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[26 Jul 2008|05:37pm] |
OK
I'm coming out.I'M COMING OUT OF THE HAIR CLOSET.
I've lost so much hair that I now have a seam running down the back of my head. Jonathan did some research and IT SEEMS THAT THANKS TO MY LOW IRON/RED BLOOD CELL COUNT, THAT I'VE HAD SINCE 17, my hair is falling out.
My mom has always told me that the worst thing ever is to get the Iron/b-12 injections BUT GUESS WHAT? I'M GETTING THEM. I DON'T CARE THIS ENDS NOW.
THERE'S THIS KIND OF ANEMIA THAT SPECIFICALLY DOES THIS=
FROM JONATHAN'S RESEARCH: Pernicious anemia is a rare type of anemia in which the blood cannot absorb vitamin B-12, which is necessary for the production of red blood cells. Pernicious anemia can be diagnosed through a blood test and is simply treated with vitamin B-12 injections. "Other symptoms will be present besides premature graying in a person with pernicious anemia," assures Litt, including fatigue, shortness of breath
OMGG. AND YES. MY ROOTS ARE TURNING WHITE.
ONCE UPON A TIME, MY HAIR WAS SO BIG, THICK, FAT, AND SO CURLY THAT, LIKE A BLACK HOLE, LIGHT WOULD GET SUCKED IN. NOW: LIMP, SAD AND WTFFFF
I'M DONE. ALSO, LOW IRON/ETC CAUSES BRITTLE/GROSS NAILS -- WHICH I'VE BEEN DEVELOPING.
THIS IS IT. I'M SO FUCKING UPSET THAT I CAN BURST THROUGH WALLS. FUCK MY DOCTOR IS SO FUCKING LAZY. THEY ALL ARE. UGHH.
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[26 Jul 2008|04:19pm] |
emmy and her cat.

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[26 Jul 2008|01:40pm] |
My nose looks amazing! The first side wasn't bad, the jewelry hurt more than the actual needle. Second side though, oh man. Needle was tolerable but the jewelry stung. Seriously, if you need anyone to stab holes in you, and you're in or around the Syracuse area, go to John Joyce at Scarab Body Arts. I cannot recommend him enough. The waiting room and piercing room were neat and nicely decorated. John was really friendly, explained everything he was doing, and really put me at ease. I was amazed at how much time he spent marking my nose to make sure that both sides would be nice and even when we were done. Perfection. Now I want more :P
I'm off to go ring shopping.
And then Maria's grad party later tonight.
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[25 Jul 2008|11:28pm] |
Sometimes I just love the kittens. Ooh.
I miss my cat. :(
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| taxi's desperate plea |
[25 Jul 2008|11:04pm] |
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DOES ANYBODY KNOW HOW TO TURN OFF THAT FUCKING PREVIEW THING WHERE IT SHOWS YOU A PREVIEW OF THE LINKED PAGE WHEN YOU PUT YOUR CURSOR OVER THE LINK? TELL ME TRULY I IMPLORE
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| I'm a sucker |
[25 Jul 2008|10:55pm] |
I bought $100 worth of magazines from this kid (kid = 18 or 19) trying to raise money for college.
He was so good at selling shit.
He told me he wanted to be a business major and the money went to a college fund. There were a bunch of kids in shirts and ties but this one was doing the best job.
I knew that, even if he was scamming me, he was doing a damn good job at it. I figured as a business major, he would go far. He totally tricked me into buying more stuff than I wanted.
There's a true entrepreneur.
I will be receiving copies of Spin and Rolling Stone for the next two years.
Unless I got scammed, in which case, a kid in a nice dress shirt and tie gets some crack to smoke tonight!
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[24 Jul 2008|11:57pm] |
FUCK KAN ZAMANS
JUST because it's packed doesnt mean you can throw my beer even though I go there every week and I always have a drink with me OR say I have to leave because I don't have my fucking ID When I was just there the night before AND Some dumbass new guy thinks he knows wtf hes doing.
I'd rather go to Tikka Masala now in TL Where I get free shots and drinks assholes.
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| Sitting around watching the dog masturbate |
[24 Jul 2008|11:43pm] |

I'm not exaggerating. He licks at it all damn day 'til he gets puppy lipstick (red rocket.) He does it with the intention of getting himself off. Of this I am positive.
 wtf??
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[24 Jul 2008|11:35pm] |

This is what I took for the beer run. I can keep it if I want. Or I can take a subaru. I'll post the subaru whenever I get to see it.
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| getting shit done |
[24 Jul 2008|05:15pm] |
 Eureka tower in Australia
So far today I have; Cleaned Done Laundry Fixed Website Fixed Flickr Uploaded a ton of photos Imported 12 cds
Now I'm off to clean the kitchen and bathroom.. ugh!
I have to get away from my desk...
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[24 Jul 2008|05:18pm] |
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i wish i felt something else.

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| mind at the end of its tether |
[24 Jul 2008|03:09pm] |
It turns out that I live in a tropical rain forest~ wading down the street in too-big flipflops~
the meteors I'd call down on that NP, the PK STARSTOOOOOOORM! but then again there are so many worse, so many many worse.
an elimination, like a field of electricity. hum and buzz like lain.
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[24 Jul 2008|02:54pm] |
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I had something to talk about...now I can't remember.
Annoying :\
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| New Zealand Wine, Russian movies, The Dark Knight |
[23 Jul 2008|11:16pm] |
 Somewhere one our way from Queesntown to Christchurch
So I finally opened my AMAZING new favorite Pinot Noir, Oyster Bay from NZ I was very pleased with the majority of wines I tasted in NZ and brought almost $650 worth back home with me I even tried Oyster Bays' chardonnay which I usually can't stand, and it was fairly good
I went to work yesterday at 8 am Only to be told because we're cutting hours And had too many people working that day I could "go home if I wanted to" However, I can't argue with my manager and was pushed into a corner A phonecall WOULD have been nice since I woke up and walked to work In the cold and slight rain.... So I've had alot of free time since I don't go back untill friday I WAS going to clean...however I had a late night with my russians and friends from work We went to OB for a bit, then went to a russian market, got some beer (1 beer is about 12% alcohol..wtf) Got a movie and watched it at my house. Of course out of the 10 people over last night only Niyaz could figure it out however I gathered about 40% of what was happening and it actually helped me in hearing people talk and understanding the language more They eventually left And didn't wake up until 2 pm
I went to Sugar Cafe which is my favorite cafe I can walk to with free wi-fi Until 10 when it turns into a dance club and a ton of super tan girls wearing barely anything stumble in with a beer in one hand and a cigarette in the other I met some guy visiting from Colombia His english was very good and I took him to this colombian resturant We talked about movies and politics, what colombia is like and he had recently been to Paraguay, so he told me about it and said I should really go soon
He was super nice and tonight was his last night in the city So we saw the Dark Knight (I am SO blown away) Never have I been in a theatre where you could hear a pin drop in every scene Or has an audience given a movie a standing fucking ovation Which, however, was def. deserved.
Of course I came home and read everything on IMDB One of my favorite threads; "Theory that Ledger isn't dead, and faked his death for the next movie So it will be even bigger and more hype when B3 comes out And you see The Joker in the previews"
He died. Get over it. However if it does happen, Ledger should def. get a Jesus Award.
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[24 Jul 2008|12:00am] |
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Happy birthday to me!
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| My parents sent me on a beer run |
[23 Jul 2008|10:35pm] |
Most dangerous beer run ever.
+ Car I've driven twice + Thunderstorm (w/hail!) + Unfamiliar Back Roads + 30ish miles (just for beer)
But, these are the people who made me possible. They fed me and gave me a place to stay and made me need therapy.
I walked into the house soaking wet. They simply said, put the beer in the fridge.
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[23 Jul 2008|03:13am] |
It's 3:13 AM. Tomorrow is my birthday. In my head it's still the 22nd since I haven't gone to bed yet. I'm listening to Britney Spears. Madness, I know. Alright, Poison the Well came on so maybe that gives me back some of my street cred. No? Fine.
I ripped my fake nails off today. It was way more fun than it should have been. Pieces were flying all over the place. But, man, I love having real nails back. All short and boyish. I can now pick my nose without fear of hurting myself. I kid I kid.
Gosh, I'm in a silly mood.
Ok, schedule for tomorrow: -Remove any leftover acrylic from my nails -Call about Napoleon -Write my thank you cards for graduation -Clean my room -Clean the ferret's cage -Dye my hair -Give myself a mani pedi
Ok, I should attempt to sleep. I leave you with this -
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[23 Jul 2008|12:30am] |

I fixed it! It goes 56k!
( +3. The whole set will come in August. )
In the next post, I will show you my car!
Well, it might be my car. I get a choice between two.
It's a surprise!!
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| natty gann & the prospect; the moss, the root |
[22 Jul 2008|12:01pm] |
Yesterday I went walking on an Endless Quest to the thrift store, of which there used to be one very close by, but now there is only one clear across town; and so my walk took me, sunburned probably and awash in sweat, through the Many Moods of my hometown. Through the quiet suburban lawns, through the ramshackle poor areas, through the urbanish downtown, through the college campus, through the unbelievably gorgeous cemetaries, through the exhaust-choked strip mall wasteland. (All the while, the clouds were incredible. This summer has been amazing for clouds.)
As I walked I had a most rare vision! I thought for some reason of Suspended, that most rigorous of adventure games, because it is pretty much an exact simulation of the experience you would have in that actual situation. Tedious 'video games is art man' people say Half-Life 2 is so great becuz it doesn't have cutscenes and suchlike things that take away from the "immersion", but Half-Life 2 still does have a health meter, not to mention obvious computer graphix. Suspended on the other hand has nothing but the same text you would see. But then I reflected that perhaps it would not be text-and-keyboard in real life. It would probably be more like radio communication.
SO THEN I THOUGHT OF IT MY BRILLIANT IDEA. An interactive-radio-drama game! No graphics. Just a blank black screen. You speak into the mic, voice recognition software don'cha know, and the game reacts accordingly.
Pleased with coming up with a truly original idea, such is my genius it seemed to me, I told my brother when I reached home, and he immediately responded with the no-graphics Wii sex game that was recently announced, and my heart sank as low as when I discovered that there was nothing good at the thrift store, and my journey had been in vain.
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