I feel disgusting i hate myself so much right now.
Ok, I was doing ok till 4 o'clock.
Then i had:
*1 cashew nut
*20 grams of spinach..

at three i went to my grandmothers and at 4 o'clock she was like.. Don't you want any tea?
Sure, i said and then she started dragging out loads of bread (healthy spelt corn stuff) but anyways it's like 100 cal the slice.
And the worst thing is that she had those fig rolls which are 70 calories each!
I almost broke down. And guess what! I ate 2 small slices of that bread with sugarfree jam. Like 300 calories or something.. And 2 figrolls..
Ok Then i thought with myself that having eaten 500 calories over a ONE day! I so disgusting and that i couldn't eat anything more.

But when i came home my mom was making some Burritos and i ate one with brown rice chili sauce and vegetables..
And plus that i ate a piece of chocolate 50 cal.
so totally i had eaten more that 800 today.

So i went jogging straight after the meal and there was something that dragged me to a secret spot where i vomited. I didn't have any control..
I promised myself i'd stop this but i can't.
I hate it, and yeah i ran for like an hour and did some exercises.. And finally now I'm beginning to feel a bit hungry again and i love it.

Tomorrow i'm going to eat 1 orange over the day...
It's great!! I recommend it.. After a binge have an orange day.. I normally lose a pound doing that!:D

I can't wait till next Wednesday.. My mom allowed me to eat only fruit for one week then.. "to clean the bodysystem " I said.. But it's true..:D

And King Tubby is the best..
And Nicole Richie.. I'd kill to be that thin!