (he was going over his friends's house who rides my bus) So my heart was beating like Cadence on a snare drum cause I was actually in talking distance of him!! But low and behold he sat right besdie my friend who a couple of days earlier said that he tried to ask her out years ago & that he said hey to her at the fair. So history repeats itself and again the guy I like is likes my friend. I sat in the front so I wouldn't have to be that close to think about it. Though I made sure my hearing was as sharp a sword. I heard him say "Who is that?" and her sya "Oh, thats Destinee.." He didn't even vaguely remember me...................Idk what they said after that because my mind just blanked out on all the times he was nice to me because he like my friend or how he hugged me cause my friend who he was best friends with told him to. Then I thought of how earlier that day in class, when I was gushing about I couldnt wait to see him at the fair to the same friend that told him to give me a hug said "Destinee!! You are sooo stupid,no offense. But oh my goodness after I told you he said that you were fuckin bitch and that you were annoying you still like him?? Your just letting him walk all over you!!!" I never thought of him walking all over me. But then the more I thought about it, the more it made sense. He had me wrapped around his finger. Anytime he would come around he knew that I would melt into the floor. It was apart of him. So know I'm just like "To Hell With Bobby" He can flirt with who ever he wants and that will be their problem. I know its gonna be hard to try to get over him but if I dont accomplish any other goals that will definetly be one. I just hope his gilfriend finds out ; ) 2 cmnt

[Friday October 3rd, 2008 at 10:31pm] ashisfriendly [ mood | pleased ] [ music | nothing. ] I was thinking of things I can do now because well, I have the money to do so. Not really have the money but the lack of rent will help Mike and I not only get our life back financially but in all kinds of ways. The first one was a gym membership. That sounds like something Mike and I could benefit from. We also have the money to not necessarily eat healthy (truthfully, Mike and I aren't horrible eaters... only when we can't afford decent food) but cut out fast food again and buy groceries and make dinner! So excited about that. And I think we should go out and do something together and fun once a week. Like a movie, or maybe mini golf, bowling, etc. And nothing to do with money, I'm going to start reading again like I did over the summer, one book after another. I'm going to start Pride and Prejudice soon. I started The Scarlet Letter but now I can't find it... stupid moving. I also want to find some kind of faith. Not like Jesus or anything... but some kind of personal philosophy. I guess that's more finding myself but perhaps that's what faith is. I don't know when I'm going back to school... or if ever. I'm trying to cope with that, but hey, not all of us go to college. If I ever go back, it'll probably be online. *shrug* Anywho... to redirect back to the gym talk, I decided to skip the gym and get this as soon as I can. Aleksa, let's hang. Also, Obama banged lots of women in college, where were you? (Rebe?) 4 cmnt

even when winnings illogical, losings still far from optional... [Friday October 3rd, 2008 at 4:34pm] loveundersheets [ mood | anxious ] [ music | ti ] sooo right now i'm in flint in some attourneys office, sitting in the 'designated smoking area.' sitting in here with me are two old ladies and an extremely annoying old man. i swear, this guy doesnt shut up. im just trying to smoke my cigarettes and chill while i wait for babe to get out of his deposition from that rave like 3 years ago. i just wish they would hurry up. id love to go home. or at least not be here alone. oh well, shits gotta get done. tomorrow its back to work at job #1, after 2 days off. thankful for the days off. i dont have to be there til 8 tomorrow morning so thats a relief. then after work its off to chicago with babe, ty and kristen. yay, get to meet dominic, pretty excited. hes one of rabbits faves :) lol then back to work monday morning :/ im gonna be soo dead that day ha saving for florida is going quite well, i mean for what i can afford. i think im living pretty minimalistic for now. monday is payday so i can put another $250 into savings, pay car insurance and get my car fixed up. cant wait for babe to get out, ah. my brain is pretty much blank right now. i dont even know what time it is. blah. im done with this too. , cmnt

[Thursday October 2nd, 2008 at 6:21pm] ashisfriendly [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | nothing. ] I'm pretty simple minded... when it comes to almost anything. I'm curious, why is it so hard for rich people to pay more taxes if they have the money to do it? If they have so much money, maybe they SHOULD be forced to be humane and give money to the government, so a more poor family with no healthcare, could get some. Feel free to really answer that, I really don't know. But really if I saw things out of my taxes, even my poor ass would pay more. If i went to school for free and had free healthcare.. I'd pay much more in taxes. Gladly. Anywho. Palin doesn't listen to ANYTHING. Alaska is cool and all but this is AMERICA, sexy. Sidenote: Ummm... my icon is amazing, Obama with a camera? Yes please. 8 cmnt

[Thursday October 2nd, 2008 at 5:17pm] ashisfriendly [ mood | bored ] [ music | nothing. ] 4 cmnt

You want I got it,Go get it I buy it-T.I. [Wednesday October 1st, 2008 at 5:19pm] thexnewxitxgirl [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | I Decided - Solange ] Yesterday as the same as today...I'm going to the fair with a group of friends on Friday. I heard Bobby was there yesterday and that he was going on Friday (which makes me wanna go even more xp) I forgot how rude people are till today on my way to class a friend of mine was tryin to get to class then somebody shoved in her into a locker and said "Yall need to move!!" I told her that she needed to move and she just rolled her eyes. She just HAD to say something like nobody else has to go to class either > : / Sorry if this makes me sound whiny but I just can't STAND people who act like that. ugh...Hope your day was better than mine<33 1 cmnt

"Fiz um grande disco", diz Liam Gallagher, do Oasis [Wednesday October 1st, 2008 at 11:21am] ohhrosie [ mood | excited ] [ music | Oasis ] Aaaaai, CD novo do Oasis! Já baixei, mas claaaro que eu vou coprar no dia 6! hehehe Ainda não ouvi inteirooo =((( Matéria aqui "Fiz um grande disco", diz Liam Gallagher, do Oasis Folha de SP Depois de quatro discos que não foram nem sombras dos dois primeiros, Liam Gallagher, 36, avisa aos fãs e críticos: "A mágica está de volta". Em entrevista, sentado no sofá velho de um pub em Londres, o filho pequeno ao lado, o cantor do Oasis está empolgado. Darryl Dyck/AP Liam Gallagher disse que "a mágica está de volta" em seu novo trabalho "Você sabe quando tem a mágica. Gosto quando a mágica está no ar. Acho que a mágica está de volta, esse disco tem mágica. Já fiz discos, os caras já fizeram, tem uns em que a mágica não está lá. Mas, neste, estava no ar. Vocês sabem do que eu estou falando, cara", diz Liam, sobre o sétimo álbum de estúdio, ao lado de Gem Archer e Andy Bell, seus colegas de banda. Não que Liam se importe --ou ao menos admita que se importa-- com a recepção do novo disco. "Se os críticos gostarem, ótimo. Se não gostarem, não gostaram. Esse disco para mim é grande, é grande na minha alma [O título do álbum é "Dig Out Your Soul", algo como "descubra sua alma"]." "Se as pessoas comprarem 50 milhões de cópias ou se comprarem uma, nada vai tirar o fato de que fiz um grande disco, eu e esses caras fizemos um grande disco. É um ótimo disco", diz o cantor, com sua habitual falta de humildade. Gravado num estúdio em Abbey Road (lugar tornado antológico pelos Beatles), o novo disco tem 11 faixas, algumas claramente Oasis, outras um pouco diferentes dos trabalhos anteriores. O material promocional da gravadora fala em música com um "groove", o que os três rejeitam. ""Groove" depende de quanta maconha você fumou", diz Liam. "Não importa se as pessoas vão dançar ou não, o que importa é que escutem o disco e se divirtam." Fãs "feios" A polêmica do momento em que a entrevista foi concedida, em 16 de agosto (a gravadora agenda a entrevista com a condição de que seja publicada apenas após certa data), era mais uma declaração de Liam, que havia dito que os fãs de Coldplay e Radiohead são "feios e chatos". "É isso mesmo", confirma. E os fãs do Oasis, como são? "São legais. Não estou dizendo que só temos modelos na platéia, até tem umas pessoas feias. Mas vou te dizer uma coisa, eles têm paixão! Nossos fãs não fazem assim [se levanta, bate palmas com cara de bonzinho e cotovelos grudados], os nossos fãs fazem assim [agita o braço no ar e fala alguns palavrões, seguidos de "yeah!']". O outro assunto da hora é a vida saudável de Liam, que disse estar pegando mais leve, evitando os excessos. Quer dizer que virou um roqueiro saudável? Ele não responde à provocação, mas olha para as quatro garrafas long neck de cerveja, vazias, e pede mais uma para uma assistente. "Eu não fumo mais, mas estou em brasa", diz, num trocadilho infame com a palavra "smoking", em inglês. Enquanto os dois companheiros não se cansam de citar bandas novas que consideram interessantes, Liam se mantém fiel aos Beatles, Stones e cia. "Meus ouvidos são sagrados, por que ouvir alguma coisa nova se você já ouviu isso?" Mas, há 15 anos, essas bandas todas já existiam, por que ouvir Oasis então? "É, faz sentido, você tem um bom ponto", responde o cantor, rindo. O irmão Noel não estava escalado para a entrevista, mas chegou ao pub por volta das 13h, com cara de acabado. "Ontem foi pesado, fiquei tomando "shots" com uns amigos até as cinco da manhã", disse ele, jogando-se numa poltrona. Não deixou muita dúvida de que essa é a sua rotina. "Outro dia me acabei tanto que no dia seguinte dei uma entrevista à BBC1 [uma das rádios de rock mais importantes do Reino Unido] e nem me lembrava. Comecei a receber mensagens de texto dos meus amigos, me dizendo que tinha ficado superengraçado, eu nem sabia de coisa nenhuma." cmnt

Everytime I see you,my hands were made for you-Amy Winehouse [Monday September 29th, 2008 at 4:59pm] thexnewxitxgirl [ mood | okay ] [ music | Ok It's alright with me-Eric Huthinson ] Hello all : ) School today was alright...I basically had a sub in every class so there wasn't really much work. I know I'm supposed to ignore my friend who is ignoring me but its hard, you know? Its like seeing your ex with someone new & they look like they're in love Oh it is love,from the first time I sat my eyes upon yours... Sorry Hellogoodbye moment xp I *cough* my mom *cough* found my library card but I think I need to cool my jets before I get some more books cause I'm still on Breaking Dawn & Honey.Baby.Sweetheart. Speakin of my mom she recently got this AWESOME phone and I am jealous!! It has everything I want & she dosen't know how to use.....!... I am so excited for the new Gossip Girl episode : ) Hope the rest of your day is awesome <33 cmnt

[Sunday September 28th, 2008 at 3:01am] ashisfriendly [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | hook. ] Oh damn. I'm really going to miss Disneyland. Hook is on and it's amazing. 1 cmnt

Tell me you love me,come back and haunt me. Oh when I rush to the start-Coldplay [Saturday September 27th, 2008 at 3:07pm] thexnewxitxgirl [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | Womanizer-Britney Spears ] I know I said I wasn't gonna but I made/ate brownies yesterday.....I'm tryin to stay away from them cause I have to wear shorts in the parade but yesterday was one of those "Good" days. I'm outta Spanish : ) and I didn't do so bad on the science test:72 but that ain't no A. My friend keeps ignoring me for those guys again. When I confront her about it she just looks at me like I'm crazy & says "Come on Dezzy! You know your like my sister!!" So I'm just gonna get over it...I absolutely adore "Womanizer" by Britney Spears : D Have A Great Day!! 4 cmnt

[Saturday September 27th, 2008 at 4:23am] ashisfriendly [ mood | loved ] [ music | nothing. ] Sigh. ( OFFICE SPOILER ALERT ) 1 cmnt

[Friday September 26th, 2008 at 11:08am] ashisfriendly [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | nothing. ] MIKEY TOMORROW!!! Aaaaand Jim and Pam forever. cmnt

Your standing at the door,I'm fallin to the floor-Nelly Furtado [Thursday September 25th, 2008 at 7:09am] thexnewxitxgirl [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | So What-Pink ] Yesterday was very hectic. I couldn't find my shoes and I swear I had Mount Rushmore on the side of my face :/ I was seconds away from missing the bus. But yeah I'm getting my schedule changed : ) I got to get out of 3rd period &help the guard with the parade routine which is 0ct. 10 and the theme is "Go For The Gold" which is like the Olympics <--- as soon as I hears that I shouted,"Micheal Phelps!!" Anyway I think I totally aced my Language Arts test!! Not so much on Science : / We got progress reports and I have all As & two Bs...hope you guys have an awesome day* Oh yeah Isis should have never left America's Next Top Model!!! That really pissed me off >:( 3 cmnt

[Wednesday September 24th, 2008 at 11:36pm] ashisfriendly [ mood | sick ] [ music | nothing. ] Sick, sick, sick. cmnt

[Wednesday September 24th, 2008 at 5:44pm] julyonthebeach why i dont do drugs. basically. I came home yesterday from work and my next door neighbor (whose door is seriously right beside my apartment door)was unconscious in his chair outside of his door. He had a note in one hand and an empty pill bottle in the other. I was freaking out. Some of his stuff like his grill and bike was in front of my door so i had to squeez by just to fit into my house. Mean while i was making a lot of noises and he didnt even move. Honestly i couldnt even tell if he was breathing or not. I was freaking ouuuut im telling you. I thought should i call an ambulance or what. Then i noticed that he was actually breathing but very slowly... josh got home and woke him up. After many loud atempts he woke up and just looked at josh and was like maaaaan i am tripin... and he went inside. Freaky! i seriously think that he was trying to check out ... and i havent seen him today. I know that his girlfriend went in for surgery yesterday because she has cancer sooo he must be really stressed out. drugs... cmnt

Somewhere between unsure and a hundred-The Fray [Wednesday September 24th, 2008 at 6:48am] thexnewxitxgirl [ mood | groggy ] [ music | That Girl-Pharrell ft. Snoop Dogg ]                                                                     The Day Before Yesterday: In 2nd period we got schedule changes (cause one class had 35 students) so now instead of my big science class,its split into 2 classes & I have it 4th period. I used to have Art 4th period as me elective but now its changed to 3rd period Spanish. Are we on the same page??? lol Well anyway I want to get out of Spanish cause the teacher lets the students walk all over her so I don't think I'm gonna learn anything. Then, after school we had guard practice where some new people came in & at first I was a little intimidated but they actually wanted to learn : D So then after practice I walked home with a friend then when I got home I was so into this book Eggs-Jerry Spinelli that I took a shower to wake me up so I could read more : ) Watched Gossip Girl/New York Goes To Hollywood. I told myself I was going to watch The Hills but I fell asleep.........                                                                      Yesterday: I've been a little irked lately cause one of my best friends met these boys in band or whatever & shes like in love with them!! (not litterally) she hangs out with them all the time & talks about them all the time and it just seems like we're strangers...I saw BOBBY (for those who don't know my crush who probably doesn't give a bleep bleep that I'm alive) who was lookin SEXXI!! sorry unecessary lol He was just standing there by the buses where the people from  different highschools ride the bus home. I asked another teacher could she get me switched in her class for 3rd period & she said it was a possibility : ) 1 cmnt

[Wednesday September 24th, 2008 at 12:50am] ashisfriendly [ mood | crushed ] [ music | nothing. ] Fuck. 2 cmnt

[Tuesday September 23rd, 2008 at 7:45pm] fuckabella \I have to find a myth to tell for a class and i'm researching the myth of Sophia. "Sophia is analogous to the human spirit and resides in each human as the divine spark" "Gazing down into the world of matter, the younger Sophia sees reflected there a transcendent light. Drawn by desire to possess this light and duplicate its image she leaves her heavenly consort, the Christ, and descends into the world of matter. There she rushes about, hovering to and fro, trying to impart life to the chaotic inert elements. Finally she becomes helplessly immersed in mud, unable to extricate herself. Nevertheless, just by sheer contact with matter, she produces a being -- an odd, lion-faced entity, whom she calls Ildabaoth (Ilda, child; Baoth, chaos)." ooh something shiney! and forgets all consequences. "There the twin angels of human personalities also reside and the celestial bride chamber is erected wherein the lesser selves of humans may meet and be wedded to their spiritual counterparts, the twin angels." that reminds me of my tattoo and me being a gemini.^ "The human spirit, which belongs to., the fullness...is the gift of Sophia. In most humans this spiritual spark smolders and dreams, unconsciously awaiting the breath of the emissaries of the fullness to be fanned into effective action. This spirit is of Sophia, and through and beyond her, it is .of the identical essence as the supreme King and Queen, Depth and Silence themselves." "Such is the gift of Sophia, drawn from the endless treasury of the light and made available to humans by way of her compassion and wisdom. She who remained faithful to the true light entreats her children to do likewise. Faithfulness to the spirit dwelling in the deepest and highest recesses of their nature will thus lead them to the renunciation of illusion and the embracing of the real. . " my desire to spread the love i feel, what is real. you can read it    uselessscience.com/forum/index.php cmnt

you can't get on my level cause i am so un-level... [Tuesday September 23rd, 2008 at 9:27pm] loveundersheets [ mood | stressed ] [ music | holla at a playa ] im like a broken record, all ive been doing is working. thats not true, last weekend we went to lansing and it was lots of fun :] tomorrow i dont have to work at job #1. or the next day, sleeping innnnnn yayyayayayayyyy so those days will go by fast, still have to work at job #2 both days anyways. went to the doctor, 1 week and i will be happy. then after my 2 days off from job #1, i have to work 7 days in a row until i have another day off. good god. thats going to suck. a lot. we just went away for the weekend and i already want to leave again ha im just chilling by myself right now, babe ran out for a minute. by the time he gets back his dinner should be done :] making his favorite. cuteee. i have a pretty nasty headache, i cant wait to sleep even tho i want to stay up late. and i know by the time 3 rolls around tomorrow, when i should def be up by, ill still want to stay in bed. and i have laundry stacking up and i should really do it but i have no motivation. ill probably do it tomorrow night/thursday morning. it sucks when your semi day off has to go to laundry but really thats the only time i have to do it. i have no life :[ all i have is work. and i must say after april, i will NEVER EVER EVER work at the same place i work as job #1 right now. they tried to tell me that once you work there you just keep going back, not me boy. fuck that place. i am ONLY there because i absolutely have to be. never ever again. i cant believe i wanted to work there. its way worse than any other place i've worked. ew. whatever im done with this. !peace 1 cmnt

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