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its so damm annoying, just when you feel your doing well... parents interfere.
i know they mean well, but i just hate it when i have to eat in front of here.. just makes me binge all night after that.
i hate it,
anyone have any tips on how to avoid eating i front of parents?x thanks x
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[04 Dec 2007|12:30am] |
i usually exercise everyday and now i dont seem to fit it in the day!
crap!!
i have to start exercising, i can literally feel myself heavier, i dont want to get on the scale and weigh myself.
im terrified!
tomorrow my goal is 2 hours of cardio!!
i have to!
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uhg
i hate this :(
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Sorry to post again today... just another question..
I run everyday --- but what do you do when you are like SO exhausted & like almost too weak to run or workout?
I just did a light workout on saturday because I was so sore and super tired -- and sunday I had a good run, but then this morning again - I was like physically exhausted and couldn't finish!
Am I just being a baby? Is it possible to just push through it even though I'm not eating as much? Or should I tone it down?
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ugh!!! so much fo r my fast. i enede up having 6 saltine crackers with peanut butter which I guess isnt that bad. Not eating anymore today that's it. Hopefully it' easy since I have alot of stuff to do and have to work 7-10 as well. I should be working on college essya and my portfolio but I'll prolly just sleep then go to work. As long as I'm not eating maybe I'll do some ab work and squats befor I take my nap. Well good luck you guys for today!! Keep strong.!
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[04 Dec 2007|07:20am] |
Okay okay, still 113 lbs this morning when I checked. Bleh, I was hoping to have lost another lb. NO.
This morning I had a bowl of cereal-160 cals. Bleh. I wish I didnt. O well though. I will exercise it off. About an hour on the treadmill burns 350-400 calories, or at least thats what the numbers on it tell me. SO I hope its right. Lunch I am going to have water and tea. Supper-chicken wrap-160 cals?
Altogether 320 calories today
1 hr on treadmill
100 crunches
10 min leg lifts
20 minutes of cleaning
I HOPE I am 112 tommorow.......I just hope.
Also I find that I lose weight when I restrict more than when I fast. Fasting is usually false for me, as soon as I lose it and I eat like one tiny thing like some fruit the weight goes back on because it screws the metabolism. So I make sure I eat breakfast that really jump starts it.
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[04 Dec 2007|09:42am] |
still so frustrated. i'm still at 124.
i've been lower than this without even 'concentrating' on it like i am now. i'm doing crunches, leg lifts and riding everyday. i haven't eaten more than 350-400 calories per day for a week. i just don't get it - i'm so tempted to eat more to try and give my metabolism but i physically can't. the thought of it makes me feel sick...and if i am sick it'll set off some kind of 'purging' reflex in my head and i'll start purging again.
argh my limbs and everything feel soo heavy. i just want this the fat to go away, i just don't know what to do.
i hope you're all doing better than me.
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So I am in the middle of class right now , but it is pretty boring so I figured I would post. Yesterday was a horrible binge day, which is not so surprising because I have been doing that a lot lately. But for once I did not purge after. Instead I am trying to make up for it by fasting until Friday because I have a party to go to then. I have not fasted in a long time so hopefully this goes well and I don't break it.
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[04 Dec 2007|10:53am] |
hey girlies.
so today i went to uni without eating anything - standard. but in my leture my stomach wouldn't stop rumbling and everyone heard and kept looking round. i felt like such a fat pig! urgh! i felt so embarrassed and really greedy coz no one elses was doing it. felt like everyone was judging me for being hungry. i drank a whole bottle of water but even that didn't help. grrr. does this happen to anyone else? and what do you do to prevent it without eating??
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Hey!
Cal's for the day- 345! No fasting, my mom will catch on easily!
Anyway, just wan't to know how everyone is doing?
My thinspo...
I Love Him!!!
Fucking skinny!
Mwah!
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Hey, this is my first time on this well nethin like this.....i need serious help.................im soooooooo faaaattttt!!! ive cut into my wrist the words IM FAT N UGLY everytime i feel hungry i luk at my wrist and then i feel sick if i think bout food....hahahhahaha oh jeez i think im goin crazeeeee.....lol..... anyways, i was wondering if u guys have any more tips and trix??? am at werk at the mo.....gna buy celery stix at lunch.....im soooooooo bored and FAT!!!
hey, just wanted to ask if anyone wants to fast wit me???
hows everyone gettin???
im not gna put my stats on at yet as i am toooooooooo fat!!!!
neways
think thin
peace out!!!
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[04 Dec 2007|12:16pm] |
Well I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo DUMB
I ate some puppy chow.
I was doing so well.
It just goes to show I am not where I should be.
That dessert was just calling to me.
I am throwing them out....out out out the door or in the trash can....somewhere but this house.
I had cereal for breakfast and a nothing for lunch....but those stupid things were out on the counter......dang things
But...for the record im still 113....dont know how...I didnt eat much...maybe a handful...but still a handful is like 200 cals....
Its ok I burned 200 cals already on the treadmill, but Im gonna go burn 200 more to get what I just ate off.....
Just relax.
Sorry I might sound weird....but I have to talk myself out of not getting angry...cause when I get angry I binge and binge and binge ever more....
I can do this
I will do this
I will be 100 by christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL!
After this puppy chow is out of the house there are no more desserts in this house...NO MORE! I know my husband likes them, but if he wants me to buy them he can take them to work and eat them. The only thing Im buying is healthy low cal stuff......and some low cal soups which ill have to hide in my dresser b/c he will question it asking if Im trying to lose weight...blah blah blah....he is already worried to death how much I workout......and last night I took my shirt off and he got a little upset that he could see my ribs through my back......I was happy though....but told him Im fine.....there is nothing wrong...Im just exercising and eating healthier....but its hardly 400 cals a day.....but he doesnt know that.....eating healthy is like 1,500 cals a day or something....I couldnt bare that.
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Every single night it happens. I purge then cut, purge then cut. I promised Juan I won't do any of it again. But I've broken the promise to him. I can't help it, everything is getting a bit to much. I'm not good being alone. Until he gets back I will cut starve, purge & cut. Anything to get rid of my pain and all the stress in my life. I know I need to stay strong for the both of us, but it's not easy. Everyone thinks I'm okay, and i can handle it. The truth is, I'm not strong enough. I will never be strong enough.
I don't wan't to lose him, I scared I will if I cary on like this.
At the end of the day...
I'm really a WORTHLESS FAT BICTH!!!
God, I hate myself!!
That is the only way to get rid of it all....
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[04 Dec 2007|01:17pm] |
hi girls,
this is my first post to this community just wanted to introduce myself
my stats on are my page.. i started a fast today & i'm shooting for 7 days
a lot of water & sugar free koolaid.. i like to drink green tea too when i'm
really hungry, the warm water makes my belly feel better! good luck to
everyone & think thin!! =)
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[04 Dec 2007|01:27pm] |
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hey everyone!!! i havnet been on in sooo long im sooo sorry how is everyone!? i missed you all. i just had to get my shit together.
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I want to die. now. I didn't go to school today because I am too fat, I didn't study for my test and I know my grades can't take another failing grade. I hate this, I hate my life, I hate the world. Yesterday....yea I fucking binged. I was hoping not to eat but I had like 475 cals, yea njot that bad, but I was supposed to be fasting.... FATTY! I was soo tired I didnt even burn the cals. I felt disgusting so I purged. I hope I got all of it out, but today I woke up and my throat hurtss like a bitch! and my stomach and jaw hurts so bad. UGHHHH. I HATE THIS SO MUCH. thats it today I better do good. My mom hid my scale. This makes me more mad. Fuck this world. Hope u ladies are doing better. Bye bye
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[04 Dec 2007|01:44pm] |
Well I went to work out this morning and I thought I gained or stayed the same but I was less!
I think last time I went (sometime at the end of last week) I was 171... and today I was 168!! YESSSS.. it's coming off :D
My lowest weight is 159.... and I'm trying to get about 40 below that hahaha.
At least I'm starting to see some progress.. when you can see progress it helps.
Here are some pictures so you get an idea about my progress.
( Pics... Thinspo if you DONT want to look like me haha )
I've gone from 210 to 168.... in about a year :D
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[04 Dec 2007|02:24pm] |
Hi I'm super new on here. Is there anyone here around my age? I'm 22yrs old. I would lOVE if I could find a friend around my same age, just so we can help each other out.
Thanks!
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I've been here before... not for awhile.... i neeeed to vent.
my lowest was 95. now i'm 112. fasting dosen't even work.
fuck you metabolism.
love all you girls.
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a little intro, since i don't think i gave one here-
my name is layna, i'm from washington, but i just moved. i also lived in canada a few years back. it was pretty much awesome. i've had body image issues since i was single digits. this year, after getting over a bad stint of depression and putting on a bunch of weight [i was 180ish], i got back to my old ways. my fiance caught on and was very upset with the idea... i started eating 'normally' by his standards for a couple months, but i recently started up again. i'm torn between making him happy or me being happy. :\
stats-
hw: 180ish.
lw: 140ish.
cw: 150ish.
gw: 120.
sorry for the 'ish's; i don't have a working scale right now.
take care everyone.
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[04 Dec 2007|02:49pm] |
Hey, girls.
So the last two days have been pretty good; i need to lose 3.5 pounds by Saturday to reach my first goal weight of 140 lbs.
It's 3pm here. So far I ate a salad with tuna on it. I felt really sick after I ate it even though it was extremely light (but very big).. thank god it all came out #2 haha.. sorry kind of gross but anything that gets out of my body i'm proud of!
Later today I might just have a fat free muffin and do some running. Kickboxing + trainer tomorrow =)
Good luck!
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hey girlies, im starting the 2468 diet tomorrow if any one would like to join my journey???
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stupid fat me. I binged..........AGAIN! wtf is wrong with. I have problems. I ma fat. FATTTERR THAN EVER. i hate myself. ia m soo depressed. I would love to purge. but I can't, my throat hurts too much from yesterdays purge. i am a failure with no self control. I have to be thin. I can't mess up. I can't hope to be thin, i have to work for it, I WANT A PERFECT LIFE, PERFECT BODY. WHY IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR? I am about to cryy. I hate this life. I am extremelyannouyed of everyone being soo happy but me. no more food today for me. Tomorow I am going to start 2468. I am not going to fail. I WILL DO THIS. I will be 105-108 by christmas. PAIN IS TEMPORARY, PRIDE IS FOREVER.
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[04 Dec 2007|03:30pm] |
i ate and i feel like shit.
i have a major HEADACHE!!
i dont know if i should go to the gym, i feel like i should but i have such a big headache its insane.
i took 2 advils.
tell me what you guys think i should do??
gym...or no gym?
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[04 Dec 2007|03:51pm] |
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OMG!!! ive just had a salad instead of celery stix, it was 160 cal but i didnt eat all of it, i just a couple of forkfuls and dats it.......aaaggggghhhh i dont think im gna lose any weight like this......so i had a good old pukin session n feel so much better woohooooo!!! i need to lose at least 5lbs by fri....pls help me with some quick tips!!!
i reckon an hour of brisk walking this evening should burn it off!!!
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[04 Dec 2007|03:59pm] |
I am a fucking cow, cant stop eating! getting close to 90Ibs!
can't belive I was 78Ibs like a week ago !
EWWWWW
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[04 Dec 2007|04:31pm] |
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Hey girls.
I had to create another account because my mom found my old one and then made me delete it. I don't know why, she thinks it's like myspace. I mean I have a myspace too. Idk.
I dropped 8 lbs since last week.
:) :) :)
Yay! I'm 100lbs.
Only 5 more pounds till I'm at my first goal weight.
I did eat today though. But I mean I've been looking at calories lately and whenever I do eat, the total at the end of the day is always under 500 calories.
So I mean I'm doing good.
Still haven't gotten myself to purge. *sigh*
W/e maybe I'll give up on that because I can't see to do it.
Well I still feel like a fatass and I can't stand looking into a mirror because I see my stomache sticking out and it's sooo gross.
Well think thin girls
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[04 Dec 2007|05:06pm] |
ok so i need some major tips on
a)how to lose like 20lbs in like 2 weeks, wihtout fast6ing or my mom will kill me, i have to eat dinner, but i will thorw it up
b)what r the best type of diet pills to get, and how much do they cost
thanx girls have a turly tin day
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i have a question does mixing caynne peper with water really work??? because it said it worked for Beyonce, but idk. let me know if anyone ever tried it before???
thanks
meredith
xoxo
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[04 Dec 2007|05:46pm] |
hey girls,
soo far my fast is going well and i'm hoping i can continue the next 6 days. the gym was good today too i just have to drop weight fast!!! i wanna look half way decent for the holidays!! hope everything is going well for everyone!!
p.s youtube.com and search thinspo for great videos!!
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[04 Dec 2007|06:06pm] |
I got suspended from school last week, so I sat at home doing nothing and gave into eating.
This weekend I went on a school trip and ate so so much. there was food everywhere. unhealthy, junky food.
Once again, i'm starting the sacred heart diet.
This is my third time starting it. The first time worked great but i gave in on day 4. last week clearly didnt work either.
Because this diet is also a "detox", my mom is okay with me following it. My motivation for sticking with it is the fact that I simply cannot keep "detoxing" myself without my mom catching on.
Wish me luck!
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[04 Dec 2007|06:11pm] |
so im new to this community and i would love to talk to anyone :]]
as of today im 113 pounds :/
for today:
breakfast: nothing
lunch:celery
dinner: a little bit of oatmeal
i lost 2 pounds today :]]
and now only 13 to go to get to my goal weight :]]
which is 100 pounds.
i only ran for like 10 minutes so i think im gunna run more...
but i really need to lose 13 pounds by this weekend...
its really important cuz im hanging out with the boy who broke my heart :[
and i wanna look my best and make him be sad that he hurt me....
so if anyone has any ideas or tips that would help me then it is much needed!
thanks :]]
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[04 Dec 2007|06:19pm] |
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i was watching some thinspo on youtube and people were commenting on the videos saying that there girlfriend was plus size and they love them and another one said they had sex with a skinny girl and a plus size on and the plus size one was better...
people dont get it .... it has nothing to do with them ...its us ...we do it cuz it makes us feel better it makes us happy....we dont care if you enjoy sex with fat people ...we wouldnt enjoy sex if WE were fat ...like they really jsut dont get it and it pisses me off ...we dont care if you think we'd look better if we put on weight. WE DONT THINK WE'D LOOK BETTER! we would look ugly and feel like shit
sorry just wanted to rant
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[04 Dec 2007|06:49pm] |
i learned something today :]]
celery is negitive calories!!
i dunno if its 100% true but someone told me that celery is 0 calories
and chewing it burns calories so your eating negitive calaries :]]
amaingg huh
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breakfast- green tea, celery sticks
lunch- 50 cal Cup of Soup, rice crisps (about 80 cals for 12)
dinner- more rice crisps, diet coke, celery.
total- 150?
I am STARVING. I almost gave into eating a bowling of fucking mashed potatoes..but thank god I pulled myself away from the kitchen. Last night I only had raw veggies for dinner, to make up for my horrible day of 2 PIECES of PIZZA >_< and Ritz with cream cheese...oh and M&MS :(
whatever, it's a fresh week...not going to screw up this time I know it!
THINK THIN XXX
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hello girlies!
well so far, this what I've aten today
100 cal yogurt
1 apple
So around 150 cals, but I burnt that off by walking 1/2 mile and doing 200 leglifts, 100 situps, 200 'girl' pushups, and dancing. I'm pretty sure I burnt it all off.
I felt so guilty today cuz tons of people asked me what i wanted for christmas and all i could think of was to be 120. i almost blurted it aloud but i cauht myself...hmhmhmh
so tomorrow, i have a drama practice after school and here's my plan.
breakfast- apple
lunch- apple n yogurt
dinner-broth(soup)
i'm gonna work out as hard as i can.
by friday, i gotta be 121.
much love girlies <3
taylor
o FYI- the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show is on tonight, 10/9 central on CBS if you live in the United States. I'll try to post some of the show tomorrow.
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[04 Dec 2007|07:39pm] |
A big pile of fat
thats all i am
fucking hell i hate periods
and why the hell do i get cravings for stuff that i dont even want!!!
e.g chocolate, chocolate ice cream , and just general food
i dont care if i'm loosing alot of blood i am not going to eat
even though i did today the same as yesterday which where the days i was supposed to be fasting
and yes i have put those 5 pounds back on thanks to me being such a big pile of crap
and i tried to purge but my mum heard me, and i couldnt get anything up!!!! rarrghhhh!
grrrrrrrr
i'm going to try so so so so SOOOO hard tommorow not to eat
i am going to do this
by sunday i am going to way at least 7 pounds lighter than what i do now
i am sick of being this weight
this disgusting horrible weight
right i'm gonna tell you all a story now and trust me you wanna read this
Last year there was a girl (me) who was annorexic 112 pounds and happy ish =)
then along comes a pedo who then rapes this girl consequently makeing her comfort eat for the past year or so
this girl has now put on 28 pounds and is a fat shit basicly but has lost 10 pounds of this weight
cz my theropy only finished about a month ago
so thats sort of why i find it so hard to fast sometimes cz if i get sad it reminds me of that and i try so hard not to eat but sometimes it just gets to me =( but i'm not that comfort eating piece of crap any more =)
let me know how your gettting on =)
xxx
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[04 Dec 2007|07:44pm] |
Has anyone here ever taken Focalin to help reduce your appetite?
My sister takes it for her ADHD and she never eats after she does, so I was wondering if I should take it. I'm scared of what it might do though.
So, anyone have any experience with Focalin?
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hey everyone,
im new to this site. I was looking for someone to talk to and to share thoughts with. I started out as a bulimic at age 13 and was hospitalized when I was 15 for my ED. For the next 2 years it was rough for me still being bulimic on and off and starting to become anorexic. That all stopped when I got pregnant about 7 months ago and I knew I had to eat to make that baby healthy. Well 5 months into being pregnant and I had a miscarriage. All of a sudden I was impacted with this depression and pain. So, I started with my ED again.
So far, I have been doing pretty good about a month ago I was at my HW 167lbs although I hadnt had my miscarriage yet so maybe I was 165lbs. Now I am 150lbs and my goal weight is to be 110lbs. I am hoping for Xmas I can at least be 120lbs. Anyone have any tips?
And Hello to everyone!
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[04 Dec 2007|08:02pm] |
Ok, so today I ate..
breakfast: nothing
lunch: salad with tuna on it with a low calorie lemon dressing(very light salad but kind of big)
dinner: fat free muffin
15 minutes of running on the treadmill (burnt around 125 cals)
not my best, but i think i'll be down a pound or two tomorrow.. as of this morning, just 3.5 pounds to go until my goal weight... then another 5 until my final goal weight of 135!
good luck ladies
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i'm such a fat pig. i ate loads of carbs today. it started this morning, my 3 year old nephew was having a biscuit and the jar was out on the side. i felt so weak and dizzy this morning - and totally pissed off because i haven't dropped any weight for 2 and a half days despite eating very little and exercising - and i had to drive to the stables with my sister and then ride my psycho of a horse. water wasn't helping.
i felt like i was going to pass out either riding or driving which could be pretty dangerous so i had a raisin shortcake thing. i then made a sandwich for lunch (doubly bad as i have a mild wheat allergy) but i could only manage half of it and it only really had salad in it.
i turned down dinner, but i was just sitting at the table with my parents and i got myself a really small bowl of the pasta they were eating and 2 slices of ciabatta - and all at 8pm, no chance to work it off (crunches and leg lifts later will do jack all) so thats going straight into more flab, more flab on my stomach, more flab on my bum, more flab on my thighs. f***ing everywhere. i feel disgusting. i can only hope today's binge has given my metabolism a kick.
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[04 Dec 2007|08:11pm] |
hey girls,
hows it going? i havnt posted here in like AGES, i proly should more often. ive just been so up and down lately i saw no point in posting up my failure. i hope all you girlies are doing okay tho.
Um, well the reason why im posting today is cause ive got this new determination thing going on, we got a treadmill at home FINALLY, so i have been working out on it like hardcore. well at least im trying to workout like hardcore. BUT i aint lossing anything! and its stressing me out :( im still FAT argh.
so yeah any tips on execise's and workouts on the treadmill? i despretely need it.
i purged last night after sooo long, wasnt plesant at all. I did it again tonight and my dad kinda caught me. Cause i purged into the bath-tub and my dad saw a carrot piece like WTF and his like are you vomitting up your food again? im like noo! i swear im not! i aint feeling well thats alll, im not sure if he believed me or not. but i know his gona be keeping an eye on me WHICH SUCKS!
anyways lovely's tc
bye <3
ps. dont forget workout and exercise tips please! thank you :)
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[04 Dec 2007|08:20pm] |
Ok So im going to be brave i will put up my stats :(
15
5'0"
117lbs :(
gw: 100
Hw: 130
Lw: 107
hope you all stay strong :) xxx
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[04 Dec 2007|08:31pm] |
So, it has come to the point where I have binged and purge so many times that my lips are bruised. If anyone asks me about it I am going to tell them a girl punched me. hahaha, it'll be fantastic. I don't recognize myself very well anymore. This has changed who I am.
I hope we can all live to see that point. And I love how the girls don't care about their hair, or dress or things like that. They are so carefree. It must be nice to be carefree, I don't know what that is like anymore. I know that Ana would still be on my mind as I was doing those dances, even on my wedding day, if ever there is one, she will be there.
I wrote that in response to some wedding videos on another girl's post.
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[04 Dec 2007|08:36pm] |
hey everyone
i have followed the community for a while but never joined...i'm sorry.. for some reason i didn't have the guts to participate. i thought i wasn't thin enough or strict enough to be a part of a community but...now i decided, what the hell? everyone here seems friendly anyway.
since i developed an ED.. i have lost 57 pounds
i don't see it as an accomplishment
all it means is that i was a disgusting wreck before
and am only now slightly less so
hw: 187...i know, i know
cw: 130
gw: 115
15 more..seems like nothing after almost 60
stay strong girls!
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so, I was wondering...
how many days do you need to fast (while taking laxatives and only drinking water) for all the food, every single awful drop of it to be out of your body? in other words, how many days of fasting before you're empty?
please help!
xx
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[04 Dec 2007|09:01pm] |
okay ladies, i just really need support right now.
ive been restrciting like crazy, but i just need moral support from other girls other than myself. please, give me some words of encouragement. why do i starve myself? will i ever be thin? things are going great with my will power, i just need some positive voices to keep me going. thanks ladies. i truly love you all! :) ~liz xo
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sorry for the language but.. i fucking fasted all fucking last week! and guess what girls?! i fucking dropped 2lbs!! thats it!! only drank water and green tea!!
at the weekend i had a salad
guess what girls
im fucking 135lbs
again
ERGHHH
so pissed right now :(
really want to be 130 by end of week
anyone wanna help each other out?
need someone!!
love you all
think thin xxx
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[04 Dec 2007|09:31pm] |
OMG!!!! pls help!!! my fam is havin pizza....my biggest weakness after ice cream and i am soooooooo tempeted to have some but no IM GONNA BE GOOD!!! IM FAT and IM UGLY!!! IF I EAT I BECOME FAT THEREFORE EVEN UGLIER!!!!
sorry bout that!!!
neways, can some1 pls tell me what this 2468 diet is???
my brain isnt werking today, im very slow at registering everythin in today...do u think cozive bin fastin and only had a meal to day or somethin else????
think thin
peace out!!!
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[04 Dec 2007|09:47pm] |
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So today has been so bad..
Breakfast was fine.. I had soup (65 cals)
Then at school I was feeling really and at lunch had a muffin.. God knows how many calories was in that.. And I also had about 5 pieces of gum thoughout the day.. ( 15 calories )
And THEN.. I had Oreos.. and thennn.. Dinner. Which is the worst ever.. I'm ashamed to even write it.. I had an Indian takeaway with my family..! ARGH,, I felt so incredibly bad after that!
And I've only done 70 sit-ups, and these leg things, where you lunge to the side then abduct your leg. I only did 30 on each leg..
I need some real good thinspo..
Ugh.. such a bad day.. I daren't weight myself.. Bet I've put on about a millions pounds.. :'[
Ohhhw.. I'm just gonna go to bed..
I need to be up early tomorrow anyway..
Hope all you guys had a well better day than me!
xxx
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[04 Dec 2007|09:49pm] |
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hiya everyone, hope you are all okay.
this may sound dumb but im confused.
what is the difference between kcal and calories?
well i looked it up, and it said 1kcal = 1000calories.
so a bag or dorito crisps are around 150kcal.. so does this make them 150000 calories?
damm im confused.. sorry :$ x
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[04 Dec 2007|09:50pm] |
hey awwwww soooo not fair!!!!thanx for the info, everytime ive checked on the net it seems to give me weird websites lol....really appericiate it....hmmmm i think ill stick not eating at all and then do 2468....as i i i think about food ill make myself purge as punishment and i already have a sore throat and fever cummin on sooooo....yeah but thanx...
luv ya!!!
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[04 Dec 2007|09:58pm] |
okay
i need serious help.
i'm totally pissed ot my face.
i've told all these people abolut my liettle obsession.
who i shouldn't have told.
i've enve given this guy the adress to my page.
my mu tried to kill hersel AGAIN yesterday.
omg.
please.
help me.
i don't know how much more i can take.
xxx
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[04 Dec 2007|10:04pm] |
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i love you guys, but i have to get off now because im being so bitchy. sorry. night all.
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[04 Dec 2007|10:19pm] |
i 'm new.
hw: 135
lw:98
cw:125
tomorrow is day three of my fast. can you help me stay on track? i need to lose 10 pounds by xmas. i'm going to bed now but i'll check back in the morning.
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[04 Dec 2007|10:25pm] |
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can anyone help and show me the ropes?
x
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[04 Dec 2007|10:34pm] |
today w as sposed to be day 1 of my fast..clealrly i killed it i had 4 pickles during the day (my school was sorta selling sorta giving them away) then i had nothng else all day btu i got home and for dinner totally binged
i had 2 buttered bagels a bowl of soup a banana a fudge bar and a few potatoes.
i know disgusting,
but on the bright side i binged it (im assuming all, or at least hoping all..)
im feeling so much better now im actually excited
it also put me n a better mood suprisingly. which is weird cuz usually after purging i feel rly gross and kinda depressed.
howve u guys been?
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[04 Dec 2007|10:43pm] |
Hiii guys.. havn't been on here in ages :|
and since i havn't i've really fell behind, i mean i've been eating like i use too. which is crap!
this website really helped me, so i really just need to get back on track.
any ideas how to help me stay focused?
as its christmas time now.. and ohhh all those lovely foods!!
haha ;P
i crave them :|
well anyway.. i'm still a size 6 (think thats american size 2?)
and i want to get down to a size 4 by new year..
think i will do it?
i did quite well today, i've only had fruit and i got out of eating my tea, by going back to my friends.
wish me luck for tomorrow :D
xxxxxxx
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I am going to go and watch some Grey's Anatomy because it makes me feel better. I'm going to watch it and then i'm going to go to sleep. i was very drunk tonight. i said a lot of stuf to a lot of people that i now regret. i don't want to think about tomorrow. i just want to be happy. i just want to be so so happy. xx
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hey im new and wan to lose weight i had a baby 6 mths ago and cnt shift my weight can ne1 help and give me tips i want to lose alot thanx xx
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