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[21 Dec 2007|12:01am] |
its all good, i vomited and vomited till i had nothing left... like literally nothing left at all, i feel nice and empty now,
i can sleep well knowing there is no food in my stomach,
when you eat and then vomit, do you get rid of the calories to or do they sink in anyway so does that defeat the purpose of vomiting???
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woah guys :| ive been away from this site for a fair while, where's the friendly, helpful, supporting atmosphere gone?
anyway, im going to reintroduce myself for all the people i haven't met, im 16, 100lbs, and ive been at this for three years. My lowest weight was 87lbs, and my highest 116. for the last few months ive been around 107, but now im determined to get back on track. Im hoping to get to 91 by new year, im not sure if its manageable, what with all the festive food around, but im sure guna try.
i hope you're all having/have had a good day :)x
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[21 Dec 2007|05:51am] |
Yer I No I Just Posted Below .. But I Want To Post Some Piks Of The Big Obease Pig ... Me
Tell Me Wot Uu'se Think ,, I Dont Mind If Comments AreHorrible !
 My Chest Bones ..There So Crap
 Stomache Erwww
 My Legs ( Ive Got Skinny Jeans On )
 Me.. Omg Im Goin To Cry
Im Sorry If I Made Anyone Sik
xxxxx
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morning everyone well last night i was good i sat in the house while my mum and bf had the biggest indian i have ever seen and i was there with an apple.well todays a good day going for a spray tan at 11.30 and then shopping getting ready for bfs work party sat night.been doing loads of sit up already this morning and its only 7.30 just had a pint of water so i should be fine for a while anyways hope you all have a great day xxxxxx
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[21 Dec 2007|07:59am] |
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this is ultra fucking bad..
after last nights like big talk about the support i felt really good and like i was getting support and i was happy..
i went to the kitchen to get water.. and walkd past a box of cadburys heros.. i hate like 4 little dairy milks.. 2 twirls and 5 dreams... what the fuck!!
this is so shit and i lost 7 lbs this weeks im so sure to have gained it all back on.. im too scared to weigh myself.. it makes me sick even looking in the mirror.
i just want out... out of this stupid.. grose fucking diseas...!!!
also.. ive started to eat infront of the mirror.. its started to put me off food even more.. watching myself eat.. ewww... it looks grose.. im so stupid i didnt do that last night.
i wasnt even hungry.. i wasnt even going to binge i jst sub conciously grabbed it nd ripped the chocolates open. and stuffed them dowwn my throat!
i couldnt purge i cried myself to sleep last night!!
oh my god! im such a prick! fuck!
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[21 Dec 2007|08:51am] |
So this it it!
The new day where I show my parents what I'm made of. It all starts now. I'm starting off with a water fast today then the 2468 just up until Christmas.
After that I'm restricting to 400 calories a day. By new year I really hope I'm 10 pounds lighter.
Anyone is welcome to join me. =)
Good luck today ladies.
Stay strong
xoxo
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[21 Dec 2007|09:56am] |
Ugh...work today. Then Christmas shopping at the mall with the boyfriend, Should be busy so not much eating going on. Down .6 from yesterday even though yesterday was my aunts bday and it went pretty well! I was pretty damn proud of myself...half slice of pizza with no cheeese then salad with some peppers tomatos and vinegar dressing (it was oil and vinagar but i sifted out the oil! That was all i really had all day besides 4 saltines. then the cake part I had tea with splenda and like a tiny sliver of cake that i only ate half of it. I kept getting the tiniest peices and putting them in my mouth. Everyone knows I am "dieting". When I dont eat at work, people from woth think i eat at home and vice versa for my family at home. Guess it works out. I feel like I am back in fucking highschool! Oh well...
I am happy cause this time I am thinking I really might be able to do this...to reach my goal weight. That would be so lovely and for summer to. But i am also scared to reach my goal weight for 3 reasons...
1) Will I ever be happy?
2) WIll I be able to maintain or will I just keep losing cause either I dont feel skinny or cause I am scared of gaining.
3) Gaining my weight back cause I am too comfortable with my body.
Does anyone else have these issues? Thanks guys. Have a great day and I will be on later for a little bit!!
<3**<3
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good morning girlies <33
how is everyone going??
would love to hear from you all ;)
but anyways im going alright... my stats are worse then i thought but ive lost 2lb so im feeling a lil better... still not going to put them up yet though haha
love you girls, i swear i really do, there is noone else i can turn to anymore... all my friends are massive and love eating... which is totally screwed... but yer... noone to turn to
anyways have a goood day!!
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Hey y'all,
how u all doin??
hope all is well...
anyways, fast is goin well although i almost killed it last nite, i went home n mum had made mashed turnips, so without thinking i picked up a teaspoon of it and put it in my mouth as i swallowed i realised wtf am i doin luckly it didnt stay down (hahahaha) i purged straight away woo hoo!!!
2 more days to go, i kno i can do it!!! and so can u!!!
not being horrible but for the ppl who are fakin, just like to say u have no idea what we go through so pls just stop...we dont need this kind of crap depressing us even more...we want to support the ppl who are actaully going through this not give tips and tricks to ppl who are genuinly just over weight and are trying to fit in because they have no where else to go, i know its very mean of me to say this but im sick of ppl emailing me for tips, i cant tell u wat to do and how to do it, i dont want to be blamed for anything bad that happens to u.
im sorry this was so long but we really need to get this straightened out, i dont know maybe im just feeling like crap coz i think im gna start my p's (after 2-3 months..lol), i have such a bad tummy ache and back pains..............ish......sorry!!
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think thin
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peace out
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[21 Dec 2007|11:27am] |
im not pleased with myself today.
@ all, my workout sucked. i think i only burned 300, which puts me in the negative for today but still.
i was so weak and just couldnrt keep going
i want to say its because im sick. but i think we know its cause i dont eat enough
how can i not eat, and still get a good workout? is that even possible
it's my 2nd day taking green tea pills. i think they work? im not sure yet,
ill let all you lovlie ladies know.
Today so far = Water, Green tea pills, 1/2 an apple.
i think im gona stick to that and maybe some coffee later cause my bodies absolutely addicted to coffee. but i have to go to a huge christmas party one of my friends is throwing tonight, which equals. Chrfistmas chocolate, cakes, cookies, pasta, liquor.. all tghe good stuff i refuse to put in my mouth. ugggggggh.
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[21 Dec 2007|11:54am] |
two weeks left to the end of my holidays, i guess i survived it pretty well with the 2468 going along.
Also, recently i got a photo assignment ... kinda look forward to it since it's my first and i hope
i can look good for it.
hmmm recently i think i am blowing too much air con and seems like my skins get all dried up
and suffering from the "crocodile" skin. Any help to that?
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[21 Dec 2007|12:02pm] |
I'm feeling really sad.
I'm doing really good. not eating much, when I do eat, its like something really little and then i exercise if off and take lax.
I gained 1.5 pounds. :(
I know this just happens sometimes, for whatever reason. But it makes me so sad.
I was 139.5 yesterday, and I'm 141 this morning.
I hope tomorrow is better. I feel so gross. I wish I could cut it all off, actually i tried that. Liposuction doesn't work, just in case anyone was thinking about it.
Too Bad.
I hate food.
I hope everyone else is doing better.
Love,
Carmella
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[21 Dec 2007|12:15pm] |
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Can someone please fill me in on what a 2468 is? I've seen it in quite a few entries, but i'm not quite sure what it is. helllpp.
my three day fast is going good so farr. today all i have had is water water water and half of an apple. today is only the 2nd day, and i KNOW the 3rd day is going to be the hardestt.
Support from you guys never hurts :]
loveee yalllll and stayy strong over CHRISTMAS!
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[21 Dec 2007|12:22pm] |
thx girls =)
my stats:
ht:5ยด11
cw:around 62 kilos ( not gonna weigh myself till tuesday
hw:66.5 kgs
lw:56 kgs
^st goal weight-59
2 goal weight-54
and eventually 50 kgs
Much love girls
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[21 Dec 2007|12:29pm] |
This isn't about ED's, sorry.
Quick Question:
I want to buy a cute pair of skinny jeans. But Im short, Im only 5'4''. I told myself I wouldn't even LOOK at my fat self in a pair of skinny jeans until I was 120lbs. What do you guys think? Is that too fat still?
What is the max weight for someone who is 5'4'' to stick her fat butt in a pair of skinny jeans???
just curious.
Thanks,
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ok.. so its just 1.pm
and i'm fastin today.. bc tomorrow i'll go to a resort with all include.. and i won't be able to skip meals bc i have to be eatin with my parents at an specific time....
anyways i lost 1 pound..
i hope i can lose 3 today....
c'ya prettys!!!
stay strong
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I feel bad because I can't ge to reading everyones posts! I went to work last night and stayed till 12:30 at night trying to catch up and still failing. I would have stayed longer but my husband was asleep in the car and I felt bad. Then I was so hungry I went to Wendy's cause it was the only thing open. I know I am pregant I am suppose to eat but I am not suppose to eat crap. Now today I am not hungry at all...and there is like no food in the house and I am angry with myself cause I am happy about it...I have to eat for the baby. God who thought eating healthy would be so hard! I am really happy and proud of all the support here though I know you all can do it! Think Thin!
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i really need some help on trying to get my weight down.
height: 5'1"
weight: 110 fucking lbs
goal: 92 lbs
im huge - i know.
i really need some help. what do you guys eat? do you plan meals? what exercises do you do? how do you stop the cravings? any fast-track tips?
i've tried starving myself but it only happens for a few meals or one day then the next day i indulge.. its sick.
ps. does keeping thinspiration books really work?
help.
help.
help. or i might just stretch even more.
xoxo
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Hey Guys! It's been a while, but i'm 2 busy 2 post. Anyway I'm starting the new year off fresh! I've lost track n gained 7pounds. I'm 5'6 n 137. I wanna weigh 100-110. I will be skinny. I'm goanna go run 6-10 miles sia!
Luv U ALL! Stay Strong n Think Thin Thin Thin!!
Amanda aka Bangs<3
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[21 Dec 2007|03:34pm] |
Hey guys...
haven't been on here in awhile, sorry, just the usual stuff -- you know... I've been pretty bad lately (so obviously depressed), but I'm proud of myself because yesterday was the 1st time in a LONG time that I fasted the whole day without messing up at all! :) and today, I had a mini-binge with fruit and veggies in the morning (500 cals), but i don't plan on eating anymore today....
Anyways - right now i'm taking adderall everyday to make me not hungry & super energetic... just wondering if there was a safer diet pill you know about?
If you have any info on diet pills please let me know! Thanks!
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[21 Dec 2007|04:24pm] |
so today i fasted coz of my lkate night binge last night!! wtf! what ever im past it.. i didnt gain so thats good.. but ive lost a few inches on my waist from the fast.. today and tomorrow.. just green tea. if i lose i will be so like frigging estatic.. im going to the theatre tomorrow night.. i got to look my best.. and im going to paris..on sunday.. i have to be able to fit into those cute little french skinny and cute little french tops..
i drea of the day that i can fit into a 00! or even 000 or even even 0000. if there was such a thing i would want to be that size.
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hi everyone been in for a few hours my tans came out lovely looking forward to tomorrow night so far only had a yogurt and cuppa tea so been good usely feeling hungry around this time but am fine,mums got the chilli on downstairs and i no im going to have to eat atleast a tiny bowl of it otherwise i will bindge tonight.hope everyones ok am going to try the 2468 see how it works for me xxx
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I love watching food network! For some reason it doesn't make me hungry! It is like watching the people go through all the trouble to make it kind of makes you not want it after that!
So far just french onion soup broth, 2 saltines and about 2 ounces of chicken...about 150 calories. My friend was sitting next to be eating a steak mac and cheese and a baked potato with butter and sour cream...It was tempting at first but then looking at it, i didnt even want it, even after she offered me some! I was proud of myself! I want to stay under 400 today. 500 max especially walking around the mall.
i want to be 140 by christmas day...4.6 pounds to go. I know it will be all water weight, but it will be a nice xmas present!
Hope everyone is staying happy! :0)
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[21 Dec 2007|04:44pm] |
well, i would like to think ive done well today ... but its because its not night yet :[
i hate it... i cant control what comes over me... its shit... i HATE binging....
i need more self control... grrr
anyways whats everyone up to??
much love guys, BE STRONG!!
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hey chickadees!!!!! i decided 3 days ago i was going to fast for day 1 eat 200 cal for day two and fast day 3 ... i did it :D!!! upto now altho thers 6 hours and 9 mins left until i can say ive succeeded ..... but i no i will. so im going to carry on with my diet plan 400cal for 2mz then fast then bac to 200cal and fast then 400cal then fast and so on!!! i feel so high!
a few grls wanted to join so let me no how u have got on if u did!!!
i started my new job last nyt it was awsooooooooome . because its just 5 min away from the pub i used 2 work in. the same people go in ... AND MORE :D its alot busyier and the guys r younger , the till is the same the soda machienes the same dishwasher.. the same haha its practically identical and i love it.. workd a shift 2day as well and im really excited for my shift 2mz. its reali sad i know. bt that will wear off im sure. hope it doesnt bt it always does!
caloriess today .....( Ocal) HEHEHE
take care oxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxHUGS AND KIZZEZoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxo
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[21 Dec 2007|06:01pm] |
ok so today i told my self i would fast all day, and so far so good! I'm kinda hungry, but i know i can get through this!
My friend is coming over, but she went shopping with her mom so hopefully she ate with her so that i dont even have to look at that disgusting shit people call "food".
i'm going to see set your goals tommorow with a bunch of friends, but i hope they dont want to eat before hand, because if they dont, then i will keep on fasting!
i hope you all are doing good!
think thin girlies<3
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[21 Dec 2007|06:24pm] |
Hey girls
Im so messed up.
I keep tryin to eat 'normally' but i just end up disgusted with myself =[
Eaten LOADS today.
Gonna try and at eat as little as possible tomorrow
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[21 Dec 2007|06:43pm] |
Another Newbie =]
A quick story of my background with Anorexia:
I developed anorexia two years ago. I suffered with it for six months, then went into hospital for five months. Yes, the disorder hit me like a tonn of bricks.
I was out of hospital and had recovered, i was once again happy. This was for about eight months.
However this past month, i am starting to get the same thoughts i had in those first six months.
I feel as though i am failing, as though anorexia is winning my life
I know this isn't really the best place for me to be but i want to talk to people who are going through the same torture and experiance
As my life hasn't revolved around food, weight and calories for a long time, i never realised how big i was getting, and now i am so fat i can hardly stand it
I've been reading this community for about a week now, and i really don't want you girls to think i am fake just because of my weight. If i was just some fat girl wanting to lose weight, i would do it the healthy way. No, these thoughts in my head are strong, commanding and frightening.
Ok so for my stats then.
Heightest weight is horrifyingly my current weight: 170 lbs
Lowest weight, the day i went into hospital: 72 lbs
Height: 5"5
Age: 18
It was harder than i thought admitting that =[
i'm going to start eating 300 calories a day for two weeks and burn 800 calories
Christmas is easily avoided
Bye for now, oh and my name is Fraiyer xxx
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[21 Dec 2007|06:44pm] |
hey everyone.. soooo
i havent been on here..in so long..longer than half a year perhaps..
but anywho..ive been up and down on my weight..i went through a
bad time.. i gained to 140..but now im down to 130..
now i take meds..and a side effect is that it decreases my appetite ALOT
so i basicly never feel hungry.. and it helps so much..and my mum got of my case
with my weight and eating.. so..now that she isnt on the look out..im once again
able to do as i want.. yay..i hope everyone is doing well. and hi to those who are new
and..might not even recall knowing who i am lol
Stay Strong! <3
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Hello im new to this community . Im only 17 years old and i've had eating disorder for about 3 years or so .
i tried to get help for it but that didnt last for to long . Im still disgusted with my body .
I've tried hoodia and every other diet pill out there to help lose all this weight that i gained when i was getting help .
If I lost 20 pounds that would bring me down to 100 pounds . And my goal is to lose more then that but ever since i stoped getting help i cant lose an of the weight : [
I was wondering if you guy could help me
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i'm having a really awful day today ladies. not food wise though. food wise, i'm doing brilliant. only 66 calories in total and i just know i won't eat anything else today because i feel so fat. for the rest of the night, i'm just going to drink water even though we're having a couple mates around for a game of poker and there'll be beer and stuff being poured all night.
the worst part of it all, is that i feel fat after eating 66 calories. how stupid is that? yesterday i ate about 81 calories and sat on my fat ass all day with a fucking beautiful cake in the oven for four hours, and it still smelled beautiful afterwards too. and then there was another cake in the oven for four hours. but today, this is the lowest number of calories i've had when i've actually eaten even if it only is a 54 cal cup of soup, 2 cups of black coffee and a 2 cal cup of diet cola.
and i'm so tempted and afraid too. because i know there is so much lovely food in the cupboard since we went shopping last night, and there are so many foods that i could binge on. but i'm really determined to stick to this liquids fast and not eat much over christmas. i really want to do this. i mean, i had set a goal of being 98lbs by monday, christmas eve. already though, i'm down to 99 from 102 yesterday and if i stick at this, i have the potential to go so so much lower than 98. my ultimate goal is 90lbs, but god knows i'll never reach it with my fat ass off on christmas hols with so much binge food around.
i'm officially the lightest person in my family now, apart from younger cousins and my cats. but my dad is like 13stones something, mum is 9st 13lbs ish, but wants to get down to 9st 7, and my sister is probably around 7st 7lbs (105lbs) and i'm even lighter than that, but i'm still not happy. i'm depressed because i want christmas cake and i want cake buns and i want pizza and i want yorkshire puddings and shitty crappy fatty foods on christmas day and at tea time on christmas day 'cause my gran always does a buffet for tea. but i'm so afraid that if i allow myself the slightest deviation from my low cal rules and my safe foods, i'll go completely mad.
i'm already going mad just craving the damn foods, but i know from past experience that when i allow myself some freedom to break the usual rules, i binge. sometimes it can last for a few hours where i'm just eating almost non stop, and sometimes i can pretend that i'm going to eat normally for a few days, but i just binge and binge and binge. i can never eat normally ever again, because ana's just too deep routed in me.
i'm not going to eat, not until sunday night when i have my pepper fajita wrap and i end my liquid fast. i really don't want to let you all down girls, because i really want to loose this weight. i think i'm gonna go get a bottle of water and write my diary while i wait for our guests to arrive.
thanks if any of you read this. lots of love!!
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[21 Dec 2007|08:39pm] |
hey girls!
okay so i gained 2 FUCKING POUNDS i'm so angry with myself!
sorry about the cursing but ugh im so mad!!!
but since new years is coming soon i'm starting of with a clean slate, and i WILL be skinny soon!
BLAH, but i'm fasting untill chirstmas (2days) eating only a little on christmas, then fasting till new years (6 days)
so hopefully by janurary 3rd i'll be better than i am now, cause in gym we have CO-ED SWIM CLASS, kill me!
cause there is this SUPER cute kid named Payton, and i don't want him to thinki'm a fat ass you know?
so thats what's keeping me motivated!
i've been reading so much lately, plus i had 3 games this week and practice everyday except today, i haven't had time to eat, but i binged today, thats so gross, cause my mom bought chinese adn i completely attacked EVERYTHING, it was disturbing!
GROSS! so yea, how is everyone's fasts going?
i was reading some of the these posts...
for the girls who are doing really good :
amazing job keep up the good work! you can all accomplish yoru goals if you set your mind to it, don't worry, you got this!
for the girls who are having a rough time :
don't worry you'll work things out and you will be at your goal weight in no time, just remember, a pleasure to the lips adds pounds to the hips! that always keeps me motivated haha.
4 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS (almost 3)
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
stick it out, good luck on christmas!!!
love you all,
kaela <3
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[21 Dec 2007|09:02pm] |
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My mum has the rest of my holiday break off.
That means she'll be here with me the whole time
how the hell am I supposed to keep up with this with her here??
She's going to be riding my ass the whole time.
Any ideas??
Please help girlies.
I can't let her sabatoge this again
XoXo
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okay so I did better today...I ate some salad with no dressing. then I had a 60 cal yogurt for dinner. ohh and a cup of tea with a little lowfat soymilk. So tomorrow I am planning eating absolutely nothing! how am I doing?
cw:129
lw:100
hw:115
gw: 95
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[21 Dec 2007|09:13pm] |
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if anyone ever mentions or brings up your ed, deny it AT ALL COSTS.
if they ever try to put you into treatment, tell them you don't want it!!! [unless of course you do]
i have NEVER been so unhappy in my life.
they want me to get to 120.
and then i'm not allowed to lose taht weight. theyre like fucking policing my weight.
i hate being in treatment.
it's the worst experience ever and i hope you girls never have to go there.
work your hardest while your not in a treatment place, because you never know when your goanna have to get treatment.
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[21 Dec 2007|09:26pm] |
okay well this is what i ate today...
1/4 of an orange ( start everyday with this as it gets my metabolism going)
600ml diet coke
3 diet jim beam bourbons.... i dont know how mant cals were in that though... hopeing it being diet it will be okay
+ i worked today so thats tonnes of cals burnt haha :]
xxxx
4lb's till my first mini goal is reached!! :]
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[21 Dec 2007|09:37pm] |
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Since my mommy-dearest is going to be watching my every single move for the next week and a half, I know I've desperately got to hide that I'm not eating much again from her. As far as she knows, I haven't binged and purged for over three months and I'm perfectly normal. Little does she know, I just purged twice on tuesday and one day I stayed at under 200 calories. She'll find out if Im not careful. This of course means that I'll have to wake up earlier than she and eat before she wakes up. This way I can have carrots and use a cereal bowl for it, to make her think I had breakfast. Lunch may be something very tiny, but she knows I don't eat lunch often anyways.
Dinner is going to be that hard part. She usually cooks dinner. And its usually either unhealthy or she runs out and buys fast food. I won't eat that crap and she knows it, so fast food is out. If she wants me to eat she'll cook at home. But how to I get out of a home meal every night for a week and a half. I've got no where to go. :( She watches my portion sizes like a freaking hawk. I'm going to hate this. Hate Hate Hate. I'm not going to let her get me down though.
Oh, And I don't know if any of you have heard of this BUT,, Winsor Pilates is the most amazing work out I've ever seen on tape/DVD. I do the buns/thighs addition at least once every day. I've lost four inches in my thighs in a month. I highly recomend it. It helps you loose inches and pounds from not eating added. Its heaven sent.
Good luck ladies
XoXo
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[21 Dec 2007|09:54pm] |
so wha t do you guys think..
im thinking after las vegas which i leave the 26 comeback the 30 i should go on a strict diet plan after that...so after new years in 2008!!
because i know for a fact that i am going to eat when i go there, i just knoww it!!!
i dont want to start my plan with very low cals because i know i will binge. so im going to start about 1200 cals and gradually go down to 900...700...500....400...300....100.....!
is that a good idea???
i know im going to binge if i automatically start at 700 u know, cause ive tried it before and ive binged so im going to start with something new!!
tell me what you all think!
<3
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New to LJ, New to this community
Looking for support and advice
My name's Aimee... my stats are
19 yrs
5'8"
HW:140
LW:92
CW:123
GW:90
I know, I'm a fat fucking excuse for a human.
I'll be restricting til XMas and then it's fast and detox for me. My main goal is to maintain my weight until Tuesday... I know it's going to be tempting, but I know I can at least maintain. But I want to get down 5-10 lbs by the time school starts (Jan 9). So, I know if I do a liquid fast I'll be able to reach that goal. I was thinking of doing 2 days restricting after xmas (300 cals or less) then liquid fast til New Years, and then Master Cleanse until school starts.
The only problem is I'm having dinner with my off-on boyfriend and his parents on the 30th... do you think I should keep this schedule and just eat a little bit the one day, or change it and just restrict til New Years and then Master Cleanse as planned? I can't decide which would be better, but I'd kinda like his parents to think I'm normal.
kisses <33
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[21 Dec 2007|10:13pm] |
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alrighty then i'm jus a person tht needs support rite now sumone to keep me on track heard off a friend this is a supportive group and thought i might join.
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[21 Dec 2007|10:31pm] |
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Heya guys,
So yday i had a few spponfuls of dry cereal, about 100cals
Then went to a party... drank too much so probably about 1000 cals :'( I was doing so well But today i havent eaten ANYTHING! just drank water water and more water! Which is so hard when you work in a fish and chip shop! Havent lost anything yet though. I am determined though Think thin girlies! <3
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[21 Dec 2007|10:41pm] |
Hello my loovely ladies.
I was wondering, I'm really interested in weight loss pills. I've picked out the ones I want, and I was wondering how you guys get yours (if you use them). How do I order them without a credit card and without my parents knowing?
Any suggestions?
Hope the day went good for you all.
Much love
xoxo
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[21 Dec 2007|10:55pm] |
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what sort of fasts or diets is everyone on atm???
xxx i need some help to redo mine
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[21 Dec 2007|11:25pm] |
i am hurting, i have walked miles today xmas shoping!!! and my legs n arms are fucking killing me, but i that is a good thing!!! n i bought the moat stunning morgan shoes n bag!!!!!!!! (for me a lil treat lol).
n i have not hd anything to eat in 4 days!!!!!!!
now here is a qwestion: i have bought Hooda granii (or something like tht) how many do u take? do u follow the guidlines or just take them whenever?
There th ones nichole richie n lidsey lohan toke n lost shit loed of weight!!!
thanks
xoxoxoxooxoxxoxoxoxoxoxox
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[21 Dec 2007|11:49pm] |
holy shit....
so since wed ive lost about 8lb ... im really really happyy!!!!
think thin <33
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[21 Dec 2007|11:50pm] |
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Dunno how to get the pictures
smaller, so I added them as lovelibones..
Check me out, but bring a bucket..
(I've only lost two pounds this week,
far from good enough. I've been careful with food,
but still..
My problem is getting myself to work out.
After a period, 3 months, of serious depression,
all I can get myself to do is go for a walk.
Can you guys help me around somehow?
Should I do pilates, should I swim, run, dance??
Everything seems impossible..
I know I'm not just lazy, it's so far from the real me.
And as you can see, I really need to get into
exercising again. Sorry if I'm totally grossing you out.)
Love you all!
xx
Good luck avoiding Christmas-cals.
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