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This is NOT a pro-anorexia/pro-bulimia/pro-eating disorder community and you will NOT find any tips or tricks here.

Please read the rules before joining, this is not a community for those dieting/looking to lose a few pounds for prom/bikini season thnx. If you don't have an eating disorder click the X at the top of the page, thanks.

Mental illnesses are serious, they should not be mocked (wannarexics are not accepted here). If anyone would like any information about eating disorders, if you have a loved one who needs help etc., you are free to contact me and I will try to help you as much as I can.

Although suggestions and advice may be given here, none of the information is medical advice unless otherwise stated.

Gemma ♥

I haven't been on here since last march apparantly.
I had been doing okay before.....

I have gained about 10lbs. since then.

I am disgusting disgusting disgusting.

I cannot get over how much weight I have gained. How did I not notice that?

I want to fucking cut it all off.

I feel hopeless. I need to lose this disgusting shit on my body.

I'm scared that I won't.

I am going to going to going to.

the end.

Hi i'm new so dont really know what to say so i'll try introduce myself :P i'm sarah, 18 frm uk. HEIGHT: 5' 8 CW: 160lbs :'( GW 125 lbs. Hope i'll make some new friends on here. Feel free to email me on sarah_davies08@hotmail.co.uk for a chat an add me on msn as i'm nearly always online lol. I'll share my fave song with u all .. (i've been listenin to it literally 50times evryday for past 2weeks lol x

Breathe Me- Sia

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

this is the first time I'm posting because it never let me before.


So I was supposed to go away to renfrew...but the told me i was too big...wtf...that hurt so badly.

And i am big..i know it...i'm on my period and have been binging and i'm up to my high weight almost...

I was trying to recover...but that isn't working.

My counsellor said that i'm a non_purging bulimic....wtf?

never heard of that before but if anyone has feedback, comment me.


nluv906@yahoo.com

this community almost never lets me post. so i'll be amazed if it lets me. 

i read somewhere back in the posts about sex.
i guess i can relate but since i've gotten so fat.
i'm weak and give myself away to anyone.
but now i've gotten to the point where no one wants me.
i'm so low and they don't notice me.
i just want to be the old me again.
healthy and worthy of a relationship and a great guy.

myspace and sex ruin everything it seems.

i'm a slut, dbag, loser.
binging was my defense today.

This is really sad.

Went out with this guy who likes me. And I had a steak for dinner and ice cream. I ate so much to the point of feeling sick. So I went to the toilet to puke the ice cream out. Honestly, I am shocked how he doesn't smell the puke. I am pathetic. After starting work, I have put on so much weight cause I was so stressed out.

Before I was doing so well, not eating. But when stress kicks in, I eat to forget my troubles. Sorry girls, I am such a disappointment. I will never be thin.

Stats:

5"4, 110 pounds.

What a fucking loser.

im new to this so hello=D
im Ashlyn=]

height: 5'6"
HW:145
CW:137
LW:120
Gw1: 115

 My name is Lily, i'm 20 years old, and ive been struggling with Anorexia for a while now. About 5 years. I've been reading your comments for years, but never joined. So, here I am. I have the perfect family and the perfect boyfriend and the perfect life. Hense, why i'm sick. I was in love with a guy who totally fucked me over. It was the most alive i've felt in a long time. That lasted four years and ended about a year ago. We still talk. Whatever. My new boyfriend is incredible. Just not in love. He's kinda too perfect. Anyways, I was wondering, What are people's experience with Slimquick? I feel awful on it... and Ive been doing a lot of exercising, but I feel like i'm gaining muscle in my legs which is the opposite of what I am going for, please any advice would be great! And is there anyone interested in adding me on MSN Messenger to talk eachother through weak moments... I dont wanna binge, it's my biggest prob. Thanks!

 hi, i'm new here, just found it on livejournal cause i'm trying to distract myself from throwing up dinner, i'm on the verge of an anxiety attack but i threw up blood yesterday so i'm trying to lay low for a few days. i ran for an hour today but i'm only a pound lighter. what the hell?

hey girls - i havent posted in a while...and look whats become of me!!!

stats:
5'1.5"
cw 115
hw 118
lw 101

gw1 - 110
gw2 - 108
gw3 - 105

i need to fast this week - i feel like a total cow!!!!! i dont know what happened to me this week but i ate like a total pig and gained 2.5 lbs!!!

i think it should be pretty easy to get back to 112 since i think the 2.5 lbs is because of a certain  "visitor" but i know its tough for me to get back to 110 and below - any times on what to do when on a liquid fast???

need help asap boyfriends parents coming to stay with us this friday!!!!!

Hi =)

I was just wondering, does anyone here have any views on the size zero model ban?

Do you think that size zero models should be banned from the fashion shows?

I'm doing the above question as part of my GCSE 'opinion expressing' thing, and I have to find some quotes and evidence to support my opinion. =]

So if anyone does have an opinion on this matter, please could you let me know via comment? =)

Thank you for you time. X

Call me Ollie, though that's not my real name. I'm having self-esteem problems and feelings of being overwhelmed which might be depression. I think I'm in denial about that.

I'm anorexic but hiding it from everyone. I've always been on the thin side, so no one's noticing my weight loss. It's really hard because I have to eat in front of my family (i.e. breakfast and dinner) but I have a real fear of being sick so can't purge. I end up feeling fat, sick and disgusted with myself after every meal. I kind of use anorexia as a coping mechanism to feel like I have some control over my hectic life.

So I sent in a complaint just a few nights ago, and already received this e-mail:

Dear user fatty103,

Thank you for your inquiry. We have transferred this community to a new maintainer, who will now be able to ban these users and delete these posts.

Regards,
 Annika
 LiveJournal Abuse Prevention Team



THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Hi Guys :)

I'm the new maintainer here since the old one no longer is online.

All troll accounts will be banned and deleted and posts will be modded until the situation has calmed down.

Thanks for your cooperation, everything will return to normal soon.

Gemma.

I am at the library..
I still didn't get my computer yet. 
I haven;t been on in a week.
I guess I'm doing good.\
I went on a fast for 3 days..

My mom is on my nerves.
I want to wish all of you good luck.... with today..
It's lunch time so just relax and not think about it.
My mom wants to go to get chinese and I'm like Uh NOOOOOOO!!!!!
I feel thinner.
I hope everyone else is ok..

and I found a High school to go to tooo

I LOVE ALL OF YOU GIRLS<3<3<3

BRI

P.S> TALK SOON

what the fuck is going on here?

all these pictures, trolls, wow...

so sad, i knew this site would fall one day...oh well

i hope the trolls know they were the reason i attempted suicide about 1 month ago.

Oh well, they dont care. God will judge them on judgement day & they will go to hell :)

I'm at 117 pounds.
Doing friggin amazing
Don't know why I'm posting, just feel like it.

Have a nice life people.

sitting here in toronto. my grandpa's funeral is tomorow.
There's no scales here, which i hate. But I've promised myself that I won't purge while I'm here, which prettymuch means I have to restrict so that there's not really anything to purge up.

My family bought us croissants.

croissants are like the love of my life. I would do anything to get to b/p on those croissants.
but i wont. because i'm trying to leave bulimia behind me, i'm trying to recover. I can't go through another minute of purging. I wont.

So, yesterday I didn't purge. and today im not going to purge.

That's two full days! :D

good luck ladies, and have fun trolls.

xox
kate