[04 Oct 2002|12:18pm] [ mood | tired ] well, i have found a new way of keeping myself from eating pre-packaged (which generally means lots of fat and calories) items. yesterday, i grabbed a "grab bag" size bag of cheetos. i was disgusted with myself that i would eat them, but i couldn't stop (cheetos are my favorite chips) so finally, after i had eaten half the bag, i closed them up and stepped on the bag - that way all the cheetos were crushed and i couldn't eat them. today in class, a friend gave me a "fun-size" bag (i'm sorry, what is "fun" about a ton of calories shoved into a cute little aluminum bag??) of e.l.fudge mini-cookies. i accepted them, politely, brought them back to my room, and stepped on the bag to crush the cookies. come now, 250 calories in a small bag of cookies?? anyway, so far it has helped, and i've not been able to eat them. i got the idea for this the other day when i had left my poptarts in my purse and they had somehow gotten all crushed - hence i was unable to eat them. i'm not sure why i felt the desire to share this technique with you all. i guess i'm just proud of the feat-over-food, if i may. anyway, it's off to class i go :) 5 comments|post comment

[04 Oct 2002|09:46pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | i shot the sheriff - marley - he's the man ] well, i was doing so well today. had only about 700 cals all day. but then, i started feeling really sick, and extremely fatigued. which, usually, i'd say ok whatever. but i literally thought i was gonna keel over. so i had a grilled cheese and fries :(:( i coulda left out the fries. blah whatever. *anyway* but, i got a great compliment today. i was so exhausted today, and i didn't feel like walking so my roomie was like here, i'll carry you, not expecting her at all to actually pick me up. well, she did, and this is what she said: kt: oh my gosh!! you are so light. you're like a heavy child! you really are so light!! (othe friend proceeds to pick me up) sarah: wow, oh my god. you're tiny!! i have to admit...i was so happy. and i got my eyebrow repierced tonight :) i'm excited. it's been a long day, but at least it wasn't horrible :) post comment

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