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[07 Mar 2006|09:30pm] |
Not a lot has been happening. I'm so busy this semester that I think I might lose it. I get to finally graduate from college in May! Yay! One of my roomies keeps asking me questions. She's like, why do you hurt your body like that? That's just stupid. I'm like, wtf? You're supposed to be a social worker?? It has NOTHING to do with the abuse that I went through. NOTHING. Saying what I do is stupid doesn't help any. You're basically telling me I'm stupid. Thanks. Thanks a lot. I'm just like, whatever. You obviously don't get it. The judgement of others is what causes us to form these little groups on the Internet. It's safe for us. We know exactly what everyone is talking about. I LIKE it when my stomach growls. It means I have control. No, no. no. It's not really about control either, is it ladies? I'm just so sick and tired of people saying I'm stupid for wanting to be thin.
I've been working out at a gym for over two months. It's been hardcore. So, I got on the scales the other day...BIG mistake. I've gained 13 pounds. How? I don't eat, I exercise a lot...I just don't get it. Everyone was like, don't worry about it...don't you FEEL better??...muscle weighs more than fat...etc. I'm like, you don't get it. You just don't get it.
So, I went to GNC and bought these new diet pills. It's called Burn 60. I haven't been hungry at all. It's great. And I don't get shaky or anything.
That's enough for now.
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