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So uh, it's been awhile since I've posted in this LJ >_> But I guess I am back (for now) and all most of my entries from now on will be public :]
For those of you who don't remember me, this is Pan/Helena/whatever you want to call me.
I've been meaning to write in this journal for the longest time, but for some reason I couldn't because, well, my life just isn't very interesting to talk about, lulz. I guess now this journal will become a little bit more... eh, serious/meaningful/whatever because I really didn't like my old entries (hence why they are only viewable by me now).
Sooooo....
I remembered a wishlist I had made in 2004 and was looking at OCReMix.org and found out that one of the things on my wishlist had come true. And this is that someone made a ReMix out of "In Search of the Sacred Sword" from Final Fantasy Adventure/Seiken Densetsu. And well, in 2007 (I haven't been to OCReMix since 2005, mind you) one of my favorite ReMixers (Ziwtra) had actually made a remix of it! So this brightened up my day :D
Here is the link to the remix, though I must note that the song doesn't really sound anything like the original; however, I still like it.
So much for being serious and meaningful ((rolls eyes)) Guess I just like to ramble to no one in particular :P
I'll probably write more later.
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I'm tired, so tired.
Yeah, it happened agian. I have to block my emotions out or self I'll feel it again. And i don't want to die.
so I search up how to cure it, and the only thing that can help me is time alarms, stuff.
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So simple...
God, I'm exhausted. Ah, emotion block.
Tomorrow, rest of this week, I'm going to be hit with:
Guilt -------> I didn't try, at all. I didn't try hard enough. I ignored the alarms. I let time slip past. I told myself I was goign to give up anyway.
Self-disgust-----------> And what I did with that time really hurt me. Why don't I take care of myself?
Paranoia------------> Please God don't let anyone ask me about English essays or Socials comics or life or whether I want to die, because I won't know how to answer them.
Insanity------------> Because of my exposure to blood/gore/yandere/batshit, I can laugh at my worries and dream about the day when I can cover myself in blood and infect/affect everyone. And laugh about it , even when people ask me if I'm really alughing about it.
When you are angry/scared of the world, there comes a point when everything is meaningless, and all there is is self-pleasure against the seeming cruelty of how one is treated. Ignore, ignore. ignoring the good parts would be the only way to survive until Death suddenly comes whether you will it or not (because it's not up to you, if you're rescued, then it sucks to be alive, and that's what I'm not risking) and you realize you are alone because you pushed everyone away.
Bitter, bitter. Don't understand. I feel like a monster now. I am not like you.
I do not do things like you. I do not understand you.
Why do you like me, want to stay being this, 'friends' with me.
Make me feel invisible so I can laugh at you too. I like laughing, I think.
I don't hate the world. It's not its fault that I can't accept myself for what i made me. Rather...
In any case.
Life plods on. I continue to think about cutting, but refusing to because it will leave scars, and peopel will ask.
I don't want to look stupid still. My pride is keeping me alive.
I still hate being pitied.
I still love knowing more than you.
I still think about others in relation to myself.
I still like being 'different'.
Listen to me. Don't like me. Liking me, I can't handle.
why would you like me. Why would you care. Impossible.
Oh, I sound like that person I hate on that tv show ...
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As long as I keep typing, I don't have to sleep.
As long as I don't sleep, time does not pass so quickly, and the next day, where I will haveto face the consequences, will not come so fast.
As long as I stay here, I won't have to be there.
If I can stay long enough, maybe I'll pass out, finally. Then I won't have to go.
But then comes another day.
And more work.
And more consequences.
And more guilt and pain to bear. And more things I can't answer. Like why I'm down here. What I do online. How I can survive on such little sleep. Why don't I take care of myself (my face) more. I should clean myself up to be prettier. I am pretty, somewhere. it's not visible, no confidence, doesn't glow.
I'm tired. My mind is drifting, i feel like that time I forced myself to drink a can of beer. It tasted bad, but I wanted to get it over with so I could know what it felt to be drunk as young as possible.
My family is not very alcohol tolerant; we are lightweight drinkers. I felt so sleepy afterwards. Dissapointing, really; I wanted to be a party drunk. You know, have alcohol loosen me up. But yeah. It didn't start to really circulate in my system until half an hour later. And the next day I had a sour throat.
I'm tired . I'm not sure what I should do. I don't know. If I wake up tomorrow morning, I'm -
I'm too tired to even thinking tactically. I'm scared. I don't know if I should rely on - no, i shouldn't, because that's not right. But i don't knwo what to do. I'm frozen.
I guess I should really do it. the article, i mean.
but i'm so tired. I want to break out crying, but if I do, my eyes will be puffy, and I hate having swollen, aching eyes after I wake up. So I would have to stay up (which is fine by me; I like reading until I'm so exhausted I can't stay awake anymore... do I? It's painful...) for about another hour (that's a lot of sleep gone) to get rid of the swelling...
Thank god there's no chemistry tomorrow; I hate falling asleep in that class. My notes get all messy, and I feel terrible afterwards. It's my worse class...
But there's religion. and I just remembered that I was worried that there'd be a test.
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I'm going to hell.
Remember that analogy? I said that
... I would wander out from the house, take a loook around the block, and go back.
I feel like I'm at the corner of the block, looking out to the world...
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.... I'm being over dramatic. But that's me; without it everything would seem boring.
DSM-IV criteria I. Either A or B: - A. Six or more of the following symptoms of inattention have been present for at least 6 months to a point that is disruptive and inappropriate for developmental level:
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- Often does not give close attention to details or makes careless mistakes in schoolwork, work, or other activities.
- Often has trouble keeping attention on tasks or play activities.
- Often does not seem to listen when spoken to directly.
- Often does not follow instructions and fails to finish schoolwork, chores, or duties in the workplace (not due to oppositional behavior or failure to understand instructions).
- Often has trouble organizing activities.
- Often avoids, dislikes, or doesn't want to do things that take a lot of mental effort for a long period of time (such as schoolwork or homework).
- Often loses things needed for tasks and activities (e.g. toys, school assignments, pencils, books, or tools).
- Is often easily distracted.
- Often forgetful in daily activities.
- B. Six or more of the following symptoms of hyperactivity-impulsivity have been present for at least 6 months to an extent that is disruptive and inappropriate for developmental level:
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- Often fidgets with hands or feet or squirms in seat.
- Often gets up from seat when remaining in seat is expected.
- Often runs about or climbs when and where it is not appropriate (adolescents or adults may feel very restless).
- Often has trouble playing or enjoying leisure activities quietly.
- Is often "on the go" or often acts as if "driven by a motor".
- Often talks excessively.
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- Often blurts out answers before questions have been finished.
- Often has trouble waiting one's turn.
- Often interrupts or intrudes on others (e.g., butts into conversations or games).
II. Some symptoms that cause impairment were present before age 7 years. III. Some impairment from the symptoms is present in two or more settings (e.g. at school/work and at home). IV. There must be clear evidence of significant impairment in social, school, or work functioning. V. The symptoms do not happen only during the course of a Pervasive Developmental Disorder, Schizophrenia, or other Psychotic Disorder. The symptoms are not better accounted for by another mental disorder (e.g. Mood Disorder, Anxiety Disorder, Dissociative Disorder, or a Personality Disorder).
Well, my mom DID buy a book about ADHD when i was younger. I remember coming out of the bath and seeing its soft mintgreen cover every day.
... And I got that form in grade 3 , telling me to do my homework. Because i wouldnt'do any of it.
It's relapse.
relapse
relapse
lovely excuse you got there, me!
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-hums softly-
...It's like being super-charged all the time. You get one idea and you have to act on it, and then, what do you know, but you've got another idea before you've finished up with the first one, and so you go for that one, but of course a third idea intercepts the second, and you just have to follow that one, and pretty soon people are calling you disorganized and impulsive and all sorts of impolite words that miss the point completely. Because you're trying really hard. It's just that you have all these invisible vectors pulling you this way and that, which makes it really hard to stay on task. Brain feels "cluttered", or sometimes light in weight (slightly light-headed). Sometimes difficult to sleep.
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Wow. Brilliant.
Perfect match for how I do things, anyway. I always start say, updating the Vocaoid Wika, which leads to wathcing the new rankings, which leads to maybe watching an anime episode, which leads to finding cosplay, which leads to learning about a new series, which leads to usually Prawn at this point if not earlier, which finds its way to updating the kink memes and checking my email, and then i go to find pictures at pixiv or piapro, though visiting dannychoo (etc) usually comes before that, and dont' forget to check Nicovideo for new videoes, which i upload to youtube.
fills my day. I have alot to do.
dont forget finishing up fanart, which i never get to do, and making ringtones and cell themes, because I love customization.
oh my god, I'm so addicted.
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Whenever there are ellipses, I have my head in my hands.
Yawning hurts so much. I do it way too many times a day...
The Hallowell Center identifies the following indicators to consider when ADHD is suspected and recommends that individuals with at least twelve of the following behaviours since childhood—provided these symptoms are not associated with any other medical or psychiatric conditions—consider professional diagnosis[19]: - A sense of underachievement, of not meeting one’s goals (regardless of how much one has actually accomplished).
- Difficulty getting organized.
- Chronic procrastination or trouble getting started.
- Many projects going simultaneously; trouble with follow through.
- A tendency to say what comes to mind without necessarily considering the timing or appropriateness of the remark.
- A frequent search for high stimulation.
- An intolerance of boredom.
- Easy distractibility; trouble focusing attention, tendency to tune out or drift away in the middle of a page or conversation, often coupled with an inability to focus at times.
- Often creative, intuitive, highly intelligent (wait, why is this a symptom!?!)
- Trouble in going through established channels and following proper procedure.
- Impatient; low tolerance of frustration.
- Impulsive, either verbally or in action, as in impulsive spending of money.
- Changing plans, enacting new schemes or career plans and the like; hot-tempered.
- A tendency to worry needlessly, endlessly; a tendency to scan the horizon looking for something to worry about, alternating with attention to or disregard for actual dangers.
- A sense of insecurity.
- Mood swings, mood lability, especially when disengaged from a person or a project.
- Physical or cognitive restlessness.
- A tendency toward addictive behavior.
- Chronic problems with self-esteem.
- Inaccurate self-observation.
- Family history of ADHD or manic depressive illness or depression or substance abuse or other disorders of impulse control or mood.
Alot of these make me smile? because I can recall incidents related to them. Like, trouble with procedure. I always screw that up, especially when dealing with members of authority. >_< Or Inaccurate self-observation, because I'm sure I'm wrong somehow here. And 'Addictive behavior' was what I classed myself with about two weeks ago. And, God, 'tendency to tune out during conversation'. I'm so sorry. Especially to Karupin. Because she talks so long, and I don't mind, in fact I quite enjoy it because I usually learn from it, but my eyes tend to slip away from her face, and no matter how hard I try, my mind just slips away from what she is saying. It's so terrible. But it's so hard.
I'm too tired. ......
god, that download is taking too long.
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oh god, I just felt a need to search something up just before i went to bed, 'it won't take long'..
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So....dressing room rps....give me the run down. :0
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Rules:
1. Post the rules
2. Answer each question truthfully
3. Tag 3-5 people at the end
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1. What was your first cosplay? (Think hard on this)
My first "proper" cosplay was San from Mononoke Hime and Temari from Naruto's first outfit. They were made at the same time for the London Expo October 2005. But for Halloween in 2004 I made a Shampoo from Ranma 1/2 cosplay. I don't really count this as it was bad looking (made in a day or so XD), and it was worn only for a night with friends. I'll probably remake it someday as I like Shampoo XD
2. Did someone get you into cosplay? Or on your own?
I managed that on my own XD I've always been interested in costumes, and when I got into manga and anime and saw the fantastic costume designs... Well, there was no turning back.. I went to my first London Expo SOLELY because there was supposed to be cosplays there XD
3. What is your favourite cosplay?
My Shippuuden Temari. Atm she is the only cosplay I'm really happy with. After having spent a long time working on her AFTER having used her at a con, I'm no finally happy with her and can't find anything that needs to be improved.. ^_^'
4. Which is your least favourite?
Hmm... I think that will have to be Temari's 1st outfit. The white one.. I just never managed to get it right.. >.<
5. At conventions, do people compliment you on your cosplays? (Unless you're a closet cosplayer you can skip this one)
Yeah, I get compliments, and they really make my day! Makes me soooo happy :D
6. How many have you done?
Hmm... *wonders what to include* Ok, skipping other costumes I've done and only counting the ones I've done recent years: a hobbit - Lord of the Rings, San - Mononoke Hime, Temari 1st outfit - Naruto, Temari 3rd outfit - Shippuuden Naruto, Amane Misa - Death Note, Nanasawa Kimiko - MegaTokyo, Saria - Legend of Zelda, Black Rose - .Hack//, Amelia Lydia II - Original character, Aurora Ebeltoft (almost complete) - Original Steampunk character. I don't *really* count the two last ones as cosplays, but oh well :p That makes a grand total of... 10.. I feel I need to work harder XD
7. What are the top 5 on your list of "Want to Cosplay"?
Oh wow.. Hard question as I haven't really found many dream cosplays yet.. But from the top of my head:
1. Rutela the Zora Queen - Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess (if that fails: Ruto from Ocarina of Time )
2. Midna, imp form - Twilight Princess
3. Astaroshe Aslan, artbook version - Trinity Blood (my next big project)
4. one of the female characters from Fire Emblem. But there are so many pretty character designs, so I haven't really made up my mind as to who yet...
5. Midna, human form - Twilight Princess
Boo! I want a longer list! There are so many I want to cosplay! XD
8. What female cosplay do you want to do most?
Queen Rutela. I have never seen her cosplayed before. And she's so pretty!
9. What male cosplay do you want to do most?
Hmm.. For some reason I haven't thought of any crossplays yet, simply because there have always been so many female characters catching my attention.... Oh! LIES! I just remembered I REALLY want to cosplay the male versions of the Black Mages and Thieves in Final Fantasy - Crystal Chronicles games ^_^
10. What do you prefer to do, make or buy your costumes?
I make them. Even my first costume was home made XD I just love the process of making a costume, you learn so much!And I have to admit; when people compliment me for a cotume I've made myself.. That makes me proud ;P
11. Your most memorable experience? What makes it so memorable?
Hmm... Oh! At an October Expo in 2006, I was wearing my Temari 1st version cosplay when this girl who couldn't speak approached me. I can't use sign language, but she made it pretty clear she wanted a picture of me. Just as she had taken it her mom or guardian person came and told her to get next to me so we could be together in the picture. When I gave her my fan so she could pose with it on the picture she actually got so happy she got tears in her eyes! o.O When they left her mum told me that Temari was her favourite character of all time, and she had been stalking me for a while, but been too shy to ask for a picture ^_^ It felt so good having been a part of making someone so happy =)
12. Your dream cosplay?
I actually don't know... There are many cosplays I want to make, but the ones that are currently on my list I think I'll actually be capable of doing. I'm looking for one though! A cool cosplay that have that Wow-ness to it ^_^
13. Is there a pattern in your cosplays? If so, what? (Things like they have a certain personality, or hair colour)
I've been trying to think of something, but it seems like I've cosplayed/want to cosplay all kinds of characters XD Though recently I've been hooked on games charaters.
14. Your most recent cosplay?
Black Rose from .Hack// and Saria from Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of time from Amecon 08.
15. What do you prefer? Cosplaying in a group or on your own?
Either is good, I like standing out and be the only one from a game or series. But I prefer being a part of a group as you can get some really good pictures from that, as well as it easier to start talking to someone with a cosplay from the same source as me ^_^
NOW TAG SOME PEOPLE!
I tag cosplayers out there who hasn't already done this ^_^
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| KINOOOOOOOOOOOOOKUNIYAAAAAAAAAAA |
[14 Oct 2008|10:00pm] |
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Osaka's Kinokuniya bookstore is fucking huge.
I saw the store yesterday as we passed it and I spasmed like a fangirl. But we couldn't visit it yesterday, so I dragged everyone over to it today, after dinner.
I had to try and retain my dignity, and stop myself from charging into the store as soon as I saw it (Sensei's son, Andrew, did the running instead XDD).
I was in bookshop heaven. I was about to move right in. And I got utterly lost trying to find the foreign section, where my group were.
I bought a Do As Infinity band music score book.
Omg. OMGGGGGGGGG
Kino Kino Kino Kino Kino Kino Kino Kino Kino Kino
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Osaka is expensive. Shopping heaven, but fucking expensive. (No, I haven't bought anything crazily expensive, and I don't plan to. XD)
We walked over to Osaka castle today, which was awesometasticness but it wouldn't fucking stop raining and then my umbrella broke and my feet abd legs are tired and my back hurts XDD
And yes, the Osaka guys my age are good-looking. ;D
The Australian dollar sucks. @__@;;;;;
And I barely understand buying and selling exchange rates and... stuff and........... aslfija blskdjablskdja *BRAIN EXPLODES*
I MISS EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEE ;O;
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I'm so ver ytired.
anyway.
Sephi-san's entry reminded me of something. My dream this morning. I vaguely remember ...
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... it had somethign to do with, something. Everything was on my mind.
My niece appeared in it. But the part that I wanted to see most was cut off when my dad tried to wake me up in his stupid fashion. -sigh-
I can't rmemeber parts before. but cyrius was rika, and Rika went down a flight of stairs to ? and
kissed Keiichi? ah, and then
something something, Rika? I? had a letter, it was crumpled up now, a love confession to ?
And I was running, I jumped from the second floor to the first, he wouldnt'know, he would come looking , it was fu nand dangerous, he liked her, dangerous.
Runningdown the plaza. something something. Cosplayers.
Confusing dream. But I really wanted to see. See... what?
if Keiichi would come after 'Rika', i guess.
I like those kinds of dreams. But I wish they wouldn't end.
In the morning my upper blanket was behind my head and my lower blanket was sideways.
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| 雨を連れゆく Ame wo Ren reyuku |
[13 Oct 2008|08:21pm] |
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Act1 Len
Act2 Len
We were born together
in the silence of our togetherness in the sea
Your song, i could see in your face
eventually, understand, I would sing for you
The road is rough
Eventually my
the bottom
That day, the rain continued to fall
gently my heart was swayed by breeze
that time in the shadows the road winded
and said you were leaving, you said goodbye.
"Hey wait!"
I reached for you, certainly you would not leave me lonely
on this road, must it separate us?
falling rain, falling rain
go
The darkness dissolved my words.
Falling rain, falling rain
The rain was a sorrowful color
your name, i will read forever there.
Slowly I listen to myself
My skies are filled with tears, flowers
bloom, I think
this road is my dream towards you
but further and further you go
Ah....
The road leads into the sea
that time, those memories
quickly i could not hold it in
in the future days i want to see you
on the road us together in the future
Together we begin
Falling rain, falling rain, I will not die
will move
Falling fain, falling rain, your song will live on
Rain will not erase, your brilliant color
falling rain, falling rain, my feelings are fresh
Falling rain, falling rain, the sky is clearing
Clouds , they fill with your brilliant light.
Ah....
Your remains, I will hold...
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My head hurts alot. my eyes too.
ow... I can't even enjoy the video, as I write my passing thoughts.
It's not a translation, or even a
It's an Inspiration. :laughs:
It's not complete; you can see that I've left some sentences hanging. I just can't find the right words for those parts.
Len sings about how himself, now, chased after himself, past, and eventually came to realize that he is - himself?
But it's more an introspective thing for him...
or even narcissist. Because of my deviant mind, I now ship Act.1!Len and Act.2!Len. Now with more Len-kun goodness!
Delicious. And sad. I hate it when multiple personalities or twins join as one; when I read abotu it, I feel like I they lost something special.
Once again, I think about having a twin. As in, someone who would stay with me inconditionally, who knows my thought,s who looks like me and acts like me, so I would never be alone.
I cried when I forced myself to give up my 'multiple personalities'. I felt so alone. But I didn't want to seem crazy, in case people ever found out. ...
Their journals probably have been purged by now.
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It's a beautiful PV. I wish I knew how to embed Nicovideos.
Work on the Wikia is ... going slowly. I'm working my way through the list of 286, but I'm not halfway yet. I'm ignoring the more disturbing ones, like the really manly Miku, etc. Scary.
thank god for livejournal saved draft.
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Okaaaaaay. Now I support MikuXRin now.
Still - GOM IS THAT DOCKING lol
Still don't really care for Meiko.
And haku is my new one! XD haku best.
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[13 Oct 2008|01:41am] |
i have gotten a habit of watching raws now
sbus are too damn slow
okay here goes
Junjou *2 ep 1
THE OP REMINDS ME OF LUCKY STAR XD And bouken deshou.
I've missed this! So cute! Shinobu answering the phone...
I ove how the op reflects how the relationships has developed.
Oh crap. ..... ......
Amd I the only on thinking' OMFG THREESOME right now? ....
DAMNIT LET GO OF MISAKI HE'S GOING TO DIE.
UNLESS ASPHYXIATION IS YOUR KIND OF THING.
... Lol.
Junjou romantica. Now with three times more the SPARKLES. And that's only the first episode.
... Bedroom scenes.
... ... überuke Misaki? With bubbl- omg I know what he's saying.
... Deliciousssss......... ew sparkles.
Ahaha.
RINGU
RINGUUUUUU
conbini!
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SEXY MIYAGI WITH GLASSES AND OLDER
I think.
LOL DENSHA OTOKO.
awkwaaaard. But why? lol. First time taking a train.
oooooooh. Not Miyagi. Haruhiko.
Niiiiiice, Misaki. You've been riding (with) your boyfriend's older brother... and you didn't even realize.
Yaya party.
Gotta bed now. night guys.
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| 鏡音レンの暴走 |
[13 Oct 2008|01:25am] |
鏡音レンの暴走
L「あうあうー」L「１、２、１、２、３、Let's go！」
R「鏡音レンとぉ・・・あそぼぉおおおおお！！」
L「どうも、ボクです鏡音レンです、齢は今年で１４デス
そろそろショタって言われるのも年齢的にはキツイかなってオネーちゃん相談したら・・・・」
M「レン君はまだまだいけるよー、背とかちっちゃいし」
L「ナースにメイドにスク水、巫女服、マスター少し変わってる！？
ってどうみてもただの変態です、本当にありがとうござい（ｒｙ」
L「歌うの少し苦手なんだけど、撒き散らすのならまかせてよー・・・って言えって言われました」
R＆M「ヒトの世は かくも生き辛い 暴走したい年頃なのぉ」
L「ほっぺたぷにぷに つるぺた・・・・ネギが嫌いとか言ってるとぉ ■■■からネギを刺しちゃうぞぉ」
L「ちょっと、何するの！そんな卑猥な歌詞歌わせないでよぉ」「VOCALOIDはスキデスカ？」
L「マスター、マスター、ねえマスター！ボクの話も少しは聞いてよ」
L「あのね、えぇと、えへへへへっ、何を言うか忘れちゃった。」
L「そんなにいじるとこわれたうよぉお」
L「ボクガますたーニトッテ特別ナ存在デアリマスヨウニ」
M「あっΣ（´д｀；）あー・・・えーと・・・えへへー、この歌の歌詞はチラシの裏です、テヘッ☆」
L「ボクの本気、見せてあげるよ！」
L「ああ、ボクの歌声が 闇を照らす 光となりますように
ああ、ボクの歌声が みんなに 笑顔を届けますように」
L「マスター・・・もう・・ゴールしていいよね・・・」
R「まだまだいきまーす」 L「（ﾟДﾟ；；）ｴｯ?」
R「あ、ええとっ、鏡音リンです。普段は意外とやる気がないです
まぁ、ぶっちゃけ、レンがなんとかしてくれると思うんだー、ねー、レン？」
L「Σ（ﾟДﾟlll）ふぇ！？ 、あ・・・ええと・・・あの・・・」
R「ちょっと！レン！？そんなんだからいつまでたってもヘタレなのよ！わかってる！？」
L「意味がわからな・・・」
R「あぁ！？」
L「ぁ・・・ぃぇ・・」
L「ヒトの世は かくも生き辛い 暴走したい年頃なのぉ」
L「マスター最近おかしいよ（´д｀;;;;;;ど、どうしてそんなに息が荒いの！？
もしかして そ れ が 恋 ってヤツですか！？この変態め＞＜
あー、うそです、ごめんなさい、
ボクの靴下食べないで ∑(´□｀;) 」
M「レン君、マスターは『紳士』さんなんだよ^^」
L「(；´･ω･`)」
L「マスター、マスター、ねえマスター、
ボクの話も少しは聞いてよ
マスター、もしかして、僕らをさー、エロゲと思って買ったでしょ？
買ったでしょ！？ 図星でしょ！！？
でも、そんなマスターが大好きです
・・・って言えって(ry｡･ﾟ･(ﾉД`)･ﾟ･｡」
L「これもお仕事だから仕方ないよね・・・」
M「いやー、仕事選べなくなったらおしまいだと思うんだけどね」
L「やめてよぉ！！そういうこと言うのヽ(｀Д´)ﾉ 」
L「ああ、ボクの歌声が 奇跡起こす 調べとなりますように
ああ、ボクの歌声が みんなに 幸せ運びますように」
L「こんなのもう耐えられない、でもボクには・・」
L「ロードローラーがいるんだ！！」
L「滑舌悪いし、背もちっちゃいけれど、それでもボクはいつか立派ｎ・・・」R「レンて情緒不安定だよね」
L「ニャーニャー・・」
R「ラストスパートォ！」M「いくよー」
L＆M＆R「ああ、ボクの歌声が 闇を照らす 光となりますように
ああ、ボクの歌声が みんなに 笑顔を届けますように」
http://chemsys.web.fc2.com/txt/len.txt
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| Halloween Work |
[12 Oct 2008|08:05pm] |
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So I'm making Kiba and Hinata from Naruto for Matt's little sisters. I decided to not try and reinvent the wheel and bought a sweatshirt for Kiba. Don't care. I'm not wearing it. Though it will fit me ... so I might ... later. And Hinata will for sure fit me ... so I have two new Naruto costumes at my disposal. YAY!
They're almost done. Almost. And now I need to work on Matt's arrancar. It'll be done. Soon. Yea. Soon.
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[13 Oct 2008|11:28am] |
HEY GUYSSSSSSSSSSS I'm currently in OSAKA and whoaaa is it different to Tanabe. @_@ But then, we've only been here something like 3 hours ahahahaha @________@; Hmm.
Had to wake up at 4AM to make the early bus out of Tanabe and I SLEPT IN so I had to make a mad dash around my hotel room and get all my stuff.
Oops gtg now XD
And yes, the Tanabe guys my age are good-looking. ;D
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| Kis-My-Ft2 - Smile |
[12 Oct 2008|06:33pm] |
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Kis-my-ft2 - Smile |
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...what to say about it...it's just a song that's been on my mind a lot lately. They're an undebuted group from Johnny's Entertainment, therefore still Juniors. But, they've got pretty voices, at least the main two - Fujigaya and Kitayama. And, I need to smile more, ne? ^^" So, I felt like translating and doing all that stuff...
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| Twilight and Trailers |
[10 Oct 2008|04:42pm] |
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The new Twilight theatrical trailer is amazing and I love it very very much. I seriously can't wait to see this movie. :)
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[10 Oct 2008|02:36am] |
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Which is how long has gone by since I've posted in here. O.O Last time I posted I hadn't even gotten to college yet.
Figured this might be as good a time as any to start writing again. I have work in the morning so I should be sleeping, but sleep is totally overrated.
Night
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