_ana_divine_ (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} _ana_divine_) wrote in ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} ana_in_college,@ 2006-01-12 10:40:00 |
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I'm back and i need major support
Right,
so how long has it been, like since the summer? well in the past three weeks my life has changed drastically to the point where my my dad has called an immediate family vacation to take place because "emily needs her sister and disneyland".
the drama over the summer is vaguely remeniscient to me now. the guy i was dating then was a total snoop and scanned through my computer and found this journal. he even made a fake msn account and talked to this guy i'd had a thing for back in first year uni. apparently he did all this because he loved me, and yes i kept with the freaky sounding thing becuase i was flattered that he went through so much trouble. but that's no more. three days before christmas...on the phone...he ends it by telling me that he just doesn't feel the same way about me anymore.
so i'm gone. my heart has been shattered into a million pieces but at least i know that karma will come to get him in the end and at some point in his life when he's at his most vulnerable the same will happen to him. so he can dump me in the midst of depression, breast biopsies, and the apparent "safe time" of christmas, becuase it will come back to him times three.
now i'm tired of typing. good news though. for the first week i was constantly nervous and all i could stomach was watermelon and maybe the occasional cracker. yeah, i missed christmas dinner and breakfast. and with all the running i now do so that i can get to sleep at night my body has svelted back down to the lovely pre-bf one it was in the summer of '04 when i was at my most determined stance. i eat fairly regularly and low-cal now becuase i'm training for marathons, and now i'm starting to loose the energy to run for my usual hour every morning now so i think i'm going to have to up the carbs a bit.
new stats:
current weight: 138 lbs !!
height: 5'11"
highest weight: 150 (a mere three weeks ago)
well off for my run.
em
Right,
so how long has it been, like since the summer? well in the past three weeks my life has changed drastically to the point where my my dad has called an immediate family vacation to take place because "emily needs her sister and disneyland".
the drama over the summer is vaguely remeniscient to me now. the guy i was dating then was a total snoop and scanned through my computer and found this journal. he even made a fake msn account and talked to this guy i'd had a thing for back in first year uni. apparently he did all this because he loved me, and yes i kept with the freaky sounding thing becuase i was flattered that he went through so much trouble. but that's no more. three days before christmas...on the phone...he ends it by telling me that he just doesn't feel the same way about me anymore.
so i'm gone. my heart has been shattered into a million pieces but at least i know that karma will come to get him in the end and at some point in his life when he's at his most vulnerable the same will happen to him. so he can dump me in the midst of depression, breast biopsies, and the apparent "safe time" of christmas, becuase it will come back to him times three.
now i'm tired of typing. good news though. for the first week i was constantly nervous and all i could stomach was watermelon and maybe the occasional cracker. yeah, i missed christmas dinner and breakfast. and with all the running i now do so that i can get to sleep at night my body has svelted back down to the lovely pre-bf one it was in the summer of '04 when i was at my most determined stance. i eat fairly regularly and low-cal now becuase i'm training for marathons, and now i'm starting to loose the energy to run for my usual hour every morning now so i think i'm going to have to up the carbs a bit.
new stats:
current weight: 138 lbs !!
height: 5'11"
highest weight: 150 (a mere three weeks ago)
well off for my run.
em
