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Okay girls...so we are moving tomorrow...sucks but yeah...I HAD A HUGE BINGE today......I hate myself..I went to the bathroom tried to purge for an hour...but :( NOTHING came out....life so sucks!!!!!! - Cheese Burger--250 calories GOD!!!:|NASTY!!!!
- Mt. Dew--100 calories!! GROSS GROSS!!!
- Ham and Cheese--300 calories
- Total: 650 calories
OMGSH NASTY....I am sooooo dissapointed..I am fasting starting tomorrow for 5 to 7 days....hoping to get down to 99...I am 104 today...was 102 earlier.....
well gotta go...might be on tomorrow if my computer is on....
THINK THIN!!!!!
<33 Tosh!!!!
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[25 Nov 2007|01:28am] |
this sucks
i really liked this guy and he liked me but for some reason i started pushing him away. whenever he wanted to hang out i would make an excuse so i didnt have to go and now he likes someone else. i always do this not just to guys but to friends and family i dont let anyone get close to me its like i want to be alone or something. i look back at my childhood and im starting to think that mayby all my problems are from all the abuse and stuff from my dad and that i really did get effected by it.my half brother and sister got worse of the abuse and they have so many problems they have to go to counceling i think my sister is depressed because i read her diary shes only 11 and she talks about how ugly and fat and disgusting she is and how she justs wants to kill herself and end it all my brother has OCD bipolar ADD and anger issues and there veryy immature for there age if you talk to them you would think that my sister was 6 .i always thought mayby i was stronger and i didnt get effected by it but im relizing i got effected by it i neverr let anyone get close to me i always end up pushing them away i have so many issues with food and how i look i think im fat and ugly i kinda feel like im not good enough for anyone i feel bad that he like me because personally thought he could do way better than me i have anxiety i think i may have bipolar i have OCD. i rember when i was little my dad would get a huge plate of food and make me and my sister and brother eat it all we would be so full and he would make us clean the plate and if we didnt he would scream at us saying if we didnt clean our plate that hes not gonna waste his food on us and we could waste the food at my moms house and he wouldnt feed us for the rest of the time we stayed. alot of horrible things went on in his house it makes me sick to my stomache to think about. sorry to rambling on about bad news
do you guys and girls think that its wierd what i do about the pushing away thing? is anyone kinda going to threw the same thing?
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[25 Nov 2007|03:35am] |
Heyy chickas i havent posted in a while i have been doing HORRIBLE Stuipid thanksgiving Stuipid thanxgiving leftovers Grrr...
be the thinspo or the reverse
♥Amy♫
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[25 Nov 2007|07:23am] |
so i;m feeling better this morning. haven't weighed myself yet but i'm feeling all jittery. here's the plan
bfast- egg whites 60 cal
lunch- weird stirfry thing 80 cal
dinner- salad w/ my mom 50 cal
so total: 190 cal
not too bad, i'm trying to get myself off of laxatives if anyone has any advice please tell me.
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Maus
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this is what happened last night (sorry for the double post)
never have laxatives, and the drink pedilyte really quick. i threw up and god it hurt. i mean it got all of the dinner i was forced to eat out, but my throat burns. dear lord. i'm so fucked up, all i could think about was weighing myself after. now i want to get myslef off of the laxative, which will be hard.
xxx
Maus
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measurements:
Bust: 31 in
waist: 23.5 in
hips: 34 in
thigh: 19 in
i know, i'm fat
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[25 Nov 2007|08:17am] |
Hi everyone
Mine names Bethany. I'm looking for support to get down to my goal of 90. I know with the support of friends I can do it. I'm starting a fast today with lots of excersise. I need you to stay strong. Please help : )
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Here are my stats as of this morning
Height: 5' 6"
Current Weight: 131
Over-all goal wieght: 90
First goal: 120
2nd goal: 110
3rd goal: 100
Final goal: 90
God... I'm such a fatty. I only got this fat because I was pregnant. I used to only wiegh 111. YUCK!
Does anyone have any good ideas besides excersising and just drinking water?
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I'm new. My name's Dee (codename). I've been a long time lurker but I've finally made a secret account so I can join communities like these and post as well. I'm keeping this a secret for the longest time I can. Anyway, I hope we can help each other out. People keep telling me I'm already thin but I feel fat. I'm an obsessive calorie counter, and I exercise a lot too. Hope I can relate to you girls! Sorry I can't post pics, people might track me down to this site. I'll try to though.
Stats: (so newbie, i knooow :D)
Weight: 104lbs
Height: 5'5ft.
GW 1: 100lbs
GW 2: 96lbs
Hope you guys can help out. I binged today, ugh. I ate cereal, apple sauce and a gingerbread cookie! JUNK, ohgoooooood, I'm fasting for the rest of the day. I'm exercising today, hope I can burn the cals off.
GL girls, think thin!
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[25 Nov 2007|10:49am] |
so yesterday went well... i ate 4 saltines (at work i got dizzy) and a roll... i was going to fast but being a nurse and all (which also means i should know better).. it can be a pretty physical job being up all night walking around (great on the calorie burn though).. i ran 3 miles before work.. which wasnt a lot i usually run 6 to 10.. but today will be better.. haha basically looks like im trying to convince myself im not a failure.. haha not really working...
cw- refuse to weigh myself.. but im guessing 117
lw-95
stgw-110
ltgw-105
xoxo and good luck today.. think thin
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[25 Nov 2007|11:03am] |
Umm thought you guys might be interested in this :]
Name Height Weight B.M.I.
Adriana Lima 5”10 125 lbs.
Amber Valletta 5’9 102 lbs. 15
Anna Kournikova 5"8 113 lbs. 17.2
Ashley Judd 5"7 125 lbs. 19.6
Audrey Hepburn 5’6 103 lbs. 16.5
Beyonce Knowles 5”5 150 lbs.
Brigitte Bardot 5'6 125 lbs. 20.2
Britney Spears 5"4 130 lbs. 21.6
Calista Flockhart 5"6 97 lbs. 15.5
Cameron Diaz 5"9 120 lbs. 17.8
Carmen Kass 5'10 114 lbs. 16.3
Christina Aguilera 5”2 110 lbs.
Christy Turlington 5'10 118 lbs. 17.1
Cindy Crawford 5'10 121 lbs. 17.3
Cindy Margolis 5'7 117 lbs. 18.4
Claire Danes 5'6 115 lbs. 18.5
Courtney Love 5'8 138 lbs. 21.0
Courtney Thorne Smith 5'6 118 lbs. 19.0
Danielle Fishel 5'1 95 lbs. 17.9
Denise Richards 5"6 119 lbs. 18.8
Diana Ross 5’4 100 lbs. 17.2
Drew Barrymore 5'4 120 lbs. 20.6
Elle MacPherson 6'0 128 lbs. 17.3
Emma Bunton 5'2 98 lbs. 17.9
Esther Canadas 5’10 101 lbs. 14.5
Faith Hill 5"8 121 lbs. 18.4
Fiona Apple 5"3 105 lbs. 18.6
Geri Halliwell 5"2 99 lbs. 18.2
Giselle Bundchen 5"11 115 lbs. 16
Gwyneth Paltrow 5"9 112 lbs. 16.5
Heidi Guenther 5’3 93 lbs. 16.4
Heidi Klum 5’10 120 lbs. 17.2
James King 5"9 120 lbs. 17.7
Jennie Garth 5'5 112 lbs. 18.6
Jennifer Aniston 5"6 110 lbs. 17.8
Jennifer Lopez 5"6 120 lbs. 19.3
Jenny McCarthy 5'6.5 120 lbs. 19.1
Jessica Biel 5'7 108 lbs. 16.9
Jessica Simpson 5'3 105 lbs. 18.6
Jewel 5'6 115 lbs. 18.5
Jodie Kidd 6’2 110 lbs. 14
Julia Roberts 5"10 120 lbs. 17.3
Julia Stiles 5'7 110 lbs. 17.1
Karen Carpenter 5’4 87 lbs. 14.8
Kate Moss 5"7 107 lbs. 17.3
Katherine Heigl 5'8 119 lbs. 18.1
Katie Holmes 5"8 120 lbs. 18
Keri Russell 5'4 117 lbs. 20.1
Kirsten Dunst 5"4 100 lbs. 17.2
Lacey Chabert 5'4 105 lbs. 18.0
Laetitia Casta 5’8 120 lbs. 18.3
Leann Rimes 5'5 115 lbs. 19.2
Lisa Kudrow 5"7 123 lbs. 18.8
Lucy Lawless 5’11 140 lbs. 19.4
Mandy Moore 5"8 108 lbs. 16.4
Mariah Carey 5'9 107 lbs. 16.1
Mayra Hornbacher 5"1 52 lbs. 9.8
Michelle Williams 5'4 110 lbs. 18.9
Milla Jovovich 5'8 116 lbs. 17.6
Naomi Campbell 5"10 110 lbs. 15.8
Neve Campbell 5"5 123 lbs. 20.5
Niki Taylor 5'10 118 lbs. 17.0
Pamela Anderson 5’5 105 lbs. 17.5
Paris Hilton 5”8 115 lbs.
Rachael Leigh Cook 5'2 100 lbs. 18.3
Rebecca Gayheart 5'8 110 lbs. 16.7
Rebecca Romijn-Stamos 5’11 128 lbs. 17.8
Rose McGowan 5'1 92 lbs. 17.4
Salma Hayek 5"7 115 lbs. 18
Sarah Michelle Geller 5"3 98 lbs. 17
Shania Twain 5'4 110 lbs. 18.9
Shannon Elizabeth 5'9 110 lbs. 16.2
Stacey Dash 5'4 110 lbs. 18.9
Teri Hatcher 5’6 106 lbs. 17
Thora Birch 5'5 110 lbs. 18.3
Tyra Banks 5’11 122 lbs. 17
Victoria Beckham 5'6 110 lbs. 17.8
Yasmine Bleeth 5'5 117 lbs. 19.5
I found it online;;
so I don't know how reliable it is :s
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[25 Nov 2007|11:27am] |
i try. and i try. but i always fail.
but this time, for real, i'm going to do it.
i live in the united states, up in vermont. does anyone else live up here? or maybe in new hampshire my neighboring state?
i'm wondering because i want to know if you have to be 18 in order to buy all diet supplements?
i know that you have to be 18 to buy diet pills but what about fat patches and other supplements?
i'm assuming that it could be different in different states, that's why i asked if you live in VT or NH.
even if you dont, please tell me if you know if you have to be 18.
i'm 15, and i want to buy something to help me lose but i dont want to get to the cashier and have them say "can i see some I.D?" or something.
how embarressing.
here's an update on my stats:
height:5'6"
weight:135 [ewww]
gw1-120
gw2-111 beautiful
xoxo
think thin
you can do it
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[25 Nov 2007|11:43am] |
so i feel like im back on track. my clothes feel a bit baggier although haven't weighed myself for a few days so hopefully the scales will agree. someone told my bf that i had lost loads of weight!! yipeee!!!! im going to reach my goal now, no matter what, i can almost feel it!!!
hope you are all doing ok!! think very thin!!
xxxxx
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ok so im 5,5 and i weigh 120 disgusting right?
well my goals are
1st 110
2nd100
and im not sure if i want to go lower then that what do you guys think?
i really don't want it to be too noticeable but i want to be skinny! this is
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im doing good. havent eatin a thing. but i really need my period and idk how im gna get my period when i dont eat right. im so paranoid. and there is no way in hell im gna eat just to get my period. ahh this sucks! i mean im pretty sure i can tell im pmsing b.c the ive been craving food. i just didnt eat it. and i had really bad mood swings and totally flipped out on my babe. =\ and i got some pimples.. EW. but i took care of that. im soo nervous! and the stress isnt gonna help it come either. ah! any advice?
i heard u can drink ginger tea so get it...
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3rd day not eating :)
Was really bored so i decided to make a cake.I know quite dangerous but i didnt eat any of it! I dont really want to which suprises me.Its like a choc cake with choc icing on the inside and mars bar icing on top!
Anybody wanna talk??
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[25 Nov 2007|12:53pm] |
i'm fasting from.. 12:30 today [awkward- i know], until.. i don't know, supper time tomorrow.
if i'm doing swell, i may go longer. but the thing is, i haven't fasted for agessss!
apparently i thought it would be cute to be a fatass. nicee. [ugh!]
so uhm. you think i'd be cool for a 48 hour fast still? hopefully!
and uhm- someone should really consider fasting with me, s'il vous plait! :]
and how is everyone doing today?
just a month until christmas, better get that weight off quick!
i only have a month to lose 15-20 pounds. cuuute. think i can do it, realistically?
pounds should fly off quick at first, because i've been.. disgusting lately.
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[25 Nov 2007|12:56pm] |
I feel really weak. Anytime I stand for awhile I start to get really hot and feel like I am going to faint.
So I started drinking this vitamin water. I really like it. It is fifty calories. I just thought I would share because... I think its really good. I like having vitamin water fasts.=)
I am not as bummed today. i had half of a pop tart, but I don't plan on eating anything else today.
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[25 Nov 2007|12:57pm] |
i havent posted for a week cause i was trying to reach my goal
im such a twat
and my family are so annoying they like hand me food and its like they are tempting me or something - like they want me to stay the fatty that i am
for example: this morning my dad hands me a fired edd sandwich, wasnt goin 2 eat cause was in a rush to work but he jsut handed it to me an i was starving
mum got really annloyed at me last nite for not eating this rice pudding - but i physically couldnt not jsut cause i was stuffed from the fatty meal they made me eat but ebcause this tiny pot of rice pudding had 17grams of saturated fat - i could never do that to myself- ever!
grrr - why do i give in to temptation - nothing tastes as good as thin feels (not that i would know i have always been fat with a 27inch waste eurgh)
i reckon at the most i have lost 1lb this week due to all the crap durijng the week
if im still 111lbs i will actually scream
please someone help me get back on track i was doin so good - lost 12lbs in 4 weeks, now the weightloss has jsut paused
i need some ideas on how to avoid the nice foods e.g. chocolate even when u r soo starving - because sometimes i jsut give in
i must stay strong if i ever want to be thin
love u allxxx
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i havn't been on in several days, seems weird. so how was everyone'sthanksgiving? mines was intersting. i went to my moms house with my body tingling from no food, and i left having broke my fruit and veggy diet and with the stats of 95.8 today. sucks, makes my bmi 16.4., but i didnt gain weight. though i didnt lose it so thats almost just as bad. so i'm going hardcore this week. no food since last night, i don't need it and i'm not hungry.my family's so gross, they disguest me. they ate at the house breakfast at 10:00, we left they stopped at chick fila and ate at 12:00 then at 3:00 they stop for ice cream! i didn't eat at the house, i had 1/2 of a salad at chick fila (my niece started eating it and was like oh im sorry thats rude and i was like oh no it's fine go for it!) and i passed on the ice cream and icee's. I wanted be like gosh you're fat because you eat that much. ewwww.oh and then my mom was being a complete bitch and i yelled at her to shut up, then she yelled at me and i yelled at her, then todd yelled at me for yelling at her, then dad yelled at todd for yelling at me. it was crazy, i hate going home. my mom said she didn't want me there and my sister didnt want me around her kids because i was a bad influence, whatever. we had two thanksgiving dinners! i was like wtf?!!!! one the first i put green beans and corn in my plate, i was going to sit at the table but i couldnt and my 4 year old niece kept winning for me. i felt bad but i just took the food to my room. it was so obvious they treated me different (well my sister lori anyways, she actually thought of what might be helpful to me), she stopped at the store just to buy my food, then asked how i wanted it cooked and set it aside just for me. i felt like the biggest baby eating it in my room. then after i had ate the green beans, corn, and a diet coke, i came out in a bad mood and my brother squeezed my stomach! i yelled at him and said stop and he didnt so i jerked away and said quit because i was nausea's so in a mimic and rude way he says well go throw up then. i was pissed and threw a sock at him. yea a sock, thats all there was buy me is a baby sock. wish it was a shoe. if there hadn't been everyone there i would have really pissed him off and pushed my stomach so some would come up on him, but too mnay people. then on the 2nd dinner i set down with the family, which was so... awkard! i put a small scoop of mashed potato in my plate along with one piece of turkey. I was so mad, they didn't even have a single vegetable on the table! i just couldn't do it. i normally love their cooking, but after just one bite of the two things i didn't want it. i don't know if it was me or someone else's doing but it just tasted so gross. so i fumbled and fittled, i asked to get up and sit with my sister because she was all alone over there, they said no she's fine. and i complained that my toe hurted so i couldnt eat. and they told me my toe had nothing to do with eating because i didnt use it to eat. i was like but im in such pain, which was true. tori and i had been rough houseing and it had got hurt 15 minutes before and since i had been complained before it was mealtime, they let me up.i ened up purging several times outside, with it 50 degrees and dark, it sucked but i had to do it. i went for a 20 minute jog last night and it was 50 degrees, i've always found it really hard to run in the cold, anyone else? like i can go a long time on the treadmill or inside, but just 20 minutes in the cold outside is killer. whats ya'll plans for the week?
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wow, i haven't written in any communities in months.
i didn't eat yesterday, not really to make up for thanksgiving, but more because i'm pissed off because my boyfriend's family is fucked up and ruined my thanksgiving. you can read about it in my journal if you want.
i'm SO pissed that i refuse to eat until i'm A) 99 pounds, B) dead or in the hospital, or C) not a bad person and finally good enough for everyone else and myself. i haven't eaten since probably 9:00 at night friday (it's sunday now). i'm not talking to my boyfriend, but i physically can't cry because i don't feel anything right now. when i'm fasting i feel like a fog engulfs me and dims the rest of the world.
if any of you remember me from when i used to post all the time..i kind of stopped working out for a while, but i've been working out pretty much every single day since this summer. i can tell i'm increasing my lean body mass and my body is changing. for example, my spandex pants are actually loose around the waist. as i'm building muscle i'm losing fat, and muscle takes up less space so i'm pretty sure my measurements are decreasing. on a typical day i do 45-50 minutes of cardio, sometimes 60 minutes, lots of crunches, and some legwork and pushups to tone my arms. i also do yoga once or twice a week. i'm starting to get abs, which i never thought would happen. i'm even starting to get that "V" in your lower belly!! it's so exciting. my gym has been closed for FOUR DAYS (the better part of a week) for thanksgiving. if you ask me that's ridiculous because it's such a gluttonous holiday and they should encourage increasing physical activity while everyone is overeating but... tomorrow it reopens and i'm soooo excited to get back on the treadmill. it's going to feel amazing. everything just...makes sense when i'm at the gym.
anyway, so...that's my status in case anybody was wondering where i am!
oh, by the way, this morning i found two songs that are pretty thinspirational-- "lemon" by katy rose and "a better son/daughter" by rilo kiley.
here's your thinspo, it's jenna jameson and i'm usually not into big boobs but i like her stomach:
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120hours [5 days] no food
^^ I feel good...no hunger but my stomach starts to hurt a bit...
yesterday I went to my aunt house and unfortunately drank a bit alcohol...I hope it wasn't too bad after all
I've lost 11 lbs last week :D !!!!!!!! I'm so damn happy...just of fasting
well...I was supposed to eat sth today but I just didn't-I kinda feel sorry for my mom 'cuz she prepared sth extra for me and then I didn't eat it...
but as soon as I am thin she'll understand ^^
so I go on with my fast I think for another week ... I you wanna you can join me :D I'd be very happy to have some support
be strong ladies <33
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[25 Nov 2007|01:44pm] |
Ok im weak.
I binged and purged
The weird thing is like i started bringing up blood and i know that means there no more food to bring up but i still feel like there's food in my stomach :S
Anybody else get this??
Also do you think its dangerous to purge twice in one day??
Stay strong
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[25 Nov 2007|01:50pm] |
lunch- half can of diced tomatoes 50 cal
half can of diced mushrooms 20 cal
10 pretzels about 50 cal
(that actually fills you up quite a bit)
thats it for today.. work time..
think thin xoxo
oh and ill do cw tomorrow.. after i get down furthur.. i get so depressed weighing before losing some..
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[25 Nov 2007|01:52pm] |
Sorry to double post i know its annoying!
But im actually starting to scare myslef
Not only do i LOVE purging im now starting to like the smell of vomit!
Like wtf??
Damn im so weird.
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[25 Nov 2007|02:14pm] |
heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy u lovely ppl
okay iam over excited 2day cuz i ddnt eat at all today...dis is my second day n i havnt eaten anything(for 2 days)
i totally wanna do dis ..i am gonna b 90...i will...i weighed myself n i have lost 2 lbs since yesterday...hoping to lose a few more...man green tea reallly works...
my mums goin out 4 dinner 2nite...n iam gonna be here alone...so no eating...hopefully
today at lunch i put a lot of food in my plate and told my mum that i'd eat it later n asked the cook to make a pie for me well for later...n now iam going to give it to my dog...yehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
iam reallly motivated at the moment...iam going crazy
tomorrows my exam....hopefully i dont screw up...plz god!!!
ok i'll post tom.
tc
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[25 Nov 2007|02:53pm] |
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Finally!!!!
i had the opportunity to start a fast...
is hard for me to skip meals.. in the school my friends force me.. if they don't force me the teachers will and they also will call my parents... so i have to eat lunch when i'm at school....
and in my house sometimes i have to eat with my parents dinner.... but yesterday i told my mom that i didn't want toe at and she let me ( she was goona buy a pizza ewww) ...
so i haven't eat anything since yesterday lunch...
won't eat today... i told my nanny not to tell my dad that i didn't eat breakfast and lunch.. and she won't..
so in one hour more i'll complete my first day of fast.....
day 2 will be harder.... bc sunday is like the family day..... and i have to eat lunch with my parents.. if i can skip it , it will be great!!!...
todays so far i had a cup of coffee with like 20ml of skim milk.. 20 calsç
i'm determined to lie tomorrow as good as i can so maybe my mom will let me stay here and i won't have to eat lunch with my parents....
stay strong babes
**hugs**
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[25 Nov 2007|03:05pm] |
ugggh dude. I haven't posted on here for a while. I feel so disgusting. Last night my friend and I went to this gnarly Catalyst dance and afterwards hada sleepover, and she made these egg sandwiches with fried eggs and fried roast beef and cheese and MAYONAISE, of all fucking things. we ate them at like 4 in the morning cause we didnt fall asleep till 6 and goog god i feel disgusting. i purged them of course but i still feel gross for eating that. not only that but we also had panda express and cookie dough. wtf is wrong with me ?? what. the. fuck.
so far today ive had
green tea - 0 cal
mango - 135 cal (UGH)
thats it. im not having anything else except water or green tea
my mind keeps wandering towards this chocolate power bar i have in my drawer but i cant give in!!!
i need thinspiration like now. yaaaah dude
CW: 119
GW: 115
GW2:109
fat, yea i know
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[25 Nov 2007|03:15pm] |
hey everyone i'm new and like everyone else i REALLY wanna lose some weight so i'm here to do it with you guys! together we're stronger. here are my stats:
Height: 5'4"
CW: 121 lbs (i know...gross)
LW: 100lbs
HW: 123lbs
GW1: 110lbs
GW2: 100lbs
good luck everyone and keep up the good work!
think thin.
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Hey girls! I`m new here & I`d like to make friends & get support because i want to lose wight so bad...
It`s the only thing i wish for the most..I would love to help you girls too.together we can do this!^^
*Hugs* & Think thin!
Stina
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[25 Nov 2007|03:53pm] |
my stomach wont shut up.
I'm so hungry girls.
3 more hours to go.
I'll just watch a movie or something.
give me thinspo.
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IM BACK BEEZIES<3
Tomorrow I start my fast.
Liquids Only.
No Drinks More Than 5 Calories
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I'm going to need support to keep me sane
leave me a comment on my page if you wanna be a text buddy
im in the US
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36 hour fast over. =]
1/2lbs lost~
im a US size 6 [UK 8].
what a fckin WHALE.
i wish there was some fckin way that my parents wouldn't give me dinner. force feed me. from now on im only eating half of the dinner they give me. thats it for the day. and lots of exercise. im gonna join my local gym. on monday. =]. and drinking like 10 bottles of COLD water each day. may as well make my body use up loads of calories heating it and flushing out my system at the same time.
gosh when will i be PERFECT?
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You know what's really great?
When you stand in front of that god forsaken mirror;;
And you try to grab flab;;
But it gets very hard to grab it because you realise that you're shrinking :]
And you think to yourself;;
I am now on the same level as
my RealGirlThinspo [[my friend]]
Now all I have to do is lose a little
More;;
And I would have beaten her to her own game :]
That is when I'll reach satisfaction.
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so i'm proud of myself....i ate about 600 cal, which is not the best ever but i DID NOT take any laxatives today and i'm happy that i could resist from it. i haven't binged in about 3 days which is huge for me cause i usually would fix it with lax. so i'm proud of myself.
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[25 Nov 2007|06:09pm] |
okay so i'm going on a five day fast.
if i drink anything, it will be vitamin water.
good stuff, you should try it.
it isn't really water... but there are many different kinds/flavors and they have vitamins in it.
so i'm thinking that i can lose 6-10 pounds on my fast.
hopefully more if i exercise.
so many ab exercises and crunches every day to lose more.
but all this is worth it in the end, right.
xoxo
think thin
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[25 Nov 2007|06:29pm] |
has anyone actually finished either one?
If so;; was it effective?
Because i'm thinking about doing a fast for 5 days and then doing the 2468 :]
x
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so today all i had was cereal 160 calories
i think i did pretty good
(i had to fight myself to not eat the hot cheetos on the counter they just so happen to be my fave >.< but i didn't eat them! :D)
how did everyone els do?
:)
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[25 Nov 2007|07:18pm] |
please everyone who can just post fat pics for me i deserve it i need to see what i let myselff bee. cause i havent fasted like i said i would. not really my fault ive had my family here so its like impossiblee to fastt and my mom found my fasting journall. she hasnt said anything but she moved it from under my bed to my dresser. so yay huh? i just flipped on my brother and im just beammmingg withh anger. so please post fat pics and skinny pics so i can torment myself with all that ive failed withhhh.
i swearr im going to SCREAMM!!!!
fuckk and on top of it all, i went to a movie with my boyfriend where freaking angelina jolie(mind you, this is his boyhood crush) is on the screen practically naked with an awesommmmmmeee bodyyyyy! yeahhhhh greatt huh
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Is what my mom has been saying for the past hour. Ive just been drinking coffee. So I just made a bagel and now Im afraid she is going to watch me. She handed me cream cheese to put on that and i said no I have butter. I pretended to put butter on it. Im going to put in it my purse so it will be gone... when she leaves the room or when she is not looking.
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Hey girls, I'm haven't been using livejournal very much lately (on acount of no internet access) So and do to most peoples attitudes i have switched over to xanga.
My cousin and I keep everything up to date. www.xanga.com/skinny_minnie00
So I hope you can add me and see wuts up.
Later chicas
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[25 Nov 2007|08:16pm] |
okay, so preparing to begin my fast tomarrow.
monday-friday.
it's gonna be kinda hard for me, but i know i can do it.
i heard that it's easier to fast if you eat light the day before, so i ended today with some left over mashed potatoes.
those are light, right? oh well if they're not that's okay.
tomarrow and tuesday i'm having exams at my school, so we get out at 1:25. good.
and we eat lunch at 10:40.. early right? so i'm just gonna say i'm not hungry.
and wednesday we have off unless you have makeups. so no food for me.
so there's three days to my fast.
thursday and friday... i will figure something out. if worst comes to worst, i'll just grab something small and then exersize off the calories.
so i think i'll be good =]
make a plan and stick to it, it pays to lay it all out instead of a spur of the moment thing.
xoxo
think thin
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Okay, so my brother just got home from rehearsal and his instructors told him to lay on his stomach with frozen veggies on his butt...it helps alleviate the strain of the muscle and also helps to minimize the fat/cellulite cells and the butt in general. He's down on the couch doing this right now..So cool..im totally laying on my bed right now doing this...its got to work!!
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Im new on here but i've been anorexic since aug. not very long but im too fat : ( Im gonna fast starting tom. I have never done this before so help please !
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think thin, because when you think of something you really want, you strive for it, and if you strive hard and try your absolute best, you will succeed; and when you succeed you acheive not only your goal but over all happiness.
my new inspirational quote, which yes, i made up myself =]
tehe well i thought it was good.
it's gonna help me acheive my fast [which i can't wait to see the results of]
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well thanksgiving and this weekend was a complete bust!!!!!!!!! My godmother was like ....claire is beautiful,but did she gain weight???
Im so mad.And ive been gone this weekend and i hand out cookies right when i come in the door and the first thing i get from my mom
hi claire!!! How was your weekend oh by the way did u know your godmother asked me if u gained weight??? and then she started yappin about how high in calories my cookies were.........GOSH AM I THE ONE WITH THE ED OR IS SHE THE ONE?!
monday tomorrow....which means FAST....and i dont care im not gonna give in my mom is not gonna make me eat tomorrow....and after tomorrow...not more than 200 cals a day.....
im gonna make them regreat those words.....theyll be begging me to gain when im skin and bones and near death...............their fault!
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fuck....i worked all day today, so i really didnt HAVE to eat ne thing....but i did cuz i was bored...ugh...then come home to find out my super skinny mom hardly ate ne thing....god i feel like a fucking cow.....ne ways im going to the gym tomorrow and prolly wont eat ne ting cuz ill be busy with classes....ugh im soooooooo fat!!!!!!...ugh
sry for the depressing post...but...ugh!!!!....ne ways hope everyone is doing a hell of alot better than me.....ugh
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my fasting day 1 is complete! WOOOOOOT!
so im soooooo motivated now cause this hot guy ive liked for a year is on swim team and its starting november 15th, so i need to lose as much weight as i possibly can by then. thats how long im fasting.
i know i can do it. especially when im in this frame of mind. i cant imagine him seeing me at this obese weight. cause last year i was 100 pounds and now im 130ish.... :-(
o but the bad thing is hes had the same Girl friend for more than a year....well if im skinny and pretty enough, maybe ill be worth giving her up. that sounds terrible, but its motivation
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[25 Nov 2007|09:33pm] |
Thanksgiving and the days after totally stunk. Tons of ppl at my house basically force feeding me....ugh. Tomorrow I have to go out with my bestie, then im completely purging EVERYTHING out. Then a total 5 day or longer fast. Im really excited. I need to feel pure. If anybody wants to join me, commennttt it up!!!!
Think Thin Everybody..
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[25 Nov 2007|09:50pm] |
im prolly having the biggest binge ever
yogurt + muesli
bread + cheese + ham
CHOCOLATE cereals
i cannot stop
and my stomach hurts so bad
im gonna explode
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ok... so i'm in the 6th hour of my 2nd day of fast...
and i'm drinking green tea......
anyways tomorrow is my family day... i will still be in my 2nd day almost third... and i hope i can lie good enough to make my mom believe thati need to stay home bc i have to study..
my brother told my dad today that i didn't lunch.. and now everyone is having dinner except for me.. i hope they don't get suspicious about it
stay strong ladys!
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[25 Nov 2007|09:59pm] |
Hey girls =] So yeah i'm basicaly almost done with my second day of fasting...I feel great all i ate was like 4 brussle sprout thingys which wasn't even 200 cals..Thats all i could eat really....
My parents made nasty deer..Ugh meat is so gross..
I'm glad i wasn't home most of the day so they didn't notice i didn't eat
Well I'm gonna be on day 3 of my fast tomorrow...Hope this goes well=]
Maybe i'll go til wensday =]
So wish me luck =]
Think thin girls <3
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[25 Nov 2007|10:08pm] |
hello all!
i'm officially not using livejournal anymore. I've switched to xanga.
sooo, if you have one.. subscribe and befriend me!
http://www.xanga.com/ciaokatieee
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[25 Nov 2007|10:21pm] |
Hey everyone!
I am new, I dont know if I was accepted or not but I assume if this posts.
I have had anorexia for 2 years now.
My stats are:
Height: 5'2"
Weight: too high (I know I should post it but I am really ashamed)
Hw: 140
Lw: 110
Gw: 90
I hope I "fit in" here.
I have been to so many communities only ending in horror.
I have seen some people be rather non supportive, sorry if that isn't what this community is.
I gained more weight and I dont know what to do. I have hit a plateau. T_T
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[25 Nov 2007|10:40pm] |
Hey guys!
i really like films about anorexia as i'm sure many of you do
so i thought i'd post the names of some films =)
They are all on youtube aswell
i'll put it in a cut though because i know they can be triggering
Love ya xxx
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[25 Nov 2007|10:56pm] |
Okay, tomorrow is definitely a fast day. I hate today. I was s'posed to fast till the end of the day but then my parents were pushing food on me. They said i was underweight, whatever. So I was forced to eat, eeeew. I tried to chew slowly but then my mom dumped more food on my plate. Good thing i didn't finish it all, I made an excuse about being full. Ugggh, good thing its a school day tomorrow, it would be less suspicious.
Night girls, hope all of you are doin' well. :)
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[25 Nov 2007|11:33pm] |
my really pretty cousin just came here at my house and she was wearing all black with leggings and these really cute beige cowboy boots. she is so pretty and tall and skinnny, she can be a model!! she died her hair an auburn color and it really goes with her blue eyes. she was once a blonde. and shes sooooo pretty. like all the boys like her. shes 22.
im still 18 and when she was my age she was chubby but now she lost alot of weight and shes so hott!
i wish i can look like her.
REALLYYYY PRETTY GIRL!!
uhg
today was a good day for me, although i didnt exercise which freakinnn suckkkksssss!! i hate it when i miss a day of exercising but i still went to the mall for 2 hours so i still did walking. so thats a plus.
tomorrow i am going to exercise for 2 hours of cardio cause the other day i ate alot, and then im going to the library to study instead of going to work, cause i need to Ace the test on tuesday!!
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Hello. I am fat as you guys couldn't imagine !!! I need to get this as fast as possible and I want to do it by any means possible. Can anyone help !!!
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