I'm new to this community.

So, today was not that great.  It started off good with some light exercising and eating lettuce.  It's become my favorite food, I just eat it plain, because dressings makes my skin crawl.  ewww just to think how much fat and unwanted calories are in it.  >.< sick  I like it though.

Well, unfortunetly my friend had pizza and brownies.  She has this thing that if her guests don't eat she won't eat.  So, I figured I'd eat with her and then work extra hard to burn off all those calories.  I'm probably going to be exercising the rest of the night and then some as soon as I get off.  And I feel terrible.  I should have eaten even though I was hungry because now I feel bloated and I just want to throw up and until everything feel's fine.
But my problem is I can't make myself puke, I've tried, it just won't work. ughh -.-  I am doomed to feel terrible the rest of the night.
I guess I deserve it, after eating all those things.